What's depressing you today?

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Apparently getting to bed early provokes waking up at 1 in the morning -.- Think I had another nightmare... or just something that would explain why I feel terrible.

[Iris]

Thinking about the future. The battle to get out of this shithole I call home is going to be drawn out and painful. And it's gotta happen soon, unfortunately. Thinking about it makes me want to kill myself even more. Thank goodness I'm getting pills tomorrow. For now I'm just going to curl up and try to push the negative thoughts away. sigh.

[Carlyle]

The nightmare I had. It was about a topic that was very touchy for me. :/

[Iris]

I hate myself so much it's unbearable

[xdancing_for_rainx]

My mother.

[Magenta]

Seeing the world but feeling like I'm not living in it.

[IcarusLives]

Everything, this is the shittiest day of my life, I thought yesterday was going to be, apparently I was fucking wrong...

I always manage to be... Can't fucking *wait* to see what tomorrow's gonna bring me..

[Carlyle]

I feel like nothing I've ever done matters and that my life is a waste.. And I feel like everyone of my friends and family members hates me..

[xDarkAngelx]

Being alive and yet, I dunno, feeling so dead, numb or whatever inside. Also thinking about someone I went out with a couple of years ago and how much I hurt them which makes me hate myself even more, I always give in and cut when I think of this.

[acurasrock]

I have the worst cold ever today and missed going out with friends last night because of it. I feel so horrible laying here in bed cant hardly breathe cuz my nostrils are stuffed andl my chest hurts and it feels like I got beat up while I was sleeping (I really didnt though). I'm sore, bummed out, sick, and not looking forward to the day........Ugh....Nuff said.

[bakrb448]

the fact that some people
just dont care, and make stuff worse
are oblivious to what they are doing
or only care when they see something that i guess in kinda concerning.

and heres a lil something:
Theres those that put you through hell.
And theres those that go to hell and back with you.
Which are you?

[FullyAlive]

Feeling alone.

[Magenta]

Wanting to curl up and go back to sleep but life keeps waking me up.

[IcarusLives]

And whaddy'a know I was wrong yet again, today's actually the worst day of my life. Even fucking better.

[BrokenButterflies]

The nightmares I have every night, and the hell I'm going through because of my parents incessant dislike for etch other. My mom is leaving for two weeks in October, and it causing a lot fighting and I, as usual, am stuck in the middle :'-(

[AppealToReason]

I'm so fucking scared to sleep.
It's been years and I'm still terrified. Pathetic.
The pills and smoking help me lose my appetite. Lost 5 pounds this week. Even more pathetic.

[Carlyle]

The constant fear that if I fall asleep, I will never wake up.. I've had horrible nightmares and I wouldn't be surprised if I woke up, had a heart attack and died one of these days.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

The fact it's Monday, and I have all five days of school to go -.- Thought this was gonna be a good year...

[sarahtheweber]

The fact that I now have HE carved into my arm. i kinda wanna finish it, but i won't. thats whats depressing

[briannafrmhell]

This thread is depressing me

[Carlyle]

The fact that I can't seem to control anything that happens in my life lately is depressing..

[SosbanFach]

Life was almost becoming bearable, now it has plummeted back to the inevitable low. I don't understand, why does it do this? I'm so fucking depressed.

[Love.Hate]

The fact I was really hyper earlier and have now come crashing down.

[Wicked_Syn]

Well there's a few things.

1) I missed three days of school already and we only been in school for the past two weeks. Two of the three days was because of my sleep insomnia, and I was up all night and day, so I was extremely tired and couldn't function, and the third day was today. I feel sick as hell today, so obviously I stayed home.

2) I think I may be getting strep throat! =[

3) my nose won't stop running and I'm running low on tissue to blow my nose

[xdancing_for_rainx]

I'm so sick of everything. I hate every waking moment.

[IcarusLives]

The fact I've finally come to the realization that more then the past four months of my life have been a complete waste of time, and that everything I thought was planned is turning to shit... As per usual...

[Magenta]

I'm fat fat fat.

