What's depressing you today?

[AppealToReason]

The pill bottles.
I know taking them would be the easy way out, but it's soooo hard not to.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Flashbacks, self hate, unjustified guilt, unjustified rage, anxiety, paranoia, you know, the usual :/

This, essentially... though maybe minus paranoia, and plus lethargy.

[Smartypants]

My math test for tomorrow, and the fact that Summer's endiinng!

[Calex]

I'm starting to lose friends again, my ulcer is back, calaculus is hard but its too late to switch out, and people are yet again picking on me cause of the way I act and look

[Bath]

Just been a shitty day, and I can't sleep, so it's going to be a shitty night.

[Iris]

I'm overwhelmed. Can't keep track of everything. So much to do, so little time. I need time. It runs away so quickly.

[Jupiter]

pulled out of the election :/

[Dimitri]

My best friend just ded and I responded as the first on scene and my other best friends mom just passed from cancer yesterday.

[Magenta]

My phobias, my synesthesia, my mental illness, my secrets, my eating disorder... they all make me a freak.

[AppealToReason]

The bottle got to m,e
Ooops.

[Matt_is_Awesome]

Having a REALLY GOOD LIFE xD

[Dimitri]

The bottle got to m,e
Ooops.
Happens to me often.

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

My results.

[LivierGleek]

right now, bad weather :/

[anonymous53]

I can't be in her arms as much as I want to be..

[AppealToReason]

Family and pills.
Meh.

[prob1996]

I realize I am unable to be the friend that someone deserves. Feeling like I've failed him and myself.

[CyanideGoodnight]

The fact he can look at all she's done to me, and how she treats me, and STILL want to be her friend.

I mean, he hates the fact she does it, but dosn't want to "Get in the middle" Which is understandable, but I treat him better then she ever did... Her mom uses him and she flips off on him if he says something slightly the wrong way... ugh.

[Magenta]

She was in my dream. She screamed at me and cried. I yelled at her and called her an ungrateful, evil bitch. I woke up shaking and crying.

[Maxxie]

I feel so alone.

And he's not even remotely gay.

[Tristin.]

compleate confusion.

and so what if im "in self destruct mode" nobody cared in the past

[Jecko8675]

tht my best friend just comitted suiside for bullying :( R.I.P. Forrest McKnight

[Cybercode]

tht my best friend just comitted suiside for bullying :( R.I.P. Forrest McKnight

sorry for your loss man. people these days can be so mean and harsh. your friend did not deserve it.

[prob1996]

Brother leaving for college today. :( Very happy for him but it is depressing me cause it is leaving me alone at home.

[Amaryllis]

I want to be anorexic again but I'm too scared to. I want to be skinny but I don't want to be miserable. I don't know what to do. I'm scared.

[Love.Hate]

I was stung by a wasp and now I'm craving more pain.

[Ambrosia]

That everything is falling apart. My aunt is dying, my family is fighting, and I have to begin my college stuff next week. There's no way to get any of this shit in.

[AppealToReason]

Tolerance.

[bestintheworld]

well my gf broke up with me...................so thats a horrible depression. second time she broke my heart..........gonna just stay in my room in my bed for a long long time I think......

[Lethe]

That I'm fat and ugly and disgusting and I wish I would die in any way possible, no matter how. Fucking kill me.

[Magenta]

People and how they're so oblivious to the rest of the world.

[CyanideGoodnight]

I don't know who I can trust anymore... Everyone seems to just dissapear right when I need them most.

[PoseidonX43]

that my x bf started shit, drama hee made between me and my friends, and said something to make me hurt myself, and the bottel got to me.... its been a horable nite....

[prob1996]

that my x bf started shit, drama hee made between me and my friends, and said something to make me hurt myself, and the bottel got to me.... its been a horable nite....



^^^Hey you know how to reach me if you need to vent buddy!!!!^^^

[AppealToReason]

Hmm...the fact that the amount of pills needed to feel the same effect is rising.
Oh, tolerance...can be so cruel...
Plus, I feel really paranoid today. More than usual.

