What's depressing you today?

[Croconaw]

I don't want to wear these stupid dress shoes for graduation but I have to. I assume I won't graduate if I do not wear them.

[llamabanana]

My mom being unhappy and depressed :(

[BlackParadePixie]

I missed alot of school work being out of town for my great uncle's funeral...I didn't HAVE to go...but I did, and yeah...now I'm kinda wishing I hadn't.

[Tim987]

I talked more to my friend with an eating disorders and she really opened up to me and vented and thag was great and im really happy for her but its showed how messed up my life is to

[Croconaw]

I can't see my crush today. :\

[Tim987]

Being alone

[Croconaw]

It's really irritating me not having data for my phone. It's so slow, and there is no WiFi here.

[Darkslidex7]

Break up, just before my birthday. Umm... Well being bullied up until 2013, and now not anymore kinda makes me feel better, knowing tht it's all over.. Sooo yeah.

[Moriya]

Stupid intrusive thoughts won't let me create a damn video game character

[BrokenWingedPegasus]

Kind of bad grade, but mostly family and economic trouble.

[Meron]

Knowing that my bestie is struggling.

[BrokenWingedPegasus]

My grades messed up last second, and no one irl really cares about me.

[Moriya]

Knowing that this [alleged] pedophile is still not perma-banned on this forum [Not VT] which is filled with kids.

[Dalcourt]

That my wrist hurts and I can't work this weekend.

[Atlantis]

Stressed.

[Dalcourt]

everything

[Anonymous2002]

How I've managed to fuck up everything in my life and drag everyone else down with me

[yeehaw]

Still dwelling on the fact that I broke down in my French exam and I won't get a grade.

[Jinglebottom]

I don't like to see my mom cry.

[TheWaltsu]

Everything

[Dalcourt]

my family

[Faith Collapsing]

My mental health, not being able to help myself, just feeling numb in general

[Atlantis]

Something, not quite confident enough to reveal it on here just yet.

[sbrown8703]

Honestly this whole summer I have been a mess lol. I'm on a new cheer team and everyone is just so rude. Also I am just feeling so insecure all the time and I hate it. I feel like I just can't seem to love myself. Also still trying to come to terms with my sexuality which is SO confusing. Life has just been so hard lately and I've just been so sad.

[WhatAnArtist]

Just finished the uni course I was doing and so I'll likely never again see a girl that I became friends with, and to be honest, seeing her and being with her and talking to her is the only thing that made me feel like my life had any value and that I wasn't worthless. Words can't even really describe how horrible and depressed I feel right now.

[Zoey2000]

Not having a boyfriend. Not having that guy who loves me. It sucks!! :(

[yeehaw]

Knowing that I broke a promise to my best friend, shows I'm not as strong as she thought I was

[dxcxdzv]

Uugh. Everything. Really.

[Fallen angel4970]

Well... I hate myself, reason? I'm a horrible person, no one loves me I look like a pine cone people like to hurt me... No not my parent, I'm saying that now... I just hate life... My only skill is comedy... So I guess life is just depressing me... Unfortunately it's not cool to rage quite life... No I'm not being funny... I actually hate life and want to die so shut it it's not funny

[Anonymous2002]

Well... I hate myself, reason? I'm a horrible person, no one loves me I look like a pine cone people like to hurt me... No not my parent, I'm saying that now... I just hate life... My only skill is comedy... So I guess life is just depressing me... Unfortunately it's not cool to rage quite life... No I'm not being funny... I actually hate life and want to die so shut it it's not funny

same here sometimes ;(

[happyandproud]

the fact that i just dumped my girlfriend and she started crying

[Desynchronized]

Maybe getting mentally abused by my parents. Or maybe the fact that my best friend has moved to europe.........i dont know........

[Ragle]

nothing

[Dalcourt]

that I have tons of work ahead and no energy

[Darkslidex7]

That my girlfriend broke up with me, and also some fucking bitches in my classroom that brought her mom and had a fight with us, having absolutely no fucking reason at all!!! Like WTF!!!!!!?????? I have had to stand everything she has ever done to us for like years and later comes at us with the teachers and her mom and yells at us!!! ABSOLUTELY NO FUCKING REASON!!! Imma bring the fucking mayor on her ass :mad: :mad:

[Leprous]

Anxiety at an all time high. I'm breaking down completely.

