What's depressing you today?

[Cognizant]

i still feel like shit over what happened yesterday

[wonderland]

i don't fucking know, and that's making it all the more worse

[queenofcontrariety]

I am literally alone and I hate it because even in a crowded room I feel alone but when I'm truly alone I have to fight to not do anything detrimental to myself and the little bit of sanity I may or may not have.

[CrazyPerson101]

I failed my math test

[James Dean]

This whole school week was pretty bad and I know we are gonna get a big homework assignment to do over the weekend, so I'm not looking forward to that.

[wonderland]

I've eaten too much today and I'm really disgusted at myself.

[wonderland]

Once again, I've eaten so too much and I can't bare to look at my body. I'm so fucking angry and upset at myself.

[CrazyPerson101]

A dude I kinda crush didnt talk to me :/

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Everything. These thoughts are overwhelming. I can't handle this.

[CharlieHorse]

I can't have a decent relationship with my dad. He just doesn't care to open his mind.

[James Dean]

Just swamped with homework on a Sunday night. I don't like cramming last minute, but some people prefer to do that. I just get worked up sometimes, need to become more organized.

[wonderland]

I can't do anything right.

[Leprous]

My low self esteem, my ugly face, the fact nobody will ever love me, my ex, and I'm pissed at a couple of things, they don't really matter though.

[Cognizant]

I don't have money.

[RRay99]

Wondering why my dad left...

[queenofcontrariety]

I feel so damn isolated all the time. The numbness is coming back and I am terrified.

[Babs]

The inertia of things.

[Princess Ariel]

My essay - I'm so far behind in doing it and it's gonna be shitty.

[Uranus]

Memories of my former lover

[James Dean]

I just haven't been sleeping that well this week. It's really effecting how I feel at class and I feel nobody can relate. :(

[Karkat]

Oh, just the fact that I'm apparently a fat flabby appalling grease bucket. Nothing to boost the self-esteem of someone who has body image issues like calling all women her size essentially disgusting.

[Dalcourt]

That my sleeping problems get worse again.

[James Dean]

The rain, I just get depressed sometimes when it starts to rain. It effects my mood that way. :(

[Karkat]

My mom thinks it's unhealthy to want to be single my whole life and not have a huge interest in sex

Edit: I should add that this is the same woman who says it's wrong for me to have feelings for anyone, even though I'm an adult. That I need to suppress my desire for men... And also that sex is something a person should only think about in a bed with their spouse.

[Elliott_hn]

i hate sailing, and we have two mores years of it before we reach home.

[NeuroTiger]

There's something but the thing is I can't find out what...:(

[Princess Ariel]

I was looking forward to skipping class with my asshole of a teacher, but then he goes and cancels class, so now i'm at the school for 2 hours kicking around leaves till the bus leaves for medieval times.

[Uranus]

My gf is sick :(

[wonderland]

I was reminded how fucking disgusting I am.

[romes3]

Forgot to take an online quiz...

[wonderland]

Today I noticed how many scars I have. I usually try not to look at them but today I stood in front of my mirror in only my underwear and what I saw made me want to puke.
I didn't realize how bad I had got.

[Captain Canada]

I thought about cutting and I feel really guilty about thinking of it...

[Karkat]

I'm starting to feel like moving in with Charlie, and being with him in general is unrealistic. That I need to stop relying on him, because it's a waste of time.

In other news, I'm done with humans >_<

[Cognizant]

I got called off work again, which is really disappointing cause I haven't had a shift in a week and I need to save up like $2000 before the end of May >_>

[Paladino]

My fickle girlfriend, she's being unintentionally nasty & it's breaking my heart.

[Daniel13]

The fact that I have to get up early for school tomorrow is actually so dreadful..

[queenofcontrariety]

I want to cry all the time even though I'm with some really good friends

[Remora]

frustration is

[Leprous]

Combine a relapse with hyporcit parents, an extremely emotional dramatic book I'm forced to read for school, and the fact my crush will probably never like me. That's today.

