View Full Version : What's depressing you today?
Gazmo
October 27th, 2012, 03:50 AM
I dont know how long i can keep this up..
Mortal Coil
October 27th, 2012, 05:09 AM
I'm just so fat. It's awful. I can't stand my body.
Loreley
October 27th, 2012, 06:12 AM
Nothing.:)
West Coast Sheriff
October 27th, 2012, 10:45 AM
Someone I thought was my friend called me annoying. :(
Mortal Coil
October 27th, 2012, 10:49 AM
I just feel so horribly fat all the time. I can't stand this.
Then_Boom
October 27th, 2012, 10:53 AM
Too much homework..
Hate it, and leave it 'till the last minute which stresses me even more.
Skezra
October 28th, 2012, 06:46 PM
Loneliness.
Tristin.
October 28th, 2012, 06:47 PM
without my looks im nothing. At least if im pretty i can be a wallflower.
Jupiter
October 28th, 2012, 06:50 PM
i'll never be anything i want to be.
West Coast Sheriff
October 28th, 2012, 11:48 PM
I have nothing to show for my life.
Mortal Coil
October 29th, 2012, 09:05 AM
They didn't call me in and interrogate me today. I just want it to be over with because my anxiety is through the roof right now.
Dawn01
October 29th, 2012, 08:31 PM
The worst break up ever :( I didn't sleept last night, I threw up yesterday and today, my stomach is just terrible as my heart aches :( I'M JUST LIVING HELL ON EARTH NOW!
West Coast Sheriff
October 29th, 2012, 10:52 PM
My father can't keep a promise. And everything else that just gets to me.
Matt_2012
October 30th, 2012, 01:06 AM
Hate this shit, I'm such a waste of space cant even go back to school coz im too fucking dumb and years behind... i feel so worthless and i wish i knew some way to make it better.
Mortal Coil
October 30th, 2012, 01:17 AM
Heart palpitations :/
Abyssal Echo
October 30th, 2012, 01:24 AM
bf problems
Mortal Coil
October 30th, 2012, 08:39 AM
Boxing triggered my PTSD. Really badly. It was awful.
xDarkAngelx
October 30th, 2012, 11:08 AM
Just the usual really, life and that.
MisterNobody
October 30th, 2012, 12:58 PM
My ex :/
Fallen Angels
October 30th, 2012, 08:17 PM
I just hate fighting back tears out of no where... I rarely know why I'm sad. Guess I'm bipolar or something idk... and some people on a game totally ganged up on me a few days ago.. kept telling me to drink bleach because I stood up when they were making jokes about Amanda Todd :/ Don't understand why people could be happy about death and want to cause more... It confuses me.
West Coast Sheriff
October 30th, 2012, 08:51 PM
The girl I'm in love with and have been starving and cutting myself over is dating some ugly pakistanian guy. They are all just a bunch of nobodys anyways. I'm at least a somebody and don't need her.
Mortal Coil
October 31st, 2012, 03:22 AM
Well, I binged.
West Coast Sheriff
October 31st, 2012, 04:51 AM
Morgan :miss:
workingatperfect
October 31st, 2012, 05:00 AM
Missing my love, all this homework, my entire body aches, and I'm hungry.
Gazmo
October 31st, 2012, 06:22 AM
i just got out of hospital for selfharming too much.. sucks that im still alive
Matt_2012
October 31st, 2012, 08:04 AM
Lack of motivation.
Dawn01
October 31st, 2012, 04:14 PM
Broken Heart, I'm just losing my hope at finding true love, at guys and at people in general :cry: He was so apathetic to me, I can't even believe in what he did!
West Coast Sheriff
November 1st, 2012, 12:22 AM
My life recently.
Mortal Coil
November 1st, 2012, 09:25 AM
The big interrogation is tomorrow.
