What's depressing you today?

[Fractured Silhouette]

My mother, and almost committing suicide. On the plus side, the only way is up.

[Smeagol]

Feeling emotionally empty. Even though life should be good.

[project_icarus]

Bottle o' wine. Which tastes like shit, but I couldn't care less.
Many things.
I am trying to get in contact and stay close but she will either
-Ignore me
-Reject me
E. is probably not being released for a few days which is really getting to me. If she's not dead, that is.
My mum's pressuring me to get a job I can't get for way too many reasons. I'm failing school, I can't do the simplest of things, and she expects me to get this job. Illegally, too. I'm a few months away from getting it legally yet. Not to mention the only place that will hire me is a clothing store in the city, which would be too hard to get to.
My non-profit and somewhat unofficial job is falling to shit.
I can't accept it.
Tad of a hangover. Still wearing the same clothes from last night, typical.

[Djentleman]

My beloved Grandfather just passed away earlier today. Avo, may you rest in peace up in heaven. God Bless you.

[Jet.]

Realising that there is actually nothing left. That i only go up to come crashing right back down. Mostly I was just angry today.

[FullyAlive]

Urges, fucking bad urges.

[Princess Ariel]

Worst fucking day. One bad thing happened after the other.. Oh, and crying in photography and trying to hide it..

[Stronger]

Making final memorial arrangements for my nan and then clearing out her room at the nursing home...I'm gonna miss a few of the Aides and Nurses there, they treat my nan so well and did their job with passion, so I thank them. <3

[Magenta]

I'm actually upset because I'm a lesbian. So I like girls, I'm fucked up, I have so much that sets me apart from other people. For once I just want to relate and be "normal" just so I could be happy and not stressed.

Fuck sake. I used to be self-homophobic. I sometimes feel like I'm going to go back to that mindset where I try to convince myself I'm disgusting and wrong. Just me, no one else. My girlfriend should not have to deal with me and I can't tell her any of this.

[Navi]

I really hate being stuck in this body of fat and ugliness. Looking at pictures and seeing cute and attractive people only makes me feel uglier. Every single time we go shopping, all mom gets is soda and junk, I can very rarely get good stuff because of having to be tight on money. :\
On top of feeling ugly and fat, I'm beating myself up because I think I have fucked everything up. Such a great feeling.

(i know some have worse than I do, but I rarely get upset/depressed. so yeah, hope you all understand)

[Mortal Coil]

My bulimia. I disgust myself.
Also, I've run into a ton of triggers.

[Princess Ariel]

I've got a unit test on WW II and I have yet to study for it, and it's first class..

I also have pool... need I say more?

[Hypers]

Found out I will miss the 8th grade graduation ceremony...

[Princess Ariel]

My old school had this huge fire, with toxic gas and everything. And I wish I would've stayed there and didn't switch..

I could've been dead..

talk about a trigger :P

[Magenta]

I'm in fucking pain. My finger is throbbing, my hand stings, I wanna get high and I wanna drink until I can't fucking see straight just to get the noise in my head to shut the fuck up. My meds aren't working. They threw me off-balance for one day and now it's back to fucking hell.

[Niceguy11]

i have an physic exam!
F**k I fallen once in physic and i've got a nice slap from my dad!

[kenoloor]

urges urges urges urges urges urges urges urges.

[Weeping_Angel]

Fucking bitch hoes beat me up today, and then I threw up. I wish I threw up on them.

[Princess Ariel]

myself, and everything i've done, and will do.

[Fractured Silhouette]

I found a bird on the side of the road on my way to school. I thought it was dead. It wasn't, I picked it up and saw it had blood coming out of its head. I just wanted to help it, I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to be late for school. I put the bird under a tree in a more comfortable position. I knew it wouldn't make it, but I hoped. I found it dead under the tree on my way home. I just hope I made it more comfortable in it's final hours. I'm gonna miss that bird. Why did I not help it more?

R.I.P. A bird I found on the side of the road.

