What's depressing you today?

[radsniper]

the fam

[Croconaw]

I woke up late and it feels like I wasted the entire day.

[Seemyheart]

This is day 2 without him

[backjruton]

I feel like a zombie. Also my spots are coming back and I have a massive headache today :L

[Seemyheart]

Day 3 w/o him.. Oh and the fact it's snowing, I'm so tired of the cold

[AlexOnToast]

School tomorrow :(

[Croconaw]

I have school tomorrow. I hope my home school cancels.

[AlexOnToast]

I'm in school all week with no days off :(

[Croconaw]

It's Monday. I hate Monday. :(

[ksdnfkfr]

My usual hangups. Sometimes I get sick to death of me. I mean heaven forbid I speak a fluent sentence or two. Or walk and move without being awkward. Or be able to navigate my way around by myself without getting lost. I fucking suck.

[backjruton]

I cut the back of my finger somehow by accident without doing anything and it still stings 9 hours later XD

[Croconaw]

I have this strange feeling that my friend is ignoring me.

[Croconaw]

My partner is doing absolutely nothing, and we're both getting credit for the work I did.

[Plane And Simple]

People.

[Miserabilia]

Life...

[backjruton]

I had to spend 4 hours in the bus earlier and I hate being in the bus. and I'm finally starting to realize how bad my weight is getting, I've lost a little recently but it's still not good XD

[Tarannosaurus]

The way that society is kind of fucked up. I mean, the statistic that a minimum of 50% of people suffer from depression at least once, isn't that a sign that we're doing things the wrong way?

And also my aunt who was dying from pancreatic cancer started recovering but she's dying again.

[Croconaw]

I don't feel like doing my homework today. :lol:

[backjruton]

A guy friend asked me which boy I want to kiss in the class after a discussion came up because my (girl) friend kissed another girl yesterday without the other girl's consent XD

I couldn't answer him because it's HIM I am attracted to, so I started to act awkwardly towards him instead

[Babs]

stressed out because I ate way too much today, got nothing done all week so far so I feel like I have to work extra hard tomorrow but I don't wanna do anything, my mom is just stressing everybody out, and I relapsed the other day. :/

[Hollywood]

Fucking nothing ever comes easy, I swear. I'm trying to get some paperwork done (birth certificate and social security shit, it's an absolute pain in the neck). Every single time it's one step forward and two steps back. At least I've got some help now, though.

[Seemyheart]

The fact I'm tempted to just read instead of doing my homework...ive never NOT done my homework

[Croconaw]

I don't like my schedule this year. I wish it was next year at school.

[ksdnfkfr]

I hurt so fucking much. am not supposed to feel this way. the one perk of my fucking autism prison is a lack of attachment to anyone. so why do i hurt so badly? have never really had this before. dont even know this person irl. but i hurt so fucking much. Just feel like writing that a thousand times - it hurts so fucking much

Never again. Never ever again. No more friends.

[DeadEyes]

I hurt so fucking much. am not supposed to feel this way. the one perk of my fucking autism prison is a lack of attachment to anyone. so why do i hurt so badly? have never really had this before. dont even know this person irl. but i hurt so fucking much. Just feel like writing that a thousand times - it hurts so fucking much

Never again. Never ever again. No more friends.

Well, a lack of attachement doesn't mean it hurts any less to feel abandoned or betrayed. It might be unlikely to connect to someone but even when you become the slightest then this person can hurt you, even unintentionally.

[ksdnfkfr]

Well, a lack of attachement doesn't mean it hurts any less to feel abandoned or betrayed. It might be unlikely to connect to someone but even when you become the slightest then this person can hurt you, even unintentionaly.

Am talking about my VT friend who just left - and def not because of me.
So that's three people badly hurt. Him, me and our VT friend who also left.

[DeadEyes]

Am talking about my VT friend who just left - and def not because of me.
So that's three people badly hurt. Him, me and our VT friend who also left.

Well... I was just speaking generally since I have no clue what happened.

[Karkat]

Missing my boyfriend so badly. :( Everything in life seems to be going to shit.

[ksdnfkfr]

Well... I was just speaking generally since I have no clue what happened.

No prob. Appreciate you. Just felt the need to clarify.

[backjruton]

I've waited over a year for The Stick Of Truth to come out.

It took me an hour to throw the case and the handset against the wall...

