What's depressing you today?

[West Coast Sheriff]

Losing an online auction

[Andrew10]

I love a girl like really love her I'm obsessed with her and she doesn't like me that way cause I don't got a six pack and I'm not sexy to her and I love with my hole heart

[Matt_2012]

So many hate on gays.

[Mortal Coil]

I ate.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Gaining weight

[project_icarus]

Some fucking people. What can I say?

[West Coast Sheriff]

Gaining weight

More of this :mad:

[CharlieHorse]

Another lonely day, and nobody to snuggle with on this cold rainy night... :(

[Mortal Coil]

It's Food Fair Friday. Jeez.

[CharlieFinley]

The rum is gone, and my humor isn't as dry as it normally is.

[Love.Hate]

Me just being me, ugh I can't deal with it

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that nobody else has responded to the thing.

[Elysium]

Everything I've done wrong.

[PonY]

Leaving my girlfriend for a few days, Gosh I do not want to.

[West Coast Sheriff]

I need energy!

[CharlieHorse]

A dreaded day of school tomorrow, and seeing my crush hang out with much cooler guys than me, and teachers trying to help me. I sometimes wish they would just stop and let me be alone. I'm going to fail anyway, so let me be.
I get to hug my friend, who friendzoned me but still expects me to massage her neck and back like I did when we were 99% dating. Screw her, I'm sick of her leading me on and dumping me over and over again.
Then of course there's the usual bs, keeping my "i'm-awesome-and-happpy-with-myself" mask on, while I die cold and sad behind it all.
I get to make plans with my advisor teacher about my highschool plan and career, when I'm only going to fail and let everyone down.
I get to go home to hear my brother and his girlfriend screwing eachother upstsirs in his bedroom, while I sit downstairs and try not to wonder if i'll ever make love to a girl I love, and if i'll ever find my soulmate. Then I usually come to the conclusion that I'm unlovable and I cry in the local park with the homeless guys.
I get to have my dad call me a disgrace, and have him hate me, although he denies it.
I then proceed to spend too much time on the internet posting shit to make people notice me because I don't have any real friends and I'm such an attention whore and I hate myself.
Then my mom comes and makes it all better for 2 seconds, then she gets kicked out of my dads house, and goes back to her place.
Then I go to bed and do more internet shit until i get tired, and the I cry myself to sleep (i cant get to sleep any other way) after 5-8 hours, hugging a pillow, hoping that i'll wake up and my pillow would have turned into a sweet, loving girl so i can cuddle with her. Hasn't happened yet :( still hope it will...
And then I'm late to school and get shit from teachers and dbag kids, and I have to keep my mask on as usual. I'm such a fake, and a liar.

Im so tired
/

[xDarkAngelx]

I'm so tired of living, I hate it and yet I don't know what's stopping me from putting a gun to my head and pulling the trigger.

[xXoblivionXx]

I have no purpose

[Mortal Coil]

Nothing I do is good enough. I can't recover but I'm not sick enough to do anything. Not even my cuts are good enough. I'm just a failure.

[CharlieHorse]

Im probably going to fail school, and life, and probably be alone.
I don't know what to do in my life, besides a few things, but in this tough ass society with judgemental people, I don't think I'll go very far.

[Princess Ariel]

everything :/

[Mortal Coil]

Absolutely everything ever. I'll never take up little enough space to not be a waste of it.

[World Eater]

School.

[CharlieHorse]

Schoolworknshit

[Castle of Glass]

the fact that today was club lunch day(school clubs bring food, like smoothies, burgers, stuff like that) and i couldn't get anything because i am broke

and nearly everything

[Mortal Coil]

I ate so much and can't purge...

[CyanideGoodnight]

Schoolwork overload.

[Spectro]

Over thinking about this as always. I wish I was taller. I wish my voice was deeper. I can't wait to start everything.

[Abyssal Echo]

everything

[xDarkAngelx]

Remembering suppressed memories from being bullied and so feeling worse.

