What's depressing you today?

[Yer_Maw]

So much homework. Too much.

[Haleyzmont]

Mackenzie (for those rare people who dont know who she is my, well ex now)
Left me for a guy... Thats why i dont really date bisexuals but mackenzie was/IS amazing <3 beautiful<3 funny<3 kind<3 my love<3 if you want to read about this go to my blog the first one is called "i love, i have her but..." the second one is "i love her, i had her, i lost her" they are interessting to read i guarentee

[December]

I live in a house of cards and we are all made of wax and the wind is coming in and the heat is turning up. Pretty soon it will all fall apart and melt down, I do believe.

[Desuetude]

I've just done a fucking 18 hour vt marathon cause I have no life!!
No wonder my parents think I have no friends, my life is so great!
/Sarcastic mini rant

[Princess Ariel]

I have french today, and I am NOT in the mood for it.

[Mortal Coil]

...are you serious?
It's Valentine's day.
And all my homework has been deleted because computers just fucking hate me :/ Time to re-do my english short story, music composition and chinese poster...

[xXl0sth0peXx]

The fact that I'm not dead.

[Darkness.]

The fact that I have no friends outside VT.

[Mortal Coil]

Not really depressing, more angering.
This one guy will NOt stop sexually harassing me.
even after I told him to go jack with tabasco sauce.

[TeddyBearRock]

Had to get up at 9:30

[Princess Ariel]

Everything...
Every one little thing

[Magenta]

Today's the day.

[Stronger]

I seem to have more/better friends in my dreams than I do in the real world....

[Life_is_meh]

Let's see.... uummm I'm gay and it's Valentine's day in F**king super christian suburban town.... so me asking anyone is as successful as a blind guy watching a silent movie...

[TeddyBearRock]

My dad is a prick

[Princess Ariel]

A certain someone degrading themselves.

[Djentleman]

Me degrading myself.

[Caver]

Lonely! Lonely forever and always </3

[jimmyboy92]

I'm not even a teen anymore (20 yesterday) and what I thought was gonna be a short 'phase' is still here after 7+ years....now thats depressing. I suppose on the plus side I'm nw a year closer to death, which is about the only thing I look forward to.

[Mortal Coil]

Every. Single. Fucking. Thing.
A better question would be, "What isn't depressing you?"

[Princess Ariel]

Me. Up at 5:30 for no reason..
And I can't find my phone..

[Magenta]

I feel no better than yesterday and the pills are still there.

[Desuetude]

Im an evil, minipulative bitch. The funny thing is that i've only just worked it out.

[Shamwow_Me]

some girls were talkingg bad about me, i feel really lonely and im having MAJOR problems goingg to sleep at night. I want to diee ! =(

[TeddyBearRock]

Mum bf is moving in

[Princess Ariel]

I'm scared. I got some news today, and I'm scared.

[TeddyBearRock]

mums boyfriend has a dog, and there is fur all over the place. this is really pissing me off. Its on my laptop, the sofa, my bed. its discusting (i know i spelt that wrong but w/e)

[Princess Ariel]

A certain someone who is not only making it worse. He has stopped caring, even though I have helped him out in so many ways.

[Desuetude]

My little sister and her friends keep on coming into my room and all i want to do is be alone so i can make myself feel better even if it is only for a short while.

[Magenta]

Death is following me and it hurts so much.

[Dreamz]

im tired of the same thing day in and day out. People say there my friends then talk shit behind my back. the fact that this girl i have liked for almost 2 years knows i like her and treats me like shit even though i would anything for her. and lastly because im tired of being sad about missing my ex girlfriend. everyday i wake up go to school hang with friends till 6 come home eat shower and do nothing for the rest of the day

[KidImage]

1) this smut was talking shit about me saying and assuming shit I have never said although I agree with it tbh
2) there's this kid with the same name as me (George) ad e got into a fight in my school an the same smut was talking shit about him do he went and confronted her and all she kept saying is that I'm fake meanwhile she talking mad shit. So I let that go.
3) my girlfriend doesn't trust me because aperently there's "a lot of hoes on my dick"

[TeddyBearRock]

I didn't sleep at all. There were 3 people in my bed (little bro and 11 year old coz) and I ended up sleeping on the hard floor. :(

I have had my cosin over for 4 nights.

But a good thing is my 3 year old cosin is staying tonight

[Princess Ariel]

I'm up so early even though I have the day off today, I'm expected to do something for someone when I need help myself, and that one of my friends couldn't care less if I die.