[ninja789]

wanting to leave the UK and move to somewhere like Canada but reading through immigration websites and realising how hard it can be and the length of time involved

[Abyssal Echo]

VT, VT Friends, just life in general

[Croconaw]

We don't have any milk, so I can't make strawberry milk.

[roadwarrior]

physics project,...

[radsniper]

i can't seem to get a grip on anything in life

[Croconaw]

I want to go food shopping but I don't have any money.

[Dalcourt]

That I can't sleep for a week in a row now.

[radsniper]

missing a close friend and just life in geeneral

[Croconaw]

I have school tomorrow. :(

[ninja789]

got a maths exam tomorrow

[Seemyheart]

My friend is mad at me

[backjruton]

I've pre-ordered 4 albums and I don't want to wait any longer for them... XD

1 for tomorrow - Paloma Faith
2 for next Monday - Kylie Minogue and The Pretty Reckless :P
1 for the Monday after - Shakira :D

and also that I'd waited over a year for The Stick of Truth to come out just to finish everything completely 3 days after release... :yawn:

[Charlie48]

headache!!!!!! :(

[Karkat]

Missing my boyfriend as always, sick, still don't know what my near future holds for me. :mad: If I knew if/when I'd be getting back to work, everything would be WONDERFUL but NO.

[DarkHorse4eva]

My boyfriend is sick, so we only get to talk a very little bit :(

[Captain Canada]

Miss mah gurl ;n;

[HideInPlainSight]

[ ... ]

[Abyssal Echo]

life in general

[Dalcourt]

That I have to go home after school.

[backjruton]

The weather.

I don't like being too hot or too cold and it's warmer today and yesterday than it has been for a long time

[Croconaw]

We're starting a poetry unit in English tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to this. :(

[backjruton]

My hands and mouth are covered in paint that's harder to wash off XD

This (with the mouth) is what you get when to try to smell the paintbrush and somehow slip... :whoops: :D

[Seemyheart]

Well nothing was depressing me... but then my one friend started bashing my family and me and my friend always texts me at the end of the school day and they always say what I did wrong...and always thinks im mad at them when I'm not. It's frustrating. They say they criticise me because they have lack of confidence...well them always picking out each and everything I do wrong, is ruining my confidence.

[Gamma Male]

Other people. Boy, do they suck.

[ninja789]

I still have the f-ing flu

[Croconaw]

My teacher is freaking me out.

[backjruton]

I need to do my college work but I'm too good a mood to XD

[Hanson]

MH 370 aircraft still can't be found.

[Seemyheart]

This weather...it was in the 70s today and now people are saying we are expecting snow! I am so tired of snow

[DarkHorse4eva]

My mom yelling at me, so I had to storm out from home without getting any breakfast :/

[Abyssal Echo]

the weather

[ninja789]

I am home by myself

[Hollywood]

Not a clue, just one of those days. I just hope it doesn't turn into "one of those weeks."

[Dalcourt]

A former friend of mine.

[backjruton]

Youtube search doesn't seem to be working properly.. XD
(I'm in an extremely great mood today, but this is what's annoying me right now anyway)

[Croconaw]

I don't like this student at school.

[flarejeans9]

The reality that I am buried inside my assignments right up until this current year finishes. I am just being less of what everyone desires of me, and I just can't handle it. I am just declining myself as well as others.

[Dalcourt]

That I have headaches again

[Dark_Desires]

I cut deeper than ever before still hurts a day later and just depressed in general.
Feeling like a fuck up.

[backjruton]

My weighing scales are terrible and no help at all. Either they keep changing my weight or I put a lot on yesterday from eating a lot of peporamis which I don't think is possible... 5 peporamis is around 600 calories (DOH I didn't know that until just now and I just had another 5 as I LOVE THEM). I want to start watching my weight again as I know I'm capable of losing it I just don't know how to start and my parents are now seeking help because part of me told them to XD

[Croconaw]

I didn't get put in honors Algebra 2.

[Tarannosaurus]

A guy in my school just died in a car crash. R.I.P. Sean.

[ninja789]

home alone again

[backjruton]

I can't be bothered to finish the rest of my college work :yawn: but luckily it didn't HAVE to be done anyway

[backjruton]

My inability to make the first move with certain people is making it so I can't talk to one of my old friends from school. I really want to talk to him again and I'm just sat here dropping tiny hints so he can be the one to contact me first :D

[Tarannosaurus]

Not knowing how to help my best friend, if I should be talking to her or leaving her alone. Also school was pretty depressing especially, the school mass for Sean.

