What's depressing you today?

[Adventure boy]

I'm trying to find my expensive watch my brother lost

[Hideous]

School, ugh.

[Uranus]

An argument I had with dad :(

[Magenta]

I feel so alone.

[Princess Ariel]

Leaving her arms :(

[romes3]

Tired and have no energy...:(

[maniamsmart]

Nothing really, but I know tomorrow there will be.

[Magenta]

I've probably fucked up so badly and I don't know how I'm going to repair it if I did.

[Hideous]

I hate that I can't sleep at night.

[amgb]

Thinking about what happened and thinking about why it depresses me so much.

[Karkat]

Not really getting anything accomplished today even after tons of hard work.

[Dygarde]

Honestly I live a pretty happy life but last night I heard that my dad had a heart attack on tuesday. However, my family didnt want to upset me and told me today... That was depressing by far.

[Hideous]

Plans cancelled bc of the weather.

[Tesserax]

Realised there is no meaning to life, only a single purpose:survival
Realised that even if we survive, we will eventually die out
Realised that when we die out, nothing we ever did will ever matter
Realised that all this mean, there's no point to even trying
But for some reason I still try, and everybody else does as well, despite the pointless suffering, as if we're slaves, or pieces in God's game of dice

[OrKing]

My left testicle is aching. Guess I'm having a pretty freaking good day compared to Mr. V de S.

[Abyssal Echo]

Everything :/

[Hideous]

Insecure :(

[amgb]

Realised there is no meaning to life, only a single purpose:survival
Realised that even if we survive, we will eventually die out
Realised that when we die out, nothing we ever did will ever matter
Realised that all this mean, there's no point to even trying
But for some reason I still try, and everybody else does as well, despite the pointless suffering, as if we're slaves, or pieces in God's game of dice

Very wisely worded. In fact I go through these statements in my head everyday. It depresses my entire being but it's how I see things too.

[Magenta]

I'm kind of upset that my pink hair has to go. And that it destroyed so many towels and shirts along the way. Bleh :/ That was a huge mistake but at least it's getting fixed.

[Hideous]

I've been spending so much money on beauty products :(

[Cognizant]

Suicide

[Dami]

my friend that called me a "faggot" and wont talk to me

[Croconaw]

School tomorrow

[Luminous]

the lack of decent food in the house, just junk I feel terrible eating

[Magenta]

I'm depressed over the fact I'm depressed. Wonderful.

[James Dean]

I could not find my flash drive which had all my class and homework assignments on it. Luckily I was able to find it but wasted so much time going through my room and digging through everything. :(

[thetransylvanianguy]

Being obliged to date girls in order to convince others I am 'straight', despite I am not.

[Uranus]

The fact that me and my dad keep getting into arguments

[Magenta]

I'm still depressed for no reason. I want to be left alone today.

[maniamsmart]

The song that I am currently listening to.

[amgb]

The fact that habits never fully disappear..

[Hideous]

My body structure :(

[Karkat]

That things didn't go as planned. But I'm getting over it.

[Magenta]

I still feel off and my feelings are getting in the way.

[maniamsmart]

Night didn't go as planned :(

[lonely_gay_boy]

Whats depressing me today? Well lets start with im gay and in the closet. I see all of my friends happy and in love and im just here very lonely. I want to know how it feels like to love another boy and be loved back /.\ and then My dad lives in Mexico, but I went to visit him 2 weeks ago, and he asked me if I had a girlfriend, and when I was going to give him grandchildren. And when I told him I'm single and idk about kids he told me no mas no me salgas con Que seas joto, that means just don't tell me Your gay son v.v how do you think that made me feel :'( then my mom always says I can't see how a guy can feel something for another guy or she's disgusted by them kissing hugging holding hands etc. She always makes bad comments of them on t.v. . And my aunts and uncles are Christians and they always talk bad about gays, and all my cousins make fun of gay people v.v that's why I'm so freaken depressed v.v

[Magenta]

Nothing is cheering me up today. Still stuck in the slump.

[Dutchstranger18]

The weather

[amgb]

All the uncontrollable things in life.

[Leprous]

Whats depressing me today? Well lets start with im gay and in the closet. I see all of my friends happy and in love and im just here very lonely. I want to know how it feels like to love another boy and be loved back /.\ and then My dad lives in Mexico, but I went to visit him 2 weeks ago, and he asked me if I had a girlfriend, and when I was going to give him grandchildren. And when I told him I'm single and idk about kids he told me no mas no me salgas con Que seas joto, that means just don't tell me Your gay son v.v how do you think that made me feel :'( then my mom always says I can't see how a guy can feel something for another guy or she's disgusted by them kissing hugging holding hands etc. She always makes bad comments of them on t.v. . And my aunts and uncles are Christians and they always talk bad about gays, and all my cousins make fun of gay people v.v that's why I'm so freaken depressed v.v
Being lonely is something I can relate to. Religious people hating gay people, can relate to that aswell. Don't pay attention to the happy couples man, it's best to ignore the fact they're in a relationship.