[PoseidonX43]

.....

[Love.Hate]

The fact I have to continue to pretend I'm fine. Only the online world truly knows me.

[Magenta]

Knowing my luck, I might see him tomorrow. If I do... I don't want to think about it.

[PoseidonX43]

that im having REM dreams bad ones, this time i woke up screcming :(.....

[sarah14]

life just always gets worse... i try to be nice i try to do eveything rigth i try my hardest and nothing ever seams to make life better.... even if im not mean to her me hits me when i walk by her... even if i dont talk to her se yells at me... even if i havnt done it i get blamed for everything... it seams as though everyones mistakes end up being my fult... when will anyone ever notice im not at "bad" as you thing.... someone listento me and my side for a chance!!!!
:(

[xdancing_for_rainx]

I have a doctor's appointment in about half an hour. I'm so nervous about it. What if they ask about my scars? Or comment on my weight? What if they ask if I've cut again recently if they find out about my SI, or have me show them to "prove" I haven't cut (which I have)? I wish I knew what to expect from this...

[Calex]

The doctor just told me that my ulcer is back, I keep on seeing my ex-best friend every where sigh...

[Fushigi]

my marketing assignment!! i dont wanna fail on this one :(

[PoseidonX43]

why am i crying over him, why.....

[Skyhawk]

I look in the mirror and I see filth. Filth and fat.

Imagine every morning you look in the mirror and see that.

Explanatory.

[sarah14]

the fack that everywhere i turn someones watching me ... creepy !!!!!!!!!!!

[AILWARD]

Depression is not good health, Especially for hair it is nowadays cause for a young youth hair fall so please be try to happy depression also effect on your health badly.

[Magenta]

I'm not anorexic...

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Simple- I want to tear myself to shreds.

Need an explination?

[xDarkAngelx]

Just feel so alone. Hate myself everyday. How can it end? Suicide? Also starting next wednesday is starting to get to me(Driving Test), what's the point? I'll only fail.

[Magenta]

Thinking about going back to school... and how I'll be an outsider there just like everywhere else.

[Love.Hate]

My on and off headache and people.

[Lethe]

Sigh...my weight. I hate my fat rolls and my lack of breasts. It's hard to be positive right now :(.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Sometimes I wish he'd just admit he doesn't want to talk to me anymore, and get it overwith.

[NobodysCupOf Tea]

Unrequited love....

Oh, and everything about my looks.

[Hatsune Miku]

The first girl I've ever kissed, ever made out with, even cuddled with, ever hugged, ever did anything sexual with broke up with me, and I didn't do anything wrong at all.

Awesome. :/

[LifeisLife]

I was GOING to go to town with someone, and I was really looking forward to it, but then it rained and our plans went down the drain. :(

[CyanideGoodnight]

I think I quite possibly fucked everything up with someone I really like. Again...

I found my talent in life is getting into fucked up situations with no escape, and this just fucking proves it...

[BOBBY HILL]

People being depressed over dumb self-indulgent things is making me pretty depressed.

[Iris]

Everything is wrong, everything is out of balance. There's no harmony. I wish I could rip everything up, and start over. Damn this is gonna take all night. I don't know if I can do it. I have too, though. I need a new start. I need some peace.

[Cybercode]

ohh a couple of things.

1. I've done some stuff lately that I promised in the name of the Lord (sorry I'm religious. I'll take it down if it offends anybody) and I'm pretty much pleading for forgiveness.

2. A had a chance to talk to the girl I like, a little introduction thing in spanish where people had to find partners, and me and her were the only two left, and i wussed out and decided to do a three way into with a friend and his partner, leaving her completely alone.

