What's depressing you today?

[Croconaw]

I woke up late. It feels like I wasted an entire day.

[Dalcourt]

The whole time I've been feeling rather anxious without any reason. I'm afraid some really bad episode is crawling up on me.

[Dark_Desires]

My friend left so now i'm alone for a week or maybe longer.
Been alone terrifies me

[Croconaw]

I don't like school. I wish the year was over...

[Tungsten]

Feeling like I am broken.

[Abyssal Echo]

Me the weather my bf life in general

[Tarannosaurus]

I can't believe how my parents can be so nasty to me and act so caring in front of doctors/friends' parents.

[Tungsten]

Life just seems so bloody pointless..

[backjruton]

Me and my parents have another meeting with the psychiatrist woman in an hour... hmm
http://www.sherv.net/cm/emoticons/fighting/punch-in-the-face.gif
I feel slightly like this right now.
and I've lost one of my hats, again...

[ninja789]

didnt do well in my english exam today

[Croconaw]

My teacher is being a bitch.

[Dalcourt]

that my throat hurts...I feel like I'm getting sick

[ninja789]

I feel like someone took a cheese grater to the back of my mouth
tonsillitis....

[Croconaw]

I'm just remembering all the things I have to feel about myself for.

[Dalcourt]

that I'm really sick right now.

[Croconaw]

Someone called me ugly. I get offended by the littlest things.

[Nic0 Fiend]

myself in a whole

[backjruton]

I got Skyrim on steam today... and I say it depresses me because I experienced a major glitch in the first minute of gameplay due to a mod I downloaded :whoops:

[ninja789]

I cant find it in me to forgive someone who I really like yet

[backjruton]

Realized how annoying Nexus 5 can be in terms of storage :kitty:

[Synyster Shadows]

My relapse is leaving me feeling like shit

[Croconaw]

I just feel depressed for some reason. I don't have the strength to go to school tomorrow. I knew I should have gone to school last Thursday. I should have got it over with. It's my fault for skipping school on Thursday. D:

[Cognizant]

I'm just overwhelmed with all the things I need to do/want in life:
-I need to see a dentist. ASAP.
-My hard drive is still in the repair shop.
-My grades are slipping and I have about 5 weeks to make all my shit up.
-I have to figure out how I'm going to make 4 hours of drivers ed before the 30th
-I still need to get back to my doctor about my medicine
and most the most stressful thing on my mind....

I just want to fall in love.

[roadwarrior]

What should happen in the next hours, days, and weeks of my life

[ninja789]

cant get this maths crap through my head

[Dark_Desires]

I said something stupid to a friend i didn't mean in the heat of the moment and i wish i could take it back.

[Chrisscotland]

My parents just found out about my self harming and they wont leave me alone at all and keep checking my arms all the time :(

[ChrisTJ]

Family issues and parents ALWAYS fighting with each other.

[centropede]

Blocked my crush on skype because he sent me this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXLbHK3OKnk
And said that it's for me. I dont know why but i was really offended.And said Fuck you, blocking you.
And tomorrow i have physics olympiad with him in team.

[ninja789]

workload is building up
mum is making up crap to have a go at me

[backjruton]

My dad came home from work today with a crack in one of his phones (he needs 2 sim cards because as a postman one is always better than the other) and asked me for my old one. The idiot dropped it while trying to reply for a txt from me. I'm refusing because he already broke another old one and luckily he has more spares anyway :| the other one broke in his pocket because it got wet, that is why it's a good idea to keep them with cases on and why I've spent £30 on one for my new piece of crap :)

[backjruton]

I'm expecting to lose my second cat today... it's funny how quickly things can turn from good to bad, either he's going to be put down or just taken somewhere where he'll get into less trouble if anything happens, we all just want him to go somewhere else, but it's obvious to me especially he can't live here anymore. I can't do this anymore... I just want him gone... but I have to wait for 6 more hours to find out what happens and this is horrible. I can't move anywhere I'm currently sat at the cat flap (it's locked so he can't get out) and I'm having to calm him down because he keeps trying to get out. It's giving me a massive headache and I'm struggling to breathe because I'm so upset and I'm expecting.to be a depressing mess once again for another 2 years like I was the first time... This is why I've always wished I'd had a pet monkey. My parents have left me on my own again no matter how much some people to try to sat those with disabilities shouldn't be left alone for their own safety and I'm trapped with a cat and I'm the one who has to take care of it. It's just wonderful I really don't know what I will do but I'm also expecting it because of the last time I had a day like this...

