What's depressing you today?

[xXoblivionXx]

The lie I told, such a stupid lie, so small yet so large.

[Stronger]

Everything.

[Princess Ariel]

Everything.

[xXoblivionXx]

I just had another one of my nightmares :(

[Mortal Coil]

Feeling like a whale.

[Electra Heart]

Well, I ate a slice of pizza today, I'm gradually becoming more alone, and I'm sick of being here.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Having to go to homecoming tonight but not with the girl I love:(

[CryWolf]

Repressed memories came back with a vengence and they are killing me. I can't deal and I feel like I'm going crazy. Telling someone is not an option. I want to die

[Mortal Coil]

I feel so fat, I'm sick, flashbacks, and a plethora of other things.

[Abyssal Echo]

just the fact I'm still alive

[West Coast Sheriff]

Having to go to homecoming tonight but not with the girl I love:(

And to top it off she walks in with some other fucking bastard. I hope he fucking dies the most possible painful fucking way any one could die. I thought my " cough syrup" would fucking help so I wouldn't even have to fucking thing of her fucking face. Instead I just lost my fucking balance, started fucking seeing shit, and fucking walking into walls. I cried. Fuckno, scratch that, I fucking bawled the whole drive home and tears were fucking gushing down my face. I'm just so fucking pissed off write now. Sorry for dropping all the "fbombs" lol. But I'm just really angry depressed, I dont know. Just fuck it.

[Breakeven]

everything

[PonY]

She is so far. My birthday is soon, and she will no be here to have it with me.

[West Coast Sheriff]

My thigh fucking stings cause I cut. I can't even walk straight cause I'm taking illicut substances. But I'm not receiving the fucking euphoria or positive shit.. Just all that fucking negative side effects. M brain fucking hurts. And my heart is broken

[PonY]

I am 20 in less than 24 hours...

[Mortal Coil]

The fact I've eaten so much that I'm not hungry.

[project_icarus]

I just froze up. I couldn't move. I didn't know what to say or do.

One friend wasn't telling me about why she was down, she was afraid it would trigger me. When she sort of told me about it, I didn't find it triggering at all. Yet later today, when another friend told me about her relapse, it triggered the fuck out of me.

I need somebody now, because I can feel myself slipping, again. But no, "I've got to go and do this!" "I've got to go and do that!" Does anybody actually give a flying fuck about me? I think not.

Flashbacks.

Let's just shorten this down - everything.

[Mortal Coil]

I've caught myself listening to music about suicide again...

[maramara]

No matter how hard I try, I can't stay sober.

[NotAvailable]

Nostalgia

I miss u Dad

[xDarkAngelx]

The fact that I'm alive after I failed again early this morning.

[xXoblivionXx]

They might not let me switch to honors geography

[Dawn01]

I kissed one of my dearest friends and now I don't know if we are still friends :-(

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I have no idea... I feel like shit and feel better off dead.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Morgan :(

[torxx]

Feeling like shit since 2nd grade since parents got divorced.
15, highschooler, no first kiss yet.
I lie too much and I can't control it.
I procrastinate, such as going on this site instead of homework.
I love a girl and she loves me back. I just can't put it in words.
And everything else.

[PonY]

My stepfather completely forgot my birthday, then when he knew he ate some cake and went back to his video games. I didn't even get any words from him.

[Mortal Coil]

Flashbacks, they're awful.
Feeling really fat, as always.

[maramara]

Getting screamed at the first second I wake up in the morning is wonderful.
Also, looking in the mirror made me cement my fasting for a week pact.

[Mortal Coil]

Coming out of a dissociation having written "starve, fat bitch" four times without even knowing it.

[Axw_JD]

Pretty much everything... I have no idea how I will get through the day...

But mostly, the thought that no matter what I do, I will never be my best friend's best friend (or anyones for that matter).

[xDarkAngelx]

The fact that I couldn't even kill myself yesterday, failure.

[xXoblivionXx]

Nothing at the moment :D

[workingatperfect]

My school, and their damn employees (not the teachers, other parts of the staff)
My mom hates me or resents me or doesn't like me or whatever.
My brother doesn't talk to me anymore.
I'm fat.