Dawn01
November 1st, 2012, 03:21 PM
Broken Heart, I'm just losing my hope at finding true love, at guys and at people in general :cry: He was so apathetic to me, I can't even believe in what he did!
Same shit :( Why this guy can't at least make sense?
Desuetude
November 1st, 2012, 05:17 PM
The violent upper-body spasms I've been having for the past half hour.
I haven't come out of this 'down' phase for more than a week when usually I do.
I've gone from insomniac and barely sleeping to sleeping more hours than I'm awake.
I feel like complete crap.
bloodshot_eyes
November 1st, 2012, 05:19 PM
The girl I love keeps playing with my emotions, lack of motivation, self-hatred.
West Coast Sheriff
November 1st, 2012, 06:15 PM
Her again :(
Magenta
November 2nd, 2012, 06:38 AM
Now I'm having nightmares about her and I can't switch schools. Great.
Mortal Coil
November 2nd, 2012, 06:52 AM
Realizing just how fucked up I truly am... I want to get mono because one girl in my school had it, didn't eat for two weeks and now she's underweight.
The worst part is? I still look at her and think of her as fat.
My ED has turned me into a monster. And that's what's depressing me today.
lovergirl22
November 2nd, 2012, 07:39 AM
i get depressed when someone tell me they r going to do something for me and dont
Dawn01
November 2nd, 2012, 02:08 PM
I'm afraid of losing my friendship with the guy I used to crush hard on :cry:
Mirage
November 2nd, 2012, 03:14 PM
Headaches :(
Magenta
November 2nd, 2012, 11:35 PM
The thought actually makes me want to vomit.
The idea of going back to school gives me a panic attack.
West Coast Sheriff
November 2nd, 2012, 11:51 PM
Life in general
workingatperfect
November 3rd, 2012, 02:56 AM
I'm getting lazy and falling so behind, but it seems like the further behind I get, the less I want to work. It's getting hard to get the motivation up. I need this break to hurry up so I can catch up some then.
Mortal Coil
November 3rd, 2012, 03:09 AM
I b/p'd, and now my throat's fucked up.
OrKing
November 3rd, 2012, 09:29 AM
I promised not to spill my teacup until 2:00pm Tuesday. :(
xDarkAngelx
November 3rd, 2012, 09:43 AM
Life. It's probably a matter of time I guess till another attempt. i hope I succeed.
Princess Ariel
November 3rd, 2012, 10:28 AM
I have to wait till monday to see her again.
I've got to ditch my friends that i haven't seen since July because of some stupid person not showing up to my mum's friends conference. So I have to spend the night in a Hotel in my own city.
Waking up at 10am, when I didn't get to sleep till 5am.
Stronger
November 3rd, 2012, 10:31 PM
Everything.
Mortal Coil
November 3rd, 2012, 11:34 PM
Basically everything...
West Coast Sheriff
November 3rd, 2012, 11:51 PM
Not being aloud to buy diet pills today
OrKing
November 4th, 2012, 07:36 PM
I spilled my teacup and now I won't see any tentacles until Wednesday. :(
West Coast Sheriff
November 4th, 2012, 07:42 PM
Life
dusman77
November 4th, 2012, 07:46 PM
I'm not gonna even try to explain it all... :(
xXoblivionXx
November 4th, 2012, 08:01 PM
I don't have a place in my family, well I do it's just I'm that little black hole
Dawn01
November 4th, 2012, 08:18 PM
Life. I hate what my life turned to... Fake friends, moody lovers, insane people, madness everywhere... I'm just going down :cry: And I think it's all my fault sometimes...
West Coast Sheriff
November 4th, 2012, 10:00 PM
Homework :(
Mirage
November 4th, 2012, 11:50 PM
Have a test to make up tomorrow that is worth 40% of my grade. Did I study? Yeah, but I'm still nervous.
QueenOfTheOutcasts
November 4th, 2012, 11:58 PM
Wondering how anything on this planet can possibly help me.