[Mortal Coil]

Knowing that they're suffering and there's nothing I can do about it :(

[Maiden]

shitty swedish weather

[Mortal Coil]

Being a huge liar. I'm so ashamed of myself, yet I do it again and again, and not once have I apologized.

[Schnope]

Knowing that I have shitty friends that dont give a shit about me at all. That no matter how much I care for them they think I am being too obsessive. That whenever you preach for help they are never there for you. I have come to the realisation that I will never have true friends. I will never have friends that will care for me and are always there for me no matter how tough the situation. It will be like this forever. That's what's depressing me. Its going to be like this forever. I will die a lonely person and thats that.

[Hypers]

Stupid English teacher.

[project_icarus]

I couldn't even wish her happy birthday. I could've, I had one chance, but I put it off 'till later. And her birthday present is ruined. I don't know if I should let her know I remembered it and I do actually care about her or if I should just leave it until next year.

Not to mention I was triggered by the most stupid things, car license plates. 1CUT-783; 1DIE-812; 1FAG-147; 1HEL-323 (would've been worse/maybe even funny if it was 1HEL-666); 1DFE-387 (plates of a certain police car)

Lot's of things

[Rayquaza]

The spanish speaking assessment tommorow

[BrassMonkey]

That I have a test tomorrow and that I had my toe opperated on today.

[muffin with a knife]

That I'm a fucking liar. I wish I could tell the truth. And my life is getting worse.

[Princess Ariel]

everything..

Edit: Anxiety attack, and i've got no one to talk to.

[Stronger]

Nan's memorial tomorrow. :\

[IcarusLives]

Not sure, just not feeling great. Kind of feel like going out with my friends and drinking.

[Princess Ariel]

I forgot it was a late start today, and I feel incredibly fat, even though I've got nothing in my stomach.

[Hypers]

Sunburn....

[Smeagol]

I have to go to school really really soon. And I now have insomnia. Damn. I can't go through a day of people harassing me without sleep. I don't have a brain mouth filter unless I'm rested and I might get all spiteful or burst into tears. I just need to fast forwards to summer and everything will be alright.

[Carlyle]

Great mother of fuck, I knew that would happen. He was not suppose to be allowed to run and they let him, that fucker won. Go to hell, getting special priveleges. Can something go right for me? No job like I was suppose to get now this.

[Mortal Coil]

This crick in my neck. It seems stupid, but I can't look to my right.

[Princess Ariel]

Heading over to Melissa's soon.

[FullyAlive]

the number

[Alexander The Great]

The fact that whatever I do, nothing ever ends up the way I want it :(

[Love.Hate]

Three people shouted at me today, dad has told me I'm not wanted and he wishes he'd never had me just because I tried to kill myself. Apparently I'm selfish and a stupid little girl:( Also George won't settle down im tired and forgot to take my anti depressants and am struggling so much as a result of it all

Wish i could block the world out right now

[Mortal Coil]

Hangover
Cuts that I don't remember giving myself
Flashbacks.

[Magenta]

I feel abandoned but without reason. I know I'm going to cut and I don't even care anymore. I'm crying because I'm weak. No one cares and no one ever notices when I'm falling apart because I'm so good at faking things being okay. I just want to die.

[Stronger]

No idea, just feeling depressed. :\

[Mortal Coil]

Everything. Feels like the weight of the world just caving in on me.
Every night it's the same
I need to get out of this D:

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything really. I'm just so tired of living and I'm not sure what to do anymore. Suicide sounds like a good idea right now.

[Princess Ariel]

My grandfather won't pick up... I'm scared.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm forced to watch her as she falls, and there's nothing I can do to try to help her, nothing at all.

Also, I can't find that damn t-shirt.

[Stronger]

Back to school tomorrow.

[Princess Ariel]

I lost my keys, and my keys mean everything to me. It had stuff on it from my europe trip, and now it's gone. Mother I saying I've got no right to be upset since she has to get a new lock, and pay $50 for a new apartment pass, but I had stuff on it from fucking EUROPE. Norway and Iceland. Praying that it's at my grandfathers.

[Smeagol]

My little kid neighbors. They made my mom mad and she doesn't deserve that she's not feeling very well.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm failing myself.

