What's depressing you today?

[MisterNobody]

Everything.... family, school, myself.... :/ I feel like shit lol...

[Bethany]

I don't want to be here anymore, doing the same old stuff.

(on the positive side, I won't be in this location for much longer)

[BlueWallflower]

I watched my cat get run over today. There was a clap of thunder, which scared her, and she ran out right in front of a car. My dad ran out to the street and picked her up, and I took her from him. I held her in my arms, crying, while she died. I stood in the rain while my dad dug a grave in the backyard. We buried her next to our cherry tree. Another one of my cats is buried on the other side. He was hit by a car too. It was a sad Easter.

[Princess Ariel]

I went to bed at 1. Woke up at 4. My sleeping pattern is even more fucked up from this long weekend. Plus, I went to bed in a miserable mood, woke up in one as well and I'm crying because I saw a post on tumblr about a cat playing with a mouse.

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I didn't get the chance to do my photography thingy and I don't know how my teacher will take it.

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There's a tiny bit of snow on the ground, in april.. fucking Canada.

[GoneForGood]

I didn't sleep at all last night. I was just laying there wide awake. Now I have to go to school... I don't know if I can do this.

[roadwarrior]

none

[Ryunosuke]

My Best Friend In The World Is Crying Her Eyes Out In My Arms And I Can't Do Anything To Help Her... She Keeps Saying There's No Point In Life If All That Happens Is Her Getting Hurt. I Wish People Weren't So Stupid...

[Bethany]

I hate acceptance rates.
All of the work I have to do.

[Taurus]

I wish a closed mind made a closed mouth.

[thatguywhosaysEH]

I genuinely hate life, there's no meaning behind it.

[Horatio Nelson]

Sigh, the fact that I can't see the girl of my heart, plus the fact that she's struggling every day for her life. And all I can do is worry. :( :( :( But she'll be back soon.....right?

[Princess Ariel]

I woke up at 5 screaming. And now I can't go back to sleep.

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I've got so much to do and so little time.

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I'm terrified of going to school because of what happened yesterday.

[Cognizant]

I really don't want to slip back into my old routine, schoolwork is just too difficult and demanding...

[All The Small Things]

Michigan losing to Louisville :(

[nezamazing]

i have masturbated much more. My penis is not more than 3 inch. What can i do? Please help guys.

[Lost in the Echo]

Boring ass school.

[CharlieHorse]

I'm freaking tired. I basically skipped my first class to sleep (which is a study hall class so no big deal) and my dad is going to go ape shit when I get home.

[Faolan]

No matter how hard I've tried to come out, I always chicken out. I'm afraid that people will judge me and I won't be loved by anyone. Being loved matters more to me than anything else in this messed up world.

[crepesuzette]

nothing really but when some stupid chick got me mad because she was giving me these really nasty looks like what hte heck is this guy doing here and stuff like that. plus we were playing badminton with a group of friends and the wind was blowing right and while we were at it, the birdie landed on one of the ledges on top of the auditorium door and she had to climb up to get it. it happened twice so i was like you know what? i'm not playing anymore. i just walked out on them like that and told one of my friends and she was like well you're not the only one that gets yelled at for playing terribly. honestly i have not played it in a while so i guess i'm a little rusty. the girl didn't yell at me, just got mad at me. luckily, it was not her birdie because if it had been hers, i would have been in a bigger mess.

[Bethany]

Well, I managed to eff up and become a mockery again. Not like I already was or anything...

[Ryhanna]

I have way too much I should be doing, and it's resulting in me just giving up and not doing any of it because I'm scared I can't handle it. Which makes no sense, because I know I WOULD be able to handle it if I gave everything more effort. But I just have no motivation to do it. Fuck.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I betrayed my uncle and I don't know how to tell him what I did. I can't stop thinking about what's left of what I had with someone special to me.

[Princess Ariel]

I went to bed at 1am and I'm up at 6am. As if that wasn't bad enough, I've got the fucking literacy test since Ontario hates all students, oh and it's my second time writing this since I didn't pass it (To pass the literacy test, you need 300/400 points, I however got 295). Several others didn't pass either, but they all have extra time and I do not. So, I'll be with the rest of the grade 10's and be embarrassed.

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The weather is going to be terrible.

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After school, I'm going to McDonalds to get a job, even though I want to work at the Ripley's Aquarium opening here in the summer/fall.

[KimuraWannabe116]

My dog died today!

[CharlieHorse]

My dog died today!

Oh my gosh...
I'm so sorry to hear that. :(
Hug

[Princess Ariel]

Life in general.

[Inkhead2013]

Everyday, I'm depressed because my father loves to point out my flaws, I am constantly discouraged, and I feel I am never good at anything, even though I'm told I'm very talented.
I'm depressed until I finally get to be with my real friends, not the ones who just use you.

[crepesuzette]

some bitch decided to call me out on my behavior right when we're in the middle of our lecture. I was only voicing my opinions, and I wasn't the only one. Really, I have never met anyone like this. If she can't take it, she should probably go see someone about it. This isn't the first time she's ever told me to can it. If she doesn't like sitting in front of me, she can gladly move.