Both of which i am just...I want to hurt myself over those two stuff. but (WARNING: Religious rant approaching) I just need to get on my knee's and ask God for help. with both issues, i need forgivenss from him and i need him to guide me through the girl issue. i need him to guide me to her, and her to me. i want the communication between me and her to be clear, and i need to stop being a wuss and talk to her.

(End religious rant)

[PoseidonX43]

x bf is like being an ass hole. trying to boss me around...

[CyanideGoodnight]

I. Want. A. Fucking. Escape.

[Tristin.]

lonleyness

[Nameless]

Girlfriend broke up with me..never did anything wrong

[screamtobeheard]

I'm a freak and a bitch and I feel like a whore even though I'm not. And I cut for the first time in a long while and I ate "normally" today and ugh.

[Love.Hate]

The weather, and the fact i need to go see my grandparents.. who arent going to be as impressed with my results as i was. -__-

[Efflorescence]

Hi....I'm a new member..........Well, I' ve been feeling depressed for quite a while and what makes me feel so depressed is the injustice and unfairness of this world. I can't come to terms with the fact that people, most of all innocent children suffer because of divorce, evil parents or stepparents (I know it's silly but that is what I've been feeling), poverty, disease.....it just makes me feel hurt and miserable,,,,,,,and i can do nothing to change it!!!!!!!!!!!

[xdancing_for_rainx]

My mother making my sister call my dad and I for her. It's unfair to my sister, and my dad and I don't necessairly want to talk to her anyway. *sighs* Just wish she would try to understand.

[the_chef_of_your_lif]

my boyfriend and I had sex while we were 'watching' his little brother. Afterwards he paid attention to me, like a good boyfriend does. I hadn't eaten all day so he told me i needed to eat when I got home. I did, then I texted him. All I said was 'hey' and got back a 'hey i'll text you later k love you lol'. I know its probably not true but i feel like he just wants to use me even though he didn't push me to have sex with him, and he's probably at our friend's house because our friend's grandma is dying. but now i dont know if he's smoking or drunk or whatever because that's what my mind goes to first since i've had bad experience with trying to talk to him while he was drunk or high.

Also I'm home.. The thought of being home, and then actually being home makes me just break down crying. I wish I didn't have to live here.

[Magenta]

I should have commit suicide while I had the nerve and the urge. It would have saved me the feelings of regret because I'm still living.

[OptimusPrime]

Having no one comment on any of my Facebook statuses.

[PoseidonX43]

my bf broke up with me, for my x bf, wow what a fucking night.... why dont i end my pain now....

[xDarkAngelx]

Feeling so alone. What's the point? and being a coward? to not end it.

[Love.Hate]

People being bitches to me for no reason.

[Bath]

I miss Spencer.
What else is new.

[LittlePaperStars]

The fact that I have to go see a therapist and I'm really nervous.
Also, the fact that I can't write in my journal without mom reading it and freaking about every little detail.
School's starting soon.
I feel isolated. I can't escape, and I feel like I cant breathe.

[Love.Hate]

Mum keeps nagging me about my arm, and forcing me to put this shitty cream on infront of her :(

[AppealToReason]

Sorry to hear that. Stay strong, Fran.


Depressing me...the fact that I've pretty much started doing everything again. The smoking, the cutting, the purging, the pills.

[Amaryllis]

@Michael
You don't have to act strong all the time, angel.

I'm fat and ugly.

[screamtobeheard]

Hurricane aftermath.

[Mehloljk]

*Sigh* School Suck, have to go back tommorrow -_- already the first to weeks an i already got ISS -_-

[Bath]

I'm just sad, bored, and anxious about everything. I'm stuck. Meeting Spencer gave me the best feeling of my life, and now I feel lost without him next to me and I have to deal with this until December, at the earliest. Everything seems boring now. Things I used to find fun.

I can't fully feel anything. I'm not necessarily miserable, just bleak.

[Lethe]

Being fat, ugly, unattractive, worthless, stupid and a worthless pile of filth.

[Suicune]

Lying to myself again.
Making empty promises to myself. Again.