[ninja789]

officially in the exam season

[Croconaw]

At school yesterday we were supposed to build rockets. The principal started freaking out so now we can't do that anymore. Our Physics teacher bought remote control cars to build instead, but I wanted rockets.

[project_icarus]

can't figure this bloody thing out fuck's sake. And Paypal's giving me a runaround, I have something like £40 in there but they aren't letting me touch it for some stupid fucking reason.

I'm really jumpy and getting anxious over the littlest of things and lately I've just had nil confidence whatsoever.

I actually miss him, haha. He's pissed me off and given me the total and utter runaround more times than I care to mention but, like, three months ago he'd be the guy I'd run to if it were three in the morning and having a panic attack which has been a lot, lately or to [-]talk[/-] rant on and on about things that literally nobody else gives a flying fuck about aaaaaaaand I pretty much fucked that up but oh well.

[backjruton]

Most of the shit in my day has been resolved, except for the fact my cat's outside again and that's causing me stress as I don't want him to be outside where he can get hurt again like last night.

But now, once again I'm being shouted at for banging; stupid next door neighbours. Someone with my kind of problems shouldn't be forced to live next to a house with little kids inside, I have to be quiet and I just can't. I fucking hate society and having to be quiet in such a noisy and shitty house. Quiet causes me problems, I need to be loud and be able to talk sometimes; not be told to stop because kids are sleeping when they've actually made me wish I could move out because of all this. I hate living in a semi-detached house and would rather live in a tunnel with just my family inside (as long as I could plug my phone and laptop in and listen to music...) because then I wouldn't have to keep quiet. Being expected to calm down and be quiet when my head is like this just isn't possible...

[ksdnfkfr]

the futility of everything

[Horatio Nelson]

A family friend is in the hospital and the doc says he may not make it through the night......

[backjruton]

These shorts my mum bought me today. She clearly needs to know more about my senses because I think I'm gettinga bad reaction to them...

[backjruton]

Had a random panic attack in the middle of town and started crying... That's a first...

[Croconaw]

I woke up late. I slept in.

[backjruton]

I really don't know how much longer I can do this... fucking parents

My mum just proved again she doesn't fucking understand or care about anything... I wanted to print something off for my college work, and I need to do it at home because I have special paper I know how to use here; so she spends £20 on an ink cartridge, says I'm paying for it and now we're not even going to get to use it because we don't even print 1 off before she shouts and I start crying AGAIN, I run upstairs then she shouts at me constantly telling me to go back down even after talking to me like that THEN calls me a pervert because I have more strange ways of relieving my stress than what most people do THEN tells me she's going to the police about my porn [SHE DOESN'T CARE NORMALLY. ONLY WHEN SHE THINKS SHE CAN GET SOMETHING OUT OF IT] THEN walks out the house crying because dad called her the "worst parent ever". Would anyone else's parents really do something like this and not expect to be called that? I tried telling her I had a panic attack in the middle of town yesterday... "So?!"

SORRY FOR BEING AUTISTIC. Once again it's making me feel bad for something I can't help. I really don't know how much longer I can do this, I thought she understood my problems, I asked if we could speak to the psychiatrist again because I REALLY NEED SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS IN MY REAL LIFE and she says we can't because they "wrote me off" again. I need to talk to someone on my own terms, not in appointment, because I don't always feel this bad but I feel alone again and if I don't print these things off I fail my college project and i can't continue in my education. fucking BRILLIANT :|:|:mad:

[Dalcourt]

I'm depressed cuz my health doesn't improve. I've been ill for nearly two weeks now and it seems to me it gets worse than better.