[Princess Ariel]

I took out my pissy mood on my friends and my girlfriend and I don't want to check my phone, because I don't want any of them yelling at me.

[crepesuzette]

yeah like my math tutor says rudeness goes in circles. when one person is rude to another, another one starts to be rude to their "potential victim" and then that person takes it out on someone new and well you can guess the rest.
I'm still mad at that girl who said that darn thing to me. she even dared to hurt me. she said that one day she's going to hurt me when she gets so mad. i overheard that conversation while i was talking to someone and i'll bet you when the instructor confronts her about it, ten to one she's going to deny it. and this girl has this sidekick so yeah she'll back her up alright.

[CharlieHorse]

I've been happy for too long... :/
When am i going to be sad again? This is getting boring :/

[Horatio Nelson]

I've been happy for too long... :/
When am i going to be sad again? This is getting boring :/

Being happy is a bad thing?

[CharlieHorse]

Being happy is a bad thing?

I have no idea.
I'm so screwed up and nobody knows it, so I don't even know what's going on.

[Horatio Nelson]

I have no idea.
I'm so screwed up and nobody knows it, so I don't even know what's going on.

:( I'm sorry.

[unknownuser]

Everyday, I'm depressed because my father loves to point out my flaws, I am constantly discouraged, and I feel I am never good at anything, even though I'm told I'm very talented.


I'm sorry... I have the same problems and feel the same way. :[

[CharlieHorse]

My dad only wants me to succeed. Sure that sounds nice, but when I don't want to be the head of the pack, he doesn't give a damn about me.
I'm like just another investment to him. He doesn't feel any love for anything. He's so stuck up in his ass that he can't see shit. He is so dry, he's like a fucking rock.
He should have never had kids.
He should go away and spend his money on more dates for his fucking gold diggers he meets on dating sites.

Yet
He expects me to be perfect.
Kind of hard to be perfect when I hate myself so much that I am self sabotaging and fucking depressed because of people like him who make it hard to live with.
Can I just die please?
I hate myself for even thinking that I have any legitimate problems in my life.
I am so thankful my dad isn't a crazy alcoholic who beats my mom, and I'm so thankful that I have a roof over my head, and food on my plate, and a mother who actually loves me. I'm thankful I'm not addicted to drugs.
I have money. I go to arguably one of the best highschools in the US.
I have things that many kids don't have.
I should be happy right?
But no, I'm not fucking happy at all.
I'm so fucking pathetic. What the fucking hell is wrong with me!?
Just kill me already! Give all my things to kids who actually need them.
Don't let me waste anyone else's time and energy. I'm a lazy fucking ass hole.
Why can't I do anything right!?!



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Venting helps a lot

[crowdlost]

The fact that my best friend's girlfriend of 4 years recently dumped him and I can't be there for him because of stupid college (I go to college far from him) and exams and term papers and shit.

Making me feel useless and helpless.

[Princess Ariel]

A lot of things..

[CharlieHorse]

That one girl that used to like me.

[Danny Phantom]

I feel really unwanted and unaccepted in school because I don't play sports, dress wearing jordans and don't listen to horrible rap music

[Princess Ariel]

Everything.

I spent my day watching laparoscopy surgery videos and I have to do the same thing tomorrow. Its triggering as fuck and I can't leave the room.

I spent my day listening to two people become friends as I sat in the back and heard them talking about me and laughing at me.

I have to wake up early again tomorrow.

[Abyssal Echo]

my friend hasn't been on skype or VT in almost a week

[val3ri397]

That I really like this boy but im too shy so when he is around i act serious and i think he thinks im like mad at him :(

[crepesuzette]

like this one security guard or someone that's stationed near the lunch lines today. he was telling me to give up my place in line to some girl who just happened to be in a hurry. In the back of my mind, I was like,"Jerk, don't talk to me like that." He told me that in life, sometimes we have to do these things, and I just couldn't disagree with him more. I'm like really? are you nuts? Besides, there used to be a third line which allowed the passage to run smoothly without any cutting and stuff like that. Plus, there's a place near the gym where kids could rush there and get there lunch really quick. So she had her options and I had my reasons. Luckily, she was not mad, but I was, because the other guy made me feel like an idiot in front of everybody else. My friend was like you should have let her pass first and stuff like that. I couldn't believe my ears.

[CharlieHorse]

I cried like a baby at the end of the season 2 finale of doctor who.
Not really depressing as much as just really saddening.

[CharlieHorse]

Just when I start thinking that my dad and I are getting along, he goes ape shit.
We have never had a good relationship and I believe we never will.
I'm going to move in with my mom by the summer time.

[BebeFleur.]

