What's depressing you today?

[KidWithTheHeadband]

Heavily damaged something a good friend gave to me today.

It's still usable, but it looks like absolute junk and I feel terrible about it.

Hopefully i'll be able to scrounge up $25 to get a new one and put the one my friend gave me in something safe where I won't screw it up any more. But with the junk thats going on at home, I just don't even know.

Was hoping to use it for halloween and may still be able to. But I just feel awful about it.

[Fractured Silhouette]

The fact that I'm a fat, pathetic attention whore.

[vboy]

My life

[KidWithTheHeadband]

Heard my dad calling me stupid and useless again behind closed doors.

Loving everything in my life! /bitter sarcasm

[vboy]

My head is messed up

[Raees Adams]

The fact that finals is coming up and I can't find time to study

[Fractured Silhouette]

...being a fat cow with no self-control.

[Aivis371LV]

Today I am depressed from last night... I end up cutting myself and i didn't allmost sleep and i thinked about my life and how long i can take pain what other people make to me..

[BlackParadePixie]

Not so much depressing...but annoying...I can't sleep =/

[Abhorrence]

I just feel so exhausted that it's taking me to a low place.

[Abyssal Echo]

I feel useless, powerless, unwanted, unneeded, I've overstayed my usefulness here.

[Fractured Silhouette]

So my therapist caught gastro, so she had to cancel the appointment we had made 4 weeks in advance. Also, I still feel fat and awful and I don't know if it'll ever get better.

[Abhorrence]

It sounds so stupid but the state of my room is actually depressing me. I could just tidy it but I'm in one of those states today where I cannot force myself to do anything other than lie down and read.

[Abyssal Echo]

My life seems to be a disaster and isn't getting better

[Dalcourt]

That my room mate plays Chris Brown songs for one hour now and I can't throw him and his music out of the room.

[CcRoder]

I hate going to work so much that I cry before going in.

On the plus side, I have legit reason to miss my shift on Tuesday but I know I'm still gonna cry my eyes out.

[Abhorrence]

I couldn't stop crying last night, I was so fucking hysterical that I was screaming and crying. I told everyone something that I didn't wanna tell anyone. I feel like shit now, I can't believe I spilled that secret. It hurt so much.

[Dalcourt]

I was told today that the hearing where child services decides whether my grandma can be my guardian or not is postponed...so I have to wait one week longer till this is actually first discussed...

[Abhorrence]

I don't know who I am. I don't know what I want to be. Lately, I've been going to so many parties and gatherings and I don't know if this is who I want to be. I have been drinking so much and also doing drugs and I don't know if this is the person I want to be. I'm only doing it because it is another vice to have besides self-harm and it is stressing me out. I don't want to drink or do drugs but I also really do want to because I hate being sober. I just don't know what I need to do. I miss everything I used to be, I wish I didn't have depression - I wish I could go back to being whole.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Life. In general. I feel like I've really regressed the last week or two, more noticeably the last few days. I hate this. I hate me. I hate me for hating me. I hate everything.

[roadwarrior]

My classes next week

[Miscreant]

My messed up useless life.

[Abhorrence]

Ugh God, I fuck everything up so much.

[roadwarrior]

School Tomorrow

[Abhorrence]

The fact that I have no motivation whatsoever, I'm slipping back into a depressive episode where I'm pushing people away and skipping responsibilities.

[Abyssal Echo]

The fact that two of my friends let me know today they're leaving VT.

[LifeisReal]

Slow days, same routine, and upcoming exams. Still managing and making the best of my day, but it'll be all right. ;)

[Karkat]

That I slept through the entire day

[Bontigo Papi .]

I'm writing a Math exam today.

[Stronger]

Losing my other half is hitting me harder than I expected, and it fucking sucks.

[Bontigo Papi .]

Geography exam .

[Princess Ariel]

How I'm fucked for this photography assignment, also photoshop

[Meruedu]

I'm afraid that exactly when I got to get along a bit with my classmates we're going to be separated by the national exam and high school. The exam is going to end with a lot of angst and envy. I don't even know what high school I should go to, but it's almost guaranteed that I'm going to be classmates with selfie/starbucks/iPhone girls that I never got along with.