Mortal Coil
November 5th, 2012, 12:12 AM
My mother is onto me.
CyanideGoodnight
November 5th, 2012, 01:16 AM
I miss her smile
CharlieHorse
November 5th, 2012, 01:56 AM
Going back to school tomorrow... always sucks...
SkinnyBones
November 5th, 2012, 03:30 AM
I ate during a fast.....
Mortal Coil
November 5th, 2012, 06:45 AM
That binge. Oh my god, I am so fat.
Princess Ariel
November 5th, 2012, 07:08 AM
My hair is going to straight instead of curly and I've got film today. My group is going to hate me.
Desuetude
November 5th, 2012, 02:03 PM
My sister comes in and leaves the door open. It makes me want to punch her in the head so hard it fucking kills her. /irritability
The speaking assessment I've got tomorrow that I'm getting really worked up about. I can't have a panic attack like I did in my french exam.
Girls I used to be friends with.
West Coast Sheriff
November 5th, 2012, 06:43 PM
Nothing really :D
HandheldOutlaw
November 5th, 2012, 08:03 PM
I need him so badly...
My other friend acts just like him
All it does is remind me that he's gone.
Dawn01
November 5th, 2012, 08:22 PM
My ex-friend/ex-lover being an asshole to me ¬¬ It's like he turned into another person, he is just so different now!! :(
I DON'T DESERVE THIS!!
Mortal Coil
November 5th, 2012, 08:32 PM
The weird looks I'm getting because of what happened yesterday :/
CharlieHorse
November 6th, 2012, 10:15 PM
Ex wants to be close friends, just so that she can push me away again... :(
West Coast Sheriff
November 7th, 2012, 12:31 AM
Losing a friendship.
Mortal Coil
November 7th, 2012, 05:45 AM
My own horrible body and personality. I'm worthless.
Princess Ariel
November 7th, 2012, 07:57 AM
Doctors appointment
i cant cuddle with my girlfriend at lunch since i have to film then.
I have to wait till 5 to see her :(
xDarkAngelx
November 7th, 2012, 11:38 AM
Usual shit, but much worse right now.
SkinnyBones
November 7th, 2012, 12:39 PM
Grades, definitely grades.
itschilled
November 7th, 2012, 01:00 PM
People not getting along, the fact that i cant find one girl in this world that is single, i didnt get into a school i wanted to get in, and that i cant rest for 5 min because of exams, and pressure at school for good grades.. i just want to party and forget it all for a while it would be fantastic.. and just have something with a girl even for 1 second would be fantastic as well.. but fuck it.. nothing is perfect.
Kelasta
November 7th, 2012, 04:24 PM
It's not even a bad thing I just can't deal with this
>I can't control my boyfriends anger issues anymore
>I can't concentrate on my media studies coursework at all
>I can't write a book, can't write a poem, can't write a song, my creativeness has just gone
>I feel stuck inside my own body, as if i've lost a part of me
>I can't face the fact of how judgemental this world is
>I have no real best friend, i've devoted everything to controlling my boyfriend's anger disorders that I have no girl that I can share secrets with, have sleepovers with, talk about their crushes and other people
>I feel stuck and nowhere to go
>Help
Love.Hate
November 7th, 2012, 05:15 PM
Not getting good enough grades for uni :( why is biology so hard
Dawn01
November 7th, 2012, 06:00 PM
The guy that I used to know... I wish I could understand him :(
MrJoel
November 7th, 2012, 06:16 PM
The girl I like didnt talked to me :O
Jupiter
November 7th, 2012, 06:54 PM
he's ignoring me. it's officially over.
Elysium
November 7th, 2012, 07:43 PM
The fact that despite all my academic abilities, I cannot find anything to be passionate about and really stay devoted to depresses me.
Mirage
November 7th, 2012, 08:01 PM
I don't get science whatsoever...
Stronger
November 7th, 2012, 08:45 PM
I'm sick as f***, ughhh.
