What's depressing you today?

[jayyy-lmao]

Relationships. Why do all the amazing, polite, nice guys live no where near me? Every guy I know has a vendetta against me. They call me fat, ugly, stupid, and make homophobic comments because I came out as bi. It's so frustrating. :(

[Magenta]

My dad being my dad.

[MoonMan]

Someone threw a grapefruit at me during lunch yesterday and it hit me in the face. A...fucking....grapefruit. I wondered where they would even get one from considering my school doesn't serve them. Then I realize they probably brought it from home just to throw it at me....assholes. You haven't experienced shame until you've had to explain to your parents that your black eye is the result of a random, flying grapefruit thrown at 50 mph.

[Princess Ariel]

Today is just one of those days when I can't even fake a smile.

[CharlieHorse]

I'm too tired to do anything. All I can do is eat and be fat.

[Hangover]

My dad lives somewhere else and doesnt know me, my mom's been lying to me for years and is too much of a coward to talk to me about it.. And my beloved uncle's got cancer and may or may not survive. Selfharming keeps me going and drags me down at the same time and I can't quit.
So sick of scars and questions by brats who just want to gossip as well..

[CharlieHorse]

I feel really fat. And I wish I wasn't so hungry... :(

[teen.jpg]

Because I care too much about a friend who doesn't care about me.

[CharlieHorse]

the spamming robots

[crepesuzette]

I was upset because people were interrupting me in the middle of my conversation. I just felt like snapping at them. right now I don't feel like I can express my thoughts clearly because something else is obviously preventing me from getting rid of them. I have an issue with people who pick their noses. I have an issue with people interrupting me. I have a problem with others who are very cheeky. I'm in a terrible mood today. I want to vent as much as I can, calmly and rationally. I want others to know that because of my bad experiences in middle school, it has changed me. had it not been for that, I would never be like this. Plus, I have myself to blame because i was sometimes the troublemaker in some situations. Well, that was either before or after the bullying started.

[Abyssal Echo]

all the bs thats going on.

[teen.jpg]

Crushing on one of the best friends I got.

[Mortal Coil]

One of my only friends saw my wrist. Oh, and people I love are hurting and I'm powerless to help.

[Silent Tears]

Same shit, different day.

[muffin with a knife]

History class. I just hate it -_-

[Mob Boss]

My insomnia. It's really getting the best of me. :( :yawn:

[Jess]

what I'll get on the two assignments that I know I didn't do too well in.

[teen.jpg]

My friend telling me my depressive attitude brings him down and ruins his day.

[Silent Tears]

Feeling guilty for eating to much, and I'm honestly afraid for myself. I'm afraid of what kind of an adult I'll be.

[CharlieHorse]

I suck at games

[Jess]

quests weren't reset.

[ThE DopEsT]

The fact that I am growing feelings for my best friend and they just continue to lead me on, but never actually saying they hold the same feelings. It's an embarrassing thing to say since I've never been in this predicament before. Yeah it has me down a bit.

[germangirl]

the fact that today's my birthday and my greatgrandmother died yesterday. and that my whole family is totally broken so no one seems to care. hate it

[Emerald Dream]

Just...today. I hate this day.

[muffin with a knife]

the fact that I'm fat.
And that tomorrow is Monday and I have to get a mark in the history class.

[Abyssal Echo]

being fat no one will come to my house I haven't heard from my bf

[teen.jpg]

Not being able to talk to my crush so I don't seem clingy. Which I kind of am -_-

[Melodic]

thinking that I just lost all my friends because none of them talk to me much anymore and then thinking that I am really clingy and expect one person to be there 24/7 when it's never possible.

[muffin with a knife]

life..

[The-Chosen-Hero]

I would have to say my screw-ups and how I can do nothing but sit and watch all the other people become sad and depressed by events uncontrollable to them.

[Farewell]

Just the way society is and how the world functions in general. Constantly getting judged and put down, things not going as expected, and overall events that make life less than exciting. Especially the ones that make you stop and think to yourself, "REALLY?!"