[SosbanFach]

I'm stupid. Nothing I say or do is right. I can seem happy on the outside, but inside I just want to crawl away and die.

[Magenta]

I'm sick, in pain all over and just want to sleep forever. ;_; I feel like crap.

And I keep reading the same message over and over and I want to cry.
Either that or my eyes are watering from being sick.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

I'm alive >.<

[Carlyle]

Everything I say, people take it wrong or turn it on me and absolutely hate me for it.. I'm tired of everyone hating me and taking what I say the wrong way. It just makes me more stressed/depressed and feel like I shouldn't be alive.

[Love.Hate]

Having to stay up half the night looking after my drunk sister. And she isn't even slightly grateful.

[briannafrmhell]

That wouldn't depress me that would piss me off.

Ugh..

--Please don't TRIPLE POST. We've deleted the middle post for cruelty but use the edit button next time!~Lexi---

[Vonn]

Too much history homework, not enough time.

[morbidmonkey]

mother told me to stop feeling sorry for myself :) isnt she lovely?

[briannafrmhell]

My mom calls it my pity party lol

[Carlyle]

I keep getting told I'm worthless trash and a waste of air, and that everything i do is a complete failure..

[PoseidonX43]

again just siting in a damn cornner looking at my scars, making more... my family is saying ah stop it you just looking for attion, or calling me emo fag...

i just wish i could die....

~TFO

[AncientCatastrophe]

The thing that made me a bit depressed is that my grandmother's death anniversary is coming up :(

[Bath]

School's today and I really don't feel like dealing with it. I wish I could just stay home.

[QUEEN of SWAGG]

i'm sick, in pain all over and just want to sleep forever. ;_; i feel like crap.

And i keep reading the same message over and over and i want to cry.
Either that or my eyes are watering from being sick.

dont worry every thing will be fine. You know what they say about ups and downs, take this as a challenge of making you stronger for tomorrow, i hope you dont lose hope. Stay strong;)

[xDarkAngelx]

I'm not to sure really just feeling low, maybe because I still feel/know i'm very alone...

[Magenta]

Friends made plans right in front of me. I didn't exist. I just left... no one cared.

[IcarusLives]

Same as always, plus I'm sick and can barely move..

[abdheuuuchjc]

Im stuck watching the girl I lOve dating my bestfriend

[Mike8492]

1. My best friend has been a complete condescending, egotistical/egocentric, immature,obnoxious douche-bag and might have to end our so called friendship.
2. I'm still single(never dated to be completely truthful)
2.5 2 of my friends are now engaged to their girlfriends and they are the type of couples that won't stop talking about getting married and all that stuff.

[just]

I love a girl, she was interested on me, but not right now, she Thinks I'm too crazy for her, or Idk. I dream of her, I want to ask her to go out but she kinda dislikes me and that would be just waay to stupid, and I realize that I'm 16 and I never kissed or dated anyone, I really feel just fucked up....

[just]

Im stuck watching the girl I lOve dating my bestfriend

I feel just kinda the same, I know that feeling

[Jufjufjuf]

My ex is pregnant and she won't give me any information. It could be mine or some dude who's threatening to hurt himself if she leaves him...

[Carlyle]

My parents don't trust me apparently. It really hurts not having anyone to talk to especially when you need it..

[AppealToReason]

Hmm...just fears messing with me again. Fears and weird sleeping patterns. Sleeping for 12 hours one day & 2 the next can't be normal. Something has to be wrong with me, right?


My parents don't trust me apparently. It really hurts not having anyone to talk to especially when you need it..

Austin, you always have us here on VT. I know we may not be as good or helpful as someone in real life would be, but at least you know that we are always here to help & do so without judging you. You don't have to feel alone here.

[Efflorescence]

This is shit! She was supposed to help me with my signs and I'm stuck here watching her talk about her new house, her new job and other shit I don't give a hoot about.
It's all dad's fault...when she leaves I'm GONNA BE PISSED.

[Bath]

Just sad. Really, really sad.

