What's depressing you today?

[Boredgoose]

Not being able to go outside when it's such a nice day

[Makenna_]

Not being allowed to go to the beach :(

[Petyr]

The virus lockdown sucks

[Damon06]

Not being able to go anywhere.

[Will..]

How the news seems exactly like a dystopian movie.

[datsme2012]

How fast this world is moving ahead even in lockdown

[Phosphene]

Woke up feeling like utter trash and fought with myself for like half an hour just trying to convince myself to get out of bed. I still want to hide from everyone but it's impossible to do that right now. No one means it when they say they're here for me, and I've had enough. I feel so alone and don't want to push the few people away who will actually talk to me with my problems that don't even seem as important.

[Spooky_Eli]

I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say. I know there's nothing I can do that would make a real difference. I just want to fade into the walls.

[minda015]

Not being able to go outside ..but i say the situation is turning to normalcy

[DarkDragon]

In all honesty? i was depressed for years but instead of passing the stage of depression I just adapted to it. The tiredness, the loneliness, the self-loathing of myself as I see every fault every weirdness and every stupid thoughts/action I did. The emptiness, i feel nothing even when my friend betrayed me.

Now I just hide the pain, let others think I am perfectly happy and a calm person while I'm just a chaotic mess. Some days like today depression just hits me like a truck and I can't just help but dreg up every sad thing in my life.

I'm thankful I have friends and people to just pretend to be normal but I will never be able to confide In them, i have to be the strong one and the rock which i resent sometimes. I'm also thankful for the fond memories i have that combats the depression i have to suffer

[Bluebyrd]

The world.

[MentallyChaotic]

My inability to get motivated to do anything when there is no one to do it with. I am tired of gaming, and that is really the only activity that I do alone.

[pauly]

The fact that all major world leaders are putting the recovery of the economy above the saving of human lives.

Yes, the two go hand in hand, but without life there can't be any economic recovery at all.

It's depressing and it shows up our leaders for what they really are.

[SouthernDude]

The fact that no one really wants to talk to me. I always feel like an outsider, I never feel like I fit in in some way. Like I just want to talk to you. Is it that hard to at least respond?

What's worse is the fact this has gone on for years now...

[RebelGirl]

I hate to wear a mask and I hate their rules (laws) . I want to go to visit my grand father

[lee036]

To be honest right now it's just the fact that it feels like I've done everything I can and nothing is interesting, can't really talk to friends either because we burnt out all our conversation.

[HighVamp913]

Flashbacks of the day I lost her.

[DarkDragon]

thinking back to the days Where I was alone, unloved, and ignored. i adapted to it but still feel some hurt. whenever i think of those days i just feel cold, depressed and emotionless.

[Naturelover]

received the information today that the spinal exercises are canceled for this year

[jaredcal]

no snow

[tvishtvish22]

While it's a tough question to answer, and I can't be sure of that one thing. It's maybe just life in general but feels good to vent here.
It's the changing weather maybe, on the contrary, I like winters more. It could be the fact that I am trying to find someone I could talk to, like heart to heart and am unable to, or just where I am in life. I also really want to work on myself, weight gain, etc. but haven't been.
Don't think I'll ever be sure what it is.

[pauly]

This is the right place to vent your feelings and anxieties, Tvisha. There are always people here to help and offer advice.

I think you need to try to tackle each thing that's worrying you separately, starting with your biggest problem, which I think you should be able to identify deep down. Then try to work out a plan to solve it before moving onto your next anxiety.

Good luck and stay well. I hope you can also gain some mental strength if you are physically in good health.

[musicalguy]

Having nothing to do and being bored yet not wanting to do anything to begin with

[Yijing Huang]

I talked to my crush today. He says he's not into me. It made me sad... but I'm trying to lighten up the mood.