Jupiter
November 7th, 2012, 10:15 PM
i'm going to fail.
Mortal Coil
November 8th, 2012, 08:10 AM
I ate so much... even though I'm telling myself it's a metabolic spike and a way to look like I weigh more for my weigh in tomorrow... I feel horrible.
Hypers
November 8th, 2012, 08:19 AM
Might have screwed my midterm.
Dawn01
November 8th, 2012, 04:29 PM
The guy that I used to know... I wish I could understand him :(
Still this motherfucker :( Whyyy?!
Magenta
November 8th, 2012, 08:23 PM
Why does falling for someone make me feel so horrible? Now that I realize people know and he himself might know... I feel nauseous. Because every other relationship I've had has ended terribly. I'm scared and I'm not worth it and it just makes me even more depressed.
Princess Ariel
November 8th, 2012, 08:59 PM
Every second of this day was shit.
And to top on that, my girlfriend dumped me on facebook and I can't deal with the thought that she almost saw my boobs.
It was all for nothing.
I'm nothing.
Elysium
November 8th, 2012, 10:07 PM
School. People. Nothing seems to be making me happy anymore, anyway.
West Coast Sheriff
November 9th, 2012, 12:04 AM
Not getting to talk to my friends after school because I was getting help in biology.
Maxout111
November 9th, 2012, 01:19 AM
Asked one of my best friends out, and our other best friend flipped shit on me for it...
Feels like I have a lead ball in my stomach...
Still havn't gotten an answer.. :/
Mortal Coil
November 9th, 2012, 01:33 AM
The fact that fasting after a binge day is always so much harder. Why T.T
Princess Ariel
November 9th, 2012, 07:38 AM
Seeing her today.
Remembrance day assembly during civics that will be triggering.
Dealing with my shitty group members in film.
Dealing with talking about what happened last night.
Math
IAPS
Going out again after school.
Im getting a shitty mark i both my afternoon classes.
Gandalf
November 9th, 2012, 05:49 PM
Life.
STRESS
Stronger
November 9th, 2012, 06:44 PM
Old memories.
West Coast Sheriff
November 9th, 2012, 07:21 PM
Being told to " KNOCK IT OFF " just because I was a little upset over something.
Dawn01
November 9th, 2012, 08:11 PM
Still this motherfucker :( Whyyy?!
WHY HE IS BEING SO RUDE??? HE USED TO BE SO LOVELY :cry:
I just hate my life now.
Magenta
November 9th, 2012, 09:12 PM
I told him how I felt. Well, he figured it out. He doesn't even need to tell me he doesn't like me back.
Now I just want to die. Everything right now is overwhelming. No, I don't want to die over a guy. I want to die over the mood swings and struggling and addiction and this isn't helping. I just can't seem to get it to work.
LouBerry
November 9th, 2012, 09:14 PM
The ex. I don't know whats worse anymore. Him being mean, or being nice.
Akasuki
November 10th, 2012, 02:34 AM
Pretty much everything. A lot of that is my lack of appetite. I've barely been eating at all for the past 2 months. Ugh.
Desuetude
November 10th, 2012, 07:23 AM
As soon as I got home I broke down crying. I don't want to see my mother, I don't want to have any contact with her. I'm so much better at my dads, when I'm here for the one week a month I'm usually the most suicidal. I can't even talk to her without wanting to punch her.
Mortal Coil
November 10th, 2012, 07:56 AM
Casey attempted. I ate too much. My parents are being dicks. My depression is getting worse. My therapist isn't taking me seriously.
Hypers
November 10th, 2012, 08:29 AM
So much stress. Got into a major argument with a teammate.
xXoblivionXx
November 10th, 2012, 04:03 PM
I have to go back next year :(
Dawn01
November 10th, 2012, 08:51 PM
I hate my life :(
Jupiter
November 10th, 2012, 09:07 PM
it's.... that day.
bloodshot_eyes
November 10th, 2012, 10:16 PM
My ex, lost friends, loneliness.