[Dalcourt]

People in general just can't stand being around 'em.

[yeehaw]

Would've been my dog's 11th birthday today. :(

[Sublime Demonz]

The fact that tomorrow is six months with my girlfriend and she doesn't want us to spend the day together because it's too close to my road test, so she feels like she's getting in the way of me preparing.

[Emerald Dream]

I'm mentally and emotionally tired, with a lot going on...and I feel pretty defeated. :(

[Leprous]

My parents.

[yeehaw]

Mood swings 24/7 is mentally draining.

[Fritos43]

intrusive thoughts > why am i cutting posters out of magazines with a razor blade with these thoughts > okay don't do it don't just don't > maybe this is a sign of something > i don't have depression, right? > ofc not > but these thoughts > shut up shut up > maybe i should talk to a doctor > but i don't want to worry my parents > shhh just put it away and sleep

[Sublime Demonz]

I take my road test today, and if I fail, I'll have to take the written exam all over again to get another permit because it expires tomorrow. And then I have to wait another six months before I can take the road test again.

[Emerald Dream]

I love the part in life where nothing I say seems to matter or even be worth acknowledging. I'm struggling to believe in myself. Why should I?

[Sublime Demonz]

The fact that I'm having a really hard time getting a job.

[AussieNicholas]

My grades at school are utter rubbish, and I know that I could get them to a decent level if I just made an effort, but I honestly can't find a reason to care. What's worse is that my parents can see exactly what tasks I haven't submitted, and my dad's going to make me work through it with him. If I tell him my grade suck because I don't do the work, then he'll go on one of his rants again.

[Sublime Demonz]

I miss my girlfriend and I'm not going to see her again for a over a week. I'm at a point in my life right now where I really need her but not being able to see her makes it even worse.

[AussieNicholas]

I've managed to completely lose my temper in front of some of my friends, and now I don't think they really want to talk to me.

[Desynchronized]

Right now everyones asleep around but i'm awake. It really sucks.

[yeehaw]

My brain having several different thoughts all at the same time and being unable to keep up with them all.

[Dalcourt]

the fact that my sleeping habits are so messed up

[Desynchronized]

My fucking life. I just wanna put an end to it.

Someone i know is acting really weird.

Posts merged. Please use the "edit" button next time. ~City Kid

[yeehaw]

All my friends think I hate them

[BrokenWingedPegasus]

My mind just keeps getting blurry, and I don't know what to do now... Not to mention the constant loneliness.

[yeehaw]

Currently, nothing. Which is good.

[Taint]

I've lost my car keys and it costs £200 to replace them and reprogram my car. God knows how I'm going to afford that. I already have money problems.

[Barbara.]

The wars in the middle east,the children is the ones that suffer just because of politics. Terrorists because of politics.

[Flapjack]

The amount of work I have to do in 2 weeks

[Dalcourt]

my inability to do something

[Just JT]

School

[Darkslidex7]

I hate my taste in girls. So MUCH

[Abyssal Echo]

Me - life in general :/

[Just JT]

How I look at shit.

[Leprous]

The fact I might be stuck without internet tomorrow.

[yeehaw]

I've got the hiccups.

[Valentine_]

My friends. And the fact that I don't know what's going on.

[Just JT]

School

[Dalcourt]

my insomnia

[Leprous]

Shitty wifi

[yeehaw]

Being papped off by someone who I thought was genuine for a hoe.

[Desynchronized]

The fact that school is gonna start tomorrow.

[Weeping]

Everything.

[BlackParadePixie]

Broke up with my boyfriend today...I knew it was coming though, and we both agreed it was for the best...so I'm not super sad, but it still kinda sucks.

[Dalcourt]

people in general

[yeehaw]

Being stuck between whether I want to go home or not

[EuRo]

I got on Prozac but it's going to take a while to kick in and my depression is creeping up faster and it's crushing me harder as each day passes.