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm scared that I can't keep everything to myself anymore, but I have to
I'm scared that I he doesn't like me the way I like him
I'm scared that I can't love anyone because I'm not stable enough for a relationship
I'm scared of what I have become :(

[West Coast Sheriff]

Morgan :(

3 weeks I've been crying over. :(

[Mortal Coil]

A very triggering dream I had.

[Texas warrior]

My dieing aunt.

[xXoblivionXx]

I...I can't do this anymore, I can't live this alone anymore :(

[PonY]

My family doesn't enjoy my presence anymore.

[NotAvailable]

That's It .... the end of small journey ...
It ends here , It ends Now :)

[xXoblivionXx]

I miss someone :(

[West Coast Sheriff]

Morgan as always. :(

[IVIodern]

What's depressing me today... It should be "what's depressing you all the time" for me.

Life, that's depressing me.

[xXoblivionXx]

I think it's about time :( bye VT, if anyone cares

[CyanideGoodnight]

Fuck. I can't do this. I don't know how to do this. I'm so lost and confused...

[xXoblivionXx]

I didn't do it but I weakened a friendship even more

[workingatperfect]

No one can stand me anymore.
I'm letting my whole family down.
I miss the old me, I hate who I am now.

[jhulse95130]

I have no friends, and i dont know why? i know what your thinking your mean or annoying.... NO..... I probably say 25 words a day at school. I DONT TALK. if i dont talk how can i be annoying? When i do talk to people ( WHich is hard cause my level of shy is out of this world) im only nice. I will admit its harder to be nice when everybody's a jerk to you. Bassicly just LONLEYNESS!!!!!

[Mortal Coil]

The sexist and patriarchal society we live in.

[project_icarus]

My fucking mother.
The fucking police.
My fucking "friends."

[xXoblivionXx]

my GPA dropped to a 3.285 :(

[West Coast Sheriff]

The thought of Morgan. My eyes are filled of tears right now.

[workingatperfect]

I've wanted this for at least a year and I've been fighting for the opportunity for months now, since last spring, now it's finally here and I've never been more terrified of something in my life.
The knowledge that my best friend in the whole world doesn't even believe in me.
Feeling fat.

[West Coast Sheriff]

I'm 14 and I'm sobbing. And like every night. Pathetic.

[Mortal Coil]

I had a doctor's appointment this morning and they weighed me.
Sixty. Kilograms.

[Matt_2012]

being a fake

[IVIodern]

The fact that all I did in school today was think about killing myself.

[OrKing]

I'm not depressed, but I'm worried about how my amazing girlfriend is handling her last day of school. I hope shes okay.

[West Coast Sheriff]

A girl named Morgan. It's been four weeks and I'm not getting any better. Just worse.

[Jean Poutine]

i am the worst boyfriend in existence.

[Mortal Coil]

I can feel her coming back
and I'm personifying [-]her[/-] it again.
[-]she[/-] it is coming back, and getting stronger. I don't know how much longer I can fight.

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm so tempted to cut, I just want to fucking beat myself until I can't stand anymore :(

[Stephan]

Been watching One Piece, so sad :(

[Alfie99]

Nothing

[West Coast Sheriff]

The fact I can't get over a girl named Morgan.

[Castle of Glass]

the death of my grandmother, and her funeral next weekend.

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that he just won't shut up about her.

[MangoLoop]

I just realized I won't get to see my Dad for my birthday.

[West Coast Sheriff]

The person I'm in love with doesn't feel the same for me.

[Dawn01]

I think that the guy that I love can't move on from his ex and can't give me a chance because he just still loves her and he wants her to break up with her boyfriend and get back to him :/ I just wanted him to give me a fucking chance because I feel some kind of strong passion for him :(

[Mortal Coil]

Matt might not be alive,
I had to talk to the man my mother probably had an affair with,
I binged and purged today

[West Coast Sheriff]

Morgan :(:(:(

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm about to go to my doctor, I might be diagnosed. I'm scared :(

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I'm about to go to my doctor, I might be diagnosed. I'm scared :(