[LikeAJay]

How I'm letting my self down cause i have dreams which everyone think are stupid and b being put down I'm fat an atheist and the music i listen to. I hate this city

[germangirl]

my great-grandma's funeral.

[Miserabilia]

everything is so f***n grey and cold

[teen.jpg]

Realizing how lonely I really am.

[CharlieHorse]

Realizing how lonely I really am.

This

[Extreme586]

Having no one else around you that you would like to be around, realizing it was my fault completely, and also realizing there's no way I can fix it.

[gconlon]

I live in the US and I do have a lot of friends they just never text or call me asking me to hang out, and it's summer so for the past week I've been sitting around all day doing nothing. I don't know what to do. It's like all my friends abandoned me like I'm the jerk of the group. I have no one to talk too. :'(

[Cooper197]

Not being able to fix the problems of those who matter most to me.

[Chelsea716]

The fact I miss my crush since I had to move back to homeschooling. I just went to regular school for not even a 3/4 of a year and I have to go back because my diabetes are insane these days. 1 week of every month in the hospital for illness. I moss him so badly, considering he was my first kiss :(

[CharlieHorse]

My brother is abusive towards our dog Maia.
:(
He's turning her into a violent dog.

[Piachu]

basically just the fact that I'm a failure

[Princess Ariel]

Just the fact that I mean nothing to everyone and am better off dead.

[Magenta]

I've been planning a relapse. I've been planning to drink so I can blame it on the alcohol. I don't want to relapse but I need it.

[CharlieHorse]

Tomorrow's back to school.
:/
But other than that, I'm a happy pony!

I love my VT friends :) <3

[Mark Duin]

I didn't get my breakfast today. When I reached my office then also I didn't my coffee because coffee machine was out of order. That is little depressing for me today.

[Piachu]

the fact that my best friend isn't talking to me anymore.

[Magenta]

I really want to go out and be social and have fun but I'm making excuses because I'm too depressed and anxious.

[Abyssal Echo]

2 of my so called friends haven't added me to their Skype
Haven't heard from my friend that has cancer
another VT friend is gone
my mom still hasn't found a job

[Mob Boss]

Biopsy results came back for my dad's mother, revealing she has cancer.
She was literally abusive to him his whole life, yet he's always groveled for her acceptance and love.
I'm worried this might break him. I know he couldn't take much more as it was, but now this. I don't even know what's going to happen to him.
And I don't know how to stop it. I just love him so much.

[Piachu]

the fact that I'm too scared to go outside because I'm afraid I'll meet someone I know.

[teen.jpg]

Leaving behind my 8th grade classmates.

[jaxian rhyder]

My lover won't text me back:( (almost in tears)

[Croconaw]

Everything. I'll never be good enough. I should just give up.

[Miserabilia]

Architecture these days. I mean, does every buildling has to look like a big grey box?

[coolrice]

My boyfriend is suffering quite bad with coming off antidepressants, and I just seem to be worrying and crying a lot

[newguy98]

My mom had five heart attacks

[Croconaw]

That I can never be good enough. I'll always be stupid.

[Abyssal Echo]

me :( I'm such a worthless piece of shit

[Jess]

GL and stupid Mom

[Abyssal Echo]

Me :(
Family issues

[teen.jpg]

Ellie Goulding and Bruno Mars (MY TWO FAVORITE SOLO ARTISTS RIGHT NOW) are touring together, and are coming to my state, and I can't go. I'm devastated.

[WickedWeekend]

Some of my family got in a pretty serious car wreck. Some stupid fucker was going the wrong way on the highway and hit the car. My great uncle, who prides himself on being healthy, messed up his intestines and he'll now have to watch what he eats. No more steak, just stuff like applesauce and mashed potatoes. My cousin broke her spine. That sucks. One of sort of my sort of distant cousins broke her ankle, but everyone else escaped with minor injuries, thank God. I thank the Lord no one died from this.