[Stronger]

I've gotten a little better, but its still hard, like I should not be this upset but I am, I don't know what to believe anymore.

[Magenta]

I just want to go back to sleep. I have another two days before this meeting...

[raz3rbaby]

I can't get the voice of my ex-boss out of my head when he sacked me a month ago ruining my apprenticeship at college therefore messing up my course so I'm set back yet another year, I am the youngest and only girl at my new Job and my perv of a boss looks down my top and he's married and all he ever asks me to do is make cups of tea....and I'd quit but if i do i will be kicked out by my Dad who treats me like crap ever chance he gets....sometimes I wished I died when I tried to kill myself... my cutting and the pain and bleeding it causes reminds me I'm alive...

[Bontigo Papi .]

United missed a chance to head to the knockout stages :( ...

[Princess Ariel]

My marks in a class - I'm gonna fail

[sqishy]

Missing 3 days of lectures, and 2 tutorials.

[raz3rbaby]

I can't seem to do anything right...

[Magenta]

Waiting until tomorrow is actually killing me.

[Stronger]

Today just sucked, period.

[lacey02]

The cold weather. I want to be outside playing around and not cooped up freezing!

[Magenta]

She might as well be fucking stalking me. There's no way she could have known that url.

[Abhorrence]

I'm still not over one day clean from self-harm and I've been drinking even more lately. I got really aggressive and violent last night and ended up punching my friend. I can't keep drinking like this, I need to stop. I really do.

[pastel]

i really want to get a septum piercing but my parents would probably be calling me ugly
not that that would stop me from getting it but it disappoints me knowing that it will happen

[Magenta]

Predictably, I get treated like trash in such a hypocritical manner. Why did I come back here? Why do I bother? I'm just a verbal punching bag. Who else would she have if I'd have moved out?

[Stronger]

Nearly had a break down today at work.....

[Magenta]

I just keep fucking shit up today, even when I'm trying to do something nice for someone else.

[Babs]

My piece of shit brother and the fact that he's still around. I just want him gone.

[BlackParadePixie]

My dad got into a car accident yesterday...he's ok...but I'm just having a rough day, thinking about how easily he could have been hurt worse than he was...or even killed. =/

[Princess Ariel]

It's been 2 years since my grandfather passed away, and he was my rock. I just feel numb. I feel unwanted

[Magenta]

It's been 2 years since my grandfather passed away, and he was my rock. I just feel numb. I feel unwanted

:hug:

It's coming up on the anniversary of my grandfather's passing too. You'll get through this, I know it.

[Dagoth Ur]

My ex, I miss the memories still ugh..A month and a half hasn't done shit to change the situation..: c

[Magenta]

My bank account is seriously in trouble.

[xXoblivionXx]

I definetly feel the depression coming back

[CompleteNonsense]

My family doesn't trust me, my mother snaps constantly, my S.O. is pissed at me, and for the first time in my life I tried to imagine he future and didn't see... anything.

[Princess Ariel]

Every single day I feel like she's with me because of mom

[Magenta]

No one fucking trusts me.

[Jinglebottom]

I don't wanna go back. :(

[yeehaw]

Listening to music that reminds me of when I was happy

[Princess Ariel]

2 hours of sleep, and I have to take my mom to the hospital

[Abhorrence]

I just want to purge and cut. I keep staring at my blades and I just want them to damage my skin.

[Karactacus]

the fact that i can't listen to music without being sad anymore.
the fact that im basically a worse version of my brother, and he can't even enjoy his life.
the fact that it's all going to shit and I can't stop it, or even find the motivation to try.

[Desuetude]

I haven't stayed at my mums for this long in at least 3 years and I feel more and more uncomfortable every day but I've got another week until I move back to dads >.<

[Magenta]

I'm probably going to be alone on Christmas day again.

[Stronger]

I should not be feeling like this over a relationship but the thoughts just don't go away.

[Dagoth Ur]

These damn memories of all the fun I had with my ex at this time...

[Magenta]

My mother has zero interest in helping me anymore.

[Maria16 Here]

Feel sad for a friend whose pet died this week

[Melodic]

I just feel insecure and sensitive today.. I hate when I get in these phases.

[Magenta]

I hate this holiday, I keep crying, I just want to spend time with her but I know I'm going to miserable so I don't.

