What's depressing you today?

[Magenta]

I just don't feel like me anymore.

[mrpieface2]

This kid that's stalking me is literary scaring me. I'm scared and upset right now

[Melodic]

I haven't heard anything from everyone back home. It's kind of upsetting.

[Croconaw]

I'm sick

[Karkat]

That it's Tuesday :P

[xXoblivionXx]

people just keep reminding me how messed up I am.. i know, i already know, and it drives me crazy

[Hideous]

I'm sensitive... every slight movement/action makes my head explode.

[DeadEyes]

Life.

[Karkat]

My fingers hurt from too much guitar practice :|

[Hideous]

I guess he doesn't want to talk it out or anything. I am seriously about to breakdown emotionally because he's not responding, but I can't do anything about it now.

[Seafood]

She isn't replying after I told her I liked her...

[Magenta]

A $200 laptop repair because my keyboard decided to break.

[CharlieHorse]

the usual crap. school is annoying and depressing. exhausting
and i want what i wanted yesterday, and the day before, and the day before that...

[Cognizant]

Life is just stressful, filled with unexpected turns. Well my life has done a roundabout in the past week and I'm super confused and stressed.

[Karkat]

Not much so far actually, but the day has only just begun for me.

I guess if I had to pick something, it'd be that I woke up so late. Again.

[Magenta]

I don't want to go back to where I was but I'm imagining it so vividly it hurts.

[Cognizant]

I'm really lonely but don't know how to talk to people.

[dreamofdante]

I fucked everything up

[CharlieHorse]

good friend of mine and my crush are probably gonna date :/

[Abyssal Echo]

Schools 6 hours away

[Magenta]

Some emails I recieved.

[Croconaw]

My friend threatened me with a knife yesterday

[Hideous]

I'm always afraid to try because I hate failing.

[Uranus]

Losing a friend

[CosmicNoodle]

I had to put an end to it, so I did, I had no option, but now I'm not sure how long I'll last

Ohh ya know, life in general.

Posts merged. Next time please use the 'edit' button. ~Hannah

[Magenta]

I just keep imagining it happening.

[The37thElement]

The fact that I can't finish my history paper because I don't have the video the teacher showed us (I missed it).

[Ambrosia]

It was a good day until I talked to my dad on the phone. He's so sick and his dementia is getting worse. He stays silent most of the time and doesn't know what's going on. My mom screams at him and he cries. He's 57 and was always the strongest man I've ever known. I hate seeing my daddy so distraught. I'm so depressed about how bad its gotten. Without him I have no one to turn too when my mother and sister get crazym

[Hideous]

I have so much work to makeup tomorrow at school.

[Emerald Dream]

long day, another loss, and feeling pretty worthless right now

[Abyssal Echo]

Me and life in general :/

[James Dean]

Listening to some pretty sad anime music on youtube. It really hits home. A friend of mine who I lost contact with, I used to watch that anime with him.

[Ambrosia]

It was a good day until my boyfriends brother got hospitalized. He almost died. I've been in hospitals so much and watched so many people die or get too sick to be counted as alive that I hate to see him feeling what I have felt.

[Leyna]

Just the fact that my best friends think I'm a freak, I've self harmed for nearly 3 years now, I have NO friends, I'm the school loner, and on top of all that I have to deal with mountains of homework, and I'm only 12!:(

[James Dean]

I had bit my tongue and the inside of my right cheek by accident just a few minutes ago. It's really irritating me and it hurts. Ugh.

[Hideous]

School and just my life in general.

[Cognizant]

I told the guy I have feelings for that I can't have him, and now I think he's upset with me.

[CosmicNoodle]

A small lost of arbitery things that don't matter at all, but annoy me:

-I have a cold
- Someone noticed my scars today
- Its too hot outside
- Its too cold inside
- I'm generally in a bad mood today

[Seafood]

Yesterday I was 26 days clean. Now I'm 0

[CosmicNoodle]

I'm gonna fail my college course.