[the_chef_of_your_lif]

that i can't even be dropped off at home by my bf's parents without starting to cry. I hate being home. My dad is always putting me down, never doing anything around the house and every time i rant about how much an asshole he is my mom always defends him or tells me to shut up.

[oceandude33a]

this hurricane that just hit and being tied up at work helping people and a whole lot actually

[screamtobeheard]

We've had no power for 22 hours. My bf's phone is dead and everything is dark and my iPod will probably die soon. I can't handle that.

[Love.Hate]

It's 3.40 am and my mind is going wild, thinking all these awful things. I can't sleep.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Looking back on some old pictures... realizing what I looked like several pounds ago -_-

[CyanideGoodnight]

I can't help it, but I can't stop thinking about my ex. What he did to me, that is. I'm completly over him, but not what he did, and how he ruined me...

It's really bringing me down but a really amazing guy is bringing me back up... but that's for the "what cheered you up" thread :p

[IcarusLives]

Same thing that's always depressing me, still not feeling anything, still feel sort of foggy I guess, still anxious about everything because of it, feel sort of de-realized, and I still have no idea what this is from or if I'll ever fix it.

[Love.Hate]

He isnt online to cheer me up.. and i feel so alone right now.

[xDarkAngelx]

Depressed, feeling so numb and being I suppose too much of a coward to end it all.

[Iris]

I'm depressed about always being depressed. Like whatever happens to me, even if I'm having a good day, I always end up depressed and lonely. Always. It's really starting to get to me. What's the point of trying if I just end up feeling like shit anyway.

[CyanideGoodnight]

I can't talk to him right now and I despratly need to...

[Calex]

My ulcer is back :/

[LittlePaperStars]

My scars are fading...

[CyanideGoodnight]

I don't know... I'm just generally depressed. I'm so numb... So fucking numb... you could tell me anything right now and I probably wouldn't feel a thing...

Thinking optimistically though, at least this means I can't feel anger... which means I won't cut... so that's good I guess...

[xDarkAngelx]

Feeling so numb right now.

[Magenta]

Scared to finally be going back to school and even while thinking of my friends, I feel lonlier than ever.

I also can't trust my mother with anything important to me. I could tell her but I fear her reaction too much to go through with it. I don't think I can tell her... And I'll be hated for it. I'm a coward. This is all I think about now.

[Bath]

I'm just in a really bad mood.

[AppealToReason]

I really needed a drug of some type in school today.
I almost broke in front of everyone, almost ruined everything.
Dammit, I'm getting weak.

[Skyhawk]

I have orientation tomorrow...that means I have to —gulp— socialize.

I really can't act happy like I used to.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

My procedure is on Friday... and tomorrow is all preparation for it. So nervous and unsettled by all this. Why did I have to tell my dad about it...

[AppealToReason]

I really need to go to the dentist but no one will take me.
I'm tired of begging...

[Efflorescence]

I feel like I'm consumed by hatred and regret......the song 'Frozen' by Madonna describes me perfectly.

I am capable of feeling love but even then, my love is poor, conditional....TAINTED with streaks of hatred..........it's hard on me and on others.....

[Bath]

Spencer went out with his friend for his birthday and I fell asleep early. I woke up to text messages and missed calls. I hate it when this happens, I absolutely hate it, it just ruins my whole day UNTIL he wakes up and we text again.

But I'm 3 hours ahead, so it takes some time.

He usually wakes up at my noon, his 9am. Somewhere around there. So I have around 7 more hours to go.

I just really want to talk to him and really wish I didn't fall asleep at fucking 9:30pm last night.

[CyanideGoodnight]

School tomorrow. I'm so fucking terrified. I don't want to see Cassandra. Not after what happened with Chloe.

When did my life become a horrible soap opera?