[xXoblivionXx]

I have no plans for new years

but more the fact that I got back with that fuck boy who thinks I'm a slut, i'm not i'm really not :(

[Melodic]

I flipped out on a couple people yesterday... ugh I hate myself...

[Emerald Dream]

A missed opportunity. I need to be a little more assertive.

[ECSTASY]

having math exam tomorrow any knowing that i'm not going to answer any questions :(

[Abhorrence]

Being alive. Being me. Not being able to change.

[Dygarde]

Losing my friend forever in an accident...

[Vanilla Cupcake]

Feeling all alone again.

[roadwarrior]

my crush ignores me

[ECSTASY]

Being alone and feeling no one really likes me

[MyNameIsTommy]

Been laughed at in class of of the new disgusting haircut that the hairdresser fucked up, and have a huge report about a boring and stupid book due for tomorrow. Ugh, I hate my life.

[Abyssal Echo]

Being alone and not having anyone here I can talk too.

[ZACK0]

I haven't seen my friends in 3 mths

[Melodic]

I feel like everyone hates me and I hate myself.

[roadwarrior]

entering my school later

[WinonaPyre]

Sanity is a sad excuse for a life lived without freedom.

[Abhorrence]

I'm still having a really hard time accepting my sexuality and I am also scared of going back to my bulimic tendencies. I keep feeling fat and disgusting and I hate my body so much. I also just really want to cut, just to feel the pain. I wish I found some enjoyment in stuff other than hurt.

[Miserabilia]

My brain technicaly

[ECSTASY]

If I was straight , at least i could love someone :/

[Abhorrence]

I just feel shit about myself. I hate the way I look, I hate how unintelligent I feel, I hate how lazy and unmotivated I am for everything. I just feel like I'm falling into a chaotic void that I can't escape and my entire life is going to crash and burn before my eyes. I wish I could have a few years off to be okay but the simple truth is that I can't and I have to try and deal with all of this.

[Emerald Dream]

everything - I am unmotivated, and I feel like I'm hitting a wall. I've already cried a lot today.

[Abyssal Echo]

Me.... I've become so introverted that I rarely post or talk to anyone.... When I do talk to someone I usually fuck it up.

[Abhorrence]

I'm stressed out and want to die.

[Emerald Dream]

The realization that I was probably considered a waste to time to invest in. I wanted to at least learn something.

[CharlieHorse]

Everything is becoming absurdly difficult. I'm not enjoying anything anymore. I'm just always tired and sick of feeling like crap. I hate having to answer to family when they ask me what I intend to do to help myself. The truth is, I don't think I'm going to make it another year.

[Stand-Tall]

The fact that nobody, not even my parents trust me anymore.

[Emerald Dream]

It just seems that every little thing is going wrong. I can't even force myself to be happy.

[West Coast Sheriff]

THE LONELINESS CONSUMES ME. I wish I was something worth chasing after.

[Abhorrence]

The dooming realisation that I'm never going to be happy. I am ruining my life with alcohol already, I keep skipping school because I'm too depressed to fucking move, I'll never be able to fully accept my sexuality and I'll never be happy because of being me.

[Melodic]

I was really cranky yesterday and ended up snapping at anyone who even tried to talk to me.

[West Coast Sheriff]

I don't know why but I am getting anxiety as of late

[Karkat]

Eh, Charlie's situation, but I might be hearing good news related to that tomorrow.

[West Coast Sheriff]

I have a C in Spanish. A C! And I'm going to college to major in Spanish teaching next year

[Shiny Moon]

It's not exactly "depressing", but I have some important stuff to do in the next few days and I don't want to :cry2:

[Magenta]

My relationship sucks but I'm just not even in the mindset of trying to work it out.

[jojojack007]

I'm scared about the future and what is going to happen when people or things change

[West Coast Sheriff]

My grades.

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general :/

[Chapperz16]

How school will react to an emotional argument between me and another guy

[Moriya]

Me worrying about unessecary/depressing shit. I'm surprised I haven't attempted suicide this year

[West Coast Sheriff]

My cousin never pays attention to me when we have family functions.

[amgb]

Neither of them came to school today...I'm worried..