[Princess Ariel]

I've had the terrible urges to relapse, and even though 15 days isn't all that impressive for me, I still now, that if I give in. It'll be a bad relapse, but I still want to do it, because I know how fucking well I deserve it.

[Magenta]

My life is completely void of anything.

[James Dean]

My friends want to go hang out tomorrow night and I know my family isn't gonna accept it. We have company coming over so I know what is more important. Ugh. :(

[Snowcakie]

Me sucking at math ; _ ; need to improve on my artwork, ugh, so terrible...

Need to finish my novel, barely made a freaking page :'(

I feel like a failure V~V

[Princess Ariel]

The people that should be supporting me can't be bothered to, but when I don't support them, I get yelled at like I'm a criminal,

[ksdnfkfr]

My neurological problems

[Abyssal Echo]

the usual shit and my mental problems

[Galawezh]

The ISIS depressing me a lot, we are in the middle of the battles.....

[James Dean]

A friend of mine told me something about her I never knew about and it really made me feel upset. However I'm glad she's able to push through.

[Uranus]

My gf having alot of depression ��

[Karkat]

That the day is almost over :U

[Hideous]

Anxiety :(

[Princess Ariel]

I'm still sick and went to the doctors about it and I may need to get my gallbladder removed.

I've had this killer migraine this entire day and nothing is helping, even the prescribed medicine.

i'm both mentally and physically drained

Being abandoned by the person who promised to be there, but was "woe is me" this entire fucking day and didn't have any regard for anyone else

Coming to the relization that none of my friends through high school give a fuck about me, and the only friends I have are those I have meet in college now, and none of them know a single thing about me, besides my first name and drunkily my sexuality. Meanwhile, I could write each of their autobiographies

[Dalcourt]

that I self harmed again

[James Dean]

I bought this new pc game and I'm not happy with it. have buyers remorse because I feel that money could have been used towards something more important. Yeah I could return it, but I only get store credit, so bummed about that. :(

[Hideous]

I care too much about people who don't give a single f*ck about me.

[Magenta]

I don't even have the guts to see him. I don't even have the guts to message him while he's awake.

[Cognizant]

After work, my evening went from feeling great to shit. I pissed off someone I care a lot about, and then had a "friend" come over and annoy the shit out of me, and idk. I'm just feeling like crap now.

[James Dean]

Having computer issues and thought I would look some anime series to calm me down. I don't think that helped at all because I feel worse.

[Elena_]

Sometimes I miss my old friends :(

[Magenta]

As usual I have nothing to look forward to, nothing to do, and even the comedy series I've been watching depresses me.

[Hideous]

Sad songs.

[lowride]

Not being able to hold my girlfriend cuz a teacher caught us hugging to close

[CosmicNoodle]

One of the threads I make is starting to turn EVER so slightly downhill, it needs rescuing.

[Luminous]

It seems like every time I make a friend something comes in between us and we have some huge falling out and it's all my fault.
And the other thing that happened is my fault too. The only emotion I've been able to feel is guilt and it won't go away. I self harmed yesterday and today and it brought pain, but it was better than the guilt. I want to do it again.

[James Dean]

I was helping out at a church today we had a nice event where we passed out free barbeque food, and I saw lots of poor and hungry children and people and I'm thankful to be in the position I am, but it made me feel for them.

[CosmicNoodle]

Tomorrow life as I know it ends, maybe it'd be better if life ended with it

[jordanhardy]

I've got school tomorrow and know I haven't done my homework. I see another detention coming...

[Karkat]

I'm not showered, and I woke up late again

[Hollywood]

So many things, it's pretty overwhelming right now.

[Cognizant]

god, there's just too much going on right now.

[James Dean]

I been taking cat naps all day and I think I'm catching early insomnia signs. It's making me feel sad because I don't want to be seen as lazy. Someone who constantly sleeps during the day is lazy to me. :(

[Hideous]

I'm just hoping everything will go right tomorrow in school.

[Princess Ariel]

The way all my friends are treating me - like useless garbage.