[Mirage]

School.

[project_icarus]

Mightn't be able to go to Adelaide, which means a lot to me.

[Wolverine.]

Mightn't be able to go to Adelaide, which means a lot to me.

Oh no!!! :what:


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We have not been able to find a venue for our formal
I have not been enrolled in one of my subjects, so I may be ineligible for my HSC (Should get fixed up hopefully)
I thought I would be finished school on the 30th October, but It's acutaly the 7th November
I have so so so much to do

[project_icarus]

Oh no!!! :what:

One word - mum.

Being disappointed.
Just heard something rather depressing over the scanner.
V K I, any available units in the Mindlands and surrounding areas. Respond to suicidal female. _____ ____ street, Midland. Subject information. ____, Grace Emily. Sixteen years of age. Intoxicated with alcohol and prescription medication, Fluoxitine as Prozac, Respiridone as Catapres and Ibuprofen as Panadol. Contacted Childline, telephone counsellor concerned for safety and contacted 000. Subject currently in a state of mental crisis. Not believed to be dangerous with the exception of self harm and suicide ideation. Notify Kiara HL100 and V K I once contact has been made. Priority two call. Advise if ambulance required.

Varley pods, (white cage thing on the back of this (http://i171.photobucket.com/albums/u307/auntys_eyes/cd24461b.jpg)) I have found, are really comfortable!

[Desuetude]

Being asked if I was depressed twice today.
Someone telling me I need to get a life.
Mum just @#!*% me off calling me names and overall just being a twat.
________
Needing someone and pushing everyone away. I don't know what i'm trying to gain from it.

[Mortal Coil]

Lost my fucking band-aid in the concert, had to hide my cuts from everyone...

[Princess Ariel]

I was feeling nausous all day today, and I had to go to the bathroom during photography to actually puke, and I didn't force myself to either.. oh, and i've got a migraine.

[Maiden]

3 people saw the hate i carced obto my hand atleast were all drunk so they thought i had drew it i hope they don't remember it tomorrow

[Smeagol]

I just... am not feeling well. I started this day with last night, I didn't sleep, curse insomnia. I started this day with a mental breakdown and that's how it's gonna end.

[Weeping_Angel]

I got caught for skipping school, and I'm in trouble. Whatever

[Stronger]

School and this shitload of work I have to make up.

[Whale Heights]

Well, this entire week hasn't been too good.
For one, my friend's parents might be getting divorced. They're fighting right now and her father has moved to the guest bedroom. My friend has heard him talking on the phone with someone about how "his only reason to stay in the marriage was because of the kids" and lately he's also been talking a lot to one of his friends who cheated on his wife...and my friend is just really upset about all of this. She doesn't even care if they get divorced or not, she just wants all of it to stop. (Her mother is verbally abusive to her, and her father says that she and her sister are "holding him back".) And she's one of my best friends, so I just hate to see her like this.
And then another thing is that I gained almost 2 pounds since yesterday. I'm just getting frustrated because I keep trying so hard not to eat unhealthily, and I really thought I was doing well, and now all of my effort has gone to waste. I just hope that it was just a regular fluctuation of weight and it'll go away again...
But yeah, those are the main reasons that I'm having a horrible week. :\

[Stronger]

School and I think I'm getting sick.

[project_icarus]

A fuckload of things. Including...
I'm being triggered by the stupidest and most trivial things lately, yet obvious things I couldn't care less about. I can surround myself with blades and hotplates (ironically I've already burnt today) without being triggered, but I can't look at a clock without being triggered.
Somewhat fleeting thoughts of suicide are becoming increasingly predominant in my mind.
Ironically, being discharged from 4H is depressing to me.
A friend of a mutual friend who other than having a mutual friend is irrelevant to me brings back memories of something I try hard to avoid.
Facebook randomly keeps posting my statuses as "near Subiaco" or "in Subiaco", I can't change it. I have some less than pleasant memories in Subi. Not to mention this is another one of the stupid things that've been triggering me.
I was bought to PMH by the police after an overdose last night.
I fail.
Long list goes on and on.