[Menzis]

Feeling lonely, my younger brother has a lot of friends, while I only have 1.. which is female..

[Menzis]

I really don't know how much longer I can do this... fucking parents

My mum just proved again she doesn't fucking understand or care about anything... I wanted to print something off for my college work, and I need to do it at home because I have special paper I know how to use here; so she spends £20 on an ink cartridge, says I'm paying for it and now we're not even going to get to use it because we don't even print 1 off before she shouts and I start crying AGAIN, I run upstairs then she shouts at me constantly telling me to go back down even after talking to me like that THEN calls me a pervert because I have more strange ways of relieving my stress than what most people do THEN tells me she's going to the police about my porn [SHE DOESN'T CARE NORMALLY. ONLY WHEN SHE THINKS SHE CAN GET SOMETHING OUT OF IT] THEN walks out the house crying because dad called her the "worst parent ever". Would anyone else's parents really do something like this and not expect to be called that? I tried telling her I had a panic attack in the middle of town yesterday... "So?!"

SORRY FOR BEING AUTISTIC. Once again it's making me feel bad for something I can't help. I really don't know how much longer I can do this, I thought she understood my problems, I asked if we could speak to the psychiatrist again because I REALLY NEED SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS IN MY REAL LIFE and she says we can't because they "wrote me off" again. I need to talk to someone on my own terms, not in appointment, because I don't always feel this bad but I feel alone again and if I don't print these things off I fail my college project and i can't continue in my education. fucking BRILLIANT :|:|:mad:

Wow that's though to hear, if you want to talk to someone about it you can PM me!

[backjruton]

Wow that's though to hear, if you want to talk to someone about it you can PM me!

I calm down way too quickly, just needed to get this out on here. It's just a messed up family, we get along but things always go wrong due to my high stress and anger levels and it's because I calm down so easily that I can't ask for any help about it :P I just don't think she should be able to do this when she's legally a registered carer, she's abusing her power with everything recently and I probably wouldn't care so much either if she wasn't so nice to the people she works with and then such a bitch a lot of the time at home

[Croconaw]

My weird parents got lost going somewhere and I have to wait until next week to go.

[HistoricWrath]

This girl that I'm friends with has suddenly and inexplicably stopped talking to me. Reads my texts but won't respond, looks at me when I say hi to her and just gives me a blank stare and then keeps walking. It really sucks

[nino51300]

Having to go to school tomorrow

[Abyssal Echo]

Tomorrow being Monday and its supposed to rain for the next 3 days

[rollerblader719]

This isnt just today but I got to say this somewhere. 3 years ago I switched to a private school. Nothing was wrong at oublic school but I became more religiius. In public school I had endless amount of friends and was never alone but each year at private school gets worse and worse and im split between switching since I lost touch with most people from public school. And my brother is popular and my familt expects so much out of me and they want me to be someone that I am not. When anyone looks at my brother and then looks at me they are saddened at what they wanted me to be. I just want to have a group of friends who is always there for me and I like to be with. Everything became terrible switching to a new school but I feel like switching back after I am in highschool would make it the same as it is now in the public school. Miserable. Im rwally torn by this plus the fact that my voice is really high im14 and people just think im gay and make fun of me. It really sucks to be looked down upon by your family and not have friends who care enough to even talk to u when ur not with them. Everyone else is on there phones texting 24/7 and I dont even talk to people I feel like an unsocial asshole who sits in a coner and the way I deal with this stuff is to skate but guess what I dont have skates since mine are broken and I dont have money for new ones so looks like that really screws me over. Well there it is. Now time to live miserable for longer

[backjruton]

First day back in college for 2 weeks, I feel good and bad :kitty:

[radsniper]

life

[Poison_Ivy]

Wake up and realize it's monday

[Dark_Desires]

I'm still alive and pretty much everything.
Maybe i should just go through with my plan already.