My life in general.
Mortal Coil
November 11th, 2012, 12:22 AM
I'm alive. I'm fat. I'm eating too much. My mother insists on spending time with me. The doctor switched my meds to one that makes me gain weight.
Bethany
November 11th, 2012, 11:31 PM
Buried in mounds of schoolwork, and I can't blame it on my tough schedule - I blame it on myself for getting behind. Ughhh.
Terrell613091
November 11th, 2012, 11:58 PM
That im gonna have to cuss someone out tuesday
Fluttershy
November 12th, 2012, 01:07 AM
My whole life. Im depressed, bipolar, add, adhd, an insomniac, pretty much everything that can be wrong with a person is wrong with me. i cant do anything in school and can barely get Cs. The only friends i have, i can only talk to over xbox/skype. the only thing that i do that really helps me in any way is smoke pot, and i know i shouldnt because its illegal, but it helps. i really want to get a card so i can do it legally and have at least that one thing that can help me, and if you think well maybe you could take prozac and ritalin, i tried that, but when you take that you just arnt the same person. so i want a med card, but dont want to ask my mom or dad because that will just reinforce there thinking that im just a useless stoner, and theyll think that im just trying to get an excuse to smoke.
Gandalf
November 12th, 2012, 06:38 AM
Some people were having an open discussion about me right in front of me. Then had the cheek to say things that aren't true. I ran out slamming the door. They had no fucking idea I was there and were oblivious to why I slammed the door on the way out.
Get this. The jerk of a friend whom earlier was rude to me when I offered to open a door. (he couldn't open it.) then turns round to me and say: "What are those scratches on your arm?" I told him my cat had gone mental and he said: "I thought as much!" He has no tucking idea.
-__________-
Mortal Coil
November 12th, 2012, 07:46 AM
I binged. I feel terrible. I'll never make my goal weight...
Hypers
November 12th, 2012, 07:59 AM
Only got 79 on math.
Gandalf
November 12th, 2012, 12:05 PM
I start feeling better then I find out I've been betrayed, maybe the intentions are honourable but it isn't your place to take it on yourself to intervene without my say so.....
Bethany
November 12th, 2012, 02:50 PM
Having to break bad news to people :/ As in, my grades.
I legit need more hours in a day. I'm buried in crap to do.
AkuRokuStalker
November 12th, 2012, 07:25 PM
Seeing my ex happy without me...
xDarkAngelx
November 12th, 2012, 08:12 PM
Hating life, feeling the usual lonely, worthless etc. I want to die.
xXoblivionXx
November 12th, 2012, 09:24 PM
knowing that there is no cure, no one wants to help me :(
Princess Ariel
November 12th, 2012, 10:01 PM
everything.
West Coast Sheriff
November 13th, 2012, 12:24 AM
This girl I go to school with being a botch to me.
Mortal Coil
November 13th, 2012, 10:17 AM
My weight. What else?
workingatperfect
November 13th, 2012, 10:29 AM
My weight. What else?
Worrying about this health stuff.
And suddenly feeling so insecure about this again.
project_icarus
November 13th, 2012, 11:50 AM
Well
I just lost a great friend. But honestly, he disgusts me. Everything he's been posting on Facebook for the last few days has been triggering, and blatantly sickening. And he's rather arrogant, up himself, arsehole-ish, and oblivious. Not to mention, he decided to insult something of mine out of spite...
...That's what's depressing me.
xXoblivionXx
November 13th, 2012, 02:28 PM
She touched my scars. She FUCKING TOUCHED THEM! Stop mom, please don't make it harder than it already is :(
CharlieHorse
November 13th, 2012, 11:48 PM
Bigass government paper due tomorrow, haven't done scrap. Well, looks like I'm not gonna graduate highschool and I won't get a job and I will die alone and poorly dressed (if any clothes at all)...