Another day goes by when I flirt with my crush and all he does is walk away... I fail at flirting. :P

[Inkhead2013]

All I want to say is f*** you, dad. You have never supported me in anything I have done unless it was something that makes YOU happy. I am tired of trying to live up to your expectations because I want to live up to my own goals and dreams. You think art is a waste of time? Well I see why you have no character and a dull personality. You work every day to pay for bills and taxes, and even vacations, but I can tell you hate having to spend money on me unless I earned it in some way. I honestly don't care about being rich or not, but I want a father that loves and supports me. I can see why mom thinks of divorcing you, but she doesn't want us to be raised in a broken home. But you already broke my spirits.

[CharlieHorse]

All I want to say is f*** you, dad. You have never supported me in anything I have done unless it was something that makes YOU happy. I am tired of trying to live up to your expectations because I want to live up to my own goals and dreams. You think art is a waste of time? Well I see why you have no character and a dull personality. You work every day to pay for bills and taxes, and even vacations, but I can tell you hate having to spend money on me unless I earned it in some way. I honestly don't care about being rich or not, but I want a father that loves and supports me. I can see why mom thinks of divorcing you, but she doesn't want us to be raised in a broken home. But you already broke my spirits.

I can't believe that this is almost exactly how I feel. :/

My parents divorced 2 years ago. And I'm currently living with my dad. We don't get along very well... :/

[Jean Poutine]

Just wrote a long email to my mom detailing all the reasons why I do what I do.

She answered back with a terse paragraph starting with "I don't wanna talk to you anymore either". She just disregarded it all and keeps trying to make me feel bad for her.

"Don't cry for me, I'm not worth it"

You really aren't. You've made everything hell for 7 months, trying to hurt me, to manipulate me any which way so that I offer myself again to you as your stick, as something you can bear all your weight on without snapping. I'm not a fucking cane, I'm human and what you want to subject me to is anything but. You're worse than a leech. They can't help it, it's in their nature to parasite other living beings, but you, you should really know better, especially because I'm your own fucking son. Sometimes I think you had me only to have someone to care for you in your old age, someone who will play your games and will give you all the fucking attention you crave. Instead of working on yourself, you blame all your fucking problems on me and refuse to take any responsibility for yourself. Maybe shrinks wouldn't be "useless" if you let a word of what they say get through your thick skull.

Your son is a federal civil servant, a law student in his last year that earned nothing but praise from his lecturers all along his education, an intelligent boy that speaks 2 languages fluently with 2 more on the way, who always cared and took care of you until you tried to mercilessly not only clip his wings, but snap the tendon so that he'd never fly again. Your daughter is a GHB addict that sells coke for a living and is under probation at the moment, still doing the same fucking thing. She's cheated you, robbed you, manipulated you, made you live hell for years, and yet, you're always sucking up to her because she gives you coked up money whenever you ask. You always find ways to put me in a bad light compared to her : of course I don't visit as often, I actually have a real job and a real life, would you like me to quit that too and start peddling drugs so I can buy you a flat screen TV?

Good riddance, you won't hold me down anymore. My time to soar is now. I'll be here if you ever want a healthy, mature relationship with your son, where you don't attempt to suck the life out of me to make you feel better about not living yours. Get help mom, so I can stop hating you for all that you've done to me. Please. It hurts so much to see you in such contempt, I've told you time and time against to sort your life out but you never listen to me. You always think you know better because you're older. I'm not a teenager anymore mom, I pay income tax and bills, I've been through my share of shit already as an adult, I know what life is, and it's high time you start listening to me. Check yourself in therapy and get help. You are so fucking insecure that you poison everyone around you in an attempt to make sure they never leave you, that you never end up alone. Please, mom, I love you so much, and hate you so much at the same time, get some help because I can't help you. After 66 years, you should be tired of wallowing in self-pity, comforting yourself in your sickness, telling yourself you can't help it. I want a healthy relationship between healthy people, is that too much to ask for?

If you keep trying to restrain me, I will escape and never come back.

[Bethany]

I'm a coward.

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general....its just been a f**ked up day

[Princess Ariel]

I'm hungover as fuck. And Im still nauseous ><

[PoseidonX43]

i'm tired of pretending i'm ok, i'm really not. Why do i even try to put a smile on my face.

For the past hour-half i've been slowly crying.

[Alexithymia]

The loneliness. It hurts, a lot more, once you learn how not lonely you can be.

Fuck.

[Ryhanna]

I just have a lot on my plate right now... I can't wait for next week to be over so I can focus on one thing.

[NzForever]

That my isp cut my off for downloading torrents and I had nothing to do the hole day.

[Mark Duin]

It is better to focus on positive points about you rather than bringing up the things that depress you. You might have heard the fact - if you keep on thinking you can't do this then chances are you will not able to do it in real also.

After reading your comments I must say that you all really need to buy a devotional. Don't hurt yourself for God's sake! Forget your past, make the rest of your life the best of your life.

[Erasmus]

My fucking mom.

[Abyssal Echo]

I haven't talked to my Fav guy in days

[teen.jpg]

Thinking my best friend hates me.

[Princess Ariel]

The amount of stress.