[ShadowGirl]

Preps are so mean to me because I don't fit in

[the_chef_of_your_lif]

i know its trivial but i only will get to see robert on the weekends from now on. He's going to college for the early college program and i'm stuck at school for the career center. he's cheated on me before and i'm scared he's gonna do it again. I'm also scared that shit is gonna get made up about me with my guy friends and it's gonna get to him and he's gonna believe it or get mad at who made it up

[AppealToReason]

Family is moving back in for a few weeks. I can't take it, I tired so hard to help them and now I just want them away from me for good.
Also been thinking about my past a lot. Can't believe how stupid I was when I was younger. Was always taught to never open the door, so why the hell did I open it twice? Completely stupid.
God, I know I need to stop everything, but it's too hard to right now. I know I can beat everything in time, but not now...

[Magenta]

I'm trying to convince a person why they should continue living through hollow words. I feel so useless. People say they'll miss me 'cause I help others... what about when I can't even do that anymore? There's nothing else good about me. I'll have nothing then. I live for other people now... not myself... when there's no one else, what's the point?

[smithy94]

She's left me, im so isolated, ive cut already, resorted to alcohol and my first smoke tonight just to resist it, i just want to give up, and stop dissapointing people :/

[Magenta]

I'm in so much pain and it's all my fault. It's a never-ending cycle yet I don't feel guilty. Just bad.

[the_chef_of_your_lif]

it feels like all he wants to do is fool around and have sex anymore. Cuddles are still there but now he's begging me tonight for when i spend the night tomorrow.. i dont want to tell him because he'll say fuck it no more sex or foreplay. But i was looking forward to just the bon-fire and watching WALL-E

[Magenta]

She said she couldn't come... I guess she's busy... everyone's always busy...

I also looked in the mirror and nearly cried.

[Marc5]

nothin. it's summer, it's friday and my friends are comin by to get me. closest thing to be depressed about it school starting somewhat soon, but even that's not too bad.

[Brokeandbetrayed]

I once pulled a knife on my bro by holding it like a foot away from him with No intentions to harm him. The guilt is killing me.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Spending the majority of the day at a hospital that couldn't function, and yes, having people comment/question my scars and whatnot. Then just feeling down in general. Don't know why.

[Marc5]

this question is a little depressing. my friends are late. It's pretty warm out. the pool might be too warm tonight. I'm pretty sure it will be actually. and today, the lake was a little crowded for jetskiing. what else....

i can't figure my family out, but that's not fair because that's every day .

[Lethe]

My fucking ugly face and body. Why am I alive again?

[Belton21]

We buried my grandmother today...

[music is my soul]

I just found out my soon to be gf was making out with my new best friend for 3 hours straight last night.

[Magenta]

Questioning things I thought I'd never question.

[lilj231]

I'm still madly in love with my ex. But,she doesn't know that.

[IcarusLives]

Same feelings I've been writing about on these boards that aren't changing at all as per usual.

Now to add to all that my girlfriend's seemingly getting incredibly distant for whatever reason, not sure what exactly is up with that, but hopefully we'll be able to work it out...

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Overthinking nearly everything. I feel terrible about myself.

[Magenta]

Friends are making plans for after the first day of school without me. I figured that the day would be almost like a reunion and we'd hang out after but I'm not invited...

And feeling almost sick from wanting to cut.

[IcarusLives]

I don't want to post this somewhere where it's too visible to the general public, but...

I've been up until about three a.m contemplating legitimately killing myself tonight for all that's been going on recently and in the past... I've been near suicidal for months but still pressing on, never came as close to actually going through with it as I would've tonight... I have everything I need right here, I could just as easily do it, I can barely see a reason not to... But I'm gonna keep going regardless just in the hope that things will change... I know no one can say what tomorrow will bring, but that's all that keeps me going now it seems... That tiny bit of hope...

Now the problem is I'm having the urge to cut again, I haven't cut in literally I guess a year and a half now, don't want to break the cycle but this is fucking ridiculous... Generally somehow my resolve wins out in the end, I'm sure it will again anyway... Somehow... Just feel horrible right now... Can't sleep either, too pre-occupied with everything...