West Coast Sheriff
November 14th, 2012, 12:53 AM
My father yelled at me and said, "what's your problem" and "knock it off" because of my ED.
xXoblivionXx
November 14th, 2012, 08:14 AM
my parents, school, love, everything is crashing, including me. I'm done living, I'm done trying, I want this to end
Mortal Coil
November 14th, 2012, 08:24 AM
This song. I'm going to be in tears soon...
Hypers
November 14th, 2012, 08:54 AM
Arguments again.
crowdlost
November 14th, 2012, 01:33 PM
Just.... *sigh*
Pretty much sums up everything I'm feeling right now.
xXoblivionXx
November 14th, 2012, 08:44 PM
my dad knows about my cutting.
West Coast Sheriff
November 14th, 2012, 10:25 PM
Saying goodbye to someone very dear to my heart.
xXoblivionXx
November 15th, 2012, 05:58 PM
Me .
West Coast Sheriff
November 15th, 2012, 06:04 PM
Nothing at all
ackmedsgirl666
November 15th, 2012, 06:11 PM
being home alone for the next 6 days without protection in the middle of toronto where people get shot and killed..... ugh........... good thing i have my cats
CharlieHorse
November 15th, 2012, 10:52 PM
My dad just gave up on me and my brother, called us failures and disgraces, and probably won't be helping us get to college.
Now what...
PDXunited
November 16th, 2012, 02:12 AM
Remembering my friend one day just stop talking to me and dating my best friend
Loreley
November 16th, 2012, 07:13 AM
The fact that I thought that I want to change my life but I am still very young.
Mortal Coil
November 16th, 2012, 09:40 AM
My grades are slipping, I'm not sleeping, I'm gaining weight, my mother's being a jerk, someone told me that suicide is "irrational."
Dawn01
November 16th, 2012, 02:48 PM
I'm thinking a lot about suicide lately, I know that I'm probably not going to do it, but stil... It's scary, I don't wanna die now, but I'm tired of feeling crappy :(
I was thinking about jumping from the third floor of my school building today, I don't know if it would kill me, but somehow people would care more about me, really, I do feel like nobody truly cares about me. Boys just want to use and take advantage on me and then they give up, friends are not there when I most need them, my family sucks and they don't believe that I'm feeling bad.
I'm tired of feeling like this, you know? I just need something good to happen in my life... Because my life is really shitty now :/
workingatperfect
November 16th, 2012, 03:14 PM
I don't get to see my boyfriend's adorable face all weekend.
I ate too much. I'm never gonna lose this weight.
I probably won't end up seeing Gabby until next weekend, if then. It's been over a month since I saw here, and 4 months since I saw her outside of school.
xXoblivionXx
November 16th, 2012, 04:50 PM
my love life :( I don't even think I have one. Seriously what the fuck is love? but I have to say, when Jordan told me that he was my friend and he loved me I went crazy
project_icarus
November 16th, 2012, 05:14 PM
I had a long rant to Ben. And that was good, I guess. It usually helps. And in a way, this did. But it also made me realise how fucked up my life is, more so now. And how fucked up my plans for living semi-normally in SA are. I mean, I have enough money to run away right now, and I would, but I can't.
Also while ranting to Ben, my friend who lives quite nearby attempted again...
I'm way too tired, I don't know how I'm going to go to this orchestra tonight. I can only try, I guess.
I ran in to somebody of significance at the train station the other day. They used to go to my high school. They stared at me as I was waiting for the bus... We didn't acknowledge each other, they just stared at me.
Oh, and bus driver miss bitchy decided to yell at me for stepping on the second before she changed over her shift... it wasn't even a shift, it was a goddamn interchange. And just because I stand up doesn't mean I was getting off... I would've pressed the goddamn button if I was.
xDarkAngelx
November 16th, 2012, 05:53 PM
Me. I really hate myself in everyway no matter what people say about me, all fucking lies.