[CharlieHorse]

I'm fat, and I'm not just saying that, I actually am pretty big, and it's making me have less energy.
And I hate living. So I eat more. And I've already screwed up my life. Graduating high-school is not going to happen.
I'm never going to find that one girl out there. Seeing everyone all happy couples and being all lovey dovey at school kills me inside, because love is a basic human need, and I'm going to do everything I can to avoid it, isolate myself, because it is the lonely, lovely pain that i deserve.
I'm probably going to sell all of my stuff, and give that money to my brother. Well, I'll save a hundred bucks and buy myself a nice knife to cut with.

[jegoss02]

Feeling trapped by a relationship. I freaking love her, don't get me wrong, but I know her views on gay and bisexuality and I can deal with that being on myself. I just want her to know if telling her would be good or if ignorance is better. :(

[Mortal Coil]

I have sunk to the point that I am physically cutting adipose tissue off of my body. That is how fucked up I am.
Also, I stole from the school today. I took a scalpel and forceps.

[CyanideGoodnight]

My fantasy world is starting to crumble. I needed it to not deal with what could be the truth... :/

[Pedro Fernandes]

Everything. My problem with my mom, who i think is bipolar, school, love and everything around me. I hate to see those haply couples all around me.

[thatguywhosaysEH]

Same thing that does everyday, the fact that I don't have many friends

[CharlieHorse]

People keep trying to help me.

[princess09]

for me its -1 outside and im cold! i want snow :( does anyone else have snow i live in the uk?:lol:

[princess09]

Same thing that does everyday, the fact that I don't have many friends

hey, just wanted to say that im sure you do have friends :yeah:

[thatguywhosaysEH]

hey, just wanted to say that im sure you do have friends :yeah:
yes, a few hence the "not many"

[Fiction]

The next stage in getting over this :/ Self- hate.

I'm sort of glad i've moved onto the next stage. It means i'm closer to the end of this. But self- pity was easier.

[Stronger]

Driving today, and now double on Friday, oh how lucky I must be.

[Sordid Saint]

how alone i feel, like usual :p

[Avamis]

That I have a vacation and all I did is sitting at home because I dont have with who to hang out :/

[Princess Ariel]

Everything has been spiraling down today and I want to talk to my friends but I'm just bothering them.
Exams have started.
Im fucked for exams which means im fucked for the school year since I've got a horrible grade average and failing 2 classes.

Just everything..

[abp1999]

Only thing that depresses me is this annoying project for World Geo!!! I wish someone else could do it lol!!! I just needed to vent.

[West Coast Sheriff]

I'm not going to have any classes with my friends next semester.

[Mortal Coil]

Chemical imbalances in my brain, school is not yet over, self-hatred.

[CharlieHorse]

My head hit the ground pretty hard, and I went to the doctor. Now I have a bad headache and I feel bad. I can't get my projects done and I'm going to fail school.

[ackmedsgirl666]

I fucked up
Lost my best friend I think for life
I miss him alot

I also miss my ex he was good to me but I guess not good enough and that's why he's my ex
I wish life could be perfect

[darkie]

I feel like I'm so empty and useless and careless. I lost my notebook and my flash drive with school stuff in it, when we have Finals this week and I have no notes left...

[Mortal Coil]

I relapsed on purging.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Trying to find a song that relates to my situation right now and failing

[Desuetude]

Stretched my ears too fast and got a blow out. Can't downsize because I gave my friend my smaller stretcher so I'm basically fucked.
Also, school and my mind.

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything really, therapist told parents of my suicide attempt last night and now have to see a crisis team daily for so long and now considered a high case suicide risk. Would only keep me out of hospital if they were convinced I wouldn't attempt again tonight. Still rather not get better and they are pushing me into a corner and now I feel more likely to use a more effective method in which to suceed.

[The Flash]

Everything.

[Princess Ariel]

Everything..

[Agteen]

The fact that 18 or more kindergarten age kids were killed today in Sandy Hook Elementary in Newtown, CT. I live about 25 minutes away, so my school went into lockdown, and it was scary. It is just depressing that someone could just shoot down 18+ kids in a school. That's a whole kindergarten class he destroyed! I don't know if I should be angry or cry... It's too hard to comprehend..

[xXoblivionXx]

I said the stupidest thing in front of him, he probably knows now.

I have no one.

I'm lost.

[lyriclover]

Life

[Abyssal Echo]

facing new meds in the morning

[Princess Ariel]

Up at 6am for no reason.
I feel like im dying.