[Smeagol]

Well, I have to go see my counsellor tomorrow. And I have cuts on my wrist which I have no means of hiding. I have short hair so a hair tie is completely useless. Damn my lack of thought.

[thatguywhosaysEH]

My total inability to tell my crush how I feel because I the lack self-confidence to do so.

[Southside]

What's depressing me?The same surrounding, living in the same house since you were born, the vacant lots, abandoned buildings, poverty, people on the corners with nothing better to do, all part of living on the southside of Chicago...Also..lack of relationship with girls,a lot of my friends have gf's and everything I feel like im missing out. Im not ugly, but I am also not the best looking Ambercrombie & Fitch model type guy either. I try not the let it get me down, put all my burning anger and hate into my schoolwork and basketball. Everyone has to put all the anger and hate into something thats not violent or self harming, mine is schoolwork,basketball, and drowning all the troubles out with rap music.

[Jess]

The econ final result :(

[Bethany]

Wasting my time again.

[Kirino Kousaka]

i havent had a cigarette in 10 days and found out my friend lost all of the money I gave him, and now im broke and going through withdrawls

[CharlieHorse]

Me and Kate are not hanging out that.much anymore.
She's found some better guys to be with, so I guess it's good that she's happy.

[xDarkAngelx]

Knowing what I made her do to herself and being the reason behind it.

[Jess]

knowing that I failed another exam. hopefully not too badly

[Ryan420]

my "friends" treat me like crap and it makes me feel worthless and nobody not even my family cares about me:(

[crepesuzette]

my "friends" treat me like crap and it makes me feel worthless and nobody not even my family cares about me:(

you sound just like me. sometimes when you tell them things, their minds seem to be elsewhere. i tell my friends that i'm sick and they don't even express a bit of concern. wow, what a great bunch of friends.

[Jess]

nearly everything. What happened earlier, before I took the ND Final, and now, learning that apparently I can't get ENG 102 freaking approved.

[XjojosX]

well i feel that i will be lone and i will never have people love me and last night some people e i love get angry with me for no reason and that make me so so sad :(

[Matt_2012]

I can never seem to find people that are like me.. Or i can relate too.

[Princess Ariel]

I've got too much on my mind and I can't fall asleep.

[dusman77]

Everything. Just... Everything.

[Jess]

the finals....

[Disasterology]

phone not working= not being able to listen to music during school when i get the urge to cut, or any other place besides home

[Danny Phantom]

My expectations being crushed... as usual

[CharlieHorse]

Just everything right now,

[crepesuzette]

the fact that I can't seem to articulate my discontent. the fact that i get obsessed with things very easily. Well, not most things, but when something tastes good or something, I'll eat it everyday until something better comes along. i don't like it. I mean, isn't variety a spice of life? Why do we need to do the same thing every day just to get the same effects? I'm tired of it. I want to be able to live each day with something new.

when i do something wrong, i become guilty and then i start to get obsessed with something else. I start to question myself if I'm a good or bad person.

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in general

[Jevon]

My phone is still fucking broken and has been for two weeks now it SUCKS!!!

[crepesuzette]

i need a life. whenever i take medications to treat my cold, i feel like sex drive just goes up a notch. whenever i'm alone, I'm jacking off or wandering into a porn website. I am here to come clean about all my mistakes. having been bullied and bullied others. all i need is a life on the weekends so i can stay out all day and never have to be tempted again.

[Princess Ariel]

My stomach is killing me, no matter how many pills I take.

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Going out for a photo shoot and not having any friends who like their picture being taken, so resorting to candids. Which always turn out horrible.

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That feeling of being unsure if this is the way you want your life to head.

[Jess]

stupid college, stupid classes, stupid credits

[Emerald Dream]

something I read last night that was totally, totally untrue

yeah, it kinda upset me

[Jess]

exam results (still) and the stupid CCAC-Pitt credit situation

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Most every thing.

[CharlieHorse]

My dad basically called me a pathetic loser. He's right.
I see the "girls do you like cuddles?" Thread and I feel bad because I like cuddles to... and I want someone to cuddle.
I ate too much food.
I didn't run as fast as I wanted to.
I let my project partners down. I didn't do any work even though I promised I would.
I feel tired and depressed

[Princess Ariel]

Every single fucking thing. Not one small thing was good about today. Not even a stranger holding the door open for me. NOTHING AT FUCKING ALL!

[Charlotte95]

My parents, and 'friends' just everyone

[xXoblivionXx]

being so lonely

[Jess]

grades grades grades :/

[Bethany]

Having to study
The SATs. Fuck the SATs. Oh wait, I can't say fuck the SATs because I need to review math practice AGAIN so I can get my 2150. WHOOP DE DO.
Friends basically checking out on me
Taking exams tomorrow - I can't wait for art history to end. Just, this AP class...ughhh...

[Jess]

I DID make a miscalculation. That grade is NOT wrong.