[Croconaw]

I don't know why, but I'm starting to think I'm stupid.

[backjruton]

I'm tired and because of this I can't tell if I'm feeling good or bad :P

[Croconaw]

My money didn't come in yet.

[Lisa R]

The cold weather

[Croconaw]

I don't think I'll see my friend again.

[Plane And Simple]

Life is getting me nowhere

[backjruton]

My head. I always seem to feel worse on Thursdays which is why I'm SO HAPPY I'm only in college for 2 hours before getting to go home. But on Thursdays I'm always tired, I was finding it hard to do my work earlier because of how tired I was in the classroom. Not very good

[ninja789]

I don't feel like I can be bothered actually doing anything
it all just seems pointless

[ksdnfkfr]

Life in general.

[Jackman1800]

The fact that my life is the exact same every day.

[Croconaw]

I got a lot of homework today.

[ksdnfkfr]

Problems with anxiety attacks lately are really wearing me out

[backjruton]

I hurt myself all over from 2 hours of random dancing XD (yesterday and today)

[Cognizant]

well i found out that the guy i had feelings for totally was just playing me for sex......

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general

[ninja789]

personal and money stuff

[Seemyheart]

Being sick on my mom's birthday

[ksdnfkfr]

Still with the stupid anxiety feels even though everything is okay. Really getting me down.

[DarkHorse4eva]

my mom yelled at me, tho she does it so often that i'm used to it :/

[Abyssal Echo]

the bad weather

[SleepyMonster]

My bf gets mad really easily

[backjruton]

My head hurts quite badly and I think I might have the flu AGAIN but not so sure :whoops:

[ksdnfkfr]

Stuff I need to do but keep procrastinating

[DarkHorse4eva]

i fell asleep while talking with my boyfriend :/

[backjruton]

Blocked nose, bad head and slightly aching all over. If my mum had this, she would stay in bed and not get off her ass for the whole day. She has a carers card now for an annoying reason and luckily for her she had to have a flu jab, wish I did even though I hate needles because surely that is better than 2-3 weeks with a blocked nose and a bad head :(

[project_icarus]

I'm really falling behind on my savings. I haven't touched my actual savings account, but I've wanted to spend as minimal as possible otherwise, but payday was last Friday and I've spent £126 since then which leaves me with about £20 in the bank. Silly me.

And I keep [-]thinking of[/-] obsessing over death, it's always there, I've been talking to some friends and watching comedy but fuck me I can't get my steer clear of that for very long.

[Croconaw]

I have school tomorrow. :(

[ninja789]

stressing about my French oral and the number of exams I have missed because I have been off :(
Havent really slept for two days because of it

[FullyAlive]

Being home I miss uni and the fun and games :(

[PoseidonX43]

mood swing :(

[Abyssal Echo]

the fact that most of my VT friends have either been banned or moved on.

[ksdnfkfr]

That I failed keeping up in mainstream classes. I guess I should be happy having less school and a lot less homework, but I feel guilty even though I really tried.

[backjruton]

My idiot of a sadly a brother threw the TV remote at the wall, broke it and is now blaming it on me... again... :|

[Remora]

Having the most pathetic crush possible.

[Caver]

Having to give in some of my make up on Friday for my flight :(

[ninja789]

lost my voice

[ksdnfkfr]

School

[backjruton]

I somehow managed to completely destroy one of the folders my work was in and had to fix it but didn't do very well.

And the part of the college I NEEDED to go to today was closed because the staff member was ill... surely they should have more than 1 active in there as this woman's ill all the time :| :(

[Tarannosaurus]

Life in general. Plus I'm trying to find out if I can take custody of my brothers when I turn eighteen in a year and a couple of months but it's not looking positive.

[Hollywood]

Another one of those damn days. I thought I was done with these depression spells but that doesn't seem to be the case. Perfect.

[backjruton]

I think I sense a slight meltdown coming on again... My family should know what triggers my meltdowns as they happen so so often but they don't no matter how many times I try to tell them; I'm feeling kinda agitated right now and would rather be on my own but keep being spoken to and asked to do stuff. When I get agitated I need peace and to be alone before I lose control but no one ever listens and that's partly what caused me to break a hole in to the wall... :|

[ksdnfkfr]

Life. feeling stupid. The usual.

[rprsupercar]

Loneliness and boredom.. They're killing me..!