[Mortal Coil]

I haven't been taking my meds lately, that's probably what's getting me down.
My knife is too blunt
I'm fucking pathetic.

[Hypers]

School and work

[Carlyle]

I had another dream about him. The chances of anything happening are slim, why can't I accept that and move on..

[Smeagol]

Just my insomnia.

[Princess Ariel]

Getting cake for getting two A's on my tests..

Crying in front of a teacher.

Having people watch as my world crumbled around me.

[Coolboi]

dad said he's turning all Internet off that means no vt no nothing an taking phone to I'm screwed if he does this was 4 weeks the last time !

[Smeagol]

The fact that I'm an insomniac. Bed is just boring. I stay up all night, cannot sleep. This has been going on for three days!

[MeltedCrayon]

The Fact That Im losing weight nonstop. :( Im Skinny As heck!!!!

[Magenta]

Feeling disconnected and the one person I want to just hear from isn't answering me today...

[Mortal Coil]

Being hungry but unable to eat.
It's raining, so I can't go over to a pharmacy and get me some cough syrup.
Test today. Fuck.

[project_icarus]

The interview with someone from Dept. for Child Protection (DCP), detectives from Police Sex Crime Squad, Family Violence Unit and Homicide didn't go so well.
Met a stereotypical "emo", cutter for attention.
I couldn't open up about '08 with the guy from DCP, and I can't really describe any details to the Constable, or the detective, or anyone really.
I was treated like a criminal by some of the police officers.
This song actually describes me really well :\
Just thinking; I've had four admissions to 4H (psych ward) in the past two months. Not to mention countless hospitalisations, related to mental health and cutting. And general hospitalisations.
I'm unable to even interact socially.
Professionals have fucked me over.
I've spent the day in various police environments and a CAMHS unit.
My mum ditched me while we were out, didn't have any money for a bus or the train.
Many more things.
Shitty day.

[Princess Ariel]

Having french today.
Waking up to several death threats.
Waking up.
Having to see a certain someone for 2 classes today.
Waking up and wanting to die more then I did last night....

[XxAssasiNxX]

Fight i had with my freind, tutoring has caused alot of shit to go on and on and on qnd my dad just dosent know how to say things nicer without hurting anywone!

[project_icarus]

dad keeps asking about my problems. And I can't talk to him.

[karl]

Thinking that perhaps Real Madrid could win 'La Liga' tonight. And if they don't, then it will most probably be next Saturday

[project_icarus]

Shitty day, not really knowing what to do.

[Hypers]

Horrible and unlucky day. Started out pretty good but...

[CryWolf]

Having issues that are hurting my little bro and some of my friends. I've made discoveries about myself and no one seems to understand where I'm coming from. My head hurts bad.

[Smeagol]

The fact that I had to go to school today and was exhausted and got a test question wrong, which I never, ever do! *headbangs* It's all because of you, insomnia!!!

[Elenin]

I was stiffed today for the second time this week by one of my friends. I'm expecting another debilitating headache tonight...

[Princess Ariel]

Doctors appointment today at lunch.

[project_icarus]

Test :S No idea about it...
I know nothing either, other than the fact I shall fail.

[Fractured Silhouette]

Being unable to talk to people who might understand and care.

[Mortal Coil]

Believe it or not, I saw a triggering pair of earrings today.
Sore throat
Fucking mother.

[Magenta]

Ran out of school crying, almost an hour ago. Haven't stopped sobbing since, even on the subway and bus, in front of everyone at school.

Trying to drop out of public school. I can't take it anymore. There's only two classes I enjoy but I'm even skipping them now because everything else is too overwhelming. All anyone says though is "you have to go to school to get a good job" and that's it. That's not motivation for me at all, I'd rather be dead.

[Smeagol]

The farrier came today, and she suggested putting my pony down :( I can't do this. I just can't.

[xDarkAngelx]

I always knew it, but being reminded just how worthless I am. I'd rather be dead now.

[Princess Ariel]

Knowing that I probably failed the math test worth 10% of our final report card.