Tl;dr? A drunk driver messed up some of my family and I'm sad/mad at it.

[Abyssal Echo]

Yay ! nothing for a change :)

[Mob Boss]

I hate the world and everything in it except my Vans warped tour tickets. -__-

[CharlieHorse]

Absolutely nothing! I'm on a roll!

[Abyssal Echo]

Absolutely nothing! I'm on a roll!

Yay ! :D

I feel great because of you :)

[Abyssal Echo]

Dam I want another yesterday... today sucks

two of my close friends wont answer my IM or PM

I'll still get my new phone but now Mom's bitching about the cost of it so yeah
joys all gone

[Abyssal Echo]

me
the weather
life in general

[Jess]

this paper I have to write :/

[CharlieHorse]

Tired :/

[Mob Boss]

Things are just annoying me and my utter indifference towards everything that I can't shake.

[Overture Libra]

It'd have to be intolerance and blatant ignorance, along with denial of the truth. That's an everyday thing where I live, but some days I think about it more than others, like today.

[CharlieHorse]

Why do I still feel like I'll never be good enough?

[teen.jpg]

Stupid family drama
My heart and my mind are on two VERY different levels. It hurts.

[teen.jpg]

The things from yesterday (above) and not being able to find something to be happy about.

[CharlieHorse]

im fat and lonely

[Abyssal Echo]

me I'm fat, ugly no body wants me

[Croconaw]

Summer school until July 31st:(

[CharlieHorse]

I wrote a sad story and I feel like shit

[jayjay's toocool]

MY mom

[The-Chosen-Hero]

Going through threads and seeing how bad people lives are :/. Trying to make a difference though :)

[teen.jpg]

Feeling empty. Like I'm living for no purpose.

[Blackisme]

Everything, the fact I cut and I'm too chicken to tell my parents but can tell my friends, the fact I suck,at everything, the fact I will never be the person my parents want, the fact I will always remember doing this but never knowing fully why I started, the fact even a computer can tell me I need a phyciatrists help, the fact my friend uses my depression and cutting as a way to get a boys attention, the fact I live with my brother who used to abuse me, the fact I'm ugly, fat, useless and stupid. Plus the fact I think about suicide every day while I have family there, I mean who is so selfish as to think about suicide while I have a cousin relying on me. And the fact even my mum called me a horrible person when I want to b left alone. Yeah so I'm severly depressed and I have not an ounce of an idea how not to be. I'm only thirteen for gods sake.:(

[Abyssal Echo]

That so many of my VT friends are gone, that I can't seem to do anything right.

[Silent Tears]

Still getting treated like crap. My dad even SPIT on me today. I hate it here.

[katiebearr]

My school work got a little out of hand and now I have heaps to do and it's overwhelming me.
I am also scared that I am going to lose my boyfriend to someone better.

[White_Shadows]

Well, today my dad that I met last year yelled at me at 6am and called me a "Lazy ass worthless piece of shit." My brother may or may not be alive, since I haven't heard from him since October of last year. My mom was deported 3 years ago. My little niece, who was born 4 months ago, now belongs to CPS and I dont know where she is at. And my dad might beat me to a pulp cuz I went to find my brother without him knowing.

[Jess]

everything

[Abyssal Echo]

me and life in general

[Jess]

this stupid game...

[dazzawazza]

Many things depress me and one of the most common reasons is my friends at school they hit me a lot and i'm a really nice person(i am always there for them anytime and i talk to them, over the phone and they are normal but face to face i seem to become the one who they take the mick out of) to say anything and i am always there for them and they just walk over me. I am always scared of saying anything to them because i don't know what they would be like they have hurt me a lot of times, one of them times is today brought tears to my eyes today how hard they hit. I really dont get them thought they are really nice to me over the phone when they want advice but when we are together they take the mick and hit me i have got bruises from where they do.