[ninja789]

French oral exam tomorrow :(

[Dark_Desires]

I told my Best Friend how i felt and worried her again.
All i think about is suicide and my emotions and feelings feel like there killing me.

[Walter]

Punched a wall and broke my hand

[DarkHorse4eva]

i only got 3 hours of sleep

[backjruton]

Starting to realize again how much I've missed school :(

But mostly because of the teachers. I still see the better friends :P

[Willy_Nilly]

I keep sleepwalking and having nightmares

[backjruton]

I managed to have 3 slight sensory overloads in an hour at college :|

[Abyssal Echo]

the shit weather we're having

[FullyAlive]

The fact that I drunk text the guy I like and I'm coming off as a fucking psycho

[Tarannosaurus]

The frequency of my nightmares, asthma attacks and panic attacks this week. And that as a result of them I've fallen behind so much at school.

[Croconaw]

My English teacher has an obsession with poems. :(

[backjruton]

Good friend from school messaged me on facebook again after almost a year of not speaking and I feel kinda awkward because of the funny things college has done to my social skills :D

[plebble]

I'm just really really bored. I am desperate for people to just talk to me.

[backjruton]

Bored and tired :3

[Croconaw]

My grade for Geometry is low.

[Dark_Desires]

I think i screwed things up with a friend again and its my fault.
And just life in general...

[radsniper]

homework

[Cognizant]

im just in one of those irrational "why cant i just be straight, why cant i be normal" moods.

[DarkHorse4eva]

i feel lonely. my boyfriend and all my friends are sleeping :(

[ninja789]

getting up at 6 to go to work in the rain knowing pretty much everyone I like is asleep

[Croconaw]

I don't really know, to be honest. I just feel depressed. I keep feeling jealous of people. Why can't I be smart like them?

[logan69]

My sexuality 😖

[Mojo Masquerades]

My mother told me it was only a matter of time before i kill myself, and now my brain feels like it's wrapped in cotton wool

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general

[Dark_Desires]

I tried to end it but i couldn't make the final cut.
I lost my Best Friend and screwed everything up.

[radsniper]

no sleep

[ksdnfkfr]

This upcoming week

[rprsupercar]

It's unbearably hot here. It's not depressing but I hate this climate.

[Croconaw]

My dad keeps screaming "What's wrong with you?" and it's bothering me!
What a fucking asshole he is.

[Seemyheart]

My brother. Up to his old "let's cut Molly down as much as possible" crap.

[CharlieHorse]

Everything
I was so hungry this morning, I threw up a few times.
I woke up this afternoon. The whole day was wasted with dreamless sleep. And I go back to school tomorrow. I haven't finished anything I should have.
I'm done

[ninja789]

nothing
having the best day in ages
cant believe it

[backjruton]

Been in a worse mood recently.. I think my social confidence is starting to get worse again :confused:

[Croconaw]

I don't like my stupid Geometry teacher.

[Cognizant]

everybody around me left and right is all romantic and lovey-dovey and getting asked to prom left and right and here's me, who just got done being used by someone who didn't care at all about me :\

[DarkHorse4eva]

Tumblr fucked up while I wrote with my boyfriend, so a lot of messages got lost

[Abyssal Echo]

The fact that everything I try to do turns to shit :(

[ksdnfkfr]

my screwy health

[Croconaw]

I don't want to go to school today...

[Seemyheart]

My friend doesn't wanna be friends anymore.... we were best friends for 8+ years..

[Dalcourt]

The weather mostly.

[Coach97]

Today I joinecthe site and I am learning to use it but I joined because I am confused aboutmy sexuality and I don't know what to do. If I come out I am worried how everyone will react.

[ksdnfkfr]

Still dealing with intestinal sickness.

[Melodic]

My mom told me she was giving up on me and sending me to my Dad's. All because her and my Nana had a fight.

[ninja789]

my dad still hasnt apologised for saying something really racist to my friend yesterday

[Dark_Desires]

I had a break down and made another silly mistake.
I am eating again and it makes me sick bleh.
My head hurts and i can't stop panicking.

[Seemyheart]

He hit me and pushed me...I hit my head, and now my head hurts really badly. I had a panic attack and now I can't calm back down..

[backjruton]

Sensory overloads once again from too much noise and possibly sunlight.

Being made to do things I really don't want to do.

The fact I only went to an "art college" to learn about art, not other things going on around the world; like I tried saying to the tutor, "I would rather just know about my own world", but she laughed at me for saying that...