[lukey1994]

reading about the shootings in US :(

[Mortal Coil]

I'm thirsty. I'm leaving tomorrow. I have no life. I'm ugly. I'm fat.

[Akasuki]

I have a weird feeling something bad is going to happen soon and it's making me nervous.

[chrisawesome]

Hearing about elementary school shooting. Putting myself in those shoes if my sibling was suddenly killed in a random school shooting. Stupid gunmann is making everybody in America feel depressed. This is the worst school tragedies I've ever heard!

[Skyline]

Reading these posts about people calling themselves ugly and fat...

[Iris]

I really hoped I'd never feel this crushing misery again. Fucking shithole of a home.

[All The Small Things]

the school shoot in Connecicut poor kids that fucken bastard gunman his a fucken monster and I hope he buring in fucken HELL AND WOST OF IT HE COULD POSSBLELY MAKE GUN LAWS STIRCER WITCH I DONT LIKE AT ALL

[CharlieHorse]

It's cold, and I have nobody to cuddle with.

[Princess Ariel]

Ive been in a horrible amount of pain today and I've been feeling nauseous all day.

[Mortal Coil]

Someone I care about is in a really bad place right now and I'm just sitting behind my computer knowing I can't do anything more to help them.

[CharlieHorse]

Dog ate all of the fucking chocolate!!!

[Princess Ariel]

Everything.
Between the news I got yesterday from my family and the shit that happening to my body right now. It's been a horrible two days and I don't know who I can trust anymore.
I'm a burden.

[Mortal Coil]

Someone fucking poisoned my drink.
I'm serious.
Also, I couldn't get out of the house to go buy blades so I can't even hurt myself properly.

[CharlieHorse]

I can't send private messages! :(

[xXl0sth0peXx]

school :\

[CharlieHorse]

If tomorrow is the end of the world, well i can't say I did much in this short life.
Never met a girl for me, which was what I always wanted secretly. But you know, not everyone will.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Myself.

[Princess Ariel]

A couple of people.
My mum called and woke me up when I don't have to be at school till 2.
Christmas is soon and my grandparents are here on Sunday.
Seeing the worlds most stupidest movie after my final exam.
I'm fat and ugly.

[PoseidonX43]

I'm a horrible person.

[Mortal Coil]

I am so fat. I can't stand myself. I'm insufferable.

[Jakeisamazing]

Nothing :D

[Skyline]

I just lost my best friend of 8 years after telling him I am gay...

[star2013]

Not having my dad here for Christmas. I miss him so much.

[alexkun]

i don't know.. i think is a little bit of everything.. i wish the world was different.. i wish I! wasn't different, being different hurts, because people don't want to see you holding hands with other boy. i shouldn't care about what the world could say or think, but i do, because my parents are part of that world.

Right now i just want to lay down and hold him in my arms and fall asleep and forget about everything...


im gonna be ok.. i just need to rest.. and wait.. i will have my own place one day, and i know my life is going to be different..

[Spectro]

people.

[Troy35216]

my best friend was supposed to come over today and we were gonna hang out and then go to a party but his mom called his morning to tell me he has the flu so he couldn't come. i ended up just staying home by myself.

[CharlieHorse]

I post too much on this thread about my stupid petty problems, when i should be trying to help people with real problems on here. :(

[Desuetude]

My family having a go at me for my music, way I dress, stretching my ears.
Being homophobic.
Get me the fuck away from these people.

Edit: telling my uncle I want to go into a career of psychology, he keeps using the term "nutters". What the fuck is wrong with my family?

[Princess Ariel]

everything.

[Mortal Coil]

My mother scheduled a manicure for me on Thursday. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO HAVE A MANI WITH THESE SCARS ON MY WRIST???

Also, I'm in a 15th-storey room with a balcony and the ease with which I could jump is the biggest trigger you can imagine.

[workingatperfect]

By the time I got home Shane was asleep.

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything right now. Not wanting to get better and at the moment am in a psych ward, not allowed to leave even for Xmas and having no control over when I am allowed out or to discharge myself. But at least they haven't found out I'm still self harming which is the only way I'm coping at the moment given my Anxiety has been bad recently and just everything.