[Abyssal Echo]

Me! I'm such an idiot :/

[maniamsmart]

My sister being a bitch as always.

[Magenta]

Being lonely, spending everyday alone and doing nothing, the disgusting weather, the fact that I feel like a burden to everyone... yeah.

[Melodic]

Not feeling comfortable in my own house because my mom brought an old friend from NC.

[amgb]

The fact that I'm not appreciative enough.

[Hideous]

My body, and my own mind.

[romes3]

My friend blew up on me and my other friends, and then threw stuff at me :(

[Uranus]

A random call I missed, which is almost the same number as one of my previous gf's. It's odd because I haven't spoken to her since mid October because of her dad :/

[Magenta]

Oh look, yet another day of nothing. Alone. As usual.

[Croconaw]

Something happened today and I feel like it's my fault. It's a horrible feeling. :(

[Hideous]

School is around the corner :(

[Magenta]

I can't focus on anything I enjoy. I feel so empty again.

[amgb]

School...issues.

[maniamsmart]

Work tomorrow, lol. Still got some homework to do.

[suzzysmith2012]

The realization that life isn't getting any younger for me or my siblings.

[Magenta]

I don't think I'll be good enough to keep a job. I just... I'm not cut out for this. I'm useless.

[CharlieHorse]

i'm more alone than ever

[Hideous]

School, most likely my life, in general.

[Magenta]

My body. Everything about it is wrong. It's fat, it's not feminine enough, it's a disaster. Sometimes I think it would be better if I was a guy. I'd look okay. But I don't want to look like a guy today, I want to be a girl.

[romes3]

It's Sunday which means school tomorrow...

[Karkat]

Ehhhh, just getting a lot of anxiety about life.

[romes3]

My computer stopped working and now all of my paper that I wrote is gone. I have to start all over again :mad:

[Hideous]

Anxious about school tmr.

[amgb]

My body.

[maniamsmart]

That it's Monday.

[Emerald Dream]

That I won't allow myself to have a relationship, especially recently.

[Cognizant]

School is slowly killing me.

[maniamsmart]

School is slowly killing me.

Pff, tell me about it.

[Melodic]

My mom's best friend is still visiting.. I wish he'd leave. My mom's getting so down about him.

[Magenta]

Everything really

[romes3]

Got 5 tests this week...:(

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general

[James Dean]

One of my friends stood me up today. We were supposed to meet after class. :(

[Hideous]

School...

[Magenta]

Ugh, I'm tired and in pain and can't get excited over next week.

[amgb]

I don't know even know. I'm just depressed.

[Cognizant]

I dunno. I've just recently felt like life's pushing hard on me. I've been waking up each morning irritated and unmotivated to do anything. And the sad thing is nobody gives a damn.

[Hideous]

I would say school... but then again, my entire life tbh.

[maniamsmart]

I have to study for most of the day tomorrow.

[Melodic]

My mom is being harsh on me and my ex decided to come back around.

[amgb]

Being stuck in the house all the time.

[Magenta]

My entire fucking existence.

[Uranus]

A message I received from someone

[Magenta]

My dad is a fucking liar.

[Melodic]

My mom's down.

[amgb]

Insomnia and things being generally overwhelming.

[lowride]

Feeling inadequate because I'm not good enough for my girlfriend

[James Dean]

I didn't get much sleep last night and I don't know why. I get these times where I have insomnia so I'm getting very sad over that.

[Cognizant]

Eh, just having one of those "I'm such a fucking waste of space and resources" kind of day.....

[amgb]

Being surrounded by happy people.

[Abyssal Echo]

I don't know I'm just having one of those days that I feel like a useless waste of space

[maniamsmart]

That this world is very annoying.

[amgb]

A friendship problem.

[Magenta]

it's fucking valentine's day, I'm drunk, and I didn't remember the date until now but fuck I hate today and I hate last year's memories

[Abhorrence]

I hate this boiling rage inside of me because there is no way to release it. Everyday I feel myself getting more and more angry at absolutely nothing - I shout at people, hit things and scream just because there is no way to control it. My psychiatrist is a useless twat and nobody is helping.

[bskaoalncnfjd]

I stepped on a big piece of glass and now i cant do anything but play videogames. and i cant go to school, but i want to!

