What's depressing you today?

[Luminous]

I'm tired and hungry and dehydrated.

[Ben_Frost]

Still grieving a failed relationship from three years ago.

[Cognizant]

Nothing out of the usual for me, these days:
tired of summer school and tired of being lonely.

[Abyssal Echo]

it's summer and my truck still isn't fixed

[DarkHorse4eva]

i was waiting for my boyfriend the wrong place :/

[LifeOfLove]

My boyfriend's cancer is back

[Cognizant]

My friend died.

[xXoblivionXx]

I started freaking out for no real reason

[lil red express]

The fact that I'm 17 I wish I could be 13 again I hate growing up I wish I could stop
Also the fact that when I get mad I turn evil I I make very bad decisions I have hurt my friends and driven 3 of my best friends away though last time i wish I could take back what I did I fu$ked up and got kick out of my Boy Scout troop for a short time but I never really went back after my restoration project stresses me out
Although I have lured to control my anger better I mis my old best friend and wish I had the courage to talk to him

[Hideous]

The fact that I'm still alive after all of these dark years.

As of now, what's depressing me the most is school (failed nearly every class), my insecurities (never good enough for someone), and my inability to take responsibility.

[Cognizant]

I don't know. It's just been one of those days, y'now?

[DisneyPrincess27]

My dad just had an asthma attack and I'm not sure if he's going to be okay(he'a kinda old). BUt I have faith that God will make him better. But I'm still worried/comcerned.

[xXoblivionXx]

The world, but nothing now that I'm talking to Cosmic Noodle :)

[CrazyPerson101]

My vocal cords are failing :( My singing days are not long anymore , its only a matter of time

[lumiadots]

the fact i don't know how to bring up my boyfriend's ex to him. i'm just terrified he's not over her and he's going to leave me for her because that's kind of what it sounds like. ;/

[roadwarrior]

Tomorrow... Returning to school gonna make me more depressed.. Physics test...

[Abyssal Echo]

Me the weather just life in general

[xXoblivionXx]

Nothing so far..

[Karkat]

Kinda life in general, with focus on my employment situation...

[Croconaw]

My apartment got flooded.

[Professional Russian]

Everything. Everything good that very happens to me I.fuck it up. Everything....

[HUSTLEMAN]

Me reflecting on my recent past. All the rejections I've dealt with this years and the things I could have done to prevent them

[Dalcourt]

Just my life in general.

[xXoblivionXx]

Life..

[Abyssal Echo]

The usual shit
mostly Me

[Hollywood]

Pretty much the same old shit. Fed up with life and myself, nothing new.

[Dalcourt]

My Dad.

[Cognizant]

It feels like a lot of people, even on here, don't really pay deep attention to me, especially when I need it.

[Dark_Desires]

I'm slipping again and this time it i don't think i'm coming back...

[Chrisscotland]

The fact I'm still alive..I'm tired of it, so tired

[DarkHorse4eva]

I fell asleep on my boyfriend, and my sister in law is traveling back home to Kenya

[ECSTASY]

Depression...

[Ben_Frost]

Having to leave home today to another house for college.

[Princess Ariel]

Every fucking thing

[Cognizant]

Nobody is hiring me.

It's a stupid reason to be depressed, but it adds to the "i'm a loser" feeling that is starting to build up in me

[Karkat]

Being sick
Being a loser
Family stress
Tfw no gf (I'm kind of kidding, but I'm not)

[Navi]

I feel like I'm starting to slip up. Again. Can't help but think the negative things I think about myself are actually true. I could go on and on listing these thoughts.

[Travswatson]

Sometimes you have to work at actually thinking of the positive things. I think it's human nature to think of only negative things, so it takes extra energy to think of positive things. With time, you can train yourself to think of and remember only positive things. :)

[Toxicity]

Competition and my therapy appointment tomorrow.

[Cognizant]

1) i'm starting to have a crush on someone I don't/can't have in my life
2) i'm starting to fall in love with someone I definitely can't have in my life again
3) i miss all my old friendships and i don't know how i fucked up so badly

[Chrisscotland]

not being able to understand why my heart just wont stop beating

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm a stupid bitch who keeps making the same fuckin mistake :(

[Jack russell dad]

I'm a stupid bitch who keeps making the same fuckin mistake :(
Is there anyway we can stay friends off site? Since they banned you on here? Id like to stay friends, maybe you can email me, and then we can talk on kik or something? Answer back as soon as possible. Please!!

