What's depressing you today?

[Magenta]

I am in so much pain and it seems if it's not emotional, it's physical.

[suicidalbutter]

My best friend. He really tries to understand all my mood swings and my self harm. And I appreciate that he's there for me like no one else. But today I was just kidding around saying how I was jealous some other person had access to an account of his on a social network. He started giving a really long explanation about how he diversifies the info he divulges to certain individuals. I was only half serious about the accusation i made. Saying that he probably tells his other friends that I cut. He said something and ended it with "no one cares about you".

He's talked me out of attempting suicide. He knows that I would take something like that to heart. Especially when talking about my problems like cutting. It's the only time I'm emotionally vulnerable. :/

[Abyssal Echo]

summer is about over and I haven't done anything

[LouBerry]

I finally have to face it and say goodbye to Matt Smith. New Doctor is revealed Sunday! D:

[Magenta]

This is probably my fourth migraine this week with no way to ease them.

[Jess]

my mouth..hurts @[email protected]

[Abyssal Echo]

another one of my totally Awesome VT friends left

[Magenta]

I can't help anyone.
I'm having one of those days where I hate everyone.

[Jess]

No one still won't join :/ And the one person that did still hasn't met all requirements

[Sam-Joker]

my tomorrow's bio exam...

[ScottH]

loneliness

[Abyssal Echo]

me....

[Melodic]

The fact that I pretty much lost everyone in a short amount of time, the fact that I look in the mirror and I want to break it, the fact that I pretty much have no family but my mom, the fact that I just came home from being called horrible and ugly from my own family, the fact that a few people pretty much blew me off in just one week, the fact that I have to fake a smile in front of the people that are there.

[LouBerry]

I've been sick all day.

[Magenta]

Being ignored everywhere, even on VT when I make posts in hope that someone will finally understand.

[CharlieHorse]

It's 2:30 am, and I just realized that school starts in a week.

Junior yeah high. The hardest year.
This is the year that determines my life. If I do good, I'm alright. If I fuck up like i've always been doing, then I'll probably end up killing myself.

Why the fuck is this so difficult for me!?
Why do I have to suck at school!? Out of all the things I am good at, why couldn't a single fucking thing be something that's actually fucking useful!? Why can't I be good at school like all my friends!? Oh wait... what fucking friends!? Oh yeah! Almost forgot that nobody in my school gives a flying fuck about me!
Everyone else is so happy at my school. As soon as I tell someone how sad and stupid I am, they think I'm diseased and stay away from me.
Another year of bullshit: sleeping 2-3 hours a night, not eating, getting shitty grades, crying in my room, getting yelled at by parents, and being so terribly alone. I can't stand this loneliness.
It
Hurts
So
Much
To see those couples. Those happy couples that hold eachother and love eachother in public.
I should be happy for them right? Why can't I? I'm not jealous if them. They just remind me of how alone I am and will be.

Last year. one teacher, he taught social sciences. I had him. He would make remarks about me being late to class every morning. The other students in the class would always laugh at these. I always blamed it on traffic or bad alarm clock. That's never it. I'm late most of the time because I wake up, and I go to the bathroom, and I look in the mirror to see the hideous fuck up asshole that I am, and I can't stop looking at myself, hating every fucking inch of myself. Hating my mind, my pathetic stupid little pea-sized brain.

I don't even know why I'm here. Probably because I'm an attention whore. Because I love pretending that my petty issues matter at all. I should go do something useful like plant trees.

Sorry for wasting your time.

[Jess]

pain's still not gone.

[Disasterology]

School starts in 2 days and there's a "bestfriend" that ignores me, and an asshole that just led me to believe the wrong thing...if I see them it's going to kill me

[Magenta]

I'm a terrible friend, person, role model... everything. Everyone is fed up with me.

[Abyssal Echo]

Me...I fucked up again...said something to piss off and push away another friend. I'm such a useless piece of shit it aint no wonder no one wants to be around me.

[teen.jpg]

I have no classes with my best friend next year :(

[Jess]

The future, Pitt, etc etc.

[Abyssal Echo]

one of my dogs is sick

[LouBerry]

Being away from the fiancé for so long.