[Anxiety]

My friend turned down a free ticket to the concert I'm going to tonight because he'd rather do what he does every Friday for the past year and a half - play a dumbass game of D&D

[Princess Ariel]

The past three hours have been nothing but absolute hell for me and I hate everything and everyone because all those who get close to me, leave me in the end and the past few days have only proven that to be true and today was sure as hell, that fucking cherry on top. I'm a miserable and horrible fucking being and I don't deserve any amount of happiness, because I am nothing and mean nothing to the world and all that live in it.

[Jess]

Mom and her "rants" on how stupid I am and how I will not graduate - ever since I told her about that terrible grade.

[Abyssal Echo]

life....everything I tried to do today went wrong

[Teea]

The fact I have no friends who are calling me anymore. Everyone who used to like me (maybe) is gone now.

People like me when I'm on Prozac, now that I'm off it and depressed no one could bat an eyelash in regards to me.

I'm just sitting here listening to music looking outside and remembering before this depression became so debilitating, thinking of times when my friends and I used to go out, do stupid stuff and have fun.

But that's long past now and I'm never going to feel the same way. Even on Prozac I don't feel the same, I also just don't feel depressed.

What's the point of being here.

[Snookers]

*sight* where to begin...??

My class in high-school is a shithole.
I gained weight. I just want to take a knife and slice down the fat.
I hate my face. I consider myself ugly.
My grades are going down.
All my friends from middle-school have awesome highschool classmates and prefer spending time with them because "it's our class and we are going to be together for years and we need to be united...bla blaah".
I argue with my mom more than often.
I hate highschool.
I am failure.

But this things will pass. Everything can change.

I can make new friends, I can lose weight, I can put on more makeup, I can study more, I can be more independent and most of all I can change myself and my attitude.

[Professional Russian]

What's depressing me? I'm an outcast I'm not liked and the thing that depresessess me the most is knowing that the girl I've loved for 3 years will never feel the same way.

[Bethany]

Everything. everything, everything.

I don't want to be here. I don't want to be here. I'm done. I'm finished. I hate this.

Not much longer.

[Disasterology]

Being ignored by the ones I thought that cared

[Jess]

stupid family.

[UnknownError]

I have no idea. :/

[Bornsteller]

The fact I am gay, I have only a few friends and they say I complain too much and fail at school, I have strait F's for the past 2 nine weeks, am probably going to be kicked out of my high school's tech academy (If I do, I am dropping out cause there will be nothing left for me to learn), I have a crush on my friend, who I recently learned is gay, and knows O am gay, but is moving in a week, I never eat, I have lost 30 pounds over the last 6 months from not eating, my parents say I "eat like a king" and do nothing and want to start charging me rent when I am only going to be 16 in a few months, I have a car that doesnt even work so its not like I can just leave, almost everyone I am around, that I have no choice in being around them or not, are all very anti-gay, so I do not want to tell them I am gay. So basically my entire life is depressing me.

[Jess]

no dumplings today >:/

[Abyssal Echo]

life in general

[CharlieHorse]

Failing school. Loosing friends. Eating more. Failing life. Being an asshole.

I've decided that I deserve to cry tonight. So that's what I'm doing. :/

[Jess]

Mom and her stupid comments :/

[CharlieHorse]

I asked the girl at the counter for another straw. She sweetly asked "awww, is it for your girlfriend?" (She thought I was going to share my drink with my gf)
Somehow I said "yes" and she got me a straw and I thanked her.
I said yes even though I didn't have a gf.. :(
Why does something like this happen to me every day?! :(
I made one of those simple pipe instruments from the straw. It didn't even work. :(

[Bath]

People dying and my body hurting everywhere.

[Cicero]

Life sucks right now. Yesterday was awesome, but after a talk with my dad, life has now become sucky. Nothing but bad news and ridicule came from him, the bad news isn't his fault, but the ridicule didn't have to continue. He even called back (over phone) and continued his ridicule of me. That's what really killed me.

[nicknack100]

Me and my mum arguing.

[Jess]

everything >:/

[Loreley]

All these stupid comments. :/
I want to cry for no reason, and school exams will start in a few days.
My stupid "friends" don't care about me.

[Princess Ariel]

Just.. life and everything.

[Croconaw]

My dad is depressing me! He always blames me for stuff I didn't do. I literally just stopped crying, like, just now after 10 minutes.

[Jess]

Mom and stupid college.

[Abyssal Echo]

Mom and the weather

[CharlieHorse]

I sat down and played my cello, just a few random songs, and I realized something.
I sound really bad.
I've been playing for a long time, but I still sound really bad. I sound like shit compared to the cellists in the videos I post in my song of the day thread.
One would think that by the 8th year of doing something, that they'd be decent at it.
I am a terrible performer, and I never play when anyone else is in the house. It's just so frustrating.
Maybe I'm just not meant make music. Maybe I should just stick to listening.

[Cognizant]

I pissed off my romantic interest and someone I care about is ignoring me without telling me what I did wrong.

[TinyDancer]

Weather. Rainy and colder.

[Abyssal Echo]

my friend. I guess I was stupid I waited all night for his IM or PM.