[CosmicNoodle]

I'm a stupid bitch who keeps making the same fuckin mistake :(

Wow, whats happened?

[Cognizant]

i feel ugly.

[Chrisscotland]

everyday just feels worse than yesterday, and wishing tomorrow is going to be the last.

[missedcall]

it's impossible to even try and explain it.

[Dark_Desires]

Can't seem to get Better and fighting with my mum again.
Ending it in 10 days just seems more and more tempting right now...

[Dalcourt]

my life as a whole

[Weeping]

Talking to him.

[Melodic]

I broke up with my boyfriend and I feel all alone.

[ithinkalot2]

I'm trying to build up the courage to tell someone about being abused, but I'm so scared and ashamed that I can't do it :(

[1_21Guns]

I haven't the foggiest idea, combination of everything really, my family is about to unravel and I just want to isolate myself from everyone.

[Gottaloveaginger14]

Today is the one year anniversary of when I got an abortion after I was raped and got pregnant

[LifeOfLove]

My boyfriend's sister passed away last week

[CrazyPerson101]

Ummm a family friend died of cancer today :/

[Croconaw]

I feel like people hate me.

[ViolinPro]

Hmmm, my brain and heart fighting each other because of this one human being in my life, and the brain is winning over :D

[xXoblivionXx]

This fucking idiot called, me. That didn't even make sense, fuuuck :(

[Princess Ariel]

The vivid flashbacks.

[Abyssal Echo]

The thought that Summers 1/2 over and I've not done anything

[Dalcourt]

That I'm pain my joints are hurting really bad.

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general

[Croconaw]

There isn't any food at the house

[xXoblivionXx]

I managed to go back to the dark place I was two years ago.. The depression is back or maybe it hasn't ever gone away

[nerdyvixxen]

It always helps me to vent anyways.

So, what's depressing you today?

For me, I just feel extraordinarily tired, and there's still another school day and a Saturday track meet to go until I can rest.

I've been depressed for a long time already. But right now I'm just stressed from family & money problems.It's frustrating . I have no one to talk to these things about.

[Abyssal Echo]

The weathers turned to shit and its supposed to stay this way for a few days

[Hollywood]

Being sick. I'd actually had a good day before, but of course there has to be something the very next day to bring me back down.

[CharlieHorse]

I'm not depressed, i'm simply stressed and overwhelmed, but i have drugs for that now :)

[Dark_Desires]

I messed everything up again and its my Birthday on Tuesday.
Right now i just want to die i can't take it anymore.

[Evanescent14]

getting hurt again yesterday

[Dalcourt]

I am just overall depressed and hurting.

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm the one who screwed it up

[xXoblivionXx]

The fact that It's so hard for me to change the way I am

[Svan]

My ex, KT.
She won't stop texting me and saying things like, "You're all I think about" and "I miss you".
UGH

[Mynick]

My lack of motivation, the fucktard i am idk

[DarkHorse4eva]

my phone service provider have locked my phone so i can't send my boyfriend texts :(

[Dalcourt]

That I'm feeling constantly sick.

[Evanescent14]

I'm struggling to cope with what's happened to me the past week, and I want to cut again.

[backjruton]

Hmm...

Trying to hide the fact of my autism from a very hateful/rude/possibly patronising (if the word is right) long term friend is no longer possible and I get the feeling she won't speak to me again...

I got rejected from the next 2 years of college because I'm apparently too good with computers compared to my actual artwork and they're not helping me apply for another course so I have to wait for a while

My laptop has suddenly started to get into a lot worse condition... It is now physically broken in multiple places and I'm having to get a new one on wednesday

Possible signs of agoraphobia keep seeming even more obvious to me after the awkward multiple panic attacks I've had in the middle of the crowded town.

I feel like I want to be diagnosed with something else just for the sake of having a diagnosis. Agoraphobia, arachnophobia, something to do with the dark and maybe even ADHD... but I don't want to go through all the meetings again if they do suspect something...

and the fact our family's going away tomorrow, even only for 2 nights, hurts me so much in the head because it breaks apart what has slight annoyingly become my daily routine. I can't play runescape while were away and that causes me pain to think about...

[gothy]

Im single. No one likes me. I getting old. Im too shy to ask anyone out. Im broke. I dont have a job. Im 98 lbs which means im underweight.

Im so fucking lonely.

[CharlieHorse]

I want to tell my therapist everything, but I don't know how to say it all.

[Hideous]

The fact that I'm not motivated to go out anymore, my insecurities, and having no one to talk to about my thoughts and feelings.