[Mortal Coil]

The last of the graffiti was washed off the bathroom wall.
And my mom basically forced me to lie to her face.

[xDarkAngelx]

Been a shit day, so tempted to OD...

[Stronger]

I'm so depressed, I could barley force my dinner down, which was Chinese something I love

[fire and water]

The fact that im so paranoid.
The fact that there's a rumour about me in school.
The fact that i cant actually trust anyone.
The fact that i fuck up everthing.
The fact that not a day goes by without someone else hating me, and deciding they like me.
The fact that i don't know where i stand with anything.
The fact that i'm hurting the people i love again.
The fact that i just don't care anymore, about life.

[Jean Poutine]

for the love of everything, anything. please don't do this. my heart is torn apart. you can't do this to me when our adventure's just begun. please.

[chancebest]

since i was sick, i was alone all day ;/. hate it when i'm alone

[KidImage]

Tbh I love it when people can't keep my name out there mouth people are so fake.

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that no matter how hard I try, I can't stop myself from having my addictions, my flashbacks, my violent outbursts.
Why can't I be normal or happy?

[Princess Ariel]

It hurts to move. Even typing i'm crying in excruciating pain >.<

[Iris]

Writing my suicide letter to my brother. this is ridiculously hard, but i can't leave without an explanation... :/

[Salader]

Someone fucking with my bank account :(

[Love.Hate]

These anti depressants fucking with my brain

[Shamwow_Me]

My 17th birthday is in 9 days and i could'nt be any more sad

[Wooba]

Grades, relationships, drugs, parents. First world problems.

[Djentleman]

Reunion with people who loathed and shunned me a couple years back. I don't think I can trust them.

[TeddyBearRock]

There is something i want to do, but it might go tits up. and i dont think its the right thing at the mo..

Should i do it later on when i know them better?
Should i even do it at all?
What will they say?
Will it affect our friendship if it goes wrong?

[xDarkAngelx]

Seems just being alive is one thing that's depressing right now, not sure how much longer I can carry on.

[Mortal Coil]

My guilt about being a horrible person, coupled with the anxiety that my plan might not work. :'(

[Stronger]

I feel like I have no one to talk to, about personal things, I mean I do, but I hate going to him constantly, I need someone else

[Magenta]

Everything, absolutely everything. I need to get away, I need to vanish, I don't know, I just need to stop everything now. I need to stop bothering people because I'm a waste of space and energy.

[Desuetude]

Why he hell did I wake up at 5:40? It's gonna be a crap day already and I just had to make it that little bit worse.

[Princess Ariel]

My mum wants me to go to the gym with her today to check out the equipment.
I have no interest in going.
Do I have the choice?
Nope.

[TeddyBearRock]

mum want me to spend time with her bf

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Broke up with my bf.

[Sandyblonde]

Just... The tone of my life. I don't like where I seem to be going. Also, the thought of going back to school tomorrow.

[Magenta]

I was awake half the night and tossing about. Now I'm exhausted and I'm out late tonight.

[Princess Ariel]

I got NO sleep at all last night, and I have practice tonight and I reaaaaalllly don't want to go. It's a day 1. Which means gym... Yeah, i'm not participating.

and this week. I'm living in hell. -.-


I feel like i'm going to be sick >.<

[TeddyBearRock]

Feeling alone and pisses that I have Togo to school

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Being alive.

[FullyAlive]

It never seems to stop hurting ><

[justlonelyhearts]

Having no one, no one at all

[Princess Ariel]

The amount of pain i'm in from various things.

[Yer_Maw]

Knowing no one like me.

[Mortal Coil]

I can't sleep, I'm sick, I'm fat...
everything.

[nicnicolas1]

my brothers, i hate them ahah

[Princess Ariel]

I'm in pain. I don't want to go to school today, I have tutoring after school today, I cried myself to sleep last night, and then spend the rest of it tossing and turning and waking up almost every 5 minutes.

[Djentleman]

I thought of being in this pain permanently for the rest of my life.

[Mortal Coil]

the realization that I post more frequently than anyone else in this thread..

[Princess Ariel]

I got no sleep at all last night, and I am REALLY tired.
And I still feel like shit,

[Yer_Maw]

The fact I failed at killing myself.

[xDarkAngelx]

Just about everything at the moment, really contemplating suicide more.

[Magenta]

Feeling so numb and alone that it's as if time isn't passing at all.
Guess time can't heal me if it doesn't exist.