[Disasterology]

Saw him with her... :|

[Magenta]

Everyone leaves. I can't stop remembering the one person I thought I could trust who just walked away. And now everyone else refuses to talk to me.

[CommunistMetalhead]

Well school starts tomorrow for me so that sucks. I have been watching a really depressing tv show all day called Skins. I like my best friends sister but i'm too scared to ask her out or anything. :(

[roadwarrior]

Quiz in school tomorrow....

[TransformR]

I'm becomming worse at my only hobby, video gaming. I'm almost constantly supressing pent up rage at everything, and I cannot talk to anyone anymore. They drop whatever topic or conversation in minutes. I text "friends" to chat and either get ignored, blown off, and the topics I try bringing up are judged and cast away. I feel lonelier than ever.

[Jess]

everything about myself

[Allain1996]

It's 2am and I'm on these forums instead of sleeping like a normal human being. Lol
That's what is currently depressing me.

[Croconaw]

My friend is in different classes and I can't see her except in the halls...And I think she rides a different bus, too :(

[Abyssal Echo]

mah new friend quit talkin to me

[Magenta]

I just want to be left alone and my mum won't do that.
I just want to feel better but my mind won't let me.

[uglyinsideandout]

Everyone at my new school is looking at me like they know just how awful I am just becasue my face is messed up. Teachers won't let me hide in my hoodie. Looks like another year of no friends.

[Princess Ariel]

How fast my mood plummeted.

[CharlieHorse]

no girlfriend :(

[plebble]

My girlfriend dumped me on Monday
She got with another guy on Tuesday
I got my exam results yesterday
I've been to the doctor's twice this week
I'm having a blood test next week
I need to make friends, I hardly have any and I'm all alone

[plebble]

Everyone at my new school is looking at me like they know just how awful I am just becasue my face is messed up. Teachers won't let me hide in my hoodie. Looks like another year of no friends.

You don't look messed up, I'll be your friend :D

[Croconaw]

School starts August 28th! :(The thought of sitting alone at lunch and looking lonely without any friends. My only friend has a different lunch. :(

[plebble]

Everyone leaves. I can't stop remembering the one person I thought I could trust who just walked away. And now everyone else refuses to talk to me.

I'll talk to you..

[Kaytlin]

People turning backs on me pretending I don't exist..

[Jess]

Mom. >_>

[plebble]

Ok, anyone who hasn't got many friends or is a bit lonely, send me a private message or add me on Skype because I'm lonely too.

[plebble]

People turning backs on me pretending I don't exist..

You do exist, talk to me! :)

[suicidalbutter]

my own thoughts. :L

[plebble]

My girlfriend dumped me on Monday, and got with another guy on Tuesday.

I can't stop thinking about what they're doing together, they spend every waking hour together and I hate it. It's really upsetting me and I can't stop thinking about them. Also the new boyfriend sent me a load of abuse on Facebook, I hate him so much and I actually have a proper reason to.

Please, someone just talk to me

[Croconaw]

My dad. He hates me

[suicidalbutter]

the fact i'm losing time to turn in paperwork for school, and i feel like a screw up cause i always wait the very last minute to do shit like this :(

[conniption]

The fact that school starts in a week :(

[ByXaz]

Can't stop thinking about SH, but can't do it because my parents found out

[Magenta]

I just feel... isolated.

[Matt_2012]

I feel so unlovable. Where it came from.

[roadwarrior]

tomorrow's activity....

[Abyssal Echo]

me :/ for believing someone really was really interested in me.

[Kaytlin]

I was never able to say goodbye to my mom and I don't know if I'll ever get to.

[suicidalbutter]

I missed my sister's birthday yesterday, I only really said happy birthday in a facebook chat and now i feel like shit cause of it :|

[uglyinsideandout]

School tomorrow.

[teen.jpg]

The fact that today even happened.

[CharlieHorse]

Partly the reason why I have terrible acne is because I cry so much.
My face is scarred, red, and dry because of how much I washed my face and scrubed it to try and keep dirt, sweat, and tears out of my pores.


I've tried everything. nothing's ever worked. The dermatologist's medications and treatments don't work.

I wish I was beautiful.


I have to digitally edit any photo of me before posting it or anything.