[xXoblivionXx]

I keep thinking about my attempt


And I miss home

[Cognizant]

I fucked up along the way somehow and now I've realized that I've ruined some of my friendships to the point of no return. On what pretext? I disagreed with her over one thing and from there, our relationship flushed down the toilet.

[backjruton]

The desire to talk to people but feeling too awkward to approach them :lol:

[Princess Ariel]

The triggering grand parents are coming to visit for the weekend.

[Abyssal Echo]

It's another day from hell :/
Everything I've touched or tried to do has turned to shit

[Dalcourt]

That my allergies are acting up again.

[Melodic]

Last nights dream.

[Cognizant]

Im a big pale loser.

[Rayquaza]

My holiday finished :(

[Svan]

I feel extremely sick to my stomach and I feel weird because I've never had anything implanted inside my body.

[Cognizant]

Idk, I just am...

[Abyssal Echo]

Me and the usual stuff....mostly me :/

[zelle]

Lots of things to be done

[backjruton]

Too bright outside and it hurts my head. I need way more powerful blinds than what I have got...

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Just about everything. I'm fucking stressed, overwhelmed, failing, and under appreciated. I legitimately hate everything right now.

[Snydergate]

That I have to work tonight....ugh

[Mushin]

Withdrawals, relapsing, withdrawals, relapsing ...

[CosmicNoodle]

So far, nothing, but later I have to fork out a shit tone of cash I barely have so that may bring me down

[xXoblivionXx]

The anxiety is getting bad and the school year hasn't even started yet :(

[dreamofdante]

Being lonely and my best friend threatening suicide if his fraud charges go through.

[Elliott_hn]

I have no 'physical' friends. only online friends.

[CandyDreamer]

Quite a lot tbh.

[Cognizant]

I promised myself I would do stuff to get me off the computer and try to get myself back to being myself, but I let myself down.

[Abyssal Echo]

I had a day from hell and I didn't hear from anyone today.

[Croconaw]

There isn't anything to eat at the house.

[Princess Ariel]

Plans were cancelled last minute today, after the rest of us had to fight to make sure these plans fell through, because according to two of these friends, just because not everyone can make it, means that we can't do it..

also, the stress of flying tomorrow is getting to me because im hella claustrophobic..

[Blood_Thorn]

Gender issues, feeling broken because of my sexuality, and recurring nightmares.

[xXoblivionXx]

I cant get myself to seek the help that I need... I just hate it so much when people see what's going on in my head.. I don't open up for a reason :(

[coolkid016]

the death of one of my most favorite actors

[Stronger]

Everything.

[LouBerry]

Robin Williams.

[backjruton]

Society :D

[project_icarus]

My car's bonnet heat shield is made entirely of asbestos and its painted with 50% concentrate lead paint. And I've been freely breathing that shit in since I bought it, fuck.

[Croconaw]

There isn't any food here...

[CharlieHorse]

I have a therapist appointment this afternoon and every time I go, it costs 90 bucks and I feel like I'm wasting money. I already owe the therapist office a few hundred dollars of sessions. I dont think I'm going to change much. But I can't bring myself to cancel the appointments. I feel stuck. I feel embarrassed and worried that i make people think I'm lazy. I feel horrible getting away with the sessions without paying.
I also don't know what to say at the sessions. I feel embarassed to talk about my issues, and every time I just dance around them. I have to get them out of me, but it's so hard.

I got to walk around Berkeley Campus today, and was all around a bunch of people that are higher achieving, happier, and better than I will ever be. I felt like shit most of the day there. I realized that my life is going to become shit later in life, and i might kill myself if it gets too bad.

I stayed up too late and ruined my plans tomorrow. I will probably feel sick tomorrow because I'm so tired.

I met a girl on tumblr who's wonderful, but I feel bad talking to her, and trying to force myself to say things to her. I realize I should just leave her alone. But I still worry about her a lot. I wish we lived closer so we could do things together. I wish someone would love her and make her happy. She deserves a wonderful someone to love her and give her happiness.

School starts next Monday. This is the make or break year. I'm worried what will happen when I break. I am not looking forward to going back to the shithole that made me so broken.

My meds are shit and I still feel hateful and depressed and unfocused.

[Cognizant]

My face is really unattractive. God, I fucking hate my face.

[CharlieHorse]

My face is really unattractive. God, I fucking hate my face.

