What's depressing you today?

[ksdnfkfr]

Math finals

[HeyMrsTambourine]

I'm gonna puke 'cause everyone leaves.
If only they knew how much it hurts me, and how much my heart is torn... I just wanna die right now.
Sometimes it feels like I found a reason to get up on the morning, and then I always end more broken than before.
Maybe that's what I deserve, but I'd like to know what I must change to be worthy of their attentions.

[Living For Love]

Huge discussion with my parents. I though they loved me, but once again I was wrong. I just hope that when I go to the doctor and tell him about my recent heart pains he diagnoses me a really bad infection and tells me I'm going to die very soon...

[toomuch2handleNlife]

My moms thinking of getting a divorce to my stepdad my half brothers are caught in the middle and i feel like its my fault. I feel alone and I'm having a hard time holding down food.

[ksdnfkfr]

A bad situation going on.

[NeuroTiger]

A bad situation going on.

Bro, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. :)

[ksdnfkfr]

Bro, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. :)

Thanks so much it's nice to know that.
Not my situation tho this time just one I find depressing.

[NeuroTiger]

Thanks so much it's nice to know that.
Not my situation tho this time just one I find depressing.

All the best dude!! :) :) :)

[Steve Jobs]

Life's a little empty without school going on, and I've strongly had to reconsider the people I call my "friends"..

[HeyMrsTambourine]

I cry every fu**ing day. I'm tired.
My Mom told me I look really sad and minute... Yeah, Mom, I know. I'd like to be cuddled, but people would rather cuddle a beautiful healthy girl.
Then it's a vicious circle.

[CheekyBird]

The fact I have lost the one thing that means the most to me and no matter what I couldn't of done anything. Watching it happen and me not being there is heartbreaking and just makes me regret ever moving forward with my life...

[HeyMrsTambourine]

The fact I have lost the one thing that means the most to me and no matter what I couldn't of done anything. Watching it happen and me not being there is heartbreaking and just makes me regret ever moving forward with my life...

I understand you sooo much, unfortunately.

[toomuch2handleNlife]

Im really tired...the overwhelming stress from recent problems my lives just a mess

[Abyssal Echo]

the weather its too cold to go outside to do anything.

[Luminous]

I'm just really down today.. :(

[toomuch2handleNlife]

I feel sad today trapped my mom and I were suppossed to take a trip to our old town but she put it off til monday she said she ws to tired too drive 16hrs, she was dissapointed in herself but for me it was like thinking there's a light at the end of a tunnel just to discover its a train. I feel so alone. I don't talk about my problems alot but sometimes i wish i just had 1 person i could talk to just one person that could really understand...

[Desuetude]

Someone had written 'ho ho ho' on the board as it's christmas and my friend as a joke said 'thats what you are' and this boy chipped in 'she would be but no one will have her'. Hahaha thanks mate, like I didn't know that already. Yeah I'm fucking ugly don't need you telling me you agree.

I'm a fucking shitty horrible person. Feelings of self hatred are so high right now want to destory myself.

[HideInPlainSight]

[ ... ]

[Synyster Shadows]

I feel lonely because I don't think I'll get to talk to my girlfriend tonight

[drmindfreak]

everything.

[ksdnfkfr]

I have such a feeling of hopelessness and dread.

[Church Of The Mind]

The thought of death.

[Axw_JD]

feeling hopeless and lonely...

[centropede]

Lonely, my little sister is annoying me, that my crush (boy) dont like boys, i guess....maby he do....or...who the heck knows

[1_21Guns]

the days are getting darker, and I don't just mean the sky.
my boyfriends worried I'm gonna screw up his idea of a perfect family.
I'm losing interest in anything and everything.

[dazzawazza]

The weather it just makes you feel like crap.

[HeyMrsTambourine]

I'm fed up with players using me.

[Castle of Glass]

a lot of fucking things

[ksdnfkfr]

it looks like I'm in another patch of lousy sleep patterns.

[Living For Love]

Everything.

[RavleIncarnate]

The fact that I'm going insane and that I'm caught in someone else's really hot bod.

[Synyster Shadows]

I feel worthless and see no reason for anyone to care about me. I'm falling back to my old ways :(

[MisterNobody]

Suicidal ideation... won't go away... so yeah, that's pretty depressing.
Also, really fucking miss my best friend :/

[Abyssal Echo]

life in general

[DarkHorse4eva]

My best friends death

[Desuetude]

....