[West Coast Sheriff]

My mom is really angry at my brother. She is rough on him, elephant making love to a cat rough on him. (I needed the humor to ease it up). I hate seeing him this way.

[Karkat]

Life is depressing in general.

Also I have nothing to eat for lunch...

[West Coast Sheriff]

All my school crap piling up on me. Procrastination is attacking me. I have serious senioritis.

[Emerald Dream]

I'm so frustrated. With everything around me. Myself the most.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Not being wanted by anyone

[Karkat]

I miss my tall nerd, and I'm worried about him. My best friend is really sick and I'm really worried about him as well.

[Abhorrence]

Feeling really fucking ill and the fact I have to entertain guests tonight.

[West Coast Sheriff]

just being lonely.

[Moriya]

Stupid online bi/panphobic bs

[Karkat]

I miss Charlie so much. We haven't talked in weeks and I'm just trying not to jump to worst conclusions. I really, really hope he's ok.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Being bloated. Its affecting my self esteem.

[Abhorrence]

I know it seems silly but the worst thing about being attracted to the same sex is the fact that you constantly compare yourself to them whilst also finding them attractive. You can never decide whether to be jealous or just insanely infatuated with them.

[Karkat]

I'm just really having a hard time coping :P Charlie's situation as well as my own are sucker-punching me in the gut constantly.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Feeling like I'm less than everyone else. I feel as if all the other humans around me are standing in a circle and I'm watching from the outside. I want to be in the center of that circle. I lack the people skills and physical attributes to be important to society. It's like I, just there. Transparent. It's like nothing I do or say matters.

[Abhorrence]

I'm clearly in a depressive cycle again. I felt so fucking worthless and empty last night and I've woken up feeling the exact same.

[West Coast Sheriff]

No one texted me. It's not a surprise though.

[Moriya]

I feel like I'm losing my emotions again...

[Sublime Demonz]

I woke up sort of depressed. Just one of those days, I guess. Perhaps I should start taking my medicine again, but it's hard when the motivation to care isn't there.

[Abhorrence]

My friend's mother is really homophobic and she doesn't like me because I'm gay.

[Karkat]

Charlie's situation, and life in general

[West Coast Sheriff]

I will miss spending time with all the church people. Today is our last day together.

[lliam]

unfortunately nothing ^^

[Sublime Demonz]

I was watching Teens React and they had one video where they reacted to Amanda Todd's video about her story just a month before she committed suicide, and I was reminded of how cruel people are in this world. The worst part was realizing that I had completely forgotten about Amanda Todd.

[West Coast Sheriff]

I don't look as good as I want when I stare at the filth looking back at me in the mirror

[Atlantis]

Don't know what it is but I just don't feel right.

[etfboy]

-Isolation
-Not being needed (i feel invincible with all these people)
-life itself
-failure

[rianvice]

-I think I'm mentally ill but I cannot trust anyone so I can't get diagnosed
-I'm obsessed with this girl I can never have an I have been for about 3 years now
-My parents are transphobic and homophobic (I'm genderqueer and possibly asexual/aromantic)
-I have school tomorrow and I'm overwhelmed by work
-I can't fit in anywhere or with anyone
-I can't stand seeing people who are like me because I know that they'll always be the better versions of me
-I have alters that help me cope and at this point I feel like they are the only ones I can talk to
-I just have really f-ed up thought processes and even the outcasts and weirdos consider me a freak
-I don't know where I'm going to sit for lunch tomorrow; if I'm going to eat it at all
-I'm stuck between phases of loving myself and hating myself to death (loving myself means staying at the weight I am now and hating myself means binging and starving)
-Self-harming is the only way to make me feel alive, to fill this constant numbing void but even that doesn't last long; I just want to do something reckless to feel the adrenaline pumping through my veins
-I have a lot of tense family relationships right now
-I don't think my friends are very fond of me right now
-I just want to go back in the past, back to 2012-2014
-Everything is just wrong

[CombatsAndConverse]

My friend who's been my main support system has just relapsed and she's starting to avoid me and close herself off, and I'm now once again back in that place where I'm too scared to say anything because I don't want to burden anyone.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Very few people noticed my haircut at school today

[Desuetude]

I've realised that Im legitimately losing all motivation to do the things I loved. Can't be bothered to go out and socialise, do the sports I love, even listen to fucking music. What's going on?