Patrick your face is beautiful :)

[Cognizant]

Patrick your face is beautiful :)

Maybe after a visit to the dermatologist it would be =\

[CharlieHorse]

Maybe after a visit to the dermatologist it would be =\

what do you mean?

[Abyssal Echo]

Me :/ I'm a looser.....everything I touch turns to shit.

[Plane And Simple]

My parents

[Abyssal Echo]

Today is the last day of summer vacation

[Lost in the Echo]

My grandmother's dog who was about the same age as me died yesterday. It felt horrible to see her lifeless and not breathing. I know she was suffering, and at least she's out of her misery now, but it still sucks to lose someone so close to you. She was an amazing dog. I'm so sick of death.

[Cognizant]

It's a tradition to have a first day theme for the seniors at my high school but I didn't dress up. It's not the end of the world but I feel like I missed out.

[Croconaw]

I woke up late today and it feels like a waste.

[Broken Toy]

the one thing i want more than anything in the world, i have utterly no chance for and will never be good enough, shit.

[plebble]

My past...

[Abyssal Echo]

school is just hours away

[Croconaw]

The apartment I live in doesn't have carpet, but all of the other ones do. :(

[Cognizant]

I'm really fucking confused because there's this girl I kinda like, but then I have this extreme lust/attraction towards someone who lives a long ways away and I could never ever have yet desire so badly.....

[Abyssal Echo]

This totally fucked up weather we're having

[Dalcourt]

so many things, I am way too depressed to list em

[Croconaw]

I have gym class this semester, but I can get it over with. Gym sucks! :(

[Plane And Simple]

Didn't see the cool kids on the village today. Somewhat miss that.

[Ben_Frost]

Found out that the person I care most about doesn't give an utter shit about my well being.

[Cognizant]

I'm just at a loss of what to do about romance.

[Celtics]

Realising I have a year and a half to two years of high school left, then college..... I don't know if I can handle it anymore.

[Abyssal Echo]

Its a holiday weekend and we"re not going to go anywhere or do anything

[averygamerdude]

I don't have an awesome computer. :(

[backjruton]

Heh... my mum suspects depression

and it's all because college rejected me :x and I'm finding it hard to think what to do now :(

[Abyssal Echo]

the thought of having to go back to school in the morning

[Cognizant]

I didn't talk to him today :(

[CharlieHorse]

last day of 3 day weekend. School is a drag, but doable. I have to get my drugs refilled, and marijuana isn't legalized yet :/

[SmokyChica]

I went back to school today and I felt so lonely because I've lost all my friends and I don't have anyone to talk to.

[Cognizant]

a lot of things.

[CosmicNoodle]

I feel more alone than ever.

[Celtics]

Realizing I have no one to talk to anymore and losing my best friend.

[Croconaw]

I feel like I am drifting away from my friend.

[xXoblivionXx]

i've reached that point where its just silly to keep fighting

[Ben_Frost]

Not having enough money to buy stuff I want.

[CharlieHorse]

nothing has changed for 3 years. I'm still just as fucked up as I was. In and out of therapy. I think I'm permanently broken.

[Seafood]

All my friends have drifted away. Now I have no one.

[Dalcourt]

honestly a lot of things depress me but the worst today is my terrible headache

[CosmicNoodle]

Realising I'm getting ill, and my best friend (who I may have got back, there's an upside) is potentially very sick, my college course is hell on earth and I can't stop self harming but I don't want to tell anyone about it

[Croconaw]

I didn't do well on the chemistry test.

[Abyssal Echo]

The thought that winters coming

[Ben_Frost]

Having to leave my parents' house tomorrow and returning to my rented house for college...

[Calliope]

School. Also, I'm not what I want to be.

[Cognizant]

I've thought about my recent diet and I feel like such a fatass.
Oh and I'm still really anxious about car shopping.

[Hideous]

So many homework assignments, so much stress

[AllTimeLoser]

my ex told me to kill myself today, and called me a bitch, and he's trying to get with one of my friends' friends :(

[Christen]

twisted my ankle this morning on way to school - benefit day off school ... shitty part swollen ankle

[Karkat]

Life in general, really. :/

[SmokyChica]

I lost one of my close guy friends because he thinks I'm a slut for doing stuff with my boyfriend

[Cognizant]

Im depressed cause I really want this to happen to me:
http://pralinsky.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/gay-cuddlers.png

[Princess Ariel]

Motion sickness and loud people.

[Hideous]

School.

[Magenta]

Half the jobs I find are just scams.