[Stronger]

Life, people.

[HeyMrsTambourine]

Pff where am I going ?
Is this sh*t called "life" ?

[HeyMrsTambourine]

I had such a bad Christmas.
Is that a magic Christmas to cry alone on my bed at 12a.m.?
It seems like I'm never enough for people. I'd do anything for those I love though.

[Living For Love]

I had such a bad Christmas.
Is that a magic Christmas to cry alone on my bed at 12a.m.?
It seems like I'm never enough for people. I'd do anything for those I love though.

I cried yesterday as well when I thought about this quote by Augusta Rundel "Christmas may be a day of feasting, or of prayer, but always it will be a day of remembrance — a day in which we think of everything we have ever loved." It's sad when we think that what we have always loved doesn't love us back.

[HeyMrsTambourine]

I cried yesterday as well when I thought about this quote by Augusta Rundel "Christmas may be a day of feasting, or of prayer, but always it will be a day of remembrance — a day in which we think of everything we have ever loved." It's sad when we think that what we have always loved doesn't love us back.

I'll keep this quote in mind, because it applies so much to my situtation. Thank you very much, and... merry Christmas :/

[MisterNobody]

the fact that I wasted the day sleeping...having nothing appetizing to eat...wanting to starve...feeling suicidal and invisible and worthless... yup

[AlexOnToast]

My sister who I barely see is home for Xmas for 2 weeks, and so far has paid almost 0 attention to me, after I was looking forward all year to getting to see my only other immediate family member apart from my dad. Feeling like im worthless

[HeyMrsTambourine]

Ouch, everything painfully remind me of "No surprises" by Radiohead.

[Reagan Smash Bros]

Feeling like worthless scum of the earth. Feeling like no one cares out me. I don't make impacts on people's lives anyway. I'm a nobody a nothing and a waste of life. I don't ever do anything productive. Why should I be here when I mean nothing to no one or anything. I'm just a waste.

[HeyMrsTambourine]

I think I'm gonna end my life. No glimmer of hope

[Human]

Recently I've been feeling horrible like I never have before, I've never had body image issues before but I'm starting to get them, I feel horrible most of the time now. I hope it's just a phase really. Little things annoy me and I overthink on them.

[RunnerRunner]

For a while now ive been depressed, grades and how I am. but what is mostly depressing me is that I miss my friends from school. :(

[itsanthonym]

My sisters existence? It feels like all she does in life is find flaws in me and makes everything against me

[Caver]

That today is the usual being alone and that I want to go to my real home, where I feel comfortable but I just have not found it yet. ;(

[ksdnfkfr]

The vacation is over... back to school today

[EmmaJane]

What's depressing me today? Well you know just that I mess up way too much. Every time I get close with someone I always get hurt. I'm constantly feeling like a failure and that I don't deserve to be here. The voices in my head agree with me.

[Melodic]

My friends aren't talking to me..

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I binged yesterday :( and I ...

[Living For Love]

Life in general.

[earl_hun]

A "friend" who denies me all the time...

[roadwarrior]

Class resumes on Monday...

[EmmaJane]

My friend mentioned something that made me think of my past :(

[Abyssal Echo]

too much BS going on its colder than fuck I feel like shit

[Josef_]

Class resumes on Monday...

this^ D:

[Castle of Glass]

got eliminated at a wreslting tournament

[EmmaJane]

Not speaking to my boyfriend for most of the day. :(

[earl_hun]

My simple life... I don't know what to do... No one's awake from my chatpartners... :S

[DarknessUnicorn]

My inability to sleep >.< It's 4am and I'm exhausted and all I want to do is get some rest :c

[Blood_Thorn]

Not being able to talk to friends...

[roadwarrior]

Class tomorrow

[bigzy27]

School starts again Monday :( and my Holiday wasn't all that great either

[EmmaJane]

School starts tomorrow and I haven't slept in over 4 days >.<

[Green Arrow]

The guy that I like obviously doesn't like me in that way and has friendzoned me to the point that It hurts like a bitch! :L

[King_of_Hearts]

Life itself. Exsisting and breathing. Being here still...

[thelonelyassassin]

School. Life. Work. Mocks. Him. The whole package.

[Cognizant]

Well, a lot of things...
I have school tomorrow and I don't want to go back,
A person I care for dearly got admitted into the hospital
I think someone I care about is mad at me because of something that happened on NYE
I feel like a bad friend, and I feel horrible that he's depressed/suicidal and I can't really help him..