[dazzawazza]

Feeling empty. Like I'm living for no purpose.
Everyone lives for a purpose it is just finding yours :)

[CharlieHorse]

Class.
I passed 10th grade, but I can't pass 9th grade English. :/
This is bullshit

[Magenta]

I haven't been this bad in years. And I wish I was dead.

[Vocabulous]

life, being alone, being deaf, the usual.

[Abyssal Echo]

Me life the usual shit

[Rayquaza]

I am really stressing on my AS results and what university I will go to...

[HundredDollars]

This person I kinda like might be loosing interest in me..
Also worried about my friends which are going through bad times. :/

[teen.jpg]

Not having any life experiences -.-

[MetroMint]

Bullying :/

[Abyssal Echo]

that I have to register for school tomorrow

[Jess]

stupid civic engagement paper.......

[LouBerry]

My Father. :/

[Castle of Glass]

being alone :'(

[CharlieHorse]

I deserve someone who'll lie to me, break my heart, kick me when I'm down, and break me down to the pathetic waste of a fuck that I am.

[dazzawazza]

This person I kinda like might be loosing interest in me..
Also worried about my friends which are going through bad times. :/

I have the same with my friends im all-ways there for them but i kinda get treated like shit

[LouBerry]

Not being able to do anything. :/

[Abyssal Echo]

nothing :)

[Croconaw]

Being hungry. Also, summer school and STUPID ALGEBRA.

[EternalSadness]

Being me.

[Castle of Glass]

*WARNING MAY BE A TRIGGERING POST*

the fact that today i heard a guy say that all cutters and ppl who are depressed are jokes and want attention. and that people should just make fun of them.
and the fact that i know that person had no idea what it is like to be depressed and hold a blade against your skin.

[Jess]

No dinner apparently? Thanks to my irresponsible dad.

[DanteZombie]

Conversations with my future roommate.

[batwomr.smithshane]

For me? Ok ill list quote me if you have a question or just wanna talk
1: i was raped until the age of 6 by my real dad
2: he tried to kill me and my family
3: i still have nightmares nine years later
4: ive almost died 7 times so far
5: i poured all of this out to a dear friend and then she posted it on fb and then blocked me
6: idk and dont say theny are you talking abt it if you did not want it on fb its different on here so shut the fuck up
Thats all have a nice day

[Abyssal Echo]

none of my friends have been on today.

[Jess]

US history class. >_>

[teen.jpg]

People who talk crappy about LGBT people. Pisses me off.

Being single.

Boredom.

[Abyssal Echo]

being stuck here at the house not doing anything this summer

[Castle of Glass]

being broke and having no friends

[teen.jpg]

Body-Image issues.

Hot weather.

Biphobia.

[Castle of Glass]

Getting called a poor idiot today

nearly cutting

[Abyssal Echo]

just the thought that schools coming

[Jevon]

Nothing so far...I hope nothing at all

[Jess]

US history class grade.

[teen.jpg]

Not being good enough.

Not being accepted for the person I am.

Having no good friends.

[Castle of Glass]

i have no friends.

[Jess]

civic engagement paper.

[Abyssal Echo]

friends not answering IM and PM.

[Emerald Dream]

my own stupidity

feeling like I don't do enough

[Abyssal Echo]

its raining....again :/

[Synyster Shadows]

sheer loneliness

[deadpie]

everyone at my job fuckin laughs at me and hates me... i live my life alone and my parents hate me.. literally hated by EVERYONE except my fucking drug dealer which explains why i've relapsed

probably going to end up finally getting the guts to finish myself off the right way in the next month i'm sure... can't take this bullshit much longer

spend my entire fucking childhood beaten, raped, humiliated, spend my teenage years confused, lost, suicidal, destroyed, people sadistically trying to ruin me, spend the 18+ years realizing there's absolutely no hope for someone like me and the only answer is suicide

fuck everything, just fucking garbage existence..