[LoganP1]

I knew a girl who I would have considered a decent friend despite the fact that she has shown some very clear signs of immaturity. The other day, she decided to add me into a random call on Skype, where she and her friends proceeded to tell me to kill myself and go on about how they were going to do deplorable things to my girlfriend in front of me for literally no reason at all. That, and humanity as a whole, has made me a bit more depressed than it should have today.

[Hideous]

I care too much, fuck.

[Uranus]

The fact that my parents are arguing

[Cognizant]

I miss my ex.

[Sordid Saint]

^ I feel that

thinking about my court date is getting me down af

[Meh Guy]

Working tomorrow... But on related, actually depressing news, my aunts dog died. And that's got me a bit down

[Hideous]

Some people.

[Meh Guy]

I really hate those days when everything is going okay, or normal, and then something just feels off. Like for almost no reason, something just feels off. Like a bad off. And I want this feeling to go away.

Also my feet hurt from work :(

[Suicune]

Friend asked me to Skype then forgot that they asked and left me hanging.

So that's a little upsetting. I was looking forward to it.

[Calliope]

Loneliness and the feeling of not being wanted.

[Dalcourt]

I feel lonely and I'm worried about things

[Dark_Desires]

Best friend problems
Scars on my wrist
Just depressed and going downhill like usual.

[CreativeUsername]

The fact that I've got too much stuff to do and not a lot of time to do it.

[amgb]

The things that I can't change.

[Cognizant]

School, as usual.

[James Dean]

I wanted to ride my bike but it's raining.

[Lottie]

new home, new school

[Deceptica]

My stepfather.. im.. sick of the shit he puts me through constantly. I just want it end.

[amgb]

School is. Sort of. And other things.

[Cognizant]

I honestly don't know.

[Dark_Desires]

I'm depressing me with screwing up so much.
I just want to crawl up into a ball and die like i should have.
Oh and my mother mite have cancer and i was horrible to her :(

[Lottie]

I feel alone

[romes3]

I'm a royal screw up.

[Cognizant]

My dog's got a tumor :(

[Abhorrence]

Lying awake at night not being able to sleep. Literally just lying there for hours and hours.

[Babs]

Loneliness, isolation, being stuck in one place.

[Emerald Dream]

I feel like I am a complete failure as a person.

[Celtics]

No one caring about me. I could die today, and not one person would care I'm gone.

[Luminous]

According to my doctor, I gained 10 lbs because of my meds. This has made me extremely depressed.

[Abyssal Echo]

Mostly me. the weather, being stuck inside

[tret123]

School and people and me not having a gf

[amgb]

The things that I choose not to change.

[Horatio Nelson]

I don't have that person. That person you can just, spill your heart out to.

[Vermilion]

knowing I've let myself down and not being able to express so people understand me

[Hideous]

School...

[Abyssal Echo]

Life.....I dunno why I keep trying

[Cognizant]

Illness

[Dark_Desires]

I made a new friend and then they left me :/
Best friend threatened to kill herself tonight then threatened to get rid of me.
Oh and a girl who likes me keeps leading me on.

Besides that i'm just fantastic not depressed or self harming at all nope no sarcasm here.

[Dalcourt]

that I'm really ill.

[Cognizant]

life.

[Living For Love]

Tha fact that no one understands me.

[Uranus]

I feel like I'm being ignored by my parents

[Abhorrence]

The fact that I like someone when I promised I would never do it again. It sounds stupid but it is really annoying and getting me down because I know everything would screw up if I tried.

[Professional Russian]

That my best friend is still depressed after her bf broke up with her. Seeing her like that kills me inside. Knowing I can't help makes it even worse.

[Cognizant]

Just life in general. Nobody understands me.

[Abyssal Echo]

I watched a bunch of videos on you tube about some really fucked up shit happening here in the U.S. sadly it makes me wish one of my suicide attempts would have been successful

[Cognizant]

School.
Expectations I can't meet.
Encountering my second ex, who's mere presence is enough to immediately kill all happiness in my mood.
I got catfished by someone I started to fall for.
My life can't be easy, basically.

[Uranus]

A phone call I had last night.

[Cognizant]

Anxiety sucks

[Hideous]

I hate people using other people and not be there when they need them.

[Abhorrence]

I keep getting headaches and urgghh they hurt my soul.

[Captain Who]

Knowing I have failed my mock exams, and probably my option subject practical exam too.

[Cognizant]

Everyone hates me.

[Dalcourt]

Everybody seems so be unfair...I dunno.

[Babs]

Sad that my friends and family don't put any effort into talking to me or spending time with me. One-sided friendships and whatnot.

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm back where I started two years ago... that makes me very anxious and disappointed

[Abyssal Echo]

I'm sad that Bridge isn't on much and now she wants to be removed as a diary owner.

[Luminous]

I feel so unwanted here.

[Abhorrence]

How fat and nah I felt at swimming earlier. And having my scars exposed.