[Stronger]

Miss my nan. Feel like I'm wishing my life away.

[Mortal Coil]

I had a small dinner and still ended up panicking. Way to fucking go, Alex.

[Coolboi]

my first Christmas without my mom miss u mom

[CharlieHorse]

I... feel... numb...

[xXl0sth0peXx]

this vacation, holidays, christmas, food, my fat body, um and the fact that my grandpa just went to the ER..

[tubanic]

Attempted suicide again :(

[Mortal Coil]

I'm fat again,
I've eaten so much even though I know it really wasn't a lot
I have to go banana boating
Which involves wearing a swimsuit
With my scars and shit.
*kill me*

[Skyline]

im so bored!!!!

[CharlieHorse]

Everyone leaves me and I'm home alone every day. It's cold and rainy. I have no girl to love, and I doubt I ever will.
I failed school, and I'm useless, and stupid. I'm fat and unatractive. I don't like life.

[xXoblivionXx]

I don't see the point anymore

[Mortal Coil]

Anniversary. Jooooyyyy...

[Princess Ariel]

My mother.

[Fallen Angels]

Realizing I have no family

[Princess Ariel]

My weight.

[CharlieHorse]

I woke up and I'm still chubby.

[Mortal Coil]

I ate so much... so fucking much. I'm a pig. A fat, greedy, worthless pig.

[CharlieHorse]

I ate so much... so fucking much. I'm a pig. A fat, greedy, worthless pig.

No you're not :) :hug:

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

i gave my little brother a concussion last night, i will never be okay

[Princess Ariel]

Mum was watching a movie that woke me up. I walk out to see what it was... Perks Of Being A Wallflower. Right at the bulimia joke as well.
what a great start to my day.
Its only going to go down from here.. and I was going to try to make the best of today and not focus on my surgery in a few hours.. but now its all i can think off.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm so fucking FAT.

[Troy35216]

Christmas break is ending and i have to go back to school

[LouBerry]

Christmas break is ending and i have to go back to school

Yep, that's it.

[CharlieHorse]

Christmas break is ending and i have to go back to school

My life is going to turn from ok, to deeply terrible in a day. I don't think I can take it....

[Princess Ariel]

My weight.
My head.
My so called "friends"
My cat.
The flashbacks.
Who my new years kiss was *shudders*
Sleeping for 13 hours and waking up to 16 texts.
I binged.
Just, everything.

[Magenta]

I ran off last night. Grabbed my stuff, put on my shoes and ran out the door in tears. I couldn't breathe and it was humiliating. I'm such a freak.

[Fractured Silhouette]

I failed.

[Mortal Coil]

I couldn't purge and what I did get up got caught in my nose.

[Abyssal Echo]

a guy I thought was my friend and I thought was going to ask me to be his bf instead asked me to be his friend...a depressing mind fuck. I quit taking my new med because it has me all broke out in a very itchy rash....so like now I've hit bottom....again life sucks wish I was dead.

[Skyline]

I feel soooo alone.

[eeee]

My school is so small we all know people from different grades. We're currently in 8th grade (middle school), the grade above is in high school. One of the 9th graders formerly from my school took her own life.

To those thinking about ending it all, most people in my grade barely knew this girl, some in her own grade in my school and most in her own grade in her new school barely knew her. She has still received a HUGE outpouring of love and support for her family. Even those who barely knew her miss her and are saddened by it.

[CharlieHorse]

I'm still chubby and have bad acne... :(

[ackmedsgirl666]

old repressed memories

[Love.Hate]

exams in a few days that i know i am going to fail

[ackmedsgirl666]

that im sick with something and i dont like it :p

[MrDaniel2K13]

Realizing I still have feelings for my ex-girlfriend

[Princess Ariel]

The weather.
The mass amount of text and facebook messages of everyone yelling at me.
Stepping on the scale and seeing the number.
I can't get comfy on my bed, but I can on hers. What the fuck is wrong with me..
I feel like I'm being used by her.
5 people who cant leave me alone no matter how many times I tell them to stop talking to me.