[Karkat]

Missing Charlie

[lliam]

A- in maths test

[PoseidonX43]

The fact i'm still not over you, when i still look at you I wish i could call you mine again....

[Abhorrence]

I hate how much I cry.

[Let Me Be a Pony]

Today's gonna be like any other day.

[Meron]

Fucking up in my physics test.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Losing my good belt last week, haven't been able to find it

[Meron]

Being ignored by my ex and receiving harsh attitude off her.
Failing mathmatics exam...

[Moriya]

Shit's falling apart online and Idk what to do anymore.

[Abhorrence]

I just want everything to end now. I don't want to be alive. Living depresses me.

[Britboo14]

Tiimmmeee isss ssllllooowwwwiiiinnnggg ddddoooooooooooowwwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

[West Coast Sheriff]

She hasn't texted me since Saturday. And it was like two texts. And the last time before that was last Monday.

[Let Me Be a Pony]

Anxious about a lot of things.

[Jinglebottom]

My dog is in critical condition.

[West Coast Sheriff]

I'm so lonely

[CharlieHorse]

it's my birthday tomorrow...

[rioo]

a friend and sex.

[Emerald Dream]

I'm spending my spring break working and half sick (as of now).

[Meron]

Knowing the fact that I need her but pretend that I don't...

[West Coast Sheriff]

Feeling fat

[Impressionist1910]

I've been seriously depressed about my ex girlfriend since she broke up with me on January 1st of this year. We had an intense, passionate, loving, intimate relationship but she broke it off with me. We had been fighting for a few months about life things and eventually, rather than work it out, she left me. That's been hard to come back from. Especially because every now and then she contacts me.

I just miss being loved by somebody, and having somebody to love.
It's a hard thing.

[Impressionist1910]

Feeling fat

I totally understand where you're coming from with that. I usually feel like I'm fat, and therefore, unwanted.
It's a struggle for sure.

[thatgothgirluknow]

ocd man it sucks grr... i hate moving around my room

[West Coast Sheriff]

Not doing anything today, it's a blizzard here

[rioo]

uploading files always failed.

[xXoblivionXx]

i'm pushing him away :/

[CharlieHorse]

I'm not going anywhere in life. Just getting older. Friends drifting away. Days blend into one. I'm tired of living a life I don't find passion in, just mild entertainment.

[DPP23]

Hello. I am a 16 year old teenager. To begin with, I am a very studious kid. 4.0 gpa currently a Sophomore in HS. I do have to do chores every day and it's eating up all of my time for school, but that is besides the point. There's certain things that my mom do that I believe is unreasonable. For instance, every time she wants a channel to be changed and her remote is right beside her, she would call me from my room which is upstairs and that is just ridiculous. I believe that's wrong, but I want to hear opinions. It just happened now and she yelled at me for speaking up. I tried to say it politely, but she just screamed her head off. I am not the type of child that has an attitude, but when there's things that I believe I shouldn't have to deal with or do, that's when I think there's a right for me to speak up for myself and change it. Criticize this, be harsh I don't care. I just need to know what to do.

[Bubblesxxx19]

Well I have svt which is a heart problem, where my pulse goes from like 90 to 180 in a matter of seconds. And I was thinking about getting a pace maker so I could go on better depression medicine because my heart medicine isn't allowing me to take good depression medicine since my others like reject it.

Plus I go to empire beauty school in lebanon and it sucks. I just want to drop out but I graduate in 19 days. It brings me down and I always feel like total shit. I don't feel like me anymore. Im just a mess and it's bringing me down so much. It's so overwhelming and I just wanna cry 24/7 like I just want to be happy. But its impossible because I'm in this shitty hole with girls nd I hate it. I we aren't allowed to do anything here. Like nothing. Like when I feel like myself I wanna look nice and pretty and do my makeup but I just don't have the energy anymore to do it or even get out of bed. I literally have to force myself to do things. I just want to lay in bed and cry all the time. I seriously hate it her . I just wanna leave. I regret this. This was a waste of my time and my life. It's bullshit. Gosh why can't it get easier? I swear it's only going to get harder.