[DarkHorse4eva]

i can feel my depression is back at the moment

[ChrisTJ]

I'm still alive and pretty much everything.
Maybe i should just go through with my plan already.

Please don't, it always gets better :)

Anyway, I'm depressed because I hate living in Glasgow :( I wanna move to Stirling.

[Miri]

I just had a sucky day. And then I binged :(
I thought I was done with that, it's frustrating.
A cupcake, 4 cookies and a ton of chocolates later... I feel like crap. I just thought I was done with that, it's depressing.

[backjruton]

If I hadn't moved my phone I coulda thrown it in the bath instead of the mirror because I was too tired to see anything :P

and I see another cut from shaving... nothing new

[John566]

Got rejected.....

[Dalcourt]

that I'm still ill...it makes me crazy

[Nick M]

Loneliness and emptiness

[backjruton]

Randomly hurt I think my ankle earlier. Hurts to walk right now :P

And I'm tired, again :kitty:

[Croconaw]

My therapist that my school hired is being stupid. I don't think I understand this Geometry very well. I don't know.

[DarkHorse4eva]

I haven't talked properly with my boyfriend since Sunday :/

[backjruton]

Once again I need sleep but I lose my tiredness right before intending to and I don't want to turn my laptop off :D

[Abyssal Echo]

The weather and the fact that I'm really tired but can't sleep

[radsniper]

bad pain

[backjruton]

Feeling Shit, but what's new? :L

[Dark_Desires]

I had another meltdown and just depressed in general so nothing new.

[vampirefreaks]

The toilet overflowed. :(

[backjruton]

I spent £41 on 21 pairs of socks because I'm so used to losing them. First thing I txted my dad after we bought them "In 21 days, we're going shopping for socks again" :D:lol: It's not that bad, but still bad, they do go missing for ages and suddenly turn up...

[DarkHorse4eva]

I miss my boyfriend :(

[Croconaw]

I had to build a computer. It was boring.

[backjruton]

My mum wouldn't let me get my makeup done yesterday :lol:

I'm so tempted to ask her to buy a lot more so she can do it herself ... I seriously want to go to college with it one day

[DarkHorse4eva]

I got a headache :(

[Dark_Desires]

No internet until Tuesday because someone screwing up so stuck with my Phone gah.

Can't honestly see a point in living anymore i can't end and i can't live this is just shit and to top it off alone having panic attacks.

[backjruton]

Demotivated. Got to do more for my college work but it's just too boring doing the same thing over and over. I really like this idea but there's a difference between how nice an idea it is and how easy it'll actually be able to do...

[Croconaw]

I keep having thoughts about my friend. The last time I saw her was at the end of January.

[backjruton]

I'm bored waiting to go away and it's annoying :lol:

[Dalcourt]

that I just found out that one of my cats has fleas...awesome

[Canadian.Teen]

That I cant see my Stepdad (who is more of a dad to me then my actual dad is) anymore :(

[plebble]

Everything.

[Croconaw]

I have school tomorrow. This is going to be the longest month ever.

[Croconaw]

I don't want to be in school.

[backjruton]

We aren't home this week... We're on holiday... It would be nice if mum didn't take so many pictures. She's only taking so many of us to post onto Facebook and make her sister jealous that we're here and she's not... :lol::)

[DarkHorse4eva]

My boyfriend is depressed :(

[Abyssal Echo]

having one of those days that everything I touch turns to shit then I came here only to find most of my favorite arcade threads locked.

[TheKingIam]

the school and having no money

[Dark_Desires]

The usual been depressed more cuts not wanting to live and having Meltdowns.

[backjruton]

I think my leg nearly gave up on me because I just slipped, fell to the floor and started crying.. Wonderful :mad:

[danny16_]

Life in this house i live in:(

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general :(

[Croconaw]

I don't feel like doing whatever we have to do in math today.