[CharlieHorse]

My bro's gf is a whiny 5 year old that leaves filth in her wake of destruction

[Castle of Glass]

getting a C on a test

[Jess]

Mom and her stinging words

[Feixc28orv]

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[Moondust]

I feel off today. I always do in the Summer these days. Ever since depression for me, the world just doesn't seem the same. It looks darker, it feels empty and I feel lonely.
I miss being young and innocent, the world looked so beautiful.

[BenjiJoelCorrea]

My past is reminding me that I'm a loser..and i have family issues going on as well

[AyVannah]

I am hiding my sexuality from virtually everyone in my family and some of my friends. I can't be my true self around anyone anymore. I am walking on eggshells every time I try to talk with a friend. My other friends mother said I might have a mental illness when my friend described me to her (without using my name). I miss my ex and though we are supposed to be friends now, he's so damn distant and it kills me. I keep having creepy nightmares so I haven't been getting enough sleep.
This morning I woke up with texts from my friend around 4:30 (I didn't war until 10) saying that he needed me and that he was so close to being pushed off the edge... I wasn't tee for him. I know that if something happened to him.. I won't forgive myself.. He isn't answering me and I am hoping that just means he is asleep.....

[Jenny13]

No one was at home today and I was really lonely

[Jess]

lag lag lag lag lag and more lag

[Moondust]

As everybody knows, girls are secretly were-women, so when the moon comes up, we let the inner beasts out :0
Um...no.
I feel angry because my oldest sister's husband was being a sexist jerk today and my older sister is being a brat as usual -_- ( she's almost 16. What do you expect?)

[randomuser666]

I always do my best to be nice to people and contribute happily to a conversation, yet people say what I said was annoying or always point out the bad things I've done(minor, yet it's a little hurtful). Even if they're kidding, it's a real damper on my mood.

[LouBerry]

I did something stupid and unnecessary. And now I'm mad at myself.

[Castle of Glass]

I got a shitty grade again :/

[CharlieHorse]

I have work to do but I'm tired and hungry and I'd rather do something fun.

[Jess]

this coming school year

[randomuser666]

Summer school for me is over, now to go anywhere, I'll have to walk. I don't know, it doesn't depress me as much as it irks me, I have to walk 2-3 times as far as do my friends to anywhere fun

[Jenny jr]

Nothing. I am happy, happy, happy!!

[Jess]

US History grade. Don't think I can get to a B :/

[Croconaw]

That I'm doing horrible on my Algebra exams.

[project_icarus]

Today is the first day back for the term... and I'm really just too tired to go in today.

[Sam-Joker]

not studying enough

[Jess]

worried about the final and not studying enough....

[AyVannah]

My ex, my dog being sick, BPD.

[Jess]

freaking college

[Croconaw]

Nothing yet, suprisingly.

[Sam-Joker]

my tomorrow biology class perhaps,but not too depressing :D

[randomuser666]

my tomorrow biology class perhaps,but not too depressing :D

I took Biology for summer school. I like science but I cannot stand bio, a massive pain in the butt.

[Princess Ariel]

Stuff going on with my grandfather and my mom is going over there today after work and I don't know what will be said and done and I am just feeling really excluded from it all.
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Emily hasn't been on facebook and i'm starting to think she hates me and that i'm bothering her.
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Stuff going on in my personal life
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My guitar string snapped and hit me in the eye

[CharlieHorse]

There's this absolutely adorable cute girl that's in my class, and i missed asking her out. Summer school is over :(

[Yugen]

Right now it's the fact that I have no friends whatsoever and I'm wasting my summer alone in my room listening to music from the '90s.

[DonovanK]

School starts soon :/ makes me depressed

[TransformR]

Lets see, I'll sound spoiled, my problems arent near most other's, but uh. My grades were trash this past year, so my parents decided to take my xbox and later ds, which mjddle of summer I still havent gotten back. Im in summer school, which is about to be over, then I'll have about a week off before starting driving school, my live hasbeen long expired and I have a two week card. In the over six month absense of my console and lack of contact with numerous friends I want to just burn myself in a looong multi day all nighter before I start driving school.
When i try texting or talking to anyone iend up dragging the conversation on in attempts to be social, asking questions and struggling to communicate with my "friends". Such friends who ignore and could likely notcare at all about the wierdo I am. Jokingly sure, make a joke on my behalf, I won't mind.
My parents again, much older than I, dad is in 60s, mkm in her 40s makes me at 16, feel pathetic and untimely to them. Im an only child, constantly alone. Only had two serious gfs in my life, both in the past year, both broke up with me within 3 months.