[Karkat]

Today has been pretty fruitless. 7:20 and I've accomplished nothing, basically. :/

[Princess Ariel]

It's fucking freezing, and my college has the AC on. Oh and the stabbing at my college is still fresh in everyone's mind.

[Ben_Frost]

My roommates and I had a fight and we're all mad at each other.

[CosmicNoodle]

I started cutting again and had a panic attack

[Karkat]

Everything :/

Mostly just that I woke up late, I feel totally unmotivated, and yeah.

[Cognizant]

Idk, today has just been really shitty. I woke up on the wrong side of bed, stressed out about school, and discovered some more information to an already confusing situation. and because of that I've been tired and really anti-social today...

[Dalcourt]

That it's barely 6:30 in the morning and my Dad has already shouted at me and slapped me...this is going to be an awesome day.

[Karkat]

1. Having feelings for someone (It is mutual, but so complicated. Neither of us want a relationship. And there's been an...Interesting development that may or may not be me overreacting.)
2. I'm exhausted
3. I'm broke, muchachos. I couldn't afford cab fare for a fly...

[CosmicNoodle]

I have to spend today going toi some bullshit tutoring session for maths that I don't want to go to, fucking hate it, bullshit, total bullshit

[Celtics]

My dad down grading me constantly and giving me shit 24/7. When I don't do drugs or anything like that, since I wait one day to mow the yard because it was over 100 degrees one day, one time he thinks he can use that on my whenever he wants. He makes me feel like a piece of shit, then if I say anything, he gets mad at me and says its my fault. But parents are always right. Fuck family.

[danibu]

I have to study some maths, and I don't want toooo :(

[Hideous]

Some people.

[Croconaw]

I don't know anybody in my lunch period

[xXoblivionXx]

im 98% close to giving up. its just those 2% thats keeping me here..

[Magenta]

I'm crying over something so stupid. I'm crying over him. I'm just crying and I hate it.

[ksdnfkfr]

Feeling like I'm going in circles as far as progress goes.

[Princess Ariel]

This migraine is only getting worse and I still need to copy notes from a PowerPoint to a word doc on something stupid.

[Abyssal Echo]

It's fair week which means I'm pretty much stuck here at the house :/

[Karkat]

Sundays are always shite, and on top of it, I basically confirmed a suspicion that is like a punch in the gut to me. And it's thundery out. :(

[Gray]

It's srsly hard for me to actually accept of how me and my first gf ended.

[Princess Ariel]

The weather.

[Abyssal Echo]

Somebody posted that hasn't been here in like forever that I thought I was over her disappearance.

[Cognizant]

I've just been having really bad luck recently with, well, everything. I've been a klutz left and right, injured myself like 4 times. School's been stressful. Romance, oh god - do not even get me started on romance.

[CharlieHorse]

Sunday.
I didn't do any of my work, and now i'm behind and at risk to failing.
I don't know how to feel.
Not going anywhere in life.
Alone 95% of the time.
I don't want to do anything.

[Hideous]

This guy is making me feel so regretful and really depressed because of the decisions I've made. BUT, what he doesn't know is that I still have feelings for him, I had a feeling "we" would've worked out but I had doubts in our relationship. It was just an easy "okay, you can leave", I didn't think it was considerate enough to change my mind because I know he doesn't feel the same way about me. I would run back to him but... I don't think he's interested in me even before we finally met.

[Cognizant]

I'm broke and I need a job, stat.

[CharlieHorse]

I'm broke and I need a job, stat.

Dude there's a new chocolate place down by university that's hiring.
Or I know there's lots of other jobs around too. :) go for it! you can do it!

[Cognizant]

Dude there's a new chocolate place down by university that's hiring.
Or I know there's lots of other jobs around too. :) go for it! you can do it!

I mean the issue is coming off as confident. I've applied to a few places and have gotten a call back from a Safeway, but I'm not persistent or confident enough for employers to realize that I try to be a hard worker and therefore have gotten rejected every single time.

But maybe I'll look around on University :)

[CharlieHorse]

I mean the issue is coming off as confident. I've applied to a few places and have gotten a call back from a Safeway, but I'm not persistent or confident enough for employers to realize that I try to be a hard worker and therefore have gotten rejected every single time.

But maybe I'll look around on University :)

Yeah I know how ya feel :/ I've been in the same boat.
Sometimes I just have to take some sugar pills or something and go pump my confidence up :P. Still haven't gotten a job yet though :/

Sweet :) I'll probably see you around then. ^_^… unless you don't want to see me which is cool to :P