[workingatperfect]

Being at my dad's house, my brother... I had pizza for dinner. Greasy, fattening pizza. And I was dragged off the play cards with my family, which ended up being a lot of fun, but I didn't get to say goodnight to Shane, which always makes it hard to get to sleep.

[Abyssal Echo]

Life in General

[Mortal Coil]

I'm just so fat...

[Desuetude]

The drained, disappointed feeling I always get when I finish a book and have to come back into the real world.
The upcoming weeks of school.
Stress is getting to me again.

[CharlieHorse]

School. Words can't describe how I hate school. I am a failure.
I suck at life.
I'm stupid
I'm fat
I'm unattractive
I'm a fake
I'm a liar
I'm a bad person
...
I... I want someone...

[Cognizant]

I'm listening to a song that makes me sad, and I'm not looking forward to school tomorrow.

[CharlieHorse]

Dog has fleas. I keep thinking that I feel them crawling on me all the time, but they're not. Can't get anything done.

[Abyssal Echo]

loss of another good VT friend

[Matt_2012]

Same old crap. Feeling all lonely and like I'm the only gay around.

[foreverpainfool]

lost a best friend.

[Love.Hate]

fucked up my biology exam :'(

[Princess Ariel]

Hid away from the world during lunch and when somebody found me in the staircase. Laughed at me and called me an attention whore, even though I was very well hidden.

My fat.

My "friends"

flashbacks on my bus coming home.

I used a friends computer during third and i checked the anime north group and it says to not invite me. To not even talk to me about it.. I've got no one to go with.

[that94guy]

Always like everyday, get depression for the fear of getting mad.

[Mortal Coil]

fucking therapist holy shit I am really more angry than depressed she is the embodiment of internalized misogyny.

My fat, my self, my inability to do anything right.

Everything.

[Princess Ariel]

A couple of people

The photoshoot that I was supposed to be going to today got canceled.

my fat.

[Erasmus]

Motherfucking exams.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm so fat :'( my body feels like it's ballooned into a morbidly obese whale.

[CharlieHorse]

Family thinks I'm a failure. They're right.
...
I might have another crush on this incredibly cute girl in my math class. She sits diagonally behind me. She has such beautiful sparkly eyes, and a cute round face. Her milk-chocolate hair is so luscious. A contagious smile, perfect white teeth. She's such a sweetheart, and she has a very attractive bubbly personality. And she has the cutest giggle that makes you wanna kiss her... she's so snuggleable. I know that sounds weird and creepy, but... idk. I guess I'm weird.
My crush situations always end badly, which is why it's depressing me.
...
I didn't do my hw. I'm behind and failing classes again.
I missed a couple classes today. So I'm even more behind.
...
The usual "i-ate-too-much-im-so-fat" feeling as well...

[Mortal Coil]

I purged more painfully than ever. I don't have the strength to get off of the floor. My arms, torso and hair are covered with puke. My eyes hurt. My face is puffy.

Kill me.

[Princess Ariel]

Even though I only ate one bar of chocolate with 150 calories and a bottle of Canada Dry with 100 yesterday. I still feel incredibly fat.
--

I want to take the day off -- no, I need to take the day off from school today but I can't because of my stupid ass group in civics. Maybe I'll take the afternoon off..

---

Even though I need to remove it, I'm seriously considering moving the surgery date.

--

Tumblr anon hate.

[Mortal Coil]

I am too fat to exist.
I am disgusting and worthless. How have I been allowed to live?

[Lost in the Echo]

The hostility of some members on here, and a bullshit, and I mean BULLSHIT neg rep I received. And the fact that I can no longer call this place my "happy place" because some members on here just have to be assholes.

[CharlieHorse]

I'm not depressed today! New record! Combo breaker!

[Princess Ariel]

My fatness.
My ugliness.
Tumblr hate, both anon and not anon.
Binged.
I have these horrible urges.
I've talked three friends out of suicide today, when I myself have felt like shit this whole damn day.

Just...
everything. Every little fucking thing.

[Abyssal Echo]

life in general wish I wasn't here

[Mortal Coil]

I'm so fat. Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat.

[Spectro]

I just want one friend.

[CharlieHorse]

I just want one friend.

I be your friend! :)

[Jess]

that I'm bad at making friends in classes where I need help :/

[Princess Ariel]

The size of my legs.