[AussieNicholas]

I've got another set of Student Progress Meetings (or parent/teacher interviews, as most people call them) on Tuesday, which means having to sit down with a teacher who I completely lost my temper at on Friday. Tomorrow, I have to write an essay for English class which I have no desire to do. This sucks because I used to really enjoy English. For most classes I don't even hand in a lot of the work.

I know I'm better than this. When I do complete the work, it's usually good. I just don't have the motivation to put the effort in. I really don't want my parents to confront me about my grades, because then I'll just have to tell them that I don't care, which means all the money they've ever spent on me is a waste.

I honestly think the best thing I can do is to just get out of everyone's lives and stop doing so much damage.

[Dalcourt]

Not much just that I hoped the weather would be better today

[Flapjack]

shitty friends

[yeehaw]

Feelings of guilt getting to me

[Desynchronized]

This brutal assignment i'm stuck with.

[Kawaii Bean]

I just hate my life so much and I'm super unhappy and messed up in the head. The usual.

[yeehaw]

The fact I'm scared to be outside again.

[davdev17]

The DNC ruined our chance of having a good president. Bernie would have and should have won. This might seem silly to some people but it makes me really sad.

[Jinglebottom]

My dog got another seizure.

[yeehaw]

Way too much stress from all my friends.

[Abhorrence]

The choices that I continue to make; my ridiculously reckless behaviour and everything else I've been doing for the past few months.

[Leprous]

Memories, bad thoughts and the fact I am letting my emotions bottle up and it's bad for me

[yeehaw]

Something my best friend said to me today really hit home.

[Sublime Demonz]

Everything

[Karkat]

I'm missing Charlie, and wishing he wasn't in this mess

[yeehaw]

Knowing that I haven't got much time left.

[Phosphene]

The fact that I was in testing for 6 fucking hours and all I want to do is relax, just got comfy af and now everyone wants to go out for dinner, why just why???? Well my emotions have been all over the place this week I guess it's to be expected.

[yeehaw]

Everything.

[Godsdaughter]

My mom and I aren't getting along and I am trying to starve myself bc I feel fat and ugly :(

[Jinglebottom]

My awkwardness.

[yeehaw]

I feel like a failure. I'm too unpredictable.

[Jason Mark]

My mom died of cancer this last summer. I'm so sad. I just don't know what to do sometimes.

[Jinglebottom]

Knowing that someone is actually going out of their way to intentionally hurt me even though I've done nothing to them.

[bentheplayer]

Still being alive and able to feel pain

[yeehaw]

No one will listen to me, even when I prove them wrong.

[Dalcourt]

I feel betrayed but don't know whether I should react the way I feel or just leave it be

[Pyromaniac27]

i honestly have no idea. i just feel sad

[yeehaw]

People in school being dicks to me

[brandon9]

Fucking life depresses me

[Mina]

Some memories of my ex gf came up last night n it kinda hurt but I feel better today

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general :/

[loki2000]

I`m very sad n down right now ..I happens every Christmas because my moms not here ...shes been gone for 6 years now... but it still makes me sad during Christmas... I`ll be better in a week or so..

[yeehaw]

Been in a lot of pain recently but painkillers haven't been working in the slightest... also time seems to be dragging and I can't stand it

[Flannel]

My cousin'a just said I'm unintelligent, immature and are shit talking me right outside now.
Just don't feel like doing anything today and really trying to o stay out of the cutting

[yeehaw]

Today, it feels like everything. Everything just seems to be stressing me out.

[Davestovies]

My lack of motivation and the death of Carrie Fisher and Debbie Reynolds

[Leprous]

The fact all of my friends are going out tonight and I'm not allowed to go because my neighbour is here for new years eve

[cbm89031]

Something that makes me depressed is School.

[yeehaw]

I lack both motivation and emotion for anything today. Even my dog can't keep me happy.

[Valentine_]

Getting to know that so many people around me are two faced.

[yeehaw]

My dad is joking about the fact that I'm unhappy. He thinks he knows me like the back of his hand when in fact he knows about 1% of me.

[swiftshadowolf]

The concept of life itself.

[yeehaw]

1. These girls 3 years younger than me that get my bus are bullying me for looking too much like a guy - they're "protected" by the school so I can't do anything about it.

2. I got reported by a teacher who I don't even get taught by because I hugged my girlfriend. They put me in isolation and a fucking detention for hugging her ???