[morbidmonkey]

i dont even know, i just feel like shit.. all the time =/

[xDarkAngelx]

i dont even know, i just feel like shit.. all the time =/

Same at the moment.

[PoseidonX43]

i feel numb and dead inside...

[Magenta]

My indecision and guilt over turning to drugs to get away from all of this. Jealousy of others... Ugh. Prolly going to fall asleep crying tonight.

[Fushigi]

that person who keeps on ignoring me ... :( what ever effort that i make it's useless..

[Love.Hate]

knowing i should eat, but not wanting too.

And these urges... they are really getting me down :(

[xDarkAngelx]

I'm not too sure, I just feel very down, maybe because i'm so numb, so alone. Cutting seems to be the only thing I feel I need and almost, I dunno I can't stop. I've been doing it everyday since June to cope with depression and stuff and now I kind of feel suicide is the only way out.

[IcarusLives]

There is officially no point of living.

(Sorry, just saying what's on my fucking mind right now... As of now that's exactly how I fucking feel.. Felt like venting...)

[Clawhammer]

Just kind of broken down right now. I still think about her all the time. All I want is what's best for here. I know I can't be that, but everyone she goes after ends up hurting her. I worry like hell about her, and I guess I was just that easy to forget. Next thing I knew she was telling me about how happy she was with him and how amazing he was. It hurt. It hurt bad. I was dying bit by bit, and I had to rip the memories out of my heart. Then I lied to her for the first time. And I'm still not over it. Doesn't matter if the story sounds stupid, it affects us the same as anything. She was special to me. She meant something to me. I loved her, and damn, I hate to admit that. And now I'm alone.

[Funkapotamus]

Because of Life.

In the words of the shop assistant in Superbad;

Fuck My Life

[AppealToReason]

Pills before school...who does that?
Bleh

[mrwoody]

Life is what happens while your making other plans... it's an old saying. I've been through a whole decade of crap, but always remeber... There is a Beginning, a middle and an end. If you hang tight everything works out for the best, and you come out stronger.

[IcarusLives]

I just want to feel good again, but it feels like I might never have the chance.. I don't know why I haven't killed myself yet to be honest.

Talking about it always helps me, I don't have many people I can or really want to vent to for that matter. If I hadn't found this board weird as it sounds I probably would've been dead a couple months ago.. So, thanks to you all I guess for at least for prolonging my misery : p...

Underneath of the outer shell of cynicism I actually mean it...

[jesusgirl28]

What's making me depressed? Well I was a self harmer, got caught my my parents, so I can no longer do it on my arms, but i can on my legs. I was abused 9 months ago, and no one knows about it apart from one of my friends i have recently told. And on top of all that, I have loads of exams to revise for next week. I feel so tired and sick.


I'm sorry for wat u going through things will get bette sorry

[jesusgirl28]

Im sorry for wat u going through if u ever need to talk someone u cn talk to me i knw u barely knw me bt I dnt bite

[AppealToReason]

I don't feel like I'm in my body anymore. I mean, I'm aware of what I'm doing, but don't feel like I can control myself. Sad.
My legs and hands hurt. Think I went too far today. Though, a pill can probably solve this...

[Magenta]

I'm so fucking useless. I'm not skinny enough and I wish the days would just stop coming.

Can't I just go to sleep for once and not wake up?

[Fushigi]

all!!! , all the things happening to me.... i did all my best then it will turn out all bad... i don't want to experience this anymore... i want to end this...

[Carlyle]

The fact that I never meant to take someones trust for granted, and now, when I finally realized that I was wrong for everything I did and how I wanted to fix it, there gone..

[AppealToReason]

The fact that I finally worked up the courage to call the doctor and see why I'm bleeding, but they won't call back...
I can't go to school like this anymore, dammit.

[Magenta]

I don't know what I am. I'm a mistake the universe made from the moment I was born. Some genetic fuck up. :/

[AppealToReason]

Bleh, food made my stomach worse.