[therunaway]

The fact that I can't have the one I love back, ever. It's recurring, doesn't help that we practically brush skin everyday in the hallway.

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that I'm sick, to start with.
Suicide is becoming more and more of an option for me now...

[project_icarus]

I failed three tests today.
I had multiple fucking panic attacks two days in a row now.
I cried today and could barely hide it.
I slept for most of the day at school, both in class and in a secluded part of the campus.
I can't get through.
I don't know how she'll react.
I've used 'I' for every previous line in this post.
I don't know if it's realistic or not; I don't know if I should even try. I don't know where to start.
A fuckload of things. Again.

[therunaway]

It's a new day, my thoughts are already depressing me, and they keep coming.

[Mortal Coil]

Seeing them like this. Again. It's fucking killing me.
The fact that... er, never mind. I'm probably too much of a trigger anyways.

[CrazyFor1D]

Today someone told one of the teachers at my school i self harm! I cant stop worrying about it!!

[Fiction]

Found out my nana has cancer.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

My best friend just told me she doesn't wanna be friends anymore, and to talk to her again after a few months.. :\

No reason to live now. Might as well just die.

[Princess Ariel]

Everything really..

[Smeagol]

My pony isn't doing well :(

[Mortal Coil]

Being such a huge fatass.
And my sleep paralysis/flashback thing this morning.

[project_icarus]

had some of the most underwhelming responses to some serious things lately.
My counsellor doesn't understand shit, or even try to, or try to help. She just argues with what I say.
My dad is basically allowing me to cut.
I dunno :|

[Princess Ariel]

Waking up to death threats, and wishes.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

She's not here for me when I really need her and I miss her..

[Mortal Coil]

Just watching them fall...

[therunaway]

That the school year is ending soon, and then I won't see my friends for a while, I only care about a few, but most people think I'm their friend, I'm not. too long. ocd. in. ;(

[Princess Ariel]

The fact that all my friends are lying and backstabbing bitches.
EDIT : And getting 5 messages on tumblr of people wanting me to kill myself... joy..

[Mortal Coil]

Knowing that I can't do anything about this. I'm so useless.

[Princess Ariel]

I've run out of smokes..

[project_icarus]

Im no longer at my dads.
Fuck ton of things.

[Mortal Coil]

Feeling useless and fat again.
And the crushing realization that summer is coming and I won't be able to swim... I had to keep checking on my shorts every 2 seconds today...

[Magenta]

I have nothing anymore.

[Maiden]

I was at tye gym today working out my back
Right as i get home i need to help my dad carrying allot of heavy logs
And it did wonders for my back im now stuck at my dads work... Alone, my back hurts allot and my mom will pick me upp in 2 hours
I can't move at all

[Smeagol]

I miss my pony <3

[Stronger]

This day just sucked.

[Smeagol]

I have PMS. Damn.

[James995]

Raped when I was little and fearing that I have an STD now, the future of American looks dim, One Direction still exists, I've been bored for a month, my schooling is online and the internet distracts me from it everytime I try to get something done...

[Error 404]

I've even failed at killing myself...which makes me f*cking mad.I mean, FFS how damn useless i am... >.<

[Mortal Coil]

Let's just say shit went down between me and my mother last night...

[Skyhawk]

School tomorrow, still need to do my hw.

And just about everything in my life is getting worse...lovely.

[xXoblivionXx]

It's all coming to an end...

[Carlyle]

Its nearly 2 am and I haven't managed to sleep at all yet, might as well do the homework that should be done by now.

[SadisticAngels]

my family have started calling me zebra because of my scars

[Princess Ariel]

I have to deal with her in drama.

Woke up from my tummy hurting.. And I can't seem to fall back asleep.

[Stronger]

Having to go to school..:(

[Maiden]

I got ischias

[Mortal Coil]

Seeing two of the skinniest girls from my school, when I was starting to binge... it only made me binge more...

[Princess Ariel]

Yoga. For 10 minutes we ha to clear our mind of all negative thoughts and shit.
Yeah... I was balling my eyes out two minutes in.