[Antagonist]

Looking into the guy I have a crush ons eyes. And he looking into mine. They're so blue and perfect. Hes perfectt. Yet we'll never be together. It hurts.

[Princess Ariel]

I'm alive.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Everything. I don't wanna live to tomorrow. Maybe I won't..

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that I am physically able to type this.
every time my heart beats, all it does is pump the bitter, bitter blood through my veins.

[PoseidonX43]

meh =/ life as genreal!

[Dark_Desires]

Everything and anything.Second night in a row were i want to cut or kill myself :(.

[Magenta]

Can't get high 'cause everything is in my schoolbag, in my locker. ><

[Desuetude]

Dad and his gf are fighting again
I've been told i have "changed"
That people are getting fed up of me
My little sister hates me
I had to move from mums to dads
I got so angry at the most stupid of things
I got to competetive in Basketball (injuries)
That i am the biggest hypocrite ever

Ohh... dads gf just left, took all her stuff even the dog and left, shes never done this before. what a weekend im in for.

[Libby_xo]

the fact i have no choice but to take my meds.

[Danny016]

that I hurt my lag the other day and can't go for jogs until its better

[TeddyBearRock]

Older brother has a ice hockey match today. I absolutely hate it, so I'm not going, now I have to spend the day with my mums bf

[BassSwagg]

Whats depressing me today?
Lets see
Lonesomeness
Shame
Anger
Guilt
My depression is depressing me
Anxiety
No self worth
No self esteem
No drugs (58 days sober woohoo)
My ugliness
My insecurity
My fatness
My back pain
My Life

[Princess Ariel]

I have to write another paragraph for my essay, and I can't find evidence to support my answers.

[project_icarus]

The medication that is meant to help me makes me feel worse.
I'm living a life that I shouldn't be.
I can never be completely honest about my thoughts or feelings.

[Djentleman]

My back! It's absolutely killing me and I feel ashamed that suicide has crossed my mind, but I don't know how long I can carry on. I feel so unbelievably sad for crippled people.

[kidkizzet]

I'm still kinda of feeling numb. Oh, and I keep thinking I'm a terrible person.

[project_icarus]

I can't concentrate or apply myself for the life of me.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm just terrified. So scared, if one tiny detail goes wrong... it'll be like the Challenger

[AppealToReason]

Just want to die already.
I hurt more people than I help. So fucking useless.

[Princess Ariel]

I'm alive.
I have to go out with friends today and pretend like nothing is bothering me.
I have 1 more paragraph to do on my essay.
I haven't even started my Romeo and Juliet package, and that is due SOON.
I haven't gotten any sleep last night.
I'm starving,but I don't want to eat.

EDIT : My "Friend" is shutting me up, and not realizing that the changes she has made, and last minute are stupid. She also doesn't realize that A friend of mine has to be home at 7, so we can't go the the theatre that is 40 mins away.

[TeddyBearRock]

I got a cold

[Iris]

I'm lonely

[Djentleman]

The fact that lying or sitting down feels so much better than walking and doing activity. But the catch is that the more I sit around and lie down, the longer my pain stays and my injury progresses.

[Dark_Desires]

I am feeling depresed for no reason
I cant tell a girl who loves me i dont feel the same way
I fucked up my life again today
I relapsed and fucked my arm up yay :(
What isnt depressing me today

[Desuetude]

For my iPod (Inderpendant pupil of destinction) task i have to write about what motivates me to do my best... the thing is I don't get motivated anymore, i just feel like giving up.

My Dad is punishing me for not going to guides, for not being sociable and talking to people i have no intrest in i am getting shouted at and internets going of early. I am getting no more time on my computer and i have a bunch of homework to do.

[TeddyBearRock]

This fucking cold isboissing me off

[Princess Ariel]

I cried almost all day.

[Darkness.]

My ear hurts and I'v had a total of six hours sleep in the last two days.

[Princess Ariel]

No sleep last night at all, And i'm freaking tired!

[TeddyBearRock]

at dads today :(

[CryWolf]

I'm lonely. But I have to stay that way because I hurt people by being me. I push them away. I don't know how or why.

[Kaius]

I just found out a recently made friend passed away.

[Princess Ariel]

Everything that happened. Today, was NOT my day. Almost everything horrible happened to me.

[Iris]

I'm miserable. I am always miserable. I don't know what to do with myself anymore...