[roadwarrior]

Exam tomorrow..

[ksdnfkfr]

I misunderstood something and said something somewhere I shouldn't have.

[Cognizant]

My friend told this guy that I thought he was hot and it made me extremely uncomfortable

[Breakeven]

stupid people , stupid people

[ECSTASY]

everything :(
the whole world is depressing me today :(

[HeyMrsTambourine]

I feel like I'm taken for a fool by everyone in my life. I wanna throw up

[RavleIncarnate]

That I'm going to a boarding school tomorrow, and a sport is mandatory, and that I think I should take up swimming bu I don't know, and my mom is being a bitch cuz of PMS, and even though I get called weird and a freak a lot, my sister said I need to go to a rehabilitation centre...and that I have to break up with the only girl that's ever been good to me that isnt family.

[Synyster Shadows]

I messed up big time and now I can't talk to my girlfriend. I want to make things right but I don't know if I can

[ElectraHeart]

The fact that I'm not Beyoncé.
Oh and the fact I fuck up everything.

[Croconaw]

Everything that happens today from 8:00 AM to 10:40 AM.

[crowdlost]

The fact that my best friend of 5 years hasn't spoken to me since New Year's.

[1_21Guns]

it's not getting any better and it never will.

[HideInPlainSight]

[ ... ]

[Croconaw]

I got a C on my English midterm

[Ellyz]

My dad always getting me depressed because of his attitude everyday i cant stand him any longer

[Croconaw]

I got my period. It's just so annoying....

[kylem1229]

super cold outside

[Synyster Shadows]

I miss my girlfriend a lot right now

[Cognizant]

I can't learn shit in school thanks to my fucking processing issues.

[Fanta_Lover44]

The thought of going to school and being harassed all over again. :/

[uniquesnowflake]

The fact that my mom literally told me she hates me. I know she doesn't mean it but it still hurts.

[HideInPlainSight]

[ ... ]

[Tenoka]

Valentines.

[Luminous]

Feeling a little sick today.

[Synyster Shadows]

I feel guilty and scummy right now

[drmindfreak]

everything

[Seemyheart]

Being alone in a house full of people

[Hallie]

I think I'm coming down with something like a sore throat and I have a performance where I'll sing in front of lots of people in two days >.<

[AlexOnToast]

The fact that someone I really like is dreading having to go to the country I was born in :/

[ksdnfkfr]

Do i need a reason?

[Seemyheart]

The fact I'm getting a not so great grade in chemistry :(

[xXoblivionXx]

I think the guy that I fell in love with doesn't want to be with me anymore

[Tenoka]

Being alive.

[Fonda]

getting yelled at for the like 100th time

[King_of_Hearts]

Existence... the usual...

[Its Pretty]

Corruption in schools :,,(

[Fanta_Lover44]

Myself and the weather.

[ECSTASY]

being bored, alone , and having nothing to do

[Living For Love]

Back pains.

[Seemyheart]

I can't see my friends yet again today because of the weather

[Coolboi]

I'm sick got flu ewww bummer

[AlexOnToast]

school....

[Croconaw]

I feel like everyone hates me.

[JollyToes]

Empty house...again

[Philleeep]

The fact I feel like my boyfriend of one year makes no effort to talk to me and I have to fit around his schedule when it suits him.

[Synyster Shadows]

I feel guilty and I miss my girlfriend so much right now. I wish this would end before I end up in my old ways again

[Croconaw]

I have to wait until tomorrow to get Pizza Hut.

[HideInPlainSight]

[ ... ]

[Fanta_Lover44]

I had a nightmare last night that one of my best online buddies got triggered and stuff happened. My worst nightmare just came true... ;(

[AlexOnToast]

A guy being an asshole

[Sayako]

I just drank my first glass of liquid in three days. I feel dreadful. I had come so far. I feel so full and so obscenely alive. Sleep will be a difficulty.

[Hallie]

My best friend is struggling with his sexuality and I can't do much to help him because he comes from a deeply religious family and he believes that this is a medical problem and that he can just get help to change it. I don't know what to do because I have been there struggling with my sexuality except I have learned to accept it as a part of me that I can't change because I have tried so hard and all it did was make me feel horrible about myself. And now, hearing him talk about how it's this "problem" that needs to be "dealt with" makes me start to feel ashamed of it again, and it makes me so sad to see him going through this.