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Name something that isn't depressing me, and that's an accomplishment.

[Weeping]

Nothing and everything. ._.

[Love.Hate]

People trying to bring me down I guess. Well actually today I'm depressing myself by being myself.

[Magenta]

I'm alive, school is tomorrow and I'm scared to face my best friend who talked me out of it last night...

[CyanideGoodnight]

It's not depressing me, just making my anxiety go up... but my ex boyfriend's girlfriend who is ALSO my ex best friend's best friend is now comming to my school...

There is so much potential drama in this situation it's not funny...

And I promised myself I'd have a nice, quiet DRAMA FREE year...

Looks like that just flew out of the fucking window... or is about to... or could... or probably will soon... god I hope it dosn't... I REALLY hope it dosn't...

[Vonn]

The possibility of glaucoma.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Life.
Then reaching a new low in my weight, which is bittersweet. I want to lose weight, but where I'm at now... it's not healthy >.< 95.6...

[screamtobeheard]

I'm confused and I'm scared. And I post on this thread a lot.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

I'm such a failure >.< I hate myself so much right now...

[IcarusLives]

Everything, same as most always...

[Jimmy Page]

My texts depress me,why cant i write something that doesn't make me wanna kill myself??!!

[xdancing_for_rainx]

I'm just digging myself into a deeper hole...

[Love.Hate]

Food. And peoples general happiness.

[SinisterMystery]

I have to go to school today. It's a big trigger. I'm numb and it kills me.

[CryWolf]

My mom wont forgive me. She hates me.

[xDarkAngelx]

Feeling so numb, and so alone. Probably because I am alone.

[Vonn]

The history workload on the first day. I don't know if I'm going to make it.

[Scooby Dooby Drew]

Myself being an idiot again.

[Aubrie]

I haven't heard from him since before he went camping on Saturday. It's kind of worrying me, but he probably just got his phone taken away. I miss him horribly.

Also I know our "relationship" is unrealistic because of the distance. He says he'll move here, but I don't know. I can't ask him to do that for me. We're both young, and young love rarely lasts. Love in general rarely lasts.

[Skyhawk]

Think of a gun, and think of that trigger. Picture school being that trigger.

I don't want to go back.

[Aubrie]

I had to miss school today because I puked last night. I'm worried that I'm going to be way behind in government and then in my college classes. Ugh.

[square]

Scared to finally be going back to school and even while thinking of my friends, I feel lonlier than ever.

I also can't trust my mother with anything important to me. I could tell her but I fear her reaction too much to go through with it. I don't think I can tell her... And I'll be hated for it. I'm a coward. This is all I think about now.

Scared to finally be going back to school , same for me + I had fight with my mother and since about 2 days ago i went to mall for school shopping i hate that ahhh anyway we'll be back soon

[xDarkAngelx]

Bad day at work, feeling so useless and worthless. Suicide thoughts have been quite strong this week...

[CyanideGoodnight]

My friends... all of them... are going distant on me... for her...

Does no one care how I feel about her? How awkward her existance makes my life? Anything else about this horribly fucked up situation?

I just feel so fucking worthless and down and horrible...

Eh... oh well, time to break out the nutella and horror movies and hope they make me feel better.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Maybe not so much depressing as stressful and down-letting... but, school, today. I'm kinda dreading going back >.< Trying to keep in mind it was only the first day...

[Aelfwyn]

I am so tired of lying to myself that I am normal. Really, I am never going to be a fully functioning member of society. Normal is no longer within my reach.

[prob1996]

I may have unintentionly broken someone's heart today and I feel completely awful about it :(:(:(:(

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Just, in general... really not doing so great...

[prob1996]

I hurt someone very dear to me and I wish I could take away any pain I caused

[CryWolf]

Disconnected thinking.

[Love.Hate]

Food :(

And just being myself. its depressing.