[jjsmitty]

The fact i've spent my Bank Holiday sat on my arse and havent done anything I had planned. Not even revise for my final A level exams.

[PoseidonX43]

the feeling your alone, no one cares..

[therunaway]

everything, bad day. :(

[Magenta]

I want to cut so bad but I want to recover too. Fuck this.

[Princess Ariel]

Just threw up all over my blankets, and my body.

[December]

My grades are falling and my guy friend askedme out and i said no so i probably hurt his feelings. Plus my dad isin the hospital and everything else is likewise headed south.....

[Mortal Coil]

I have exams :(

[project_icarus]

My OCD really is becoming socially predominant in the few social interactions I have.
I'm starting to slip back in to this endless cycle, which, obviously, never ends.
Something rather depressing at school...

[Princess Ariel]

Woke up to my nose bleeding >.<
I've got a feeling that she lied about how she's going to be away today.
I'm all sore.
and the lower half of my body is still in pain. Not as bad as it was yesterday so i'm going to school. But not entirely gone.

[project_icarus]

I'm the first one to blame, for anything. Nobody here trusts me, if anyone at all.

[Hypers]

Didn't get any sleep. Always alone.

[project_icarus]

I don't understand.

[Mortal Coil]

Exam stress is getting to me more than it should.

[Zammeer]

What makes me bad Is I have only 3 friends And I'm beginning to lose them :'(

I really need friends :'(

[Smeagol]

Exam stress.

[project_icarus]

Still thinking of a way to impersonate myself as a lesbian.
If I get desperate in Adelaide then I'll probably end up in hospital, again... In Adelaide! Thing is, I would actually risk fucking up the entire weekend for everybody by sending myself to hospital there so I can spend more time with them. Even if it is in hospital.
^That is an example of how selfish I am.

[Princess Ariel]

I've got drama and pool.
I'm expected to go to school.

[project_icarus]

Lost my phone, I think...
One of those forever alone moments when I call my mobile from the home phone... And put myself on hold :P
^I'm not even joking, but in other words, my stupidity.

[Mortal Coil]

My mother knows I cut and will NOT shut up about it. She also heard me purging. Fuck fuck fuck.

[Desuetude]

A load of things no one wants to hear about. After a about a week of being moderatley okay everything comes crashing down on me. Finding it hard to cope.

[Smeagol]

I am so lonely.

[kenoloor]

being trans.

[Princess Ariel]

I got a reaaallly reaaaalllly good mark on my drama child's play thingy. and.. she wasn't in drama today too :D

EDIT: Just incase some interpenetration
I got a good mark in drama (98/100). My teacher's going to EXPECT me to get even better on our docudrama.. (for culminating) and someone who I despise wasn't in there and I really wanted to shove it in her face..
The smiley face in the end is sarcasm as well so... :P

[Stronger]

I have bad stomach pains :(

[Mortal Coil]

My parents STILL won't shut up about my cutting, and are forcing me to keep my door open. I'm not going to tell them this, but I've been a cutter for seven years, it's not like I'm going to automatically start killing myself now.
Not for another 2 weeks, anyway.

[Princess Ariel]

I forgot to put the DVD in the DVD box for the library, so instead of leaving late, I have to leave earlier ><

I've got two fucking test's, one in first class, and one in last.
One of which is french -_-

I feel sick to my stomach and I had ever since I went to bed last night.

[Smeagol]

This fifth grader in my class will not shut up about my minecraft password. She wants it. And I think she's going to try to blackmail me... gosh she's annoying.

[project_icarus]

My mum is such a fucking bitch.
The thought of being in hospital while in Adelaide. Or anywhere in South Australia.
^And fucking it up for everyone, including my grandmother, on her birthday.
I hid at school in the toilets, because I had nowhere to turn and nowhere to go, again.
A bunch of things.

[Hypers]

Lost a whole weeks worth of English homework.

[XxAssasiNxX]

Urghhh rumors involving my freind and me being the advice and in the middle of it all. i want to tell him the vt url but im waitimg for him to tell me to nevar tell anywone

[project_icarus]

My stupidity and just general... stupidity. The inability to be normal

[Ureadmyusername]

Because my dad is drunk again..