[Princess Ariel]

The weather.
My migraine.
My mother.
School tomorrow.
My life is falling apart.

[itcouldbeworse]

That all my so called bestfriends become distant and then stop talking to me and the facti cant evenspend mothers day with my two grandmas because all my family lives states and states away from me

[Princess Ariel]

The news I just got :/

[Jevon]

Nothing...nothing at all

[germangirl]

Headache in the first place and that my cat died..

[Jess]

stupid Mom >:/

[CharlieHorse]

I can pluck my cello and make angels sing, but when I bow my cello, I kill puppies. :(

[West Coast Sheriff]

D's and D's

[CharlieHorse]

D's and D's

me too :(
I've just about given up.
My whole life will be effected by my high-school grades, which is probably permanently fucked up.

[xDarkAngelx]

Just different things and I really don't know what to do anymore, finding it very difficult

[Harry Smith]

School, everyone is just being an absolute twat. I've only got a day left but I know that it is going to drag like fuck

[Croconaw]

Just life in general. My stupid dad...

[sillydrew]

i Had and AP test :C

[Jess]

myself and how I have no freaking talent at all. freaking useless >:/

[Abyssal Echo]

just people in general and them telling me I'm a useless piece of shit.

[Bethany]

All of this stress. I hate this lifestyle.

[Loreley]

My mom told me that I can't do anything right.

[wally]

Nothing, I turn lemons into lemonade instead of sulking about

[Princess Ariel]

The Doctor Who episode airing tonight. I reaaallly don't want to know the name of the doctor.
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Life in general.

[Croconaw]

My dad is depressing me!

[CharlieHorse]

I just starred signing up for a job at the food market place or whatever that just opened near me, and when I was filling out the application, something hit me, some reality something, and I got super angry at this and decided i wasn't going to do this anymore. What is wrong with me?

[germangirl]

Family should have come for lunch today, but my terrible stepmother just doesn't know how to behave .. ends in fighting and stress (like every other time my family's together)

[Desuetude]

....

[Princess Ariel]

Part of me wants to tell her something, but the other part of me doesn't because it'll only lead to more disaster.. But I always to this and it gets in the way
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It's Victoria Day and all of my friends are out at a party that I wasn't invited to.
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Even though school is almost over, it sure is taking it's dear sweet time.

[ECSTASY]

After 9 hours of study ... I got i really bad mark :(

[Croconaw]

The fact that I can't charge my phone because my charger is being used by another person.

[CharlieHorse]

I am tired

[Abyssal Echo]

just the usual BS

[Stephan]

Mom not doing anything about my situation :\

[Faolan]

Almost all of my friends are upperclassmen who are graduating, and I know that they won't want to stick around with stupid underclassmen like me. They're moving on, and all I want is to move on with them. They'll make new friends in college, but I won't in high school. I'm looked down on, and no one wants to hang out with me. It's only been two days since graduation, and already I feel alone and empty.

[Appypollylogges]

One of my closest friends isn't talking to me,
this girl I like that I went on a date with a few weeks ago is ignoring me,
summer's approaching which means I'm going to be isolated for a few months since no one gives one enough to wanna hang out with me,
and after I finish two more weeks of school, I only have one year left, which disturbs me.

[CharlieHorse]

I decided to play my cello out on my porch. Some random dude walked by and said I sucked. Wtf? Who says things like that?
He's right. :'(

[Abyssal Echo]

certain people that CLAIM they are my friends :

one wont/don't answer my PM's here or on Tumblr
one I just found out is on chemo so most likely has cancer
one all he gives me is grief as in BS and Drama

[Loreley]

Nothing :)

[steve102998]

well i have thinking of eminem alot reminds me of dad i miss him so much!!!

[Abyssal Echo]

ME !

I've been avoiding talkin to just about everyone.

[Croconaw]

This person in school is confusing the crap out of me. Is she my friend or not?! I have 6 days off, but that doesn't mean I can't see her

[CharlieHorse]

Senior friends leaving :'(

[lowride]

Ex called and wants to get back together but she knows i have a gf

[Mob Boss]

The fact that I feel this way, but I'm expected to be the happy one that helps others so....:yeah: Fun.

My mom went out of town for her birthday with some guy and hasn't said a word to me, despite me leaving her countless "happy birthday" messages. Wooot, i love you too, mom! :yeah: Make sure to remember you have children one of these days.

The fact that my dad also went out of town, and only was interested enough in having a conversation with me to make sure I would take care of his dog while he's away. :yeah: You're great!

The fact that no matter how badly I wish for my grandma, she's dead so it's pointless. :yeah:

The fact that i must be seriously pathetic for my parents and sisters to avoid me. :D

The fact that i haven't been eating again because I'm not good enough. My heart is pounding and I'm ridiculously dizzy, but, hey, if it makes me good enough for my parents, sisters, myself, anyone to want me.. :yeah:

I'm so lost.