[music is my soul]

I need to ask this girl out in person but i never see but i txt her all the time. Nd the stress of school on top of the stress at home is just gettig to me.

[Magenta]

I wish I could be pretty.
I wish I felt like any of my friendships were real.

[PoseidonX43]

well im back again broken, wondering who the hell care's about me :(

[MissDisney_x]

Feeling lonely :(

[SinisterMystery]

The fact that I really want to eat but I really don't want to.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Unpleasant thoughts and memories. Kinda triggered to harm at the moment.

[Lethe]

Being the ugliest, fattest fuck at school, being single, being alive. What else is there?

[PoseidonX43]

waking up to drama, fights, sucidel friends, is not good at all :(

[Love.Hate]

Being knocked down by horrible comments.

[Tristin.]

having to live up to yet more expectations

[IcarusLives]

I've never gotten legitimately bullied until yesterday... I pretty much have nothing in the way of self-worth left...

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Grocery shopping, talking, general feeling of misery and depression. *sighs*

[the_chef_of_your_lif]

that there's this cat that is dying and my dad wants it while i hope my grandpa is going to go to the shelter or pound and have her put to sleep because i want my boyfriend's cat that is going to be caught and put in the pound and killed for sure.

[PoseidonX43]

ah i feel like shit(sick) not helping me being depressed..

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Not up for school today. Why is life so difficult >.<

[Jimmy Page]

I caught one of my best friends ever cutting today
My mom wasnt home,found a note saying "i need some time alone,im sorry"

[Magenta]

I lied about eating to a friend, I'm just too upset to eat anyway. I lied about being upset to someone else. I just want everything to go away and stop building up to the point I just can't handle it. Probably just going to spend lunch by myself tomorrow. Don't want to sit with anyone else, it hurts too much.

[Bath]

Myself. Not really anything specific.. just myself. My life. I've been having writers block so my poetry's been suffering. I have no where to go, nobody to talk to, nothing to look forward to.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Feel disgusting. Both physically and mentally. Not motivated to do much of anything. I miss the days when I had the illusion that everything was ok :(

[PoseidonX43]

its gotten worse, whats the point....

[Bath]

I hate myself.

[xDarkAngelx]

Just tired of everything. Life.

[Kiss]

I feel disgusting, i wanna throw up and then drink loads of water.
Also I'm fucking tired.

[anonymous53]

No one is talking to me.. I'm alone.

[Skyhawk]

I ate school lunch today, estimated at roughly 450 calories, I looked in the mirror after eating and I look like I gained like 10 lbs.

._. -sigh-

[Amaryllis]

I'm so ugly.

[ackmedsgirl666]

the fact that i gave up on the love of my life for a complete asshole, the love of my life is my bestfriend and i will do anything to get him back..

[Love.Hate]

The state of body.

[Amaryllis]

I was really looking forward to the first person to the first friend of mine to come over to my house. But she can't come.

[Fushigi]

school....

[xXl0sth0peXx]

My life in general..

[LifeisLife]

i just cut for the first time in a little over a month. :(

[Efflorescence]

Whatever I do is wrong...I cannot get anything right.
When I'm supposed to go right, I go left......
When I'm supposed to make friends, I make enemies......
When I'm supposed to be happy and enjoying life, I'm consumed by apathy, hatred....
I don't know what to do any longer.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

food

[MalditoDia]

the ladies at the library.

[Magenta]

I'm tired of being abandoned, brushed aside, felt like I'm unwanted. I can disappear and no one will care.

[Carlyle]

Never being enough or being good enough for anybody..

The guy I like.. Told him how I felt, he laughed at me and called me a homo. told all his friends and my whole school knows. Now, I get laughed at all the time and someone even spray painted "fag" on my school locker... I just wanna die.

[ShadowGirl]

My scars are fading and I don't want them to, but at the same time I'm so ashamed of them.

[Suicune]

People invited me to sit with them today and the other people there simply ignored the fact that I existed.