[Djentleman]

I'm broken.

[Princess Ariel]

I really don't have the energy, or will power to go to school today..

[Mortal Coil]

My flashbacks. the fact that I have to whisper, "get out of my head" in the hopes that it will make the slightest amount of difference and that people won't think I'm crazy.

[PoseidonX43]

:/ the feeling as if no one cares..

[Lethe]

Seeing my reflection in the mirror and wondering why I was born to look like an ugly boy when I'm a girl...

[northskater110]

I have studied for my exam today for the past week, and we had a snow day, so it's pushed back until next week. I just want to get it over with :(

[Mortal Coil]

the fact that people keep making self-harm jokes in front of me

[Princess Ariel]

No sleep, I have to leave the house early to help a 'friend' get dressed, and I have to stay after school to film something, even though I don't want to go to school..
I also have to be the stage manager, and I don't think I'm ready for that much commitment, and trust.

[project_icarus]

I just got home from my second hospitalisation in a week, for the same reason, even though they never treat me for why I actually go to hospital for, but they treat me for SH and suicide ideation :|

[Smeagol]

I'm depressed because I'm going to have to give my cat away.

[PoseidonX43]

I can feel my heart droping everyday... <\3

[chancebest]

sick, lonely, all day, mostly every day. :(

[Magenta]

I'm just having a bad day.

[Djentleman]

Having to talk converse with someone that loathes me and stabs me in the back for the next 12 hours.

[need-help]

The feeling of everyone at school thinking their everything and leaving me behind and making me feel like crap :(

[trzxv515]

All the secrets and the mask I need to wear everyday...

[Mortal Coil]

My brother. See my blog if you give half a shit about why.
If you don't, of course, I don't take it personally...

[Turtle007]

the weather

[Princess Ariel]

I haven't completed my homework from last night.
I don't want to get out of bed.
It hurts to move.
And I woke up crying again..

This will be a great day -.-

[Smeagol]

I'm depressed because of chemical imbalances in my brain. Or that's what I'm told.

[northskater110]

Sober driving all night for one of the biggest bangers of the year. Damnnnn

[Stronger]

Not really sure but I feel really down :/

[Magenta]

I don't think I have a filter on my mouth when I'm upset. I just spit it out the minute I think it. Sure, I mean everything I say but just because I mean it doesn't mean it has to be said... gah.

[Mortal Coil]

Do I need a reason?
I'm so tired :'(

[trzxv515]

Sick of this life

[Mortal Coil]

My stupid lazy ass couldn't get any homework done yesterday or the day before and i have to do it now :(

[Princess Ariel]

I'm so pissed off at someone. I want to tell him how I feel, but all that will end up is both of us screaming at each other, and awkward confrontations in the halls. I really want to lose all contact with him, but he'll find out. I've tried ignoring him, but that never has worked. I really want to scream at him. So much.

[rukia_yua]

My grandfather is dyin and my patents refuse to allow me to tell him I love him across the phone because phone and chores are more important. Good fun....

[Desuetude]

Im sneezing and sniffling and nothing is helping as well as my back aching like mad and that wont go away either. The dull achey pain fits my mood perfectly.

[Love.Hate]

My constant headaches

[Princess Ariel]

Well, I got a new blade today, it's already been used without a day passing. I can also feel it I my phone case. I also fell down the stairs earlier this morning. And I feel as if I have food poisoning.

[Aves]

I hate the fact that I can't get over one fucking girl. It shouldn't be this hard.

[project_icarus]

A serotonin issue is causing me to be depressed.
Every day is going to be like this.
I started cutting again after little more than a week.

[Desuetude]

Still Ill, have a banging headache, basically run out of tissues, I look more shit than usual and im going to school. Have PE as well, whopidee

[Princess Ariel]

I'm beyond tired, and in such a bad mood. If anyone comes near me. I'll bite their head off.

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that even though I know intellectually that today was "good" I still can't stop feeling like shit

[Djentleman]

The certain fact of impending (doom) work.

[Skeptical Bear]

I ended up pouring my heart out to someone and they didn't take it so well.

[TheRock]

I thought I could fly but I fell and broke my pelvis

[Fourth Dimension]

the feeling of being stuck at a one way road with no place to turn

[Mortal Coil]

I'm starting to hallucinate :S

[Djentleman]

There is literally no one who wants to give me a chance at anything. See you!

[Princess Ariel]

I have to see the fucking social worker during second period today. I don't want to see him, let alone go to school.. Time to fake a stomach ache to stay home.