[swiftshadowolf]

Everything about life was depressing me before I got home from school. I had a huge argument. We have made up now though so all is good! :D

[Bontigo Papi .]

Hate how girls manipulate me , it's always what I expect but I just take it even harder the next time around .

[Jinglebottom]

Every fucking thing.

[yeehaw]

Everything. Today's been a train wreck. I'd love more than anything to be gone right now.

[Dalcourt]

my constant headaches lately

[Leprous]

Nightmares, insane anxiety, memories of the past. I can't fucking stand it anymore

[TaCoonaBiKe]

School

[Dalcourt]

sleeping problems, headaches, anxiety attacks

[bentheplayer]

School's starting soon. -.- Gotta go back to the grind all over again.

[yeehaw]

A French speaking exam resit tomorrow, which I'm refusing to do

[Jinglebottom]

Nothing is going well. Nothing at all.

[ClovesXIII]

My self. I really need to figure out what profession I want to pursue in, but that's not something I've been able to do since i'm all over the place.

[Tobyisnotdead]

The fact that I can't sh until Tuesday because of a doctors appointment. I went cold turkey around 6 days ago and havent been able to handle it.

[Leprous]

Home sick, feel like utter garbage physically

[yeehaw]

I have a disgusting taste in my mouth which isn't seeming to subside.

[ClovesXIII]

my weight

[auser_name]

There was this person I was madly in love with. and now. I can't stop thinking about him.

[Jinglebottom]

My barely passable grades.

[Abyssal Echo]

Me...life in general... I hate winter and being stuck inside all the time

[AzuPazu]

My crush being distant :v.

[Leprous]

The fact I've been highly dependant on alcohol for the past month and it's the only thing that's been keeping me alive

[AzuPazu]

My crush being distant :v.

Deleted his ass. 'Cause frankly I give up.

[parhelion]

All my best friends have gone off to college or moved away...I have no real friends that I see face to face every day. I need to be able to see my friends, not through a screen, so it's pretty sad to me.

[RAYT]

I want to remove anxiety please anybody help. I am 24 by 7 always thinking about success. and desperately want to makes it. That brings anxiety in me. My front area of head always heavy because of anxiety.

[Dalcourt]

My hand still doesn't work good enough to play guitar.

[AzuPazu]

My mom not understanding my numbness towards things.

[Brightwolf]

That I feel like I'm failing at life...that and the bullying I've experienced.

[Phosphene]

My best friend's mom passed away.

[AnemoneStar]

Still can't start hormones, that's great

[Atlantis]

All these exams coming up are starting to stress me out.

[SamMystic]

The fact that I need 100 posts untill I can use pm

[Remora]

All the upcoming stuff and going from being available "all days but this one part of this day" to being available "only this one part of this day". I was never good at planning, but i'm going to have to become good at it again if i want to make it through nursing class.

[bpk1234]

All the crap going on in my life, including the fact my driver license could be indefinately suspended.

[Brightwolf]

That I'm "too sensitive" apparently.

[NerdSquared]

I succeeded at upsetting one of my best friends really badly twice in the same week.

[Phosphene]

The fact that I feel so isolated and lonely.

[KatieCO2003]

The fact that I feel so isolated and lonely.

<hugs Amethyst Rose>

[jdhud024]

The fact that I'm about to move out of the town I've lived in since 2004, meaning I'm leaving basically all of my friends behind. I'm ready to move but I suck at meeting people and I don't wanna lose some of my friends. Plus recently for some reason I've been really wanting someone I talk to on a daily basis, just as friends. I don't talk to many people which is ironic because talking about what's on my mind with others helps me a lot mentally, it helps keep me mentally stable, which I struggle with.

Also recently, there's so many things I want to get involved with/start doing but I don't know where to start and I feel like I'm wasting potential just sitting in bed.

I also low-key miss having a boyfriend to hang out with and cuddle and shit with but I'm too fucking shy to go out and meet people to do anything about it.

Idk. I'm an emotional bitch sometimes, and mood swings have got me fucked up recently.

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general :/ everything I do turns to shit

[auser_name]

I don't know, I just simply don't know anymore. It feels like my whole life has fallen apart and I'm just stuck here.