[alex4nder]

What depressing me today?

Having to dredge up and through memories of my childhood and all the crap that happened there.. so now i'm sitting here, half-wishing there was a box of rat poison i could swallow down to get the thoughts out of my head. :(

[LucasRobert0897]

Having to see the cuts on a girl in my class. I wish I could tell her how sorry I feel for her. And how I'd love to talk to her. And how I wish she understood

[irishguy123]

NOTHING! I am as happy as can be

[Princess Ariel]

Every time I took a step.. BAM. Stomach hurts. I was preventing myself from keeling over... But just barley..
Ugh..

and I have to get a surgery done on the 22nd..

[Carlyle]

I have a B fucking + in Algebra. Not a big deal, but it affects my gpa and its making me stress. Fuck, I hope this stuff isn't that bad for high school. I let the pettiest things stress me out.

[kenoloor]

food.

[Erasmus]

My finger.

[Stronger]

I'm at the hospital :(

[PoseidonX43]

the fact that you cant trust your on baby... :( hes done this to much. what am i suposed to do, is he cheating... -sigh-

[Mortal Coil]

I'm still under surveillance. I'm sick. I have an exam today that I'm not at all ready for.

[kenoloor]

Not only do I not longer have control over what I eat, but I couldn't even fucking purge. That's how weak I'm becoming.

[Stronger]

Have to get my apendix removed

[Wayne92]

I'm single, whereas most of my friends are in relationships are either overly affectionate or completely focused on their significant other to hang out.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

everything. i want her by my side :\

[Princess Ariel]

I've got tutoring tonight..
No motivation to go to school.
Guidance appointment at 9:30...
My stomach is still killing me..
I also feel incredibly nauseous..

[Smeagol]

School.

[Mortal Coil]

Couldn't purge today, guess I'm fasting tomorrow...

[Stronger]

Recovery is a bitch, so painful....:(

[Princess Ariel]

A friend of mine took the blade away from my cell phone case.
Crying in front of my friends.
Tutoring and how much I wanted to break down in tears.
My mother.
and I'm overwhelmed with homework this weekend, and since I need to keep busy, that's all i'm going to do.

[Erasmus]

Piano theory... :(

[Stronger]

I wanna go home....:(

[Magenta]

I'm fat.

[Erasmus]

Chores. And music theory, again.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm fat.

I probably shouldn't quote on here, but this.


And something really embarrassing happened to me...

[Incompris]

I am falling so far behind in school, it doesn't help that I haven't gone all week, I just need a break. My family expects me to be able to be a dad my my little sis and keep my grades up . While I am trying to stop my drinking, drug abuse and cutting addiction. Running on an hour of sleep. I cant do it anymore.

[Princess Ariel]

I'm a fat ass.
I'm feeling overall shitty.

and while I was out, and in a public washroom. I look in it and it brakes. Just where I was standing too.. ugh ><

[Magenta]

My mum saw one particularly dark scar through my leggings. She knows I have scars. She stared anyway.

[project_icarus]

I'm flying back to Perth, today. I have to put up with my mum, gran and the rest of my fucking family again.
Too many things. I just need to forget.

[Princess Ariel]

It's mothers day, and she's going to make me do shit that I don't or can't do.. Plus I'm going out to dinner with her and my aunt and I'll have to eat a huge meal ><

[Fractured Silhouette]

I'm just a huge burden on everyone in my life.

[Mortal Coil]

My mother will NOT shut up about my cutting. I want to sew her lips together without anesthetic so that I don't have to put up with her constant bitching.

[Desuetude]

So many things, this weekend has been shit.
My eyes have been burning all day, literally burning. = can't wear glasses because it gives me a headache = haven't been able to see anything = fml

[Erasmus]

Her.

[kenoloor]

all the disgusting amounts of junk food at my grandparents' house, where I'll be staying until Thursday.

[Quercus]

....i hate my life :/ I just want to get away from everything.

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything at the moment it feels, just very down right now.