[Romaana]

Work in 9 hours .-.

[Croconaw]

I keep worrying about something tomorrow but it's not that big of a deal... I just feel like something's going to happen and I won't like it. It probably won't, but I can't stop thinking about it.

[Sayako]

I feel so numb in comparison to yesterday's wonderful flux and lucidity.

[AlexOnToast]

I'm very short XD

[Castle of Glass]

had spanish quiz.

got a 1/5 on it. and i did study for it :(

[ksdnfkfr]

My dad pissed me off

[Croconaw]

My teacher is treating me differently just because I have Autism, while also making everyone in the room aware of my difficulties. Just because I have Autism doesn't automatically make me an idiot.

[Seemyheart]

This bruise..

[dreamofdante]

Being a virgin

[ksdnfkfr]

Not making much progress in speech therapy lately.

[Abyssal Echo]

The weather

[Croconaw]

The teacher is aggravating me again. I'd like to punch her.

[drmindfreak]

I feel so guilty

[Castle of Glass]

everything

[ksdnfkfr]

Feeling lazy and unmotivated

[Croconaw]

I looked everywhere in my house and I can't find a specific colored pencil.

[Emerald Dream]

Even if they are little sometimes, I take chances and I try to help people...and I think I am terrible at it. I end up feeling pretty worthless.

[Seemyheart]

The weather

[Castle of Glass]

parents like pretty often

[RunnerRunner]

Parents and their reactions to what i like and with who i hang out.

[ksdnfkfr]

Felling like ive hit a complete roadblock in my speech therapy

[Abyssal Echo]

The weather

[DarkHorse4eva]

i was at the dentist, i hate dentists

[Castle of Glass]

quite a lot of things

[Lisa R]

My twin brother told me i was getting fat

[backjruton]

Itch between 2 toes for the past month REALLY itches and all I can do is scratch it to stop it and it just starts hurting again not too long later. And something in my wrist but it doesn't seem too bad :L

[Seemyheart]

Being sick. Not being able to stop myself from relapsing, again. Parents giving me a long lecture earlier.

[ksdnfkfr]

Feeling helpless and hopeless

[Synyster Shadows]

Not talking to my girlfriend or at least hearing from her. I miss her

[DarkHorse4eva]

There's a bad weather at my boyfriends, and there's a chance for powetcut :(

[Cognizant]

School work is over the top
Social stress is over the top
I've been lacking motivation to do the things I want to do and it's really, really bugging me
Car searching has been going nowhere


Jesus, I need a vacation.

[DarkHorse4eva]

I fell asleep while chatting with my boyfriend and he's probably mad, cuz it's not the first time it happens. I feel awful :-(

[Seemyheart]

The fact I have to go to school

[Croconaw]

This teacher

[Nick M]

Whats depressing me today? My dad is in prison and I miss him :(

[Obsidian]

I never leave my house anymore. I'm stuck at home all day long being bored... and it gets really depressing and lonely. Also the guy I like has lost interest in me, even if he denies that he has. He used to text me first thing in the morning and now he'll go all day without messaging me. Everybody loses interest in me eventually :( & I'm doubting that I got the job I interviewed for and I just really want it so I have something to do with my time.

[Croconaw]

School is depressing me

[AlexOnToast]

Boredom

[ksdnfkfr]

Impending likely crappy day at school.

[DarkHorse4eva]

it's exactly 2 months since my best friend died :(

[Karkat]

The sun's about to go down.
I haven't seen my boyfriend in a month, and I don't know when I'll see him again.
I have no idea what's going on with the doctors right now.

[AlexOnToast]

My complete lack of sleep

[Croconaw]

My friend is getting abused by her boyfriend, and I hate to see her like that.

[sweet_girl24au]

My friend is getting abused by her boyfriend, and I hate to see her like that.

And i bet your friend is really gorgeous, and could have any guy she wanted, and her BF is a real asshole and doesnt realise how lucky he is?

[backjruton]

The thing that's depressing me today is the fact I set an alarm to wake me up between 11 and 12 and I actually didn't wake up until 2.40 when my dad got home because I slept through all 3 of my alarms -_-

[PurpleLips]

- My Mum and her new Boyfriend...
- my dad and his girlfriend
- My kinda ex-boyfriend/friend with benefits/crush, who doesn't care anymore
- My body
yh... :(

[Croconaw]

Gym class is the dumbest thing ever invented.

