What's depressing you today?

[RelatingTo64]

I can't be happy.

That's what's depressing me.

I've got a great childhood soon to end, and I'm crying in my room listening to Tie A Yellow Ribbon round The Old Oak Tree.

[Jess]

mouth pains :/

[kylem1229]

Hungary but cant eat for 10 hours due to a doctors appointment

[Abyssal Echo]

nothing atm

[Jess]

something that happened earlier and how exhausted I am

[Croconaw]

Something that happened with my friend a few hours ago.

[kylem1229]

schools tomorrow

[CharlieHorse]

something weird. I just feel really tired and alone, i have nothing to do. I dont feel like doing anything.
I'm bored :/

[Castle of Glass]

Homework and other stuff

[Princess Ariel]

I'm deteriorating at the seams and I have no one I can go to. Once I start talking about it, i'm being selfish, but when they do it, its perfectly fine. I fucking hate my life so much. Its getting worse and worse by the second.

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My grandfather

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My cat

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I didn't finish my homework and ive fucked up my final year to not fall behind

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I've been bottling things up again, but its for the better.

[kitcate]

new school

[Jess]

the way things are going

[1_21Guns]

the fact things will slip through my fingers if I don't regain control of myself.

[Mynick]

He knows me for 3 days and read me like a book, i hate this.

[kylem1229]

i have school for 30 more weeks.

[Luminous]

I'm on my period waaaah :(

[removeddddd]

parents

[LouBerry]

My life in general. Seven months and twenty three days from now, I'll be doing great.

[Croconaw]

I think my 'friend' hates me.

[Jess]

still got homework to finish...

[Abyssal Echo]

life in general

[Luminous]

Feeling a bit sick, had an awful headache most of the day.

[Jess]

Econ...don't get any of it

[Blood_Thorn]

Life.

[Croconaw]

My friend. She's confusing me.

[ERROR]

I have a "friend" that's turning my close friends against me... I don't even know what to do anymore... :(

[ksdnfkfr]

Feeling like I'm just taking up space.

[Jess]

my shyness and loneliness

[Blood_Thorn]

Screwed up a maths test, just before end year exams.

[kitcate]

new school, its feels so lonely...

[1_21Guns]

I won't have a cat by the end of the week.

[Luminous]

I don't really have anything to do..

[Castle of Glass]

school on monday

[Mynick]

My inability to stand for myself.

[Castle of Glass]

it has been a year since my grandmother died.

[CharlieHorse]

-I didn't get all my work done.
-A friend sent me a message for the first time in a month, but then doesn't reply back after I message them back.
-There was a virus on my computer. I managed to kill it luckily. Scans now come up clean and everything seems normal. I was stupid enough to install something i knew was risky. Lesson learned. Never again.
-I didn't do anything today.
-My computer's OS activation key wont work. I need to go cough up another hundred or so bucks to get a new copy of windows 7 pro just for the dam key code. :mad:
-I was alone most of the day.
-I think I might be starting to develop another hopeless crush. She's like 10 years older than me. Weird right?
-I forgot to get my brother a birthday present and now I feel bad.
-My sleep schedule got messed up. I'm going to be tired tomorrow.
-I feel a little bit sick.
-I feel the usual amount of loneliness. I want a girlfriend. I want close friends to hang out with.
-The weekend felt short.
-My grades are slipping in school.
-I didn't exercise at all this weekend, and I ate too much unhealthy food.
-I feel addicted to the computer at night.
-I'm in debt.
-I need new clothes.
-I feel bad for not feeling like talking to friends online. It's not them. I love my online friends, I just feel kind of unwell. Sorry guys :(. Maybe tomorrow.
-I still need to do laundry. It's getting late...
-I feel depressed about how many things are on this list so far.
-I feel behind.
-I don't know what to do with my life. I don't see myself doing well in the next few years.
-Nobody passes to me in Frisbee club.
-I don't really know any useful skills.
-I need a job. I need a source of income.
-I have a lot of homework.
-It's the off season for shows. Haven't seen mlp in months.
-I'm lazy.
-I'm tired most of the time.
-My legs are stiff. I pulled some muscles a week ago and they're still sore. I feel weak.
-I've fallen into disorganization.
-My new acne medication doesn't work as well as the previous stuff. But at least it doesn't ruin shirts like the last stuff.
-I haven't cried in a while. Maybe I'll do that tonight.
-There's things to do, and I don't have the energy, time, money, or other resources to do them.
-I feel like I don't give enough love to the people who care about me.