The fact that people are going to pity me or try to empathize with me after reading this. I dont want pity or empathy. I dont want to talk about. Dont expect me to bother replying if you quote me. I'm just a stranger with issues that pretends otherwise. :yeah:

[Josh Morgan]

Starting to feel homesick. My dad's job means we have to be on location sometimes, and it's hot and sticky here. And we have a lousy connection a lot of the time. 4-5 more weeks. But we're having fun too.

[teen.jpg]

Not being able to find one good quality about myself.

[Croconaw]

The fact that I can't find a friend in my high school. My friend is going to be in high school next year, so that's good I can see her.

[CharlieHorse]

Lots of work. :/

I tried to shave a little bit down there. I must have done it wrong. I can't fucking walk! Itches and hurts so bad! :( help!

[Princess Ariel]

Cramps from hell
Unable to get some alcohol for Saturdays party, so I'll be sober with a lot of drunk people.
Fringe plays are taking over my life, putting me behind in my school work and I'm only going to support my friends.. even though, I know they wouldnt come to see me in one.
Did I mention cramps?

[Silent Tears]

Everything. Please make it stop >_<

[MiniStefani]

What's making me depressed is fact I'm sensitive , I am a loner very misunderstood by others included myself. I feel like there something mentally about me. Somedays when I think like that there full blown anxiety and worry , that hurts inside and out. I know I sound very emo about I am not and I am vey lost and afraid what's going to happen. To me though. I need help!

[Jess]

...girl problems. Was hoping it would skip this month >_> bleh. no luck

[Mortal Coil]

I ate too much. I ate too fucking much. I'm going to get so fucking fat. Fuck.

[Abyssal Echo]

people in general. it doesn't seem to matter where I go a classroom, store, chat or a forum people get quiet and leave

[Jay_Swagg_LOL]

The fact that I feel this way, but I'm expected to be the happy one that helps others so....:yeah: Fun.

My mom went out of town for her birthday with some guy and hasn't said a word to me, despite me leaving her countless "happy birthday" messages. Wooot, i love you too, mom! :yeah: Make sure to remember you have children one of these days.

The fact that my dad also went out of town, and only was interested enough in having a conversation with me to make sure I would take care of his dog while he's away. :yeah: You're great!

The fact that no matter how badly I wish for my grandma, she's dead so it's pointless. :yeah:

The fact that i must be seriously pathetic for my parents and sisters to avoid me. :D

The fact that i haven't been eating again because I'm not good enough. My heart is pounding and I'm ridiculously dizzy, but, hey, if it makes me good enough for my parents, sisters, myself, anyone to want me.. :yeah:

I'm so lost.

The fact that people are going to pity me or try to empathize with me after reading this. I dont want pity or empathy. I dont want to talk about. Dont expect me to bother replying if you quote me. I'm just a stranger with issues that pretends otherwise. :yeah:

Umm dude you have a serious problem. I not gonna tell you it's alright or your fine because your not. Dude I once had a problem with eating because I wanted to feel skinny and make my family hurt. But ima let you in on a little secret, NOONE GIVES A FUCK. Appearently your family doesn't so don't get better for them or anyone else. DUDE GET BETTER FOR YOURSELF. Your going to die and be shaking hands with your grandmother if you don't. AND YOUR FAMILY WONT GIVE A SHIT. DUDE DONT LET THEM WIN. USE THAT THING CALLED STUBBORNESS AND BOLDNESS. WALK AROUND THAT MOFO LIKE YOU OWN SOMETHING. Dude I'm here to talk PLEASE DONT LET THEM WIN. Be stubborn.

[Mob Boss]

Umm dude you have a serious problem. I not gonna tell you it's alright or your fine because your not. Dude I once had a problem with eating because I wanted to feel skinny and make my family hurt. But ima let you in on a little secret, NOONE GIVES A FUCK. Appearently your family doesn't so don't get better for them or anyone else. DUDE GET BETTER FOR YOURSELF. Your going to die and be shaking hands with your grandmother if you don't. AND YOUR FAMILY WONT GIVE A SHIT. DUDE DONT LET THEM WIN. USE THAT THING CALLED STUBBORNESS AND BOLDNESS. WALK AROUND THAT MOFO LIKE YOU OWN SOMETHING. Dude I'm here to talk PLEASE DONT LET THEM WIN. Be stubborn.

First of all DUDE, saying someone has a problem isn't the slightest bit helpful, nor respectful. I understand that might be your way of helping someone, but surely you can realize that telling someone they're going to die and be "shaking hands with their grandmother" is distasteful and rude. Second of all, my grandmother is a sore subject with me, so a stranger not only bringing up her death, but saying I'm going to be shaking hands with her soon rubs me the wrong way. Like I said, I understand this might be your way of helping and I appreciate the thought behind it, but consider other's feelings before you say something, please

[CharlieHorse]

Umm dude you have a serious problem. I not gonna tell you it's alright or your fine because your not. Dude I once had a problem with eating because I wanted to feel skinny and make my family hurt. But ima let you in on a little secret, NOONE GIVES A FUCK. Appearently your family doesn't so don't get better for them or anyone else. DUDE GET BETTER FOR YOURSELF. Your going to die and be shaking hands with your grandmother if you don't. AND YOUR FAMILY WONT GIVE A SHIT. DUDE DONT LET THEM WIN. USE THAT THING CALLED STUBBORNESS AND BOLDNESS. WALK AROUND THAT MOFO LIKE YOU OWN SOMETHING. Dude I'm here to talk PLEASE DONT LET THEM WIN. Be stubborn.