Lack of empathy caused me to burst out laughing at a re-staged video of a car crash (one of the 2 things we were made to boringly sit through was road safety)

2 of my bigger pieces of work got slightly ruined as I forgot to take them apart before putting them on the drying rack, but I managed to sort that out

And my head hurts once again and it's no surprise especially after the 2 large group activities which I really hate the thought of and even though the people in college should know that, I've still had to take part which causes me even more stress than I need. And there's no point telling them there's a lot on my mind right now, because they'll ask me what and I don't like being asked questions too much either, and I really need to ask these questions in my appointment with the psychiatrist (I'm still not sure if it is this) who supported me before then stopped for a while until my parents realized I need more help, because I think I'm dealing with social/generalized anxiety disorder, a not-too-severe form of agoraphobia and sensory processing disorder as well as being on the autistic spectrum :eek:

[DarkHorse4eva]

i'm being jealous when i know i shouldn't, and i'm just being stupid :/

[Karkat]

Not much today. Mostly just that my entire life is kind of in limbo, but I don't feel too bad today.

Oh wait, that and I can't drive, and still no glorious facial hair. I had another dream last night...

[Dalcourt]

that nobody ever seems to listen to me and respect me. that people always think that they can treat me like crap.

[Tarannosaurus]

My psychiatrist has betrayed my trust so many times now. Still, I have one person left that I can rely on.

[ksdnfkfr]

Another lousy day in general

[Captain Canada]

My friend may or may not be moving out of state

[DiamondsGirl]

I thought I was fine. I thought I had a better grip in life. I thought those days of pure darkness and pain is long gone now. I thought I am stronger than ever. I thought I finally made peace with myself. I thought, I thought, I thought, I thought. But of course I'm wrong again.

[ksdnfkfr]

Just the day ahead. Would rather just go back to bed.

[Dalcourt]

That I have a horrible pain in my ribs. I really hope they aren't cracked.

[Karkat]

I'm sick today D:

[ksdnfkfr]

continued lack of progress lately

[Abyssal Echo]

Tumblr is screwing up again :(

[imthomas]

The fact that I'm stuck in my hometown with none of my friends around

[workingatperfect]

I dropped my pretzels on the floor. They had peanut butter and jelly on them. Ugh.
And on a more serious note, my nephew (7 months old) has to go see a specialist because his feet are really swollen and his hands are starting to do it as well. And his older brother is almost 3 and he doesn't speak yet, apart from little words here and there. I hope my little guys are ok. :(

[Plane And Simple]

Everything. And another boring day of school.

[Lonely teen]

Being lonely.

[ninja789]

go to go to the doctors to get some test results

[Croconaw]

I have a 25% in gym class.

[Tarannosaurus]

Emailing my psychiatrist, counsellor, childline, anyone in the hope that they'll reply, then logging into my account to find only one piece of junk mail.

[Melodic]

I fought with some family today

[Synyster Shadows]

Missing my girlfriend a lot

[backjruton]

I've only been awake for 11 hours and already tired enough to go to bed... Stupid alarms failed to wake me up so I got up at 2pm, that's what happens when I'm home alone and try to make my bed comfortable enough to not wake up with a headache in the morning. It seems that for this spring break it's either headache or stay asleep and miss most of the day as the rest of my family are always out working :D I eventually woke up with 5 missed calls and a voicemail, then shouted at my dad when he got home for leaving it there as I couldn't get rid of it and neither of us knew how to. Meh, I figured it out in the end, after I restarted my phone and yet again it ended up sending my mum another text message that I'd already sent her from the week before, it does that a lot...

[radsniper]

the inability to have forward progress

[jmx100]

i feel like im waste and no one likes me but i just to act like i don't give a shit but most people just say a lot of shit that upsets me and i still act like i don't give a shit but i do

[ksdnfkfr]

Lack of personal progress

[Dalcourt]

the unlimited stupidity of people.

[radsniper]

life

[ninja789]

had a huge argument with my dad and he has kicked me out

[Plane And Simple]

For the first time in a good month, nothing!

[ksdnfkfr]

No specific reason- just feel depressed.

[workingatperfect]

Things feel very quiet between my boyfriend and I. I just don't know what to say and of course he's no help with it.

[project_icarus]

I feel like I'm beating a dead horse. I've not spoken properly with my girlfriend for fucking ages and it feels like she's just not putting any effort in whatsoever.

[Tarannosaurus]

The fucked up Irish healthcare and social services systems.