Binged.

[CharlieHorse]

Oh God. The last week of my life was the happiest I've been in 3 years! It was because my dad was on a vacation and I was home alone with my bro. My mom lives separately and she checks in on us every day. I felt free and I could live.
I finally thought I was over my depression.
Today, my dad came back.
I am the unhappiest I've been in weeks now. We spent dinner listening to him talk about our grades.
I tried to stay calm listening to him, but I wanted to break a bottle over his head and jab the sharp shards into his throat.
He basically called me a failure, a fuck up, and he feels disgusted by me. He said that i'll fail in life. He planned on saving money to help me go to college, now he's not helping me with anything anymore. He's probably gonna go spend it on a new computer or something.
I'm a fuck up.
He's right too...
He never stopped to ask me what's wrong, he never cared how I was. All he ever cares about is us following in his footsteps as a computer scientist. He is an overavhieving, robotic, lifeless, divorced, unemotional, numb, selfish, fucking rock. I never want to be like him. He uses logical shit to insult me sometimes. It makes me feel stupid, plus whatever he was trying to say.

...
You always see in the movies with the son and father with a close bond. The father taught the son to ride the bike, play baseball, or whatever. Sure he did stuff like that back when I was a toddler (which btw I don't remember at all), but he never REALLY loved me for who I was. I was never a perfect son, not even good enough for him.
I never loved him like a father.
I can't remember the last time I said "I love you to him", or him to me.
I love my mom, and she loves me. It is a real bond. We can talk about anything with each other comfortably.
I will NEVER feel that way towards him.
He grew up in a strict orderly household, like in old times, in Canada. He tried to raise us like robots.
I don't think he ever felt real emotions.
...
He's right about me being a fuckup. I failed high-school. I'll be lucky to even get enough money to buy a college textbook. At least my brother is better than me. He is a lot smarter than me. I'm the stupid fuckup in the family.
The fat ugly waste of space.
Or "the failed investment" as my dad put it.
When im 18, he'll kick me out. I'll be homeless for the rest of my life.
Of course I won't starve to death, I have enough fucking fat to last me through a few lifetimes without food.
The cold will kill me, or the lonliness, if it hasn't already.
...
..
.
My "friends" are starting to drift away from me.
I am dying to find love.
I am a fuck up
I am stupid
I am unatractive
I am weird
I'm not a good person
I hate myself
I'm so tired
I'm crying
...
..
.

I'm pathetic to even think that my little problems even matter. A lot of people on here have faced and overcame real problems, and real difficulties. Everyone here is someone who deserves love, help and support, and kindness. Except me. I dont deserve the fucking air I breathe. I'm just a weak ugly fuck up.

...
..
.
And my balisong shipment was delayed, so now i have to wait longer for my knife. There's no good blades in the house. :(

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I betrayed everyone I know, they all trusted me and now for the ones who know that I tried marijuana don't trust me because I told them I wouldn't do it. I could have said no but it would be so hard, it was mine, my money paid for it. URGGG!!!!

[Mortal Coil]

Just everything. I'm losing sight of that light at the end of the tunnel, starting to forget it ever existed.
Nine days.
Nine days.
Nine.

[Princess Ariel]

I'm up far too early.
My head still hurts from 2 days/nights ago.
I'm going out today.

[CharlieHorse]

-Dad's gone and I'm happy again.
-The dog has fleas. I hate bugs. Dad washed her in my bathtub and now there's dead fleas all over my bathroom and it's disgusting.
-Dad decided to vacuum this morning (saturday) at 6am right outside my bedroom. Woke me up and I got a crappy sleep.

[autismtwin]

My so called "friends" left me.

[project_icarus]

Am I really this close to losing her?

And I was stood up twice within the last 24 hours.

I took a seemingly nice gesture as a huge fucking insult.

[Mortal Coil]

I am a pathetic, worthless glob of fat. I deserve to die the most painful death imaginable.

[jayyy-lmao]

Bullies, my grandads in hospital, and my dad is being a prick.