[Karkat]

I'm just kind of anxious about this job. And life. Plus I don't want to get up and do my chores. :P

[CosmicNoodle]

I got kicked off my college course, (then again it's kina a god thing)

[Cognizant]

Just, things.

Theres been this ongoing drama with this person, and every time I start to feel better about myself I get reminded of him and it upsets me.

[James Dean]

A close friend of mine transferred out of a class and didn't even tell me so kinda upset about that.

[Karkat]

It's late, I'm struggling with anxiety and negative thoughts- especially self-deprecating ones. I feel like an idiot loser, and it's a struggle to not self-harm right now...
I have so much to do tomorrow
I need to get on a schedule
I was so fooling myself when I thought I could pick my life back up. Everything is literally giving me so much anxiety that my stomach is in knots, and I want to break down and bawl my eyes out. I'm done. I surrender. I quit. Ugh, I should've died a couple of days ago. Fuck this. Fuck this all. No. I'm done. :(

I'm going to go ahead and mark day 3 or whatever on the Non-Self Harm Calendar, but I can't guarantee I'll make it to 4. I want to make it through the night, I want everything to turn out ok, but I'm at my wit's end, and Charlie had a shit night, so I don't really want to bother him...

That's all I ever really feel like to him. A bother. Honestly, what do I even provide to this friendship? Aside from making him terrified, or bugging him all hours of the day, keeping him up late, getting way too jealous and clingy and needy, I do nothing. He's the one who is going the distance here, and it's not fair, but he's like my best friend, and I love him, and I can't cope without him right now. It's bad enough that McKinleigh and Matt and I are weird with each other now.

I just fuck everything up. :( Sometimes I wonder if there's even a point in trying anymore.

[CosmicNoodle]

I managed to hurt my leg, doing none masturbatory related things, now I cant move my lower leg or foot without extreme pain...joy...


To be honest thats the least of my problems but it's whats annoying me right now

[Hideous]

Anxious about school, I feel like my throat is about to drop to the floor.

[Cognizant]

Walked into Ian (my second ex) today. It reminded me of the drama I went through over the weekend and sucked all the emotion out of me for a while.

[Hideous]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SYM-RJwSGQ8

This song, I need to get high to keep you off my fucking mind.

[Abyssal Echo]

Me :/ everything I touched today turned to shit

[Princess Ariel]

One of my best friends was shot today and it's been all over the news and facebook and my phone is blowing up because of this and i just cant handle this

[allisonmyers]

I have insomnia to much on my mind cant sleep been up for 20 hours

[Karkat]

My parents are kind of idiots. They're also super pushy about their religion.

[James Dean]

My sleep pattern is messed up again, but I'll work it out. Just kinda sad when I get tired as soon as I come home and sleep for like two hours, eat dinner, then go to bed again. :(

[Seafood]

I'm depressing myself.

[ScottieDog]

People at school giving me a hard time :(

[Karkat]

Life in general kinda, but I'll be ok I think

[CosmicNoodle]

Orange Juice

[Elena_]

Tomorrow I have a Language exam ...

[Renata_cmp]

Tomorrow I have a Language exam ...
-Good luck hug!-
Well, the weather is awful here.

[Silver700]

That I can't have much contact with my friends for a week... Aka; No electronics. -.-

[Hideous]

I was thinking about auditioning for a specific reality competition show when I'm 18 but I look at my body now and I just feel awful.

[Princess Ariel]

Getting harassed online from people at the college. Also, the fact that the server at the college didnt pick up either assignment 1 or 2 and because of that, I've lost the marks. despite the date stamp saying the last time I edited it, which was long before it was due.

[Cognizant]

life is just too stressful at the moment. i'm still a bit heartbroken by one guy, am stressed about school, and i'm scared of fucking up.

But oh well, I have a life to live tomorrow. Guess it's time to start putting my happy mask on again.

[James Dean]

I was nearly done with my research paper when my computer updated unexpectedly. I didn't get to save any of it to my flash drive. So now I have to do nearly two pages of my report all over again. :( Bummed and pissed.

[Elena_]

-Good luck hug!-
Well, the weather is awful here.