[Abyssal Echo]

the fact that I woke up and have to face another day

[Jess]

still nothing for my birthday that was over a week ago :/

[JamesSuperBoy]

waiting for Mum to get back - how come 7 days is so loooooong.

[Croconaw]

I feel hated by my dad and I can't do anything about it because I'm 15.

[uglyinsideandout]

I think the girl I was crushing on doesn't really like me and my clinginess is just driving her away. :(

[teen.jpg]

Headache.

[roadwarrior]

the weather condition here...

[uglyinsideandout]

Being small and insignificant and screaming as loud as I can and no one can hear me.

[Magenta]

I have to cry and I can't seem to let it out and I feel like my chest is just collapsing in on itself and everything is falling apart.

[Luminous]

My cat is still missing, and inside I've completely given up.

[suicidalbutter]

my best friend is taking hiatus from me.... he said I overwhelm him by being so sad all the time. :/

[Abyssal Echo]

me and the usual shit

[blue666]

My parents are divorced alcoholics, my old house burned down, I'm socially awkward, and I'm pretty sure I'm gay.

[Hank Hill]

Feeling like the world is crashing down and lying to too many people to not hurt them but knowing that the truth will come out eventually and knowing that sometime soon somebody is going to be crushed, and being in love with a girl that I'm not allowed to love due to her age and mine, and knowing that for 2 1/2 years I won't be allowed to be with her, because love knows no age, but the law does. :(

[blue666]

My brother got kicked out of the house again. Walked in on my mom and her boyfriend doing it a few minutes ago. Overall, not my best day.

[Abyssal Echo]

summers over

[Croconaw]

I won't see my friend today...

[uglyinsideandout]

Doctor appt day. :(

I feel like they all want me to feel bad about my issues. Is it me being stupid or do they do this to everyone?

Srsly, I didn't make myself pregnant and I don't go out of my way to create emotional scars.

[Jess]

They never went.

[Abyssal Echo]

me and the usual shit.

[Jess]

bird ran away, and upcoming classes

[suicidalbutter]

my friend ignores all my fb messages, even though i know he read them all because it says "seen at [insert time]"

[Magenta]

I'm almost too afraid to go to my orientation for classes but if I don't go, I won't go to school at all.

[kylem]

that most of the girls I like don't like me or want to hang with me:(

[Jiston]

The fact that I only have 1 friend amongst the other 240 people in the grade

[Croconaw]

The fact that my friend isn't in my lunch at school and I don't like anyone else. :(

[roadwarrior]

I don't have enough money to buy some foods, I'm hungry..

[Living For Love]

The fact that I don't have any friends at all and not having the grades I would like to have.

[Croconaw]

Everything

[Kaytlin]

To much to list.

[rbcp345]

Society, school, family, friends. Just life in general

[SawyerSauce]

Nothing is really depressing me today. My energy level has gone up and my thoughts have been more coherent. Brain-block is the worst. I'm glad it is gone. I know it will be back but at least I have the weekend to sleep it off.

[CharlieHorse]

I'm OK
I'm just really lonely.

[uglyinsideandout]

I'm not sure which is worse. Going to school and hating everything about it or the weekend and being completely disconnected.

[Luminous]

I went on set today, and everyone was being so nice and we were all laughing, but I felt that somehow I was disconnected and not a part of the group.

[Abyssal Echo]

the thought of having to go to town and sit and do nothing while mom gets her nails done

[Luminous]

Still no sign of Della.

[Jess]

upcoming classes.....

[Croconaw]

The thought of school starting on August 29th. I'm not ready.

[Kaytlin]

A person referred to me as a freak while waiting for the subway.
My second day here and I'm already hating it.

[1_21Guns]

The fact my body is getting so weak stress is just making my physically poorly, if my body is already packing it in God help my head.

[Croconaw]

There's no food here and I'm really hungry

[CharlieHorse]

There's no food here and I'm really hungry

This ^

[Abyssal Echo]

The weekend is about over and I haven't done shit

[Magenta]

I can't deal with this fucking girl but she's the best friend of one of my close friends and I don't want to cause shit.

[teen.jpg]

Not getting a follow from George Shelley on twitter.

[Emerald Dream]

My own unrealistic expectations of myself. I know better, but ugh...I don't know how to think differently.