Lif is just drama after drama after drama, this is why I had guy friends because girls are just full of it. Like geez. Seriously fuck my life. I hate being stressed all the time and upset. It hurts.

But thanks for understanding and reading my vent. Haha. :/

[CosmicNoodle]

Feel increasingly isolated and lonely, for a few months now I've cared less and less about everything

[West Coast Sheriff]

Getting overheated and a suffering a bad headache but it's better now

[Abhorrence]

I had a vivid thought of the past... of me cutting my arms. Ugh.

[NickTheStar]

The gf was busy all day.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Knowing its my last day in florida

[thehardcoreone]

My mum and I always fight. I mean always. She gets upset and angry over the smallest of things. She's grumpy 24/7 and she's so mean to me. Just minutes ago I said 'frigging' instead of the actual bad word and she took away my phone and said I'm not getting it back for days or maybe weeks. I'm writing on my tablet which I grabbed. She threatened to throw my phone down the stairs and flush it down the toilet. I'm sick of her. I have so many years to go before I get to move out. (I'm 11. I put a fake age in incase they wouldn't let me in and I just really need help.) Here's the thing, I can't get help. I asked my mum so many times to put me into care and she denied to. We've had so many physical fights. Hitting me, kicking me, banging my head against the wall. I'm sick of her bs. Of course I defend my self, being very strong for my age I retaliate. I've started self harming. But its with knives, they're not that sharp. We don't have razor blades.

I just want to say thank you for listening. Nobody does.

[Serra]

Thinking of when i got abused.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Nothing really, kind of my body image

[Dead Account]

The fact that I cannot forgive myself for things in the past I have done. I wouldn't refer to them as mistakes, because they weren't. They were intentional. I'm just not sure whether to feel ashamed or be proud of it.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Hearing that my English teacher is in the hospital

[ZACK0]

It was my Nanny's Internment today so Im feeling very low and i might be moving house and school i just feel completely fucked and want to give up

[ZACK0]

The fact that I cannot forgive myself for things in the past I have done. I wouldn't refer to them as mistakes, because they weren't. They were intentional. I'm just not sure whether to feel ashamed or be proud of it.


I know exactly how you feel its probably hard for you to believe but it's true

[Dark_Desires]

We love each other but its complicated and messed up so we can't.
We can't be together because her friends and her mum Hates me even tho
Her friends are abusive manipulative shits and make her life Hell.

People suck and its really depressing tbh.

[West Coast Sheriff]

My stomach is too big

[lemondrop]

My stomach is too big

abs are not showing?

[romes3]

I'm exhausted both mentally and physically

[Xiao.Z]

Get up for school less than 6 hour.

[Atlantis]

I'm stressed, exhausted.

[Xiao.Z]

4 day school remain for week.

[Powerade1999]

> School tomorrow, have not done homework
> Body Image
> My mum
> Life

[romes3]

I just feel sad

[West Coast Sheriff]

Nothing really, I guess be lonely

[Abhorrence]

I want to fucking die. :)

[Xiao.Z]

Unkind children at school. Again.

[Emerald Dream]

the finality of a few things in my life

[Dark_Desires]

Best Friend was sexually assaulted again by the same guy.
How can anyone do that to another Human, It makes me sick
Part me wants to burn the guy alive the other part is just sick.

I really hope this doesn't set her back and that's shes really okay.
It reminds how depressing society is...

[AGustOfWind]

Just fighting against rapids, they're coming from my past, my present, and fear of the future. I tryto be a humble person, but I'm not being humble, I'm selling myself short. I deny compliments, I tell myself I'm ugly, and that I'm fat (When I know it's a freaking lie, I nearly have defined abs... Not fat.). I'm not ugly, I'm blessed with good looks. Yet I lie to myself that I don't. And I believe these lies.


I want to rid myself of this illness, this disease, that we call depression. I'm doing everything in my power to get rid of it, I'm working out as much as possible, I'm eating more heathily. (It's obviously working, if I nearly have abs...).

But I think my ultimate problem is that I don't like emotions, I don't like feelings. They hurt, and I don't like them. So I'm in denial of my own feelings, and I don't even know how I feel.

I just know that I hurt. I'm not sure why, I just hurt.

[Melodic]

My nana and great aunt have been harassing me for three months and I finally just broke down today.