:(
What should I do? I feel overwhelmed.

[Jess]

- No friends
- Didn't bother reading any textbooks again this weekend. Even though I said I would.
- Upcoming stats exam
- Homework

[Saint of Sinners]

Exams coming up :(

[Croconaw]

I might have failed my math test

[Luminous]

Surprise surprise, I've been pretty great all day :)

[kylem1229]

school tomorrow

[Abyssal Echo]

thankfully nothing

[Jess]

Microwave stopped working

[1_21Guns]

tomorrow.

[CharlieHorse]

I wish someone wanted me.

[Jess]

Homework and how alone I am.

[kylem1229]

school

[Jess]

stats exam

[CharlieHorse]

a little lonely and i've been procrastinating my homework a lot and i'm gonna end up stressed doing it the day before it's due. :( I might as well go to bed earlier tonight so i get a good sleep so i can be more awake tomorrow. :)

[kylem1229]

school today

[Mynick]

School

[Jess]

a few things...including upcoming stats exam. homework ...sorta. and others.

[Croconaw]

My stupid computer won't make sound

[Baby-Kitten]

Girls at my school my stupid dad and lets see my life is depressing, I wish it was my dad that died Not my mom!

[Abyssal Echo]

another friendship ended and the fact that no one wants me

[Castle of Glass]

no one to talk to or play with.

[Mynick]

I need to study.

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general

[Jess]

a lot of things.

one of them: no more wings ...need to go out and buy more. again.

[Tarannosaurus]

My mother refusing to see that I don't want to have children.

[Jess]

no one to study with

[Magenta]

I'm most likely going to drop out of high school/university and it's probably going to end with more abuse.

[Luminous]

Everything, life. It's all coming back with a memory, and frankly I'm terrified of the possibility of remembering more messed up memories like this one.

[Castle of Glass]

not being able to talk to the the one person who i can consider a friend

[Princess Ariel]

everything and its getting worse >.>

[Jess]

So lonely, and also no talent.

[CharlieHorse]

I feel bad

[Castle of Glass]

tomorrow

[Starsong]

My lack of a boyfriend, coupled with everyone saying I'm amazing and cute and w/e
Also scared that when I get one I'm still gonna be miserable.

[Abyssal Echo]

being stuck in the house, not having a bf.

[Imbody]

Not knowing how she feels about me but that will change also not knowing how my frineds feel about me, i get the feeling like im not wanted anywhere

[Twilly F. Sniper]

Being alone, well alone. Nobody has reached their heart out to me.
Also, I have had some bouts of insomnia lately. I can't sleep at all.
And, nothing else! It's been a good day so far alone in my room for the last 2 hours.

[Croconaw]

Stupid*vbulletin*hates**me

[Blood_Thorn]

Friends.
Not knowing how she feels about me.
Think I accidentally annoyed her :(

[CharlieHorse]

It's those times at night. When it's quiet. The only sound is your own thoughts. Your own lonely thoughts...

[Abyssal Echo]

being alone and thinking about all the shit I've been thru

[CharlieHorse]

Dad just notified me that if i don't pull my grades up in the next few days, then he won't let me go to a concert.
I'm worried that I'll fuck up again, like I've been doing for the last 3 years.
I'll miss out on this once in a lifetime chance. To see 2cellos. My favorite cellists of all time. Their songs soothed me away from self harm and suicide countless times. A couple years ago, I thought I was going to jump in front of the train in my city. A few other high-school students killed themselves like that in the past few years. I think their songs saved me. Kept me distracted from the troubles. Reminded me that there is still something worth living for. I don't want to lose this opportunity of seeing them in real life. It would break my heart.
But I feel terrible. I feel embarrassed. I feel angry at myself. I feel distracted, and sad. I just want to hurt myself. I'm just so confused. I'll never get any work done. I'll spend all my time sulking and feeling sick, and wanting to hurt myself.

[ksdnfkfr]

My struggles with being lonely and craving solitude at the same time.

[Synyster Shadows]

I feel lonely, really lonely

[Blood_Thorn]

School.

[Jess]

physics, java, and Econ classes..