I don't know what I am. I'm a mistake the universe made from the moment I was born. Some genetic fuck up. :/

You're too pretty and sweet to be deemed a "fuck up" by the universe. :P

[Magenta]

You're too pretty and sweet to be deemed a "fuck up" by the universe. :P

Except I've been depressed since I was a really young kid... barely functioning... useless for anything other than hurting myself or others... :/


Can I for once not have a bad night?

[abdheuuuchjc]

Some kids jumped me in my way home from school. Four bruised ribs

[secretly_secret]

I have been having a hard day and I reeealllyy want a cut, but my best friend told me he won't talk to me for two weeks if I cut, and I usually vent to him, so...:(

[AppealToReason]

The fact that i still have to go to a hospital for younger kids....

[Jagador]

Today? Nothing since i had coffee.. yesterday? my brothers absolute stupidity

[Funkapotamus]

The fact that I may have screwed up a possible reunion with two people I used to care dearly about.

[Slytherin_Prince]

The way homosexuals are being harassed constantly by foreign invaders.
We should take a stand. And we will.

Most sincerely,
Robert.

[Love.Hate]

This headache and having to watch that video of child abuse in sociology. I felt physically sick.

[Magenta]

Watching/talking about my friends and their partners kissing. I can't watch. I can't even think about it. It bothers me to the point I can't be in the same room. Why? It's not disgusting, I'm just jealous. The feeling someone gets when they kiss someone special? I'll never feel that. Hearing about it/seeing it and not being able to connect is the worst feeling ever. "You know how it's like." No, I don't. I never will.

I'm ashamed to be who I am this way. It's just another reason I'm so messed up.

[FuzzyLittleNightmare]

Watching/talking about my friends and their partners kissing. I can't watch. I can't even think about it. It bothers me to the point I can't be in the same room. Why? It's not disgusting, I'm just jealous. The feeling someone gets when they kiss someone special? I'll never feel that. Hearing about it/seeing it and not being able to connect is the worst feeling ever. "You know how it's like." No, I don't. I never will.

I know how you feel...every day my friends are talking about their boyfriends/girlfriends and how wonderful being in a relationship. And then making fun of the people they know who have never been with anyone and I'm just sat there keeping quiet, not admiting that I've never been with someone. That I'm too weird to be liked by someone in that way...It's horrible isn't it...

[Tristin.]

that iam helpless to help my friend from himself

[Joshh97]

That I need a coffee, but my sister wasted all the milk on some stupid milkshake that was too chocolatey so she tipped it down the drain, I'm talking half a pint of milk. Me and my mum just had a massive argument about money and heating and I can't have the heating on cause its too expensive and shes hot because shes got my sister in her room because I'm too loud at night so I can't have my tv on and I'm scared of the noises this stupid house makes so I'm laying here, cold, afraid and can't sleep without a coffee. Now I'm off too either cut and cry myself to sleep, or not bother finding the knife and just cry to sleep. </rage>

Oh and not forgetting the only person who I used to vent with has now cleared up their act and said they no longer cut and feel really happy and that if I tell them how I'm feeling I'm most likely to make them go back, and they seem soooo happy I just can't do it, so back to holding it in.

Plus I haven't had anything since lunch time so I'm starving :'(

[vonAppen]

a girl which is sad because her boyfriend has done something against her but she dont want to tell me what :(

[towerscookie]

my depression is cause by parents always putting me and my sister down every damn day

[Sire]

Still living in this homophobic Hell-Hole.

[AppealToReason]

Same old same old...drugs, food, cutting, burning, the walking dead not starting soon enough.
Nothing new.

[Magenta]

I'll never be thin enough or pretty enough and I don't see a point in living anymore.

[Vonn]

Tuesday.

[secretly_secret]

Life.

[Jupiter]

so many people are dying!

[trooneh]

Life in general

[seenme]

A day where nothing matters any more .... Im there and ya know Im not sure I care I miss allot of things

[greedygoddess]

not being able to find a job... bleh!
not too depressing, just annoying

[Alexithymia]

The knowledge that no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, I'll always be in second place.

[Iris]

I'm stupid. I'm pathetic. I'm weak. I'm a loser. I hate myself. I should've killed myself weeks ago. Fuck living. Not worth it.