West Coast Sheriff
November 16th, 2012, 05:54 PM
Kelsi barely even noticed me. :D
Love.Hate
November 17th, 2012, 06:11 PM
his lies
work
fact in still single
pain im in
my stupid father
the amount of college work i have to do
being put on a christmas day shift
ugggh
Hypers
November 17th, 2012, 06:26 PM
Scores.....
Dawn01
November 17th, 2012, 10:02 PM
The guy I used to know and be head over heels for...
Now I think he sucks as a human being ¬¬
West Coast Sheriff
November 18th, 2012, 02:17 AM
The fact I'm a fuck up!
KarkatLuv
November 18th, 2012, 02:23 AM
my friends are fighting and I'm afraid they will make me choose between them, or I will gradually lose my friendship with one of them
Mortal Coil
November 18th, 2012, 08:56 AM
My anxiety/borderline traits are acting up again and I feel like I'm being ignored.
Dawn01
November 18th, 2012, 06:01 PM
The guy I used to know and be head over heels for...
Now I think he sucks as a human being ¬¬
He sucks as a human being ¬¬ And I used to thought that he was amazing! That's so sad :( I just want it to stop, I want my sweet friend back, but seems that he is really an asshole!
I'M SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTED!!
Desuetude
November 18th, 2012, 06:16 PM
Irony
My insecurity
Staring at my unpacked bags in my practically empty room
The load of homework I haven't done
I'm too chicken
Mortal Coil
November 18th, 2012, 09:37 PM
My ED.
bloodshot_eyes
November 18th, 2012, 10:13 PM
My ex flirting with anyone and everyone. Some are even "friends".
Suicidal thoughts never felt even more dear to me.
I feel weak for breaking my no self-harm streak.
CharlieHorse
November 19th, 2012, 01:56 AM
My huge unfinished overdue essay, which will probably cause me to not graduate on time.
My dad is being the stubborn rock he always is, and makes me frustrated.
I have to go back to school tomorrow and deal with society.
I got a girlfriend! Her name is pillow, and she doesn't talk much, but she lets me put my head on her and... I'm so alone :( :( :( :sad: :cry:
Gaunt965
November 19th, 2012, 02:16 AM
My girlfriends depression
Mortal Coil
November 19th, 2012, 06:44 AM
Having your bones stick out is so painful, I'm permanently in agony.
West Coast Sheriff
November 21st, 2012, 12:32 AM
I feel me and this one girl aren't as close as we used to be. :(
PoseidonX43
November 21st, 2012, 11:38 PM
Just life right now
West Coast Sheriff
November 22nd, 2012, 02:51 AM
My brother cheating on a video game. Well it really just pissed me off.
xXl0sth0peXx
November 22nd, 2012, 03:51 AM
thanksgiving, holidays, food, me.
Mortal Coil
November 22nd, 2012, 05:14 AM
Writing anxiety, thanksgiving anxiety, school anxiety... it gets a person down, you know?
Spectro
November 22nd, 2012, 12:29 PM
Everyone is going to be using the incorrect pronouns and have absolutely no idea. Today is going to suck.
Desuetude
November 22nd, 2012, 01:05 PM
My friend's being shoved back in camhs because her psychosis person is going away for a month, she's not doing well.
I'm fed up of being constantly worried about if I'm annoying or aggravating someone.
Concentration and memory is really becoming a problem for me.
Stronger
November 22nd, 2012, 07:55 PM
People, first holiday with out my nan.....
Mortal Coil
November 22nd, 2012, 08:53 PM
Knowing that the people I care about are unhappy.
Fallen Angels
November 22nd, 2012, 09:58 PM
I don't really have a family... There were some people that said they were like family. But, it's falling apart. Just like everything else...
Mortal Coil
November 23rd, 2012, 08:44 AM
Myself, my brother, my mother, food, my flab, homework, and I think a person who I care about is a self-harmer.