[Castle of Glass]

15 spanish hw assisgnments due in 12 hours

[CharlieHorse]

I feel broken.
I feel like I need someone.
I want someone.
I feel crushing loneliness all the time.
I think I'm going to cry

[centropede]

My good classmate got so weird today....at school he was ok, but after school he got weird,... he is like - one moment he is ok, then he is crazy, then he is being rude, then he is joking,...ohh
Called me noob and retard in one game ;(
Actually i think i'm bi and i like him..or maby not...i dont know...

[Abyssal Echo]

just the usual shit....life

[Luminous]

I'm getting a cold. That means it's getting colder and before I know it it'll be winter.

[Jess]

headache..

[roadwarrior]

I feel down because i got a low score at my test..

[Mynick]

I'll get back my biology test tomorrw, and i'm pretty sure i'll get a bad mark.

[Axw_JD]

feeling extremely lonely, my only friend is just giving up on me... I want to be dead, I know nobody cares...

[Jess]

spent more when I promised myself I wouldn't...

[1_21Guns]

everything.. apparently

[kylem1229]

being sick

[sqishy]

It's a new thing more than ever, and it comes up every time I enter the low part of a mood swing (often).
I want someone to be with, and be for. Not a friend, someone more.

[Jess]

not ready for the upcoming exams...and not being able to focus at all

[Desuetude]

....

[CharlieHorse]

Nothing really happened today. I'm sad because I'm a bit behind on class work, but I have no motivation to do. I just feel kind of bored.
I also feel kinda dumb because friends seem to want to hang out with better friends than me.
I'm also sad because my friends here on VT are far away :(
And my mini vacation is over.

[Hollywood]

An unbelievable amount of things. In short: life. Being stuck in idle when you want to go as fast as possible sucks.

It was a really gloomy day outside, too.

[Cognizant]

School, lack of motivation, not being able to talk to people, lowered self esteem, and just upset about not being able to move on.

[Jess]

not prepared at all...what am I doing?!

[Castle of Glass]

failed 2 tests today

[Abyssal Echo]

nothing

[Jess]

physics exam..

[ksdnfkfr]

Same old stuff.

[West Coast Sheriff]

The girl I like is cutting, and I'm worried

[kylem1229]

school

[Jess]

Econ exam

[1_21Guns]

tomorrow.

[Mynick]

Same as above, plus my body plus im hoarse

[Jess]

Java lab..java class

[kylem1229]

homework

[Jess]

Java class

1. Not understanding the recent stuff. Having trouble with labs and HW
2. Exam coming up, and I'll probably fail :/

[CharlieHorse]

im procrastinating again :/
im kinda tired.

[Luminous]

It just hasn't been a great day.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Even though I have such an amazing friend, i just want more and that's kinda getting me down.

[ksdnfkfr]

Not much today.

[survivor]

Grades, My friend's mental state, and my other friend's mug shot

[Jess]

Java homework and the exam and my future

[survivor]

Report cards come out Tuesday

[Jess]

java homework.

[kitcate]

I'm missing everyone.

[pashathedrummer94]

my best friend hates me i had to move back home, I hate being with the people i am around daily, i have no other friends than my best friend. I am alone and lonely and i cant be like that or bad things start popping into my head. i still dont have my drivers permit or a job and i am turning 20 next march. i am a loser and a shithead and i dont deserve anything than that.

[Mynick]

I'm still hoarse, it fucking bothers me so much.

[Jaster]

My ever-looming hidden depression

[sqishy]

Headcold. My mind is hard to control, feelings, emotions and thoughts smashing against walls and each other. Terminating contact with someone who could have been my friend over the internet after 2 months, because he did not deserve to be a friend. Not after what he said/typed.
I just sneezed again. My throat is scraping. Now what I need next is tears.

[1_21Guns]

Work, I'm not going to get it done and I know I'm not. I need it done by tomorrow but it's not happening. I'm too scared to take my mess bdcause I'm an idiot and I don't know what to do.

[Mynick]

Mini math test, myself.

[Jess]

Java exam

[1_21Guns]

I don't even know, my heads running away with itself today.

[Jess]

Java exam...no more soda/pizza rolls. have to go buy more and I don't feel like leaving my dorm

[Mynick]

Myself, got ignore by this girl i find really cute. Should be used to it...

[roadwarrior]

my exam

[Hollywood]

It's just one of those days where life catches up to you. My usual distractions aren't working. And, it's a crappy day outside.

[Jess]

3. Freaking. Finals. in a row. on Tues, Dec 10. ugh.

[Derryck]

The loss of a friend. :(

[roadwarrior]

my exam for tom.