[Dark_Desires]

I found out that My mum was Sexually Assaulted and that's how i was conceived so basically i'm a rape Baby and a Mistake i don't think anything could make me more depressed right now.

[Croconaw]

I might have did horrible on a Geometry test I took.

[Dalcourt]

my friend is here tomorrow and I can't spend time with him...

[danny16_]

School is tomorrow

[Abyssal Echo]

lots of shit I wont bother to bring up here.

[DarkHorse4eva]

The weather

[CharlieHorse]

I'm failing school, and I'm probably going to get sent back to Highschool, and I'll miss my friends :(

[backjruton]

I've felt shit all week with different things ending with a bad stomach yesterday and a bad nose/bad cough today and through all of these 5 days I've had a bad ankle because I hurt myself while swimming and on Monday and Tuesday nights both of my wrists were hurting really bad and now I'm back home it feels weird to use my laptop and PS3 again... :kitty:

[Croconaw]

I woke up late and it feels like I wasted an entire day.

[Dark_Desires]

Waking up to 2 people Yelling and Swearing at each other over the phone.

Oh and i'm still alive sarcastic yay

[Abyssal Echo]

Thinking about all my attempts and the fact that none were sucessful

[Ryan1698]

I've turned 16 but yet I'm still without a relationship because I'm not out :/

[DarkHorse4eva]

I fell asleep while talking with my boyfriend again :/

[1_21Guns]

There's no cause for my depression. Therapy taught me there's always a cause, somewhere, CBT says that sometimes it can be down to one thought that you run off with and your mood spirals down, but I have nothing. All that goes around my head is a quote from Girl, Interrupted "You lie down, confess your secrets and you are saved" "What if I don't have a secret" "Then you're a lifer like me."
I'm now depressed about being depressed.

[Stingray]

I've got a GCSE Geography exam on tuesday

[Dalcourt]

a thought that occured to me after a chat with a friend.

[Croconaw]

The weekend is almost over.

[Steve Jobs]

Feeling a little displaced and out of focus :what:

[Dark_Desires]

I can't seem to get better no matter what and its Monday.

[ksdnfkfr]

idk but i'm horribly depressed right now. like just don't give a crap about anything.

[backjruton]

I feel horrible again :p

[Dalcourt]

I have to go home now, that's what depresses.me at the moment

[Dark_Desires]

I have tonsillitis and its worse than i have ever had it before :/

[Abyssal Echo]

life in general

[backjruton]

My stomach. yay :lol:

At least it's got me a day at home so I can do my work in peace... :what:

[Croconaw]

I just feel depressed. Only a few good things happened to me today. It's on Tuesday, and I feel as if the week should be over. I don't like school.

[backjruton]

I forgot to do my college work :lol:

[Cognizant]

I'm soooooo stressed about school....

[backjruton]

Boxes without instructions of how to open are so fucking annoying :x

[Croconaw]

I had English exams.

[bob97]

Ex girlfriend problems. She just went to the school and said that I'm harassing her, even though I haven't talked to her in a week. They moved my locker and I have to go to homeroom in the office because she's in mine. I still love her and she's being a jerk

[Cognizant]

i don't know, im just in one of those "nobody likes me; i'm not popular enough" moods

[Croconaw]

I have school tomorrow. :(

[backjruton]

I'm in bed. Its too hot in my room and the fan is too loud. So I'm stuck in the middle. I can sleep with the fan on but its annoying and so is eeverything else :):)

[Dalcourt]

That I'm feeling increasingly anxious about everything...and have some important stuff to do.