[Love.Hate]

Being a girl, and being in such excruciating pain. It really hurts >.<

[Alexithymia]

School.

[Carlyle]

How do I always do worse than that one person? I put in so much effort, but he just throws his work out there, and he does better. Why is my effort wasted because someone like you is just naturally good at that stuff? Wednesday.. School today, always depressing.

[Magenta]

How hideous my face is. I wish I could chop all my hair off, claw off my face and just die.

[Bath]

No coffee still because my mom procrastinates and won't buy any. I don't have the money to go out and buy a Monster, either. I'm exhausted.

[runincircles]

I can't figure out what the point of being here is. I'm not good for anything.

[Alexithymia]

I'm not good enough.

[xDarkAngelx]

Being so worthless and what is the point in living? Don't know why I haven't killed myself already.

[IcarusLives]

Thought I was feeling better, randomly today the feeling came back as per it seems almost always...

What the fuck...

[Carlyle]

I'm not good enough for that one person who's opinion really matters to me. Why?

[AppealToReason]

I don't feel like myself anymore. Not sure why, just don't know who I am.
I'm changing and everyone seems to keep pointing it out...

[Carlyle]

Apparently I'm not my usual self lately. Not sure if its bad or not, but its making me depressed since people are really mad at me for it..

[Bath]

Mom: "why are you choosing the internet over family?"
Me: "I'm not, I just don't wanna go anywhere ever."
Mom: "Are you clinically depressed?"
Me: "Yeah."
Mom: "Stop it, that's not funny."
Me: "Ok."

[Iris]

stupid fucking mood swings. I want to die.

[Carlyle]

That one person just kind of stopped talking to me. Do you not want to talk or is something wrong? A sign would be nice, I actually feel kind of empty..

[Magenta]

There's a monster inside my head... and it's getting louder. It's getting closer and I can't push it away anymore. Either it's going to kill me or I'll have to kill it.

[Cave Johnson]

One thing that's depressing me today is that I feel alone. I know that I'm not and I have a ton of friends but I don't really know any other bi/gay guys. I know tons of lesbians and bi girls but I can only relate to them so much... I keep coming out to people who I think might be gay or bi and none of them are. I'm starting to lose hope...

[Empty Spaces]

I have so much to study. And I need more coffee -.-

[morbidmonkey]

the fact that i'm so fucking weak -.-

[kenoloor]

I'm weak. I feel like shit. Schoolwork is piling up, and I have no plans on doing it. Ever. I feel like someone is cleaving my skull in half, and I have nothing strong enough to numb the pain.

[Carlyle]

Hmmm everyone around here is depressed and its making me a little down.. Oh well, I have reasons to be happy.

[Love.Hate]

People being horrible to me for no reason :/

[Magenta]

The fact that I don't know why buying new blades makes me so happy. All I can think is that I'm losing it...

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Everything.

[MyRedHeadWorld]

Im about to do my First GCSE's and this year it ant be re sitted and Im in top set so I have the higher paper while my friends do, and everyone thinks I shouldnt cause 'Im an idiot' which is so much pressure cause If I fail, thats everything down the drain and people having reson to back up me being an idiot which Im not!! and Parents always argueing over me or stupied stuff. and a boy I fancy is going through really bad family shit, so he's making me wait for an awnser to if he'll go out with me¬¬

[Bath]

Woo, I'm a single pringle again :/

[FullyAlive]

The fact that I'm just not happy anymore.

[Iris]

I'm so heartless. I don't deserve him. I'm so cruel.

[dark_soul777]

The girl I love is going out with a fourth guy in four weeks. They are all ass holes and even though we are great friends she wont even give me a chance :'(
Also, I am barely resisting cutting...

EDIT: Also I had to spend 2 and a half hours in the emergency room at the hospital after falling face first on a rock and putting a hole right through my lip and grazing my face. Mum wont even let me use the hole as a piercing >:c

[Iris]

I hate myself.

[Swimmer93]

3 more weeks of exams

[Sleepwalking]

The way I am.
I b!tched at people today for no reason, and felt bad afterwards.