[Jess]

physics exam score..probably did really really bad. also, Java exam.

[1_21Guns]

meds.. such a headache.

[survivor]

SAT tomorrow, bad grade in AP Chem

[Jess]

Java exam, as usual :/

[ksdnfkfr]

I feel like I'm sliding 2 steps back for every step I take forward.

[Mynick]

Myself

[Jess]

physics exam score. did horrible.

[roadwarrior]

my test results.. i don't know what to do especially in math..

[Jess]

everything

[Synyster Shadows]

myself

[kylem1229]

school tomorrow

[CuteFunSmartGirl]

I hurt one of my best friends

[Melodic]

I had a dream about my boyfriend and he came back and me and him spent time together and a lot of other stuff, and I woke up. :(

[Mynick]

The world

[Jess]

Java, physics, life.

[Abyssal Echo]

me, life

[ksdnfkfr]

Feeling like I am getting nowhere.

[CharlieHorse]

Sleepover was cancelled. :(
I learned that this random girl likes me.
I am all alone.
My friends aren't talking to me.
I suck at any game I play.
I have an essay due tomorrow and I really REALLY don't want to do it. I know it's the usual "I don't want to do my homework", but no, i really REALLY DONT want to do it. It is so Unbelievably hard I can't do it.
I want to make myself sad.

[Mynick]

Me, life, the world, people.

[1_21Guns]

life, living, people.

[asbel_garcia123]

People who don't understand me really got me upset earlier.

[Jess]

the downsides to it being the weekend...life in general...

[Tarannosaurus]

I thought my friends were very accepting and open minded, but I overheard a friend making offensive gay jokes and she didn't even care that I heard her, she thought it was the funniest thing ever.

[roadwarrior]

my test result....

[Jess]

it finally decided to start..11 days late

[kitcate]

I'm feeling alone and empty

[theatreguy]

I feel like I'll never find a boyfriend and I'll be a virgin forever. Of course, no one IRL knows I'm gay so that could be a factor.

[elizabeth15]

I feel lonely :/

[Jess]

physics exam score. still. Mom reminded me of it >_>

[jayyy-lmao]

The norm.
Gender.
Sexuality.
Stuff like that.

[Abyssal Echo]

the weather
my mom

[survivor]

AP Chem grade.

[CharlieHorse]

Realizing that life is tough. Realizing that I'm not going to be in a relationship. Realizing I don't have friends that I can hang out with.

[Obsidian]

Having nowhere to go and nothing to do.

[Reagan Smash Bros]

Realizing that my friends never wanna hang with me for whatever reason and even when I do make plans they're always cancelled. Then I'm told I should go to the almost weekly hangout but I never get invited.

[Castle of Glass]

life. everything.

[Luminous]

Nothing, I've had an amazing day.

[Jess]

girl stuff, and life in general

[ksdnfkfr]

Nothing much today for a change.

[CharlieHorse]

I am confused and hopeless. I don't know who I am. I don't know what I want. I feel sad and bored and lonely. I don't know what there is to live for.

[conniption]

Absolutely nothing

[roadwarrior]

the physics test..

[Twilly F. Sniper]

1. My Algebra average...
2. The fact my N64 Emulator isn't quite working completely.

[1_21Guns]

my complete lack of motivation

[Mynick]

My self, i'm such a little piece of shit...

[Derryck]

How much improvement I have to do.

[Jess]

school..:/

[CharlieHorse]

being alone

[Jess]

everything..

[kylem1229]

school

[West Coast Sheriff]

Loss of motivation, My broncos, and Relapse

[Jess]

life in general and grades :/

[Hollywood]

Everything. Literally everything is depressing me today. I can actually feel myself frowning. Ugh.

[Its Pretty]

The fact that tic tacs get less minty the more you eat. If I want minty fresh breath, I should be able to get fucking minty fresh breath!!! This is murica dammit!!

[EpicTaco]

being alone

same here :)

[EncriptedTeenager]

Im dropping out of collage because i am to stupid to understand what i would have liked to learn.

[Jess]

college.....

[kylem1229]

waking up early for HS

[1_21Guns]

the littlest things keep putting me in such an awful mood.

[Mynick]

How stupid i am

[Abyssal Echo]

My self
My mom
the weather

[jusa01]

Its cold out and I got an awful grade on my chemistry test.

[Jess]

my grades and future.

[1_21Guns]

I have to wait until next week to go back to the doctors.