[CrazyPerson101]

Today.... Is Monday :(

[Uranus]

Not a damn thing

[CrazyPerson101]

I didn't do as much school as I should've

[ksdnfkfr]

Some stuff turning to crap

[Abyssal Echo]

was a bad day...everything I touched turned to shit

[Karkat]

It's over halfway through November and my life is still shite.

[James Dean]

I get these headaches from working too hard, at school just upset from trying to impress these fake ass people that I'm trying to get to know as friends.

[romes3]

I'm exhausted, and have way too much to do this week.

[wonderland]

Guilt. It's killing me.

[Celtics]

My life. Its literally a waste, just wish someone would kill me now.

[Melodic]

I'm literally lying to my best friend and I am lying to my mom, because both of them are depressing me at the moment. I wish I could say how I really feel.

[romes3]

i have a cold and a ton of homework...:(

[wonderland]

I'm so fucking useless, all I do is fuck things up.

[Abyssal Echo]

Another day from hell :/ everything I've touched turned to shit.....would someone kill me and put me out of my misery.

[wonderland]

I have to keep all this shit to myself and it's killing me.

[Dalcourt]

my day was just bad...couldn't accomplish anything I wanted and argued within a friend about stupid things.

[James Dean]

Was supposed to go out with someone and they stood me up. I'm not really mad at them, just was looking forward to it all week for it not to happen. Bummed. :(

[omgwuut]

the past. I thoug.ht I could move on but I really couldn't

[Leprous]

Feeling like there's nothing I can do right.

[wonderland]

I feel so useless. I'm trying to make things work, to make things better - but all I'm doing is making things worse.

[Karkat]

I'm in pain :U Also, most of the sun is gone :c

[OrKing]

My little sister died this morning. I'm coping, but damn.

[Abyssal Echo]

My moms not doing good.

[CosmicNoodle]

Life, and not being able to talk to my friend because she's upset.

[Dark_Desires]

I'm just depressed and getting worse again here comes another Relapse gah.
My mum accused me of having weight issues or a eating disorder.
I made a good friend of mine cry and that just makes me feel worse.

[CharlieHorse]

i feel happy sort of, but i'm not getting any work done so i'm sure i'll stress and get depressed later.... I'm just happy because i haven't been happy in a long time like this.

[James Dean]

We wanted to go out for family christmas shopping and the car stalls out on the freeway. :(

[Hideous]

everything

I just want to die right now and close my eyes so I can be at peace

[Karkat]

Everything

[CharlieHorse]

One more week before I fail life.

[amgb]

My worries aren't helping my mood today..

[Karkat]

I don't feel good

[Zuzu]

Not being good enough to even finish my course. One of my pets died over the weekend. Being ill again doesn't help.

xxx

[Abyssal Echo]

Me, my mom isn't doing good. pretty much life in general :/

[dame]

Pretty much cut a guy I was seeing out of my life, I just kind of lost feelings for him & I didn't want to lead him on. I'm also kinda bummed because I was talking to another guy on the side (scandalous, I know) & he's going through a tough time so a relationship isn't a priority for him. It just sucks because I really like him. But whatev, I'll get over him & move on to the next one.

[Karkat]

God, everything. I'm pretty much apathetic about living or dying at this point.

[Dark_Desires]

Everything is depressing me and i'm back in a dark place again.
Almost succeeded in a suicide attempt with meds and now i have a 100
cuts or more and i just feel like a fuck up.Oh and i keep pushing people away yay me

[Cognizant]

eh, my "omg life is so happy" facade is starting to crumble again....

[Karkat]

My shriveled-up, sad excuse of a 'heart' (of the figurative variety), and the man who is currently unwittingly draining out the rest of what little juices it had left inside

[1_21Guns]

The dwindling remainder of my sanity.