[IcarusLives]

Everything... I'm crying and right back where I used to be...

I just want to die again... No one's here to help me... No one cares...

[SirentoCries]

My mid term report...I failed Grade 12 Economics
fml..
How can I even apply universities?

[dark_soul777]

Waking up this morning and literally not being able to stand going to school. I've been missing school way to much and even though i'm smart i'm afraid i'm going to fail :blowup:

[CryWolf]

One of my friends on here sounds depressed and angry. He says he's leaving and I'm a little worried.

[Kaius]

I don't think I want to be here anymore. Every day is exactly the same and by exactly the same I mean draining and a waste of time.

[Zarakly]

I was to shy to even say hi to the one I like-How pathetic D:<

[libra210]

School! And high school dramaaaa

[Fiction]

I'm a worthless failure.

[Eagle63]

the last words i said to a teammate who is now dead were "f**k you." I'd do anything at all to take it back. its the first thing on my mind in the morning and b4 i go to bed. anything at all to make that right.

[AliceMarybebbiex]

:mad:school and friends =(

[Carlyle]

I wish you could be here right now, or I could be with you.. You are the ray of sunshine in my day, when everyone else around me puts me down.. Why must some things be so difficult?

[Love.Hate]

I fell over on the way home and walked home in tears with a bruised ankle :(

[SosbanFach]

I've gone and lost several tenor sax parts of my band music.

[Veon]

My day is not over, I can't tell the person I like how I feel about her, even though I planned it like 3 weeks ago. I haven't talked to her in a week, I mean, I haven't had a decent conversation with her.

[Love.Hate]

Being awake all night, stupid damn body.

[Iris]

I'm so so so tired. I can't do anything. I want to sleep til I die.

[Reagan Smash Bros]

Feeling like an outcast and feeling like no one likes me what so ever.:(

[AppealToReason]

Older, yet don't seem to care.

[HEN_iP]

Realizing that the girl I truly loved and poured my heart out for did not even have the least bit of affection for me, but instead, for my best mate. This being done completely behind my back :(

[Bath]

Realized how silly, stupid, and small I am. I'm nothing to anybody.

[Clawhammer]

I don't even know how to put it down in words. The other day I saw my old friend again and the three of us walked around town for a couple of hours. Brought back a lot of memories. Out of the blue she asked me about her again. I know I'm overreacting, but I have that problem and it's affecting me seriously. I mean, what was she expecting to hear? I just said 'nothing interesting,' and the topic moved on. Thank God. Then they started talking about past relationships and depression and stuff like that and I got worse. Turns out one of my best friend had cut himself not long ago, and hadn't even told me until now. We grew up together. I understand. I do it too, just not to my skin. I do it on the inside. I don't know why, but I understand it as long as I don't try to explain it. Things continued, didn't get any better, then she left again. I started to realize that their my best friends, but I need to let go. It's wrong of me. Time to leave. Especially her. My best friend but I can't tell her how I feel. She cared for me. I got closer to her than anyone ever before. Then I turned out to be just another one of her passing fancies. All I am now are words on a screen, worthless. So I got back home, walked away for a couple of hours to clear my head. When I got back, she wanted to chat. I didn't say anything about all of this but, of course, she could tell something was wrong. All in all, I've ended up taking some time away from it all just to think. Of course, she, being who she is, is worried like hell about me and I feel guilty. I feel like I have to just fade away from them and get away. I imagine the way they see me. And that lead to a new understanding, that no relationships or friends can ever give you that fulfillment that people seek, to be understood. Sex is empty. Women are just other people. The only person who really understands me is me. The only person I can really talk to is the mirror. And it's time to let go. I'd cut if I had the willpower. I'd kill myself if I could give a damn. I'm rotting in my prime, dying of young age. I don't understand it. I'm sorry. You're my best friend, you're always there for me and I for you, and I love you. And I'm sorry for that. I could never hurt you. But I feel like I'm supposed to let you go.
I don't want to live in a dream one more day.