[Smeagol]

I had to clean a bathroom that smelled like feces. Not fun.

[Desuetude]

My parents have fucking blocked vt on my laptop!

Edit: she won't even give me a reason, this is pathetic.

[Princess Ariel]

All my friends ditched me at lunch while I was drowning in my tears.

[Mortal Coil]

she wore leggings.

[Princess Ariel]

I'm alive.

[Mortal Coil]

I was fucking careless.

[BassSwagg]

My 2 year old son moved out today, across the country, with his "dad", to florida. away from me. I have no one and nothing now....

[Mortal Coil]

I'm alive.

[CoolKid97]

My school grades and how I'm starting to be a visitor at least once or twice at the AP's office.... AP = Assistant Principal..

[Magenta]

I'm failing history and have to face my teacher tomorrow. I can't be bothered.

And I'm waiting for CAMH to call back and I'm anxious. I just want to do the assessment. I'm so close to finding out what's wrong and maybe feeling less alone...

[Jupiter]

i didn't get the part of robin hood.

[User_Does Not Exist]

I've got a Trig Exam and Chem Exam Tomorrow.....

[WickedWeekend]

My mom being an idiot to me about school.

[Mortal Coil]

I could have done it today. It would have been so easy.

[trzxv515]

Just like every single day, even if the day was fun, I still get so depressed at the end of it. It's so hard not to be yourself in front of people. I'm having these deep urges to cut myself. I know it's stupid. I just want to get this over with.

[Princess Ariel]

I have more prep for the literacy test, I don't care about it anymore... I also have a test that I haven't studied for, I also feel like shit, but I have no choice but to go. Oh, and French today -.-

[Smeagol]

My whol school has head lice. Except for me. And I am forced to wear an ER cap so that I don't catch them.

[Princess Ariel]

Math test last period today >.>

[Mortal Coil]

I had tuition >.<

[Smeagol]

Chemical imbalances in my brain.

[Short Circuit]

Life

[Desuetude]

It's 15 years today since my gradfather died. I'm remembering that 3 hour talk i had with my Dad about him late into the night... the only time i have ever seen him cry.

[lipstick_kisses23]

the fact that I haven't seen my boyfriend all day and this is the only day we get to spend together. Also, hes being a huge douche.

[PoseidonX43]

stressed to the point were i dont know what to do.. :(

[Mortal Coil]

My dad is so fucking blind. He can't see what's right in front of him.

[trzxv515]

Loneliness

[project_icarus]

Getting some super super awesome advice
...Then being me, over thinking it and just knowing I won't put anything in to action, and nothing will ever happen because of stupid me.

[Desuetude]

Just found out that my dad and his girlfriend of 3 years have broken up. All those memories, possessions, photos have to be wiped out of my life before my eyes... Again.

[PoseidonX43]

just ran out of cigs T~T

[Magenta]

This idea of getting a haircut is actually really stressful for me...

[Stronger]

Let's see, here's a new one, i cant be with the one I love, god I fucking hate long distance

[MeltedCrayon]

All the voices and demons in my head, it just wont stop!!

[Princess Ariel]

I have to get my eyebrows waxed. The wax is triggering for me...

[Mortal Coil]

I let myself down.
And I let her down.
The first one is expected; the second one is unacceptable.

[Iris]

just me and my blade

[AppealToReason]

Tonight won't end well. Whether I end up in the hospital, or dead, it's not going to end well.
I couldn't control myself, so it's time to suffer the consequences.

[Yehudis13]

My stomach is hurting, apparently my brother had some fungi on his nose, and when I ate it...

[chancebest]

My thoughts :/

[trzxv515]

I feel so alone, as usual. >.<

[Magenta]

Everyone is ignoring me.

[Stronger]

Sad how the one boy(from school) I considered a friend, leaves me hanging in the dust, probably wont even give me the time of day, and to think I talked to him when he was the new kid, fuck it, you lost out on a good friend

[project_icarus]

I'm anxious as hell about everything about tomorrow

[kidkizzet]

No one's here.

And it's so chaotic inside. And they won't leave me alone.

[Black.Veil.Brides]

my best friend died only two days ago.... his name was jimmy.... i just dont know how to live life without him...

[xDarkAngelx]

Feeling just so alone and tired of fucking living.

[Mortal Coil]

i have to see a counselor today..

[chancebest]

that I will eventually have to tell someone.