[queenofcontrariety]

I just can't bring myself to move. I only want to talk to one person who happens to be to busy to talk to me. And I've just crashed, I'm honestly too helpless to even try to be a danger to myself.

[Hideous]

I feel useless lmfao < I used 'lmfao' to lighten up the feeling

[Dortmund]

The fact that I don't seem to be making as much progression as I hoped.

[Karkat]

My mom is stressed

[Cognizant]

my facade continues to diminish...

[James Dean]

Got into a fight with a friend and I'm probably never going to see them again. :(

[NeuroTiger]

I'm actually really missing someone on VT.
Cyber bro, why did you leave so quick? :( :( :(

[Dalcourt]

that someone really disappointed me today

[Hideous]

School :(

[Karkat]

Eh, just wish I could talk to Charlieboo more often

[emoindenial]

All my friends being sad

[Dark_Desires]

My friend escaped a emergency room and is on the run and its making me really worried.
Almost cried in the toilet at work so over been depressed suicidal and anxious ergh.

[Tony_777]

I really wish to stop masturbating sometimes, and watching porn, as it does make me feel kinda addicted or weird sometimes

[Karkat]

My mom and I got into a huge fight and I almost ended up bailing

[James Dean]

Made a nice dinner only for the family to complain and whine about it.

[maniamsmart]

Made a nice dinner only for the family to complain and whine about it.

Aww :( I am sorry, that must really suck...

[Karkat]

I don't feel the best, but oh well

[Plane And Simple]

Thinking I won't achieve what I most want.

[Luminous]

My whole Theater I class thinks I'm a bitch because the teacher was out and left me in charge, even though she announced to everyone I would be the stage manager and assistant director. A girl who's not in the class told me everyone in it has been complaining about me and how annoying I am (just about all of them are her friends). In the class, some of the kids broke one of the speakers and now because I was in charge I'm probably getting in trouble and I'm pissed off.
Also I'll probably have to go back to the hospital when break starts and spend all of break (including Christmas and New Years) there.

edit: Aaaand now the whole class gets detention. whippee.

[Uranus]

I was happy earlier but I'm now depressed about my gf. She's been in trouble for something she didn't do and she hasn't been allowed to have her phone.. :(

[SonOfAnarchy]

Nobody to talk.to.and.nobody to hangout with

[amgb]

Family arguments

[maniamsmart]

My whole Theater I class thinks I'm a bitch because the teacher was out and left me in charge, even though she announced to everyone I would be the stage manager and assistant director. A girl who's not in the class told me everyone in it has been complaining about me and how annoying I am (just about all of them are her friends). In the class, some of the kids broke one of the speakers and now because I was in charge I'm probably getting in trouble and I'm pissed off.
Also I'll probably have to go back to the hospital when break starts and spend all of break (including Christmas and New Years) there.

Wow that sucks :/ Sorry all that had to happen and you had to take the blame there. On the bright side I am glad you like theater like me :)

[Hideous]

School.

[maniamsmart]

School.

Meh... who doesn't get depressed by that.

[James Dean]

Stayed in the bed for most of the day, feeling a little bit ill. Didn't feel glad about that as I wasted most of the day sulking in bed.

[Karkat]

My parents will be gone for a week, and I'll miss em. This also means I'll be lonely... So lonely...

[maniamsmart]

I am cold in my room right now and have no blankets, they are in the washer :(

[Karkat]

I have feelings for THREE DIFFERENT PEOPLE

And I have no idea what to do about that

[maniamsmart]

I have feelings for THREE DIFFERENT PEOPLE

And I have no idea what to do about that

Get a piece of paper, and write down the pros and cons of all three and then think about it. This is considering you know all three of them quite.

The mornings are always depressing for me x.x

[Karkat]

Get a piece of paper, and write down the pros and cons of all three and then think about it. This is considering you know all three of them quite.

The mornings are always depressing for me x.x

The thing is I know who I ultimately want to be with...But he doesn't want me AND I'm with one of the others.