[AppealToReason]

Can't stop obsessing over food.
Calories, fats, protein, carbs...must know them all. I keep making different journals for food, but throw them away. Seriously, why can't I make something that feels right the first time?
Anyways, food. Food, exercise, SH, depression, and more food. Never ending.

[Misfit]

Teen suicide,
I see post on facebook with things like R.I.P (someone) who took their own life as a result of bullying, these post actually make me cry I don't care how unmanly it is.
Why? why must people attack each other with such hate, we all live on the same rock, can't we all just get along?

[Iris]

Shit shit and more shit to do. And then some. ugh.

[Love.Hate]

My family

[Craig1995]

Being single :L :(

[Azunite]

Homework

[December]

Holidays

[Levy]

People are dying today that ain't ever died before.

[Stronger]

My looks and body

[dark_soul777]

I cut about 20 times before, some were pretty deep, I just can't stand it..........

[December]

Not being the person that everyone seems to think I am..

[dreamer18xx]

That my moms aunt who she was really close too like pratically her mom passed away today from a stroke she had severe brain dammage and would never be able to function again so they decided to let her pass in peace today im glad that it wasnt really a painful death but its just really sad seeing everyone you love cry and it all seem unreal she was literaly at out house 6 days ago and now shes gone :(

[Charleigh]

The fact that you are a cunt and I had to live with that because that's just who you are.

[esorgie]

The fact that I like someone, a guy, but I could never tell him I 'like' like him because
1. he's like my best friend ever and
2. as far as I can tell he's straight.
The fact that there's no LGBT kids at my school I can talk to. (I honestly think I'm the only LGBT kid here...)
People just being insanely incompetent...
My National History Day project is due in about a week and I haven't made much headway at all. It's about Joe McCarthy, and I have over 900 pages of Senate transcripts to page through.
I know alot of this is just petty stuff compared to everyone else's problems, but that's what's been getting me down lately.

[December]

I can't stop thinking that the world is dying and time is moving so fast and I haven't done anything with my life. Also I wish I was closer to my family and that we didn't have a tv, it just makes me sad because it sucks up time and it just highlights the downward spiral were all moving in.

[PoseidonX43]

thinking about my best friend commited sucide sunday... :[

RIP- cody (1995- 2011)

~TFO

[December]

thinking about my best friend commited sucide sunday... :[


I'm sorry that you lost your friend :(

[December]

Saw a fatal car accident today, it's crazy how quick life can just be extinguished, that things like that have to happen is really terrible. And to think right now somebody somewhere is having to deal with losing someone they loved is just, well, depressing...

[Mutibann]

Three years ago, my entire extended family disowned me, my dad died in january, my mom's mad at me because I don't like her boyfriend, and I can't stop thinking about cutting myself again. Venting does feel god though.

[LittleMiss]

May be an odd thing to say but today the weather and the general atmosphere has been so 'meh'. It just makes you sit here and think about everything and feel horrible, and you look outside and it doesnt look much better, and its murky and dark and blah! Sucky weather..

[emmettman]

the fact that my "grandpa" died almost a year ago (the 14th of december 2011 will be a year)

[dreamer18xx]

The fact that I've been alone for the whole day and I have to go to school tommrow -_- and my annoying teacher is most likely going to read anotherrr article about high school drop outs because I missed 5 days of school so far this year and after that long waste of time and education he'll look at me and ask me why I was absent again in front of every one i'll most likely say I was sick again like last time b/c i dont feel like telling my whole class of people that I was absent majority of the week/3 days b/c someone passed away who was very close to my mom

[Jupiter]

just everything.

[AppealToReason]

I think I took too many. OH well.
Morning awqits.

[Camazot]

the fact that no girls or guys like me and the ones that do and i like back i cant be with them because of stupid society and AJH the best guy in the world that i dont want to love

[KICKASSKID]

The weather.

[AppealToReason]

No school today for the eight time.
You win again, little blue thing. Time to spend all day in this darkness like I deserve. God, I really hate the dark sometimes...

[KICKASSKID]

Now we have snow.