[LedaP]

Note:I am an 8th grade female, and the other three are 2 7th grade males and a 7th grade female.
I've known of this guy (D.L.) for a few months, and I caught him looking at me a few times. Finally 2 weeks ago I told him that I thought we should become friends and he gave me his number. In the first few days, I learned he got straight A's, was in advanced classes, wrote poetry, plays in band, and overall is very beyond his years. On the third day we'd known eachother, I became more depressed than usual (I stuggle with depression and am bipolar) and downed myself. I told him all about my struggles and how terrible my family life is and he told me that he loved me, wanted to hug me forever, and that he needed me. Well, afterward... He told me his struggles. You see, his mother tried to murder him and the love of his life (good friend when they were little) had died in a fire. He is a depressed kid. Anyway, after that we called eachother and we talked about bands and stuff. Then came the 6th day. Basically, I tried to talk to him but he was depressed. I tried to commit suicide because now I had no one to talk to, (literally without him I had cats and that's it) and I was done. The 7th day all that was resolved and we talked normal, even after he stated "Her love is a poison." 3 days ago he told me that he was a terrible person so.. Anyway.. We have been fine, and yesterday we had a concert/amusement park competition. All day we were together and I was really happy, and I could tell that he was too. However, in the middle my friend (7th grade girl, R.N.) came. I knew they were friends a few years back and they decided to try to be friends again. He did everything he did to me to her. Every topic, every touch, everything! So, after we left I told her I was upset by this. Note:Me and him specifically said we loved eachother, but we aren't dating. Anyway, after I told R.N. that she said I shouldn't worry and that she is sorry for making me worry. We were going to talk (D.L. and I) over the phone, but he fell asleep. Today I talked to him and he seemed a little as if he didn't want to talk, and so a few hours later I decided to finally bring up a conversation. I stated how I don't like a t-shirt (not on him) but just in general and he did like it so in a way we just "argued" for 2 messages, after he said "Bye" I've texted him about things not on the matter, but he refuses to even budge. I called a friend in which was mutal to all three D.L., R.N., and I and he (N.A.) messaged D.L. He said he was done with me and that I depress him. After, he also said he told R.N. he liked her still and she stated she liked him back, however they are not dating. In matters, R.N. is a good friend of mine and am very upset with her for this, because I stated clearly to her just last night how I felt. N.A. then told D.L. to at least talk to me, D.L.:I told her I was a terrible person. N.A.:Why? D.L.:I knew something would happen. N.A.:Oh. D.L.:Yeah. I thought it was time for me to think about myself. N.A.:Just talk to her. D.L.:I will when I'm ready. Realistically, I don't know that to do! I know for a fact he loved/likes me... His birthday is in a few days and I drew a magnificent photograph of him. I don't know what to do. I know to give him time, but really how much can I even give him? Please help. Whatever you do, I need help. :(:(:(

[Cognizant]

I want a girlfriend so, so badly.

[Croconaw]

I don't want to go to school tomorrow!

[flappybird]

The fact that I will never be a competitive athlete of any sort. I was watching the olympics on YouTube today. It was painful. I have always as a kid, like all kids, imagined myself playing every sport that I would watch. I love sweat and I love the idea of working hard and competing in competitions. But where I live, there are no sports facilities. Even the idea of being a gymnast seems kind of far fetched. And now that I am 17, imagining such things is futile. It is too late.

Also, the realisation that my childhood is over is crushing my heart. Last 2.5 years of my life have been plagued with anxeity, sleeplessness and friendlessness. I badly wish I can be 14-15 again.


Both these things combined have really sucked the energy out of me this morning.

[Dark_Desires]

The fact i'm still alive and to top it off i got a Death Threat oh yay.

[Rocketsnail]

Secrets, and one I want to know badly which is being kept from me...

[Dalcourt]

my life as a whole

[Horatio Nelson]

A close friend is on his deathbed with a life threading blod clot. :(

[backjruton]

Had another panic attack in town. My weight isn't the problem, anxiety is, and no one close in my real life knows anything about me in that sense °-°

[Croconaw]

I made someone cry and it was totally unintentional.

[Chrisscotland]

I had bad nightmares again last night and they are still freaking me out now

[Cognizant]

i don't just want a girlfriend, no no. i need one. i need a special buddy. someone i can call mine. someone who i can laugh with and make memories with. i need someone to go on adventures with and at the end of the day lay in bed with and be happy.