[Kaytlin]

I got on the scale and I'm 87 pounds.
I'm scared

[The Flash]

today and yesterday, I was so emotional.

[Luminous]

This afternoon in Boston I passed by a homeless woman crying. There were two girls trying to comfort her. I didn't really process what I'd seen until we were a 10 minute walk away. For some reason it really got to me.

[roadwarrior]

the another day..

[Croconaw]

I woke up late and wasted half the day

[Cognizant]

Nostalgia slam.
Suicidal Thoughts/Dreams are coming back.
It seems everyone around me is depressed too, which is definitely NOT helping.

[Abyssal Echo]

me....my Bi-Polar is fucking with me so I can't sleep. I fucked up some more shit.....having to deal with that so I can move on.

[roadwarrior]

quiz check tomorrow...

[Croconaw]

My friend not being on the same bus as me at school. :[ I kind of figured. She lives sort of out of the way. :P

[sqishy]

Not seeing the one person I loved the most in my life anymore, and knowing that he didn't know anything about this.

It's the main reason why there's still a faint but permeating vibe of depression everywhere for me. I hope it fades away, sooner than later.

[Croconaw]

School is depressing me. I need to get my lunch changed, but it'll never happen. :(

[Abyssal Echo]

Summers over

[CharlieHorse]

I can't sleep. I didn't finish my work. the dog has fleas and is barking. I hate fleas. I have a presentation due tomorrow which isn't done. I feel tired. My acne is really bad now. My whole face hurts. It's all swolen, red, dry, and infected. I don't want anyone to look at me.
And I feel sad. I wish I had a girl.
But I guess a girl would want a guy who has good skin on his face. Not someone like me.

[roadwarrior]

I think my crush has a crush on someone, i'm feeling depressed, i would like to go to death, i'm going to be insane, I can't talk to him, I'm feeling down, I got lowered grade in Physics f*ck this life anymore...

[1_21Guns]

The fact my tablets don't seem to do a single thing for this illness, I feel like crap for half a day before they start working and I'm starting college next week.. I can't do that shit.

[Jess]

how unfit I am

[uglyinsideandout]

How nothing I do, nothing I am, nothing about me is ever good enough. I don't want to be the best at anything, I just want to be good enough to be loved. But why would anyone ever want me.

[Twilly F. Sniper]

How at the football game last night, my instrument (tuba) broke twice. (fixed the first problem).

[sqishy]

Getting an evaluation, with the help of someone else, that I might be a narcisist.

:'(

[kylem1229]

3 more days until school

[Jess]

the weather

[Synyster Shadows]

being single
not having enough people to trust
going back to school in 4 days
I have to be at the same bus stop as this girl that hates me for reasons unknown to me
self-doubt

[roadwarrior]

tomorrow's class

[kylem1229]

last sunday before school starts

[Castle of Glass]

Ever. Fucking. Thing

[kylem1229]

school starts tomorrow

[Luminous]

I'm going home

[ksdnfkfr]

Lat day of summer. School begins full swing tomorrow. I just feel like dark clouds are moving in. Like things have been going good for too long now. I've been happy for too long. It's time for life to become a dreary drudge again.

[CharlieHorse]

Absolutely nothing

[kitcate]

feeling lonely

[Twilly F. Sniper]

The fact my earbuds don't work.

[Jess]

stupid phone, having to wake up early tomorrow because SHE'S coming over

[Croconaw]

I got school tomorrow. That's depressing me

[kylem1229]

School starts today

[Jess]

Myself. I'm ugly and--- ....stupid

[CharlieHorse]

School, myself, my dad who thinks he's better than everyone else.

[Luminous]

Heavy school day after long weekend (heavier tomorrow) :(

[CharlieHorse]

I'm starting to think I have no control over my life.

[Cognizant]

I'm just remembering and longing for things I REALLY don't want to remember.....

[kylem1229]

school

[roadwarrior]

the school, the school, and the school...

[Croconaw]

A shit load of math homework.