I just kinda want to cry hah

[James Dean]

Going out to do so more last minute shopping. FML, I don't want any part of this crap.

[Karkat]

I want to die. I'm done with life and everything in it

[MarsReid]

im never depressed, although i do get gloomy sometimes, it was my cousins 16th birthday and i realized that things are changing and i hate it .:(

[maniamsmart]

Found out I have work on Christmas Eve

[Babs]

My mom being somewhat manipulative.

[CosmicNoodle]

#lyf

[Karkat]

#lyf

Pretty much this

[Princess Ariel]

my manipulating family members.

[romes3]

Very tired...

[Karkat]

I'm alone

[James Dean]

Being stuck at home and not feeling motivated to go anywhere. Tired all the time.

[Tony_777]

Kind of sick.. I feel veeery tired bc of it.

[Abhorrence]

I hate the fact that the more days I spend without self-harm, the more I want it. It's suffocating me.

[Karkat]

I'm missing a lot of people

It's almost 2015 and my life's still in the crapper

[Tony_777]

I keep think of her sometimes, but she's not the right one. I need to keep my mind on the one.

[wonderland]

My mind's consumed with suicidal thoughts - all I can think about is overdosing and never dealing with this shit again.

[Karkat]

I think a more appropriate question would be what's NOT depressing me.

Most of all, I think I might have an opioid addiction.

[Horatio Nelson]

My insecurity, hurt feelings...wanting to be there, getting pushed away.

[romes3]

My friend keeps blowing up on me, and then apologizing...

[maniamsmart]

Not feeling very well.

[Tony_777]

She touched me yesterday... wow... but is it right for me to do that?

[losingNemo]

It is December, most commonly known as the "Month of Death" in my family as one family member dies every December. I'm on the edge and worried that something big will happen because no one has died yet and here it is, the 29th of December, and I just received a call from my father telling me that my grandmother is in the hospital suffering from breathing problems and she's getting a blood transfusion. The worst part is that my father is all across the states to visit her, and he doesn't have his anxiety medication for if she passes on. I have an irrational fear of airplanes and my father is going to take the plane back to California in January, close to my birthday. My boyfried is leaving for a trip in two days. This worries me even more because he's the only reason that I'm living. He makes me so happy and he's so amazingly supportive and I don't know what I'd do without him. So I'm scared and just worried and now it's depressing me because I have been crying nonstop for about an hour after my boyfriend left and we've been talking and hopefully he'll be coming over tomorrow...he doesn't know if he can. I'm afraid. He'll be coming back in January.. If something doesn't happen in December, it might happen in January....it really is depressing me.

[maniamsmart]

It is December, most commonly known as the "Month of Death" in my family as one family member dies every December. I'm on the edge and worried that something big will happen because no one has died yet and here it is, the 29th of December, and I just received a call from my father telling me that my grandmother is in the hospital suffering from breathing problems and she's getting a blood transfusion. The worst part is that my father is all across the states to visit her, and he doesn't have his anxiety medication for if she passes on. I have an irrational fear of airplanes and my father is going to take the plane back to California in January, close to my birthday. My boyfried is leaving for a trip in two days. This worries me even more because he's the only reason that I'm living. He makes me so happy and he's so amazingly supportive and I don't know what I'd do without him. So I'm scared and just worried and now it's depressing me because I have been crying nonstop for about an hour after my boyfriend left and we've been talking and hopefully he'll be coming over tomorrow...he doesn't know if he can. I'm afraid. He'll be coming back in January.. If something doesn't happen in December, it might happen in January....it really is depressing me.

I am sorry you have that fear, it can be really scary. I hope everything works out fine and you get to be happy with him.

What's depressing me today is that nothing has really made me happy.

[Tony_777]

Too much things to do... I'm felling kinda horny but my friend is not arround...
I feel a little stressed

[Cognizant]

i'm depressing me

[TheLoneWolf]

My mom...