Thanks ;) It was quite easy

[CosmicNoodle]

The state of this pathetic spec of dust we call a planet.

[James Dean]

All I did was study and clean the house up. Hardly had any fun, so I guess I'm upset over that.

[Dalcourt]

That my internet connection sucks so much these days.

[Karkat]

Between the fact that I woke up late-ish and I'm just kinda ill at ease for some reason. My nerves are high.

[James Dean]

I'm starting to feel scared about leaving the house. Maybe scared is the wrong word, just feel safer at home. Always get a feeling something bad will happen. Starting to feel mildly depressed because I'm isolating myself.

[Seafood]

I'm lonely.

[Karkat]

My time alone is almost over, also it's getting very close to the time I need to go down and apply for this job.

Plus, I don't even know if I'll get it. I don't even know if I should apply...

:|

[roadwarrior]

my second grading run, my life after tomorrow, i'm feeling worst............

[James Dean]

My social anxiety is creeping itself up again. Trying to control it, so just sad my friends are pressuring me to do what I don't want to do, but I understand.

[Karkat]

I don't feel good. :( And I'm thinking about tomorrow...

[MrMister117]

Im making a 6 hour trip back to College alone, and when I get back I will most likely be alone because my friend is feeling flakey and, the busses stop running when I get back so I will have to walk back to campus alone, which is a 45 minute walk up hill, and will eventually text my friend back saying "Yo its cool stay home" because I'm afraid of people hating me and I don't want to be alone.

[James Dean]

I kept myself isolated in my room mostly today. I feel better now, just wanted to be alone today. I'm trying and working on getting myself to stop doing that though.

[Croconaw]

My C in English might affect my chances of receiving honor roll.

[Karkat]

My physical ailments are killing me. And that's taking its toll on my mood.

[Abyssal Echo]

Me, the usual shit

[James Dean]

Had a argument with a very close friend and I'm probably not ever gonna talk to them until they apologize or admit their fault. It's really frustrating to me.

[wonderland]

i'm tired and i'm anxious as hell about going to work tomorrow
i'm also feeling worse than usual about my body and the way it looks

[Karkat]

Charlie hasn't responded to my...very emotionally intimate texts that I've sent him.

So I feel kinda

Stupid

[Miserabilia]

conservapedia... Humanity...

[Hideous]

Anxious, taking the PSATs tomorrow.

[xXoblivionXx]

I feel like the way I did the day I attempted

[James Dean]

The weather, I mean I don't mind overcast/cloudy weather, but it affects your mood so much.

[Karkat]

The weather, I mean I don't mind overcast/cloudy weather, but it affects your mood so much.

This literally sums mine up :o

That and the fact that I'm broke

[Broken Toy]

Everyones finding out about a girl im 'talking to' and im not ready for this shit

[James Dean]

My teacher is really aggravating me after she graded my research paper. I just have to suck it up and prove her wrong and ace this project which I'm going to do. I just don't want to hear her crap or her opinion, I thought I did great and so did my family and friends and that's what counts.:)

[emilyly]

Rude and intolerant guy from my 'hood :( He's joking me because I've got muslim friends ;/

[Karkat]

I'm tired n shit

[Dying Ember]

I'm sick of living. Its gets me nowhere. I don't know how much longer I can carry on. I think I've lost one of the only friends I have. I dont have anyone to speak to. I feel so alone and useless. I hate the person that I am.

[Abyssal Echo]

The usual shit :/ me and life in general.

[Hideous]

I slept a lot, kinda regretting it.

[Karkat]

Hah. Kinda everything, but I'm getting over it.

[James Dean]

I don't want to go hang out with my friends at this party they are throwing. Just not in the mood. My mind is already made up and there will be other parties.

[averygamerdude]

Nobody will answer my questions. :(

[wonderland]

i feel so helpless
I want to try and make things better but i can't. I'm so fucking useless

[James Dean]

A friend of mine from class, is becoming a bad influence on me. I like them and I have lots in common with them, but I think it's best for me to stop hanging out with them for now.