[Pichu]

The fact that it's Monday tomorrow :(

[Abyssal Echo]

a friend of a good friend died in an accident late last night
I failed at comforting her
I'm useless
I'm a failure
tomorrow is Monday

[autismtwin]

I ran into one of my bullies at the store today

Places are selling bathing suits, and I know with these scars I can't wear them.

[Princess Ariel]

I got ditched by all of my friends for the second day in a row.
I have all this energy, but its too cold to go outside for a run.
I'm really starting to think the worst and that he died.

[CharlieHorse]

a friend of a good friend died in an accident late last night
I failed at comforting her
I'm useless
I'm a failure
tomorrow is Monday

Oh my gosh. I'm so sorry Mattie :( :hugs:

[Lost in the Echo]

A few stupid posts I made, and got neg rep on one ( which I deserved ).
Damn, I don't know why I did that.

[Princess Ariel]

I have my civics presentation today and I haven't even taken a look at my lines that need to memorized.

I'm hungover as fuck today.

I feel drained and triggered and I don't want to get out of bed.

I don't want to go to school, i'll get swarmed with people giving me excuses as to why they ditched me..

[Mortal Coil]

Two words:
binge
purge.

[Lunar]

I ate McDonalds today... :/

[CharlieHorse]

There are no clean blades in the house and I have no money to buy any.

[Lost in the Echo]

Something really stupid, but it still upsets me. :(

[Princess Ariel]

I still feel so drained.

I don't want to go to school, even if Its my easy day.

My mum is home "sick" and that means i have to do everything

Its my grandfathers 84th today and i'm scared to go to his house and find him dead

I want to roll over and go back to sleep forever.

[jayyy-lmao]

My SPHE teacher.
We had the puberty class today, but even so she said:
"You don't know what's going on in other peoples lives. You need to be supportive."
Well if a single fuckin bitch in my class was supportive, i would be so much happier, but they are so ignorant.
My grandad is dying. i have a maths test tomorow.
im being bullied by the infamous Jack McLoughlin.
if i could kick that sonofabitch of the earth into space i would.

[janisj182]

snow

[thisisben]

Its only 22 days into the year , and ive already had a biology resit , and another biology exam , ive had ICT, Geography and English controlled assessments, another 14 weeks time its all the exams and the teachers think its ok to give you about 50 pages worth of revision , lol well they can bugger off.

[Skyline]

I don't really know, I just feel down...

[Princess Ariel]

She seems to think that its fine to tell me every little detail on how today sucked. But mine was horrible too, but I have to pretend that it doesn't exist and that it never happened.

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I've felt drained this whole day

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Someone heard me purging in the washroom during photography and said "Good bitch, puke that shit up"

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I have to re-do studio light since the fucking film was exposed.

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She's relying on me to vent out her sexual frustrations and i've had it but no matter how many i times I bluntly tell her to fuck off, she texts me the next day or facebooks me or stalks me in the halls.

[Troy35216]

i have a test tomorrow and I am so going to fail it. :( i tried studying for it but i just don't get it. i need to drop this class and take something else but they won't let me so instead i just keep getting Ds and Fs in it which i don't see how that is doing me any good when I could be taking something that I can actually learn and do good in

[Cognizant]

My friend was a train wreck today, apparently this really sweet girl I know was diagnosed with cancer. It leaves me wondering why all the great people end up getting hurt the most.

[Princess Ariel]

I've got a unit test today that i'm so ill prepared for.

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My mothers been home since monday and I asked her if she was going to go back to work and she yelled at me.

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I feel like shit, but I can't miss film since i've got the sheets for the project.

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Still feel drained and triggered.

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I can't find pants.

[AkuRokuStalker]

For the first time in 2 wks......

NOTHING!!!

[Breakeven]

argh

[autismtwin]

Life. I take two steps forward and 200 steps back

[Love.Hate]

its been a year since my OD.. feels like only yesterday

[Princess Ariel]

Everything, today was shit.

[Stronger]

Everything.

[Lost in the Echo]

Sad/depressed because my dog ran away, and I can't find him. :(

[Skyline]

My sister miscarried, and I may have a circulation problem with my feet...

[Abyssal Echo]

life in general

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

The fact that its been about 3 months since the last time I burned and the urges are coming back and getting stronger everyday

[Lost in the Echo]

One of my good friends on VT got banned. :(