Stronger
November 23rd, 2012, 11:26 AM
My dreams.
Breakeven
November 23rd, 2012, 11:51 AM
my parents! my life!
Mortal Coil
November 23rd, 2012, 12:58 PM
I fucking binged. And now I can't sleep.
dusman77
November 23rd, 2012, 01:33 PM
Everything.
xDarkAngelx
November 23rd, 2012, 07:11 PM
Life and the fact that I feel even more judged when I went to my app.
West Coast Sheriff
November 24th, 2012, 01:04 AM
Jus having the worst thanksgiving ever:mad:
Matt_2012
November 24th, 2012, 08:46 AM
Boredom and being ugly.
Mortal Coil
November 24th, 2012, 09:18 AM
I'm so fat and ugly. I can't stand the feeling of fullness.
West Coast Sheriff
November 24th, 2012, 04:03 PM
My grades
Texas warrior
November 24th, 2012, 07:18 PM
My girlfriend broke up with me...
Fractured Silhouette
November 25th, 2012, 02:24 AM
Failing to successfully kill myself.
workingatperfect
November 25th, 2012, 02:59 AM
Not being home, my mom.
Avenida105
November 25th, 2012, 03:02 AM
The fact that i have always strive to be a good person and to be pure in the sense of alcohol, sex, drugs, cursing, etc. Well and now I have realized that being a good person is worth nothing, my life is full of bull shit, nothing good ever happens, not a single thing. So what good does being good do? Nothing. Yet people who get drunk and fuck any girl get the year version of the Audi q5...and I have to wait for the bus to get to my stop in order to go to school even if its raining well yeah life is unfair. I have learned there is no such thing as karma.
Mortal Coil
November 25th, 2012, 08:47 AM
Just... everything. My complete inability to be a proper teenager. My ugliness, fatness, failure at self-destruction and self-preservation at the same time. I am nothing.
Danielle757
November 25th, 2012, 08:52 AM
My boyfriend got grounded so as a punishment he's not allowed to talk till Tom..and I really miss him
Spectro
November 25th, 2012, 08:03 PM
I don't know if my family will ever fully accept me. I feel like they'll always have that "used to be" attitude.
PoseidonX43
November 25th, 2012, 10:23 PM
the fact that i feel useless and alone.
Mortal Coil
November 25th, 2012, 11:01 PM
I'm just so cold...
CharlieHorse
November 25th, 2012, 11:44 PM
I realized that I'm never going to be happy in life.
CharlieHorse
November 25th, 2012, 11:45 PM
Mortal coil, Me too :(
Fractured Silhouette
November 26th, 2012, 04:05 AM
My Dad is being a dickhole and has decided I'm not allowed to wear jumpers around the house anymore.
Mortal Coil
November 26th, 2012, 04:07 AM
My ED. I hate this. I hate myself. I just cannot eat.
DerBear
November 26th, 2012, 06:24 AM
The fact I had a test and I don't know if I'll pass or not. It has been stressing me out over the weekend and I am tired and ugh...this day isn't going to well for me.
its.me.akshay
November 26th, 2012, 07:00 AM
mmm.. I thought id talk to the girl in my heat today... But thanks to god shes absent!! That means god has something better for me tomorrow!! Will be going to school with a smile in my face...!!
xDarkAngelx
November 26th, 2012, 07:18 AM
The voice is louder today.
Breakeven
November 26th, 2012, 07:33 AM
life
Dawn01
November 26th, 2012, 08:27 PM
My love life -_- Why I am so unlucky? WHYYYYY
Jupiter
November 26th, 2012, 11:23 PM
maggie's moving..
Mortal Coil
November 27th, 2012, 01:43 AM
I b/p'd today. Also I think I have an infection D:
Fractured Silhouette
November 27th, 2012, 03:40 AM
I'm being a coward.
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