[ChrisTJ]

Feeling a bit stupid :(

[Karkat]

Charlie goes back to work tomorrow, and I might not get to see him this weekend

[Hideous]

School and some guy.

[Karkat]

Charlie and I might not move in together

[Horatio Nelson]

A booty load of bullshit to do, but I gotta do it.

[wonderland]

i keep messing up
it doesn't matter what i do, i just make everything worse

[CosmicNoodle]

My college work.

[DarkHorse4eva]

work is starting to get kinda stressing >.<

[CosmicNoodle]

I started another fight *slow sarcastic clap*, but for the fisr time in months I actually think I wasn't in the wrong. But thats not how they see it, kinda ended up being gang raped in that one.

[vboy]

I was thinking about auditioning for a specific reality competition show when I'm 18 but I look at my body now and I just feel awful.

ive seen ur profile mate and u are lying to yourself if you think that

[Hideous]

ive seen ur profile mate and u are lying to yourself if you think that

:/

Some guy I deleted off of social messaging, but I decided I will not go on Skype anymore. He's one of the reasons why I still use Skype. I love him so much, he's like a drug, and it's hurting me at the same time.

[Cognizant]

There's just been a lot of drama today. I woke up to find out that someone I care a lot about basically gave me the middle finger. Thought that was bad, but life moves on.

Then today they released the name of a kid who committed suicide via Caltrain. He graduated my school this summer and to add insult to injury I knew the dude and thought he was really cool. I kinda just sat there in shock for 10 minutes before quietly leaving the classroom.

Then the following period, I could see my friend was in a bad mood, but she wasn't telling me why. I felt bad after that.

Then, just to add the icing to the cake, my best friend started freaking out because her boyfriend (who was friends with the guy who killed himself) started saying "I wish I had never been born." and that people were saying that the boyfriend was the reason that the other guy killed himself.

And on top of that it's raining outside, as if on queue.

It honestly just feels like I'm in a drama movie or something. It's unreal to me that there could be so much drama and hurt in one day. It's so unreal that I'm actually quite.....content at the moment, but I really hope I dont jinx that.

[xXoblivionXx]

There's just been a lot of drama today. I woke up to find out that someone I care a lot about basically gave me the middle finger. Thought that was bad, but life moves on.

Then today they released the name of a kid who committed suicide via Caltrain. He graduated my school this summer and to add insult to injury I knew the dude and thought he was really cool. I kinda just sat there in shock for 10 minutes before quietly leaving the classroom.

Then the following period, I could see my friend was in a bad mood, but she wasn't telling me why. I felt bad after that.

Then, just to add the icing to the cake, my best friend started freaking out because her boyfriend (who was friends with the guy who killed himself) started saying "I wish I had never been born." and that people were saying that the boyfriend was the reason that the other guy killed himself.

And on top of that it's raining outside, as if on queue.

It honestly just feels like I'm in a drama movie or something. It's unreal to me that there could be so much drama and hurt in one day. It's so unreal that I'm actually quite.....content at the moment, but I really hope I dont jinx that.
sounds like one heck of a day :hug: we're here for you Patrick

[Leprous]

The fact I relapsed.

[James Dean]

A friend called my phone tonight while I was trying to sleep, and it woke me up, thinking they were in trouble or needed to talk about something serious. They were just playing on the phone and it made me so mad and upset. :(

[wonderland]

things are just getting worse and worse

[Miserabilia]

Cuts all over the place. I will shower soon and it will hurt like hell, but atleast I will not have dried up stains.

[Croconaw]

I'm no longer friends with this girl and it is bothering me because I miss our friendship.

[Karkat]

Charlie :(

[CrazyPerson101]

My dog died yesterday :(

[justkeepswimming]

my friends are all busy and i want to bake cookies :( it seriously makes me so sad and lonely

[Hideous]

Him, ugh.