I mainly feel solo and unappreciated.

[Moondust]

My birthday is on the 29th, only 3 days away, but nobody in my family seems to think it's of any importance. I don't expect to get a ton of presents or anything, it's just really important to me, and I feel like their waiting till the last minute to get me presents so they can call it a party. I don't care if I get anything, they just don't seem to care.

[Luminous]

Tired and cranky for no particular reason.. woke up at 11 and still awake at 12:30

[Yugen]

The rain. It's suffocating.

[Barneytinsen]

The fact that i might have ADHD :|

[Jess]

stupid errors errors errors

[Abyssal Echo]

its raining...again
my new phone is messed up
the phone co. denied mom the rebate on my new phone so now she's bitching at me.
Monday the phone goes back and its back to my old phone...Yay ! me :(

[CryWolf]

Found out the guy who was my bf is a lying bastard.

[Jess]

stupid parents...

[Luminous]

I miss her

[Magenta]

I'm afraid of people here. I want to go home. I wish the new house felt like home. But I don't want to go out by myself... ever.

[Luminous]

My cats don't want to cuddle anymore:(


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I miss her so much, it hurts.

[uglyinsideandout]

It's Saturday night and he's getting drunk. I know what's coming.

[Princess Ariel]

Driving in pouring rain for 2 hours and narrowly avoiding a car accident.

[Croconaw]

Being worried about my grade for summer school. :(

[Yugen]

I'm all alone.

[teen.jpg]

A friend being unresponsive.

[Sam-Joker]

my psp fell down and some part of it got a problem i do't know what the problem is :((

[Sam-Joker]

my psp fell down and a part of it got a problem it is not working now :((

[Yugen]

Still registered in my old school.

[Trace]

The fact that this thread has more replies than the 'What's cheered you up today?' thread.

[Jess]

something really stupid, hoping I'll get over it -_-

oh, and physics

[TransformR]

I made the colossal mistake of only trying to talk to my ex. She had a friend of hers contact me, we talked and I am now convinced after the relationship I had after that ex that I make those I care about immensely unhappy. Now I hate myself for another reason atop of my voice being derpy and pictures of myself looking like shit because I only eversee reflections of myself.

[Lost in the Echo]

I feel lonely and empty. :(

[Plane And Simple]

Reading this thread. You need to cheer up. :(

[Free_Music_Bird]

I'm depressed because I'm sick of living a lie. People are always trying to rule my life, tell me what to do with myself, who to be with, how i should go on etc. I'm just one girl, I can't do everything for everyone every day. I stress my self over limits, and cannot handle it. Hence my constant state of depression

[Yugen]

It's just another day where the big black dog is following me around, chewing up my thoughts.

[Croconaw]

That I'm gonna fail my Algebra exam tomorrow.

[Jess]

Mom and her HURTFUL words

[Abyssal Echo]

mom and one of my dogs is sick

[QuantumPhysics]

I was warned by VT Bacon tht I wasn't about two threads tht are relatively o.k!

[Jess]

upcoming school year

[Abyssal Echo]

the thought that summer is almost over

[purrincess]

The fact that I feel so lonely today, I keep trying to make friends but no matter how much I force myself to be outgoing, people just won't talk to me and I find that frustrating. Talking to people is stressful enough for me without people being completely disinterested in anything I say. Eugh. I needed that rant.

[LouBerry]

I miss Seth.

[CharlieHorse]

Couple next to me on the plane spent the whole ride cuddling eachother and feeding eachother little snacks.
Made me feel lonely :(