[kartik]

Wasted time

[JoeDangit]

People keep playing ratchet music in my car.

[Thunderstorm]

Thinking about my coming out situation.

[Cognizant]

Honestly, the more I read into/think about Leelah Alcorn the closer I come to crying.

[James Dean]

Feels like I'm catching a little cold. Not liking it, just drink some tea and I'll be fine I'm sure.

[Karkat]

That I've been so terrible to Charlie

[Abyssal Echo]

Me...I should know better by now not to get too attached to online friends. it sucks that another ones gone and I didn't get to say good bye.

[Melodic]

I pretty much was alone the entire winter break and it got me upset..

[Willy_Nilly]

My body

[Cognizant]

My face and hair look horrendous today :(

[James Dean]

Cat got hurt and we took him to the vet.

[maniamsmart]

Not sure, feeling kinda sad though.

[Cognizant]

I dont wanna go to work :(

[Sardonical]

I'm kind of annoyed that my best friend is too busy with his gf like all the time and now I'm completely irrelevant. Eh.

[twirlgurl]

Im just lonely is all, and that makes me grumpy, and that makes me irritable. And then i have to have chocolate - but there isnt any. :(

[Magenta]

My grandfather just died.

[Princess Ariel]

A stupid little selfish and manipulative asshole talking shit about me on tumblr.

[Cognizant]

I'm lonely and just been.....thinking.
Usually not a good combination for me :\

[Magenta]

I feel like I'm making a mistake, no matter what university/college programs I look at. I don't know what I want to do. I feel like I'm never going to achieve what I want to and I don't know what I'm supposed to do. UGH.

[Princess Ariel]

I shouldn't be this nervous. Why am I so nervous? I have no idea. It's scary and a new feeling. Is this what its supposed to feel like? Butterflies in your stomach everytime your girlfriend is coming over i have no idea. I'm sick too.

[Cognizant]

I don't think she intended it, but my therapist made me feel guilty about not really wanting to go to this group therapy for LGBT teens, and made me feel guilty for not wanting to tell my dad the severity of the situation with my sister.
Maybe it's just her therapy style?? I'm scared that if I tell her I don't want to do it and that's final that she'd be disappointed in me or something :(

[BrokenGxrl]

Bullies. I cut now. Every fucking day. And i can't stop

[Magenta]

I don't think she intended it, but my therapist made me feel guilty about not really wanting to go to this group therapy for LGBT teens, and made me feel guilty for not wanting to tell my dad the severity of the situation with my sister.
Maybe it's just her therapy style?? I'm scared that if I tell her I don't want to do it and that's final that she'd be disappointed in me or something :(

Group therapy isn't for everyone. My doctor tried to push me to go a few times and after I kept saying no, she finally agreed and let the matter rest. Just make it clear you don't want to. Maybe you'll be ready later.

And blah, I'm worried I'm not going to get a job. It's been awhile since I've done an interview.

[Cognizant]

Group therapy isn't for everyone. My doctor tried to push me to go a few times and after I kept saying no, she finally agreed and let the matter rest. Just make it clear you don't want to. Maybe you'll be ready later.

And blah, I'm worried I'm not going to get a job. It's been awhile since I've done an interview.

yeah. I mean I'm fine with group therapy, and I've done it in the past, but my past experience with this particular group has been overwhelmingly negative or neutral/not exactly interesting. I tried explaining that to her but she gave the typical "well why let one experience ruin the whole thing" yadda yadda yadda but yeah, I don't feel like going.

[Princess Ariel]

Everything. It hasn't been my day whatsoever.

[amgb]

Im going back to school soon and stupidly being very depressed about it..

[Hideous]

Just school in general.

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general :/

[Cognizant]

http://media.giphy.com/media/yWUJuRHZ5EpAQ/giphy.gif

No desire to go to school or work tomorrow.