[Karkat]

I said some things I regretted to Charlie, and then, in full douchewad-twat-scum of the earth mode, I said extremely nasty things

And it keeps festering in my mind and I'm so torn between guilt and rage that I don't know what to do

I might need to lock my phone somewhere safe so I don't say anything worse ugh

[CrazyPerson101]

My dogs dead

[Karkat]

I won't get to see Charlie this weekend

[CrazyPerson101]

So many things... Where do I begin

[James Dean]

The homework assignment was pretty tough and we only had a day to do it before it's due. I did try my best but I have that feeling I could have done better.

[Karkat]

I'm having trouble with my lungs, and I'm almost 100% sure it's cigarette-related.

[CrazyPerson101]

My weeks been nothing but crap

[Princess Ariel]

i can feel myself slipping again. im still waiting on the results from my psychologist, but i already know its going to come back positive.

[Karkat]

I just feel like I got punched in the gut. Figuratively, anyways.

I don't feel sad either, just...Strange, kind of winded.

Like anxiety without the obvious fear.

[CrazyPerson101]

I can't seem to be happy without something negative popping up :(

[wonderland]

I'm stressed out over a lot of shit and I've been eating way too much recently

[wonderland]

Things are just going downhill and I've lost all hope in them getting better

[Uranus]

Not being able to communicate with her... :'(

[Karkat]

I didn't get the stupid fucking job because people are stupid fucking morons :mad:

I'm mostly over it now, but I'm still pretty pissed off over the stupidity of it all. It'd be a little different if I wasn't practically guaranteed the job already.

[wonderland]

everything's so fucking stupid and i just want to disappear

[Karkat]

No job, noooo jooooob ;A;

I don't fucking WANT to look for another one, I WAS FUCKING GUARANTEED THIS ONE.

[romes3]

The fact that I can't be the perfect child that my parents want me to be.

[Cognizant]

I want a different life.

[James Dean]

My cell phone is gone forever because I was stupid and couldn't keep track of it.

[CrazyPerson101]

My Trick Or Treating years are just about over :/

[Emerald Dream]

The thought of having to go out and probably play in the rain this afternoon. I'd rather just stay in today.

[wonderland]

a combination of stress and guilt

[CrazyPerson101]

Reading about abortion in the Words of the Wise Forums and how that kinda relates to me :(

[Elliott_hn]

I'm sick

[Princess Ariel]

I'm seeing "wicked" today, and my stupid asshole called "Mother Nature" decided to show up 2 days earlier. Someone needs to drug me so I'm not puking and balling my eyes out when Im in the theatre.

[Horatio Nelson]

Stupid school work that there is no time for. At least it's the weekend though. Don't have to worry about it until Monday.

[DeadEyes]

Life.

[Dying Ember]

a combination of stress and guilt

Same here.

[The Lone Assassin]

I miss someone who doesn't love me back ;-;

[Yolo teen]

I have spots on the head of my penis is this normal I think they're penille spots I don't really mind them

[Dalcourt]

that I think too much about too many things if that makes sense

[Cognizant]

I was talking with my ex earlier and it brought back memories. On top of that I keep thinking about this stupid girl and beating myself up for being too pussy to talk to her. I don't know why i suck with romance, honestly.

[James Dean]

I just ate a whole bag of tortilla chips and I feel so guilty and lazy about it. It's all because I'm depressed. I eat when I'm depressed.

[wonderland]

My body's a mess and I hate it.

[romes3]

I'm really tired, and have 7 tests this week.

[James Dean]

I'm so congested, I caught someone's cold at school today and I feel terrible. I took some medicine so I'm praying I get better. Just so upset right now. :(

[Uranus]

Memories of the past...i miss her

[wonderland]

I hate myself so fucking much, I can't do anything right and I'm sick of everything

[Cognizant]

another kid committed suicide today. it basically fucked my entire day at school and work up.

[Body odah Man]

Failed the Greek part in the CAT. There (probably) goes my Oxford interview

[wonderland]

I can't do anything right and I feel so fucking worthless.

[CosmicNoodle]

I'm hung over.

[Abhorrence]

The way my mind never does its job. It just races every second and I can never get a clear thought. Oh and certain people who turn out to be pathetic morons when you thought they were different.