[Mara-chan]

...knowing that what i want i cant have....and that my girlfriend's mother might lose her job....ugh....this week is really going to suck.....

[Kitten]

My headache, knowing in going to absolutely fail this math exam tomorrow (and the final next month), and loosing a best friend...again...

[RyanKo]

My body check test failed and need to check again. I'm very worry about it.

[XxEmoCheerleaderxX]

my mom isn't happy with my grade... so if i'm not on the A honor roll by the end of this quarter i don't get my phone back, i loose my car, and i could possibly be pulled from all the extra curriculars i am in... she already got really mad at me this weekend and took my eyeliner away... :(

[Iris]

who am i kidding.

my boyfriend, the love of my life, broke up with me today. I don't think i can ever be happy again. my hearts in a million people.

i'm not planning to live very long. 3500 mg of lamictal. 400+ mg of paxil. anything else i can get my hands on. that should do it.

one little thing to tip me over, and i will finally embrace death.

[libra210]

School work!

[Santa_Clause]

The fact that I like someone, a guy, but I could never tell him I 'like' like him because
1. he's like my best friend ever and
2. as far as I can tell he's straight.
The fact that there's no LGBT kids at my school I can talk to. (I honestly think I'm the only LGBT kid here...)
People just being insanely incompetent...
My National History Day project is due in about a week and I haven't made much headway at all. It's about Joe McCarthy, and I have over 900 pages of Senate transcripts to page through.
I know alot of this is just petty stuff compared to everyone else's problems, but that's what's been getting me down lately.
I like one of my best friends. Well, she was one of my best friends. I told her I like her, and she isn't my friend now. Although things are now worse then they were, it felt good to tell her. But I'm being depressed by being single.

[Santa_Clause]

who am i kidding.


my boyfriend, the love of my life, broke up with me today. I don't think i can ever be happy again. my hearts in a million people.

i'm not planning to live very long. 3500 mg of lamictal. 400+ mg of paxil. anything else i can get my hands on. that should do it.

one little thing to tip me over, and i will finally embrace death.
Please don't do it. I know it may feel the right thing to do now, but suicide is never the optimal option. Its honestly his loss, and if he had any common sense he would stay with someone as awesome as you.

[dark_soul777]

The fact that I haven't been to school in almost 2 weeks because I've been too depressed. But worst of all a crippling sense of immense emptiness.

[Darkness.]

The fact that I feel like i'm fat.
The fact that I am alone and have no good or best friends, just school friends.
The fact that I want to to kill myself after all i'v been through in my life.
The fact that I miss my grandad after he died.
The fact That I get nervous whenever i have to talk to someone.

[AppealToReason]

Realizing that my family and friends have no interest in my health or views.
Alone, yo.

[Bharris13]

I just feel so overworked at the moment with all the exams on and I'm having real problems with girls or lack of them in my personal life. Its just annoying when I feel like I being nice all the time and yet, the girls go for the alcoholic, weed smoking,"bad boy" instead!

[Love.Hate]

People not knowing what they want and leading me on.. then knocking me down. I just want to be wanted right now.. so damn depressed

--

and this illness

[screamtobeheard]

1. Being fat.
2. I've been working to improve my breaststroke since freshman year, but I haven't been able to get it back since my injury.
3. My mother.
4. I did something really stupid on one of my midterms.
5. My boyfriend is frustrating me.

[Charleigh]

1. not being able to stay this stoned until sunday
2. granddad's funeral tomorrow
3. that weed was poo blad :D
4. that I cant get weed tomorrow

[Zarakly]

Girl I normally talk to doesn't talk to me anymore, No other girls like me, Actually pretty much no one likes me...

[xDarkAngelx]

Just feeling so alone among other things, and just tired of life at the moment and feeling that there is only one way out...

[Jupiter]

everything.

[dayday103]

well im failing math.... and no one understands that its like it goes in my head and then disapears.... umm that my parents are divorced and i havnt seen my dad in a month and my mom and bf are doin stuff i. the other room ans thinki cant hear them..... and the fact i reely want gf but dont have one.... so yah