[Nico11]

Why does everyone over react to small shit?

[xXoblivionXx]

my ACT score :( I'm not going to get into a good college

[Meh Guy]

Seems like everything is gonna go wrong

[Abyssal Echo]

I've lost another great VT friend I can see the signs that others are slipping away

[Cognizant]

Rejection sucks :)

[Abhorrence]

The fact that I cut again, the fact that I'm fat, the fact that I'm worthless, ugly, pathetic and disgusting. The fact that I ruin everything with everyone I've ever been friends with and the fact nobody cares anymore. Everything I do is seen as stupid and pathetic and nobody likes me.

[Luminous]

Everything tbh. The fact that people think I'm happy. Relationships, and being so far from the guy I love. The fact that 102 days cut free just went down the drain and I don't give a shit. I'm worthless, and stupid, and nobody wants me around, in real life or on VT.

[rachel_ballet]

Missing my ex BF!
I hate even having to call him an ex! It just makes it too real!
I want to be back with him sooo bad!

[Desuetude]

Not really making me feel 'depressed', just anxious as fuck cause its only just hit that my scars won't fade. Its been 2 years since the worst ones and they haven't disappeared in the slightest. Why I couldn't just keep to my thighs I don't know because these cuts and burns on my arm are starting to make me so self conscious and paranoid and I know I can't hide them. Just... Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. Only took you 3 years, well done dickhead.

[Chaotic Trickster]

The fact that I am a idiot.

[Plane And Simple]

Not being able to speak to who I want to.

[Emerald Dream]

Watching the way some people treat others is kind of depressing.

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm feeling low and I don't know why :/

[Dalcourt]

this shitty place I live in

[Abhorrence]

I don't know really, I just feel really empty all of the time.

[NickTheStar]

My moms gonna go to the doctor for a tumor tomorrow.

[xXoblivionXx]

i'm pathetic

[Tifany]

I feel so lonely these days, and the thought that depresses me most is that I will never have love or serious relationship in my life.

[City Kid]

I really need to go to school again. But I just can't. The mere thought of it makes me feel like I'm dying inside.

[Abyssal Echo]

One of my best VT friends posted her good bye thread.

[Tesserax]

It feels like everybody hates me, or doesn't like me, or is plotting against me or SOMETHING LIKE THAT FUCK

[City Kid]

The cuts on my forearm... Even if they're making me happy at the same time.

[WanderingHeart]

The fact that I'm completely lost and I'm trying to decide what the fuck to do.

[Professional Russian]

The fact that everyone sees me as a worthless useless lump of fat.

[WanderingHeart]

The fact that everyone sees me as a worthless useless lump of fat.

Heyy, welcome to my club :metal:

[City Kid]

That my father took my blade away. Now I'm gonna have to wait until nobody's home to get myself a new one.

[Abyssal Echo]

looking around VT and realizing I'm pretty much alone

[WanderingHeart]

I'm dying on the inside.

[The Faulted]

my mom told me that her and my dad were splitting.. i was happy, i've wanted it for so long.. but things seemed to have gotten better now, and i'm happy for them, but my dad treats us horribly..

[Let Me Be a Pony]

Someone made fun of me today. :<

[Abhorrence]

My body depresses me a lot.

[Vermilion]

The weather it's raining and family stuff

[Let Me Be a Pony]

I opened some Nutella today, the Nutella was ill, it didn't respond to the spoon, I had the Nutella out of her misery. I hate it when my food dies on me.

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm pretty sure she killed herself and I couldn't do anything to stop her :(

[WanderingHeart]

Family stuff >_>...

[Let Me Be a Pony]

Still haven't fixed my twisted sleeping cycle.

[City Kid]

That my friends seem to move on from me...

[Uranus]

Family and me constantly arguing.

[WanderingHeart]

Everything.

[Babs]

Thinking about how fucked up my family is.

[Let Me Be a Pony]

Getting a new tattoo soon, but worried about the tattoo artist asking about a few scars. Freakin volcano tattoo.
Gonna grab a beer with him and i'll tell him a war story about me getting caught by human extremists, and how they tortured me... Or I can just tell him not to ask, lol.

EDIT: Nope, plans were foiled. Tomorrow i'll try again.

[xXoblivionXx]

I just binged :( god, I'm so lost right now.. everything seems to be spiraling...

[WanderingHeart]

I can't decide whether I should hurt myself or not for fear of getting in trouble.

[The37thElement]

My whole teacher photo scandal hanging over my head. I explained it more in another post.

[Let Me Be a Pony]

A dream where someone invaded my home, just so they can steal my food.
Then he started waving a knife in front of me when I told him I'm gonna kick him out.
Then I got punched and I woke up.
Bad start for a day.