[Abyssal Echo]

The thought that all I'm holding onto here is memories

[Croconaw]

I have school on Tuesday! :(

[backjruton]

I'm getting sick of my ass hole family talking about politics all the time. I don't give as much of a fuck about this stuff as they do... so my brother should go and talk about it somewhere I can't hear him :(:|

[Croconaw]

This creepy teacher is forcing me to go to prom tomorrow during the school day. I would rather go to school than the prom. :(

[Dark_Desires]

Everything is starting to turn to shit again and my urges to cut are back.

[backjruton]

I just got the blue screen of...whatever... on my laptop for the first time in the year and a half I've had it. Uh oh...?

[Abyssal Echo]

it's been one of those days that everything I touch turns to shit :(

[CharlieHorse]

i don't just want a girlfriend, no no. i need one. i need a special buddy. someone i can call mine. someone who i can laugh with and make memories with. i need someone to go on adventures with and at the end of the day lay in bed with and be happy.

omg this
just this
out of every vt post i've ever seen
this

:'(

[Croconaw]

My teacher gave me this fifty question homework packet to do. I thought I was going to have fun this weekend. I'm almost finished with it, but it was totally unnecessary.

[that94guy]

I didn't pass the final test, and have to retake on Monday. I'm trying to get back, just somehow things always not go right and get me down, over and over, and I feel hopeless.

[ashjk]

I have 2 exams tomorrow!!!

[Abyssal Echo]

lots of sht... life in general

[Croconaw]

I don't want to go to school tomorrow.

[Miserabilia]

I cut yesterday and the scars are too visable.

[Chrisscotland]

ive been cutting my arms everyday for a few days and its getting worse and I cant stop, im scared.

[project_icarus]

Firstly, I woke up and as always was struggling to breathe and had a king-sized headache.

[thatgothgirluknow]

the flashbacks keep coming and i cant concentrate on anything else im zoning out so bad im lost in my thoughts and i cant find my way back to this world from that evil place in my
mind

[Dark_Desires]

I'm tired of Fighting to get Better I'm tired of fighting Life and Friends
i just want to give up and end it and for once be Selfish.

[Abyssal Echo]

I posted something I thought was a good thing it didn't turn out too good.

[Elsa]

A lot of things (my 6 disorders). I'm very scared right now actually. I get regrets so easely that I can't eat anymore (Have not ate in hours) and when i do eat i kind of force myself to It. I've also lost a lot of interestes of mine so I'm kind of panicing over that. And I'm also depressed out of lonliness because I am very intelligent, simply. And when you see every single wrong step people take in... Society, school, anywhere every second you get depressed! And I don't want to sound rude but please understand that I think people are really stupid.

So, being scared of living (that sounds really bad to you) made me depressed today.

...Yup.

[TooYoungToDie]

- Today's my ex-bestie's birthday and I keep thinking about the great times we shared :(
- Yesterday I was self harming again for the first time in two years

[Lords of Fallen]

Woke up today feeling worthless. It's occurring more frequently and I just don't know what to do. I'm surrounded by people who just don't understand me and I'm getting tired of it. I need someone to talk to...

[backjruton]

Really tired. Thanks to last nights heat I got to sleep at 4, which means I slept for 3 hours when I could have for 5 :P mehhh

[backjruton]

Mummy's being melodramatic again :mad: :(

This is what happens when once again I try to put out there what -I- feel "contributed to my weight gain the most and why I have too many mental issues with anxiety and other crap for my weight to be a concern..."

[DarkHorse4eva]

My mom yelled at me because I don't care about somebody in my class 0.o

[Hundred Spirited God]

my mental disorder

[backjruton]

Overslept an hour :metal:

[CrazyPerson101]

The scary thought of the doctors messing up my vocal cords if I have the surgery

[deadpie]

Not really depression today, but an extreme amount of frustration towards life and people annoying the living shit out of me.. Really want people to stop looking at me and talking to me, because I know I annoy the shit out them and I make myself sound fucking retarded. Everything I say or do makes me a complete idiot. Frustrated with my face and body and my personality and it annoys the fuck out of me.