I think this is one of the most rudest posts I've seen in my time here on VT.
:mad:

Bridge, don't listen to this jakaras

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

My grandpa is dying and a friend of mine might have...but I cannot find out and she won't answer me.

LIFE ISN'T FAIR! AND EVERY BAD FUCKING THING HAS TO HAPPEN WHEN YOU CAN'T TAKE IT!

[Jay_Swagg_LOL]

First of all DUDE, saying someone has a problem isn't the slightest bit helpful, nor respectful. I understand that might be your way of helping someone, but surely you can realize that telling someone they're going to die and be "shaking hands with their grandmother" is distasteful and rude. Second of all, my grandmother is a sore subject with me, so a stranger not only bringing up her death, but saying I'm going to be shaking hands with her soon, rubs me the wrong way. Like I said, I understand this might be your way of helping and I appreciate the thought behind it, but consider other's feelings before you say something, please

I apologies for my harsh behavior.

[Mob Boss]

I apologies for my harsh behavior.

Apologies aren't necessary. I understand you were genuinely trying to help, just keep in mind other's feelings or the way they might perceive what you say. :)


Anyways, back to the thread topic.

[Sweet Smart Smexi]

these stupid girls in my class.

[muffin with a knife]

School. I'm failing one object and my parents will be really mad. I'm so tired of everything. And my nihhtmares are back.

[CharlieHorse]

I can't find a job :(

[Fanta_Lover44]

It always helps me to vent anyways.

So, what's depressing you today?

For me, I just feel extraordinarily tired, and there's still another school day and a Saturday track meet to go until I can rest.

Alot mainly the lack of friends....

[Fanta_Lover44]

I can't find a job :(

Don't worry, you will find one eventually, just got to look hard! I know how it feels because my brother is always upset about the same topic!

[Silent Tears]

Got hit by a door -.-

[StayBeautiful33]

I am so depressed about so many things, my parents are fighting again. my brother doesn't love me, but most of all I am alone and I don't mean alone in that depressing I have nobody thing even when i have people that are here for me. I mean I am physically alone. It's just me sitting here at night in my room but myself. I'm lonely which is weird cause I was always a loner and very antisocial. I even liked it but not now. I keep having random panic attacks that leave me crying hysterically and clutching my stomach on the floor. I just wish i had some one here with my at night to cheer me up :(

[Tacky]

I just failed a really important school presentation. I simply messed up. Despite it being a group project, I blame no one and nothing, but myself. I'm really competitive and this just saddened me a lot. I slept for hours and hours after I got home. I just wanted to hide myself away from shame and humiliation. Still depressed. Sigh, life sucks. :(

[xDarkAngelx]

I can't be with her and a few other things is.

[karl]

The football (soccer) season is over! But Neymar arrived today and that cheered me up a bit!

[crepesuzette]

when this jerk was telling me that i was being mean to him. well even if it was true, it wasn't like i was acting any different than others.

[crepesuzette]

Senior friends leaving :'(

i know it sucks dude, but deal with it. i don't mean to sound harsh, but i'm having a really bad day right now. all my freshman friends are ignoring me right now. i feel like even though we have a lot of things in common, we don't really talk to each other much. it seems like everyone else just wants to talk to their friends from early on and they have never been very close to me. i don't like the fact that they won't even take the time to notice me and ask me what i want to do and like have a conversation with me. i'm very pissed. when i cried, nobody noticed me there.

[teen.jpg]

A guy that I like and really care about doesn't trust me.

[Abyssal Echo]

life in general :(

[CharlieHorse]

I just found out a bunch of my pretty close "friends" got together and went to the beach yesterday.
They didn't even tell me, or invite me.
And then they didn't want to talk at all about anything. They just basically told me to go away.

Then I got applications for jobs rejected from a bike shop and a restaurant.

Then my mom didn't want to talk to me.

I'm starting to think that people just hate me.

[Mob Boss]

I just found out a bunch of my pretty close "friends" got together and went to the beach yesterday.
They didn't even tell me, or invite me.
And then they didn't want to talk at all about anything. They just basically told me to go away.

Then I got applications for jobs rejected from a bike shop and a restaurant.

Then my mom didn't want to talk to me.

I'm starting to think that people just hate me.

I think you're one of the sweetest people I've ever met. If anyone hates you they're dumb. You're extremely nice and likeable.

Don't worry about the job applications. I've been rejected so many times it's not even funny. It's just part of it, especially being so young with very little work experience. It will all get better soon.