[Devinsoccer]

The fact that I'll never have a chance with the love of my life.

[Nadin]

The fact that I'll never have a chance with the love of my life.

How do you know that?

[Sublime Demonz]

Current existential crisis and not being able to move out.

[Devinsoccer]

How do you know that?

Because she's my cousin...

[CryInTheNight]

Too Much :(

[lliam]

just a bit ... because of summer breaks started
means: saying good by to new friends i made during 10th grade

but: 11th grade - new school - new possibilities. new friends.

[Flapjack]

The girl I like being with other guys... I am so pathetic

[yeehaw]

My grandmother in hospital got an infection. Again. She was supposed to be able to come home over 6 weeks ago but she keeps getting infections.

[Abyssal Echo]

My mom recently got out of the hospital.... you'd think I'd be happy....I'm not cuz the hospital is giving her shit about changing doctors and she's not showing any signs of getting better.

[yeehaw]

I fell asleep feeling really shitty and it's just intensified now I've woken up. Sleep usually helps but not today it seems.

[naenaendr]

All of the stuff I wish didn't happen in my life and all the stuff I wish did happen in my life.

[yeehaw]

My constant paranoia always kills the mood.

[Tom_theflash]

Society in general..

[ClovesXIII]

my body :/

[Abyssal Echo]

Moms not doing well

[Fleek]

AP Lit + Comp summer work >.>

[Phosphene]

My own idiotic choice.

[LocalTips]

The fact that there's no peace in the world.

[Indexes]

The realization that I'll never be happy unless I'm important to more than a dozen people, most of which are obligated to say that because I'm their friend/family. The realization that I'll probably never be important to more than a dozen people. A few more realizations that I'm too tired to express right now - and it's only 4 PM.

[Magenta]

I have $2 in my bank account and my credit card keeps getting declined. I don't get paid until next week. I hate my life.

[Emerald Dream]

I really don’t feel like I matter or I mean anything to anyone.

[AussieNicholas]

One of my closest friends for the past year and a half stopped talking to me yesterday because of how angry and frustrated I've been lately and since most of my other friends hang out with her all the time I'm stuck spending most of the school day by myself, I've had homework and tests non stop since the school term started three weeks ago. I've let myself down by having no idea of what university I want to go to or what I'll do after school, not having a job and not having my driver's licence yet.

Oh, and I feel tired and have no desire to do my homework or go to school tomorrow.

[jesus4life]

are all people bully and mean cause i have autism and im made fun of for my social skills

[yeehaw]

My nan had surgery again yesterday and it went really bad. She's in intensive care and I want nothing more than to see her.

[chomoto123]

All of my duties that I have been ignoring
And the time I spent watching porn
If I had used that time for a better thing :(

[hjhj]

Slowly getting closer to the school year and dreading classes. It'll be fun at times I'm sure tho I know I'll lose part of me to this year and the years to come.

[Dalcourt]

That everyone just dumps all their shit on me and always wanted to me to figure out how to solve their problems.

[yeehaw]

Work later. I'm already sooo tired. May have to down an energy drink or 2 before I leave.

[Andyyy95]

Work + feeling unimportant to anyone.

[Andyyy95]

Sleepless night lol

[NerdSquared]

I just discovered my friend's twitter account, and am now terrified she might...nope I can't even say it.

[Atlantis]

What some people say can be truly hurtful sometimes.

[pauly]

I just want to say to everyone who feels depressed and thinks there aren't any nice people in the world that there is always something good going on and I know there are good people around.
Think of some of the happy things you've done or great feelings you've had, and try to figure out how and why they happened.
There ARE good times ahead and I really want you all to feel the kind of hope I've sometimes felt after bad things happen.
Good luck and think as positively as you can!

[hjhj]

Stress from expectations

[Niceguy17]

My life isn't progressing the way it should.

[Abyssal Echo]

The thought of having to go to work in the morning

[Jocarfid]

I'm gonna die if

[Andyyy95]

Being ill, and cold

[yeehaw]

Everything's bad right now. I just want to give up.

[Barbara.]

Couldn't view the eclipse today due to very cloudy skies.