[kylem1229]

school

[Abyssal Echo]

life in gneral

[NikosamA98]

My mom and school

[GypsyGirl]

Really bad cramps and back pain from being on period plus had a fight with my little sister and feel bad about it because I hit her she called me a B*tch :/ I apologized sincerely and she said she's angry and won't forgive me. Pretty sure she hated me already and now she has a good basis to hate focus on her useless older sister that hasn't been the role model she needed at all ever in her life. Whenever I care deeply about the effort I put into life it backfires and failure drags me down into this area of safety I tried to make in my house where I try not to care about anything anymore.

[Luminous]

Plain old depression

[Jess]

my health and stuff..

[Poisonberry]

Not a damn thing. Life is good.

[CharlieHorse]

The usual. Schoolwork, being lonely. :(

[ksdnfkfr]

Life in general. Same shit different school year. At lest I know going through a thread like this, I'm not the only one. That I see so many posts taking the words out of my mouth.

[Silent Tears]

Hating that I have no family, feeling like I will never be loved, and knowing that I have to get a job soon being emotionally unstable...

[Misfit]

Saw my first dead person today, my unit attended a road crash accident on an isolated bush road, when we arrived on site we found the car had gone straight off the road into a tree, the driver was deceased at the scene. It was just kind of eerie seeing this, like I expected her to just wake up at any minute.
Sorry if this was a bit morbid for anyone.

[ksdnfkfr]

Insomnia

[Castle of Glass]

a lot of stuff.

[bigboyj1]

nothing

[Brice]

Well, I continuously get my heart broken by the same person, but the feelings never go away and its always in my face. There's no possible way for me to ignore it. Or at least, not one that I can see

[sqishy]

Seeing people that I'm very attracted to every few days and knowing that it cannot go anywhere. Such as here :(

[DDAx]

To be honest, I just watched the inbetweeners movie.
I don't think it should have been depressing. I mean, some parts were really funny!

It was because it reminded me of feelings... Fuckin' feelings!

I want someone to love me. I want to hold them tight and make them feel loved..... Fuck, sorry for being all mushy at the end :)

[kylem1229]

last day of vacation

[kitcate]

hangover and missing someone

[Mynick]

Tired as fuck, plus i didn't talk with her last night...

[Magenta]

I'm not in pain yet I'm still miserable.

[Jess]

somebody's hurtful words

[Croconaw]

Today is sunday... I hate school and the thought of going there tomorrow....... no.

[CharlieHorse]

School tomorrow. I didn't do any of my work. I'm really tired. I'm really sad. I wish I had someone here with me. I wish I had a girlfriend. I wish I liked myself.

[Jess]

errors and lag

[Poisonberry]

Got a speeding ticket.

[Luminous]

Tired and period is late again. Been PMSing twice as long now.

[Abyssal Echo]

weekends over - school tomorrow

[kylem1229]

school/tiredness

[Carlyle]

I'm going to be honest with my teachers - I had several makeup quizes/tests to study for this weekend.. But I was sick and missed Friday. I slept most of the weekend away, and when I tried to study I started having a mental breakdown.. God, please don't assume I'm a terrible person for this..

[Jess]

Yet another one...

[kylem1229]

homework

[Luminous]

Plain old depression in general, I'm just not feeling it today. Plus a heavy school day.

[Castle of Glass]

plain old depression, no wrestling, and a ton of HW

[Croconaw]

My friend had a heat stroke... :( (but she's okay now)

[conniption]

I feel like something is missing

[kylem1229]

school

[kitcate]

saudades

[ksdnfkfr]

Stuff piling up

[Abyssal Echo]

life...

[Mynick]

Myself

[1_21Guns]

pain, and my mother.

[Castle of Glass]

too many things

[Luminous]

So hungry.. period is getting later and later.. hormones are running wild.

[CharlieHorse]

General sadness.
Computer freezes for no expected reason and I can't sleep when I know it's left unfinished.

My acne is really bad recently. I don't want anyone to see me.

And I feel crushing loneliness. I just can't take this. It hurts so much. I see my friends with their boyfriends and girlfriends. I guess I'm really jealous, but I'm angry at myself for not being good enough for a girl. I doubt I'll ever change though, so I should find some way of dealing with being alone.
:'(

[Abyssal Echo]

I'm sick and stuck in the house

[kylem1229]

school today

[Jess]

sore throat

[Luminous]

Depression. again. as usual.

[zowiezo]

the weather :(

[kylem1229]

boredom