[amgb]

Just figured I'm not going back to school, and again I'm stupidly being depressed about that. Pretty much never satisfied with anything, which is a really bad thing :/

[Emiil]

I have a chemistry test on Thursday and, as always, I get super anxious and depressed so I can't study. Past few days I've just been lying in bed when I actually should be studying.

[gothy]

1. im single
2. Every one seems to be not single
3. im getting older and therefore may always be single
4. i want to die but
5. got in a fight with my friend
6. im scared to go to University
7. im fucking tired
8. i hate my life
9. i feel bad for being depressed because i know there are tons of people who have it worse than me and would love to have what little problems (in comparison) that i have
10. I still want to die

[Ivander]

Alg.Trigonometry 2 Regents homework + Chemistry hw. :p

[Cognizant]

He didn't use me, but I feel like I was let down again.
I'm honestly starting to believe that there's *nobody* out there for me. Not a single one.

[Tendencies]

Today, it seems to be the fact that the school dance is coming up where the girls ask the guys and all of my friends seem to be getting asked and i'm still alone. It really showed how lonely I can really be and how alone you can be in life. Hopefully it will get better.

[James Dean]

Having to do these class projects and assignments that I don't feel like doing. Got into a fight with a classmate. Ugh. :(

[Magenta]

She's probably going to end up dating someone else. And I'm encouraging it because I don't want to be that stupid friend who ruins our friendship with a dumb crush.

[Uranus]

Schoolwork :(

[Bull]

Another day of sub freezing weather! Sick of it.

[Lottie]

Everything!

[Magenta]

Just the lack of education some people have to deal with. It's disappointing.

Also, my mood is still in a slump even though I'm slowly coming out of it.

[maniamsmart]

Not really sure, feel sad though.

[Emiil]

don't know why but I'm feeling more sad than usual

[Thunderstorm]

My sexuality. Why was I even born.

[Unknwn]

That it's January and it has barely snowed in Chicago. It doesn't feel like Winter since usually at this time it's super cold out but it actually feels like it's March! Then there are people who are like "I love that the snow is melting! I hate the cold." but that just makes want to tell them that it's Winter which means that most of the Midwestern states of the U.S. are suppose to get snow, and not having snow is probably a sign that something is not right. But I don't tell them because they're probably just going to stay with their original thought >_<
I guess I'm just depressed that this Winter wasn't like any of the Winter's I've had before D:

[CharlieHorse]

I'm becoming anti-social or introverted.

depressed

[amgb]

Just about everything.

[Magenta]

my fanmix ruined itself and it's a stupid thing to get depressed about but everything is fucking with me today

[James Dean]

Had a stomach ache this morning that wouldn't go away. Food poisoning or something. :(

[tasminsmith]

my head of year is a lil bitch who wants to kick me out

[Magenta]

My skin is bugging me and I can't stop touching my face.

[maniamsmart]

Meh little things that shouldn't really be.

[Abyssal Echo]

Me... over thinking shit again :/

[Hideous]

School.

[Horatio Nelson]

That I can't go see her. Ugh.

[Emerald Dream]

Knowing the fact, that if you realized it was me - you'd be horribly disappointed.

[Magenta]

How utterly pathetic I am.

[saoirse]

Am I the only one that feels really depressed when I'm about to go to sleep? I dunno, there's something really sad about leaving yet another day behind. Another things that depresses me; getting out of an awesome movie and being sucked back into my own life. Today specifically I have a lot of assignments to work on and I keep thinking about how I'll never finish them in time .....

[Magenta]

I can't get back to sleep and I've just been so sleep-deprived lately.

[maniamsmart]

I missed my first class :/

[amgb]

The nagging thought of how I just might not be able to do what I had wanted to do, which basically means running away instead of standing my ground

[Karkat]

I still have so much more to go before I can really get my life back on track

I have to sleep alone every night

I miss Toby

I miss Charlie

[Magenta]

Guess who didn't sleep and has a job interview in three hours? Yeah, me...

[maniamsmart]

Homework, lol.