And i bet your friend is really gorgeous, and could have any guy she wanted, and her BF is a real asshole and doesnt realise how lucky he is?Exactly.

[AlexOnToast]

Nothing really, except some asshole but what ya gonna do :/

[sweet_girl24au]

Gym class is the dumbest thing ever invented.

Exactly.

Not surprised. I see it all the time in my school, then you look around at all the other decent guys who are supposedly "too nice" and you just wonder. Wtf.

[AlexOnToast]

Being picked on

[Stronger]

Fake People.

[Caver]

Just everything is fucked up and the way I get treated for something thats not my fault, mum is taking her arguments that have nothing to do with me, on me. >.<

[Croconaw]

Period. That's depressing me.

[Croconaw]

I have school tomorrow. :(

[Castle of Glass]

school, parents, stress

[Karkat]

The lack of Ren-approved food in this house.

Come on now, you can't just say "this is only for mom", "this is only for the animals", and eat everything else. I don't want to eat Mom's food because this is not her fault. I don't want to eat the food for the animals, because the animals need that, and it's only veggies anyways. Might as well eat the canned veggies and let them have theirs.

THERE IS NO FOOD. NO. FOOD.

[Croconaw]

I got very little sleep yesterday.

[Synyster Shadows]

I got a C on my math test and a lot was stupid errors like forgetting to simplify my answer

[Croconaw]

I probably have to leave my friend if I go out of Multimedia.

[backjruton]

The panicky feeling I get when walking through town on my own.

I'm starting to think I'm agoraphobic, I haven't been diagnosed with it (and I don't know if you need to, because they never asked me questions of how I feel when I'm outside or anything) but walking home for me is really stressful when I'm on my own as I have the fears of being spoken to by people I don't know, being spoken to people I knew in the past but don't anymore (from school) and just the general fear of being thought weird things about or being spoken about to people that aren't near me. Probably big issues with anxiety too which I guess is understandable...

Also, yesterday my mum told me by TXT (SMS) of all things something that I've needed to know for the past 17 years. There's something I've known I have for a while because I seem to get on worse with a lot of things that require good attention and hard work (that you have to be careful for), but I didn't know the name of it until yesterday after my mum messaged me back from me telling her I'm not very good with sewing. I'm hypotonic (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypotonia) as well as autistic (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Autistic_spectrum_disorder) (... I still don't know where about on the spectrum I am though, maybe that'll come in another random txt message within the next few months :D) which comes as no surprise to me as I hear people with one disorder usually come with another. At least now I know the name of this other thing I can find out more about it, because I've been struggling in some of these areas for quite a long time and it's nice to know I'm not the only person with it :D :eek:

[ksdnfkfr]

Feeling like I'm going in circles and not getting anywhere.

[AlexOnToast]

Nothing really except for the fact Ive only slept approx. 5 hours in the past 2 days but Oh well :)

[Rdsxbaseballfan]

same as alex, nothing really depressing me today or at all this week, maybe the kid I like not responding to me when I ask if he wants to go to the movies but that really doesnt bother me

[Croconaw]

Everything is depressing me right now...

[PurpleLips]

i don't want to lose anyone anymore...

[Seemyheart]

Same as PurpleLips.

I've ruled it official, life hates me. Every time I find some form of happiness, it's taken away.
I'm so tired of this..

[Karkat]

Missing my boyfriend, and just generally getting nothing accomplished. Broke. Not feeling the best. Feeling a bit helpless. Same ol' same ol'. Nothing really out of the usual today.

[Croconaw]

I have way too much homework.

[AlexOnToast]

Blobfish are going extinct :'(

[unknownuser]

That fact that my father cares much more about his stupid TV shows and movies than helping me finding some important documents that I NEED that he hid years ago...

[backjruton]

Blobfish are going extinct :'(

This!! And the fact my computer's dictionary doesn't even think "Blobfish" is a real word :'( :( :eek:

[ksdnfkfr]

Getting nowhere with my speech therapy lately. It's getting to the point of causing meltdowns.

[Dalcourt]

That one of my best friends made a horribly stupid decision and didn't listen to me and is now complaining and complaining.

[AlexOnToast]

I need to pee but can't :(

[Croconaw]

I changed programs and left my friend. I miss her.

[Jay_Swagg_LOL]

I've just been strong for to long...I gotta get some tears out or i'll lose it tbh.