[Croconaw]

I have a 61% in Geometry.

[Cognizant]

One of my close friends father's died and I feel incredibly guilty for not being there for my friend when he was struggling.

I also am starting to lust over someone I can never have because they're much older than me and live across the country from me.

[Croconaw]

I have finals tomorrow.

[jarryd]

my dad lost his job tdy and mums not around

[Unknown_one]

Being me.......

[backjruton]

Once again people are joking about me having a girlfriend just because I took a picture with someone. It doesn't depress me, I just find it annoying :P

[Abyssal Echo]

The shit weather we're having

[Croconaw]

My hand is itchy.

[Luminous]

First mosquito bites of the year. They're everywhere and so itchy!

[DarkHorse4eva]

I got a final exam in 7 hours and 35 mins :/

[Abyssal Echo]

My friends long gone and now his diary is a dead issue

[Remora]

Don't know what i should do.

[Ben_Frost]

The fact that I got up today, showered and left home early to meet up with my best friends to eat ice cream, and it rained... on a sunny part cloudy day... and it poured so my other friends didn't go and I just stood there for about two hours waiting, I came back home soaked to my bones. Good thing the water hid my tears...

[Croconaw]

I miss my friend. I haven't seen her since June 6th.

[Cognizant]

I don't know. I feel unattractive, both on the inside and out.

It's also come to my attention that I will probably never get the "love life" of my dreams because of my disability to process things fast enough..... it's really complicated. In other words, I can't talk to people as well as I could and it makes me upset because I think it's what's holding me back from finding the girl of my dreams.

[Hallie]

boredom. and the fact that I pretty much have to go to this pool party for my church because I planned the worship (I'm a UU) and I don't want to because I have scars from self harm like literally EVERYWHERE.

[Miserabilia]

You know, not much to be honest. I'm having one of my better days :D

[Emerald Dream]

My own stubbornness and refusal to give in

[roadwarrior]

my homework makes me depressed

[Croconaw]

I feel like everyone hates me on this one site I'm a member of. (Not this one)

[Abyssal Echo]

mostly me :/
I keep thinking of all my VT friends that are gone that I can't even skype with anymore.
I almost feel like an outsider here anymore :(

[that94guy]

I missed my mom's birthday.
I told myself before going to bed yesterday, and again after I wake up this morning, that tonight I will call my mom and say happy birthday to her. But because of spending time sitting front of the computer doing nothing & forgot…

Completely isolating myself.

[centropede]

I'm sad because yesterday i had last day with my class (i have noone in my life except my classmates), next year im going to capital city learning further :( So, ... and i cant see my classmates because i'm not living in that city. And i can't afford driving with bus all the time and they have their own life. Don't want to bother them.
Anyways i didnt have real friends in that class nor i have now, to whom i could tell anything, hug when im sad or cry in a shoulder. But they were so close to each other and happy. Even i wasnt so close with them, but still, ehh,... now i have no one at all. Except my family, but family isn't the same what friends are.
So for 3 months (summer) i have noone.
Yes, there are kids in my city, but ehh,... I have nothing in common with them. I have nothing common with anyone. I'm just bad person. I have noone.
And its almost impossible for me to trust anyone.

[Cognizant]

Summer school blows....

[Angry Elf]

Having to return to work tomorrow!

[Bigp24]

Social anxiety.

[johny1996]

I have lots of work and I need to go out to buy something but its raining... aaawww I hate rain...

[Wind]

Spent $700 on Youtube views today (1 million) and a few hundred likes. It looks like I messed up my keywords, and SEO went wrong. Oh well...

[Abyssal Echo]

some of my friends wont talk to me

[Croconaw]

School is depressing me. I know it's break, but my progress has dropped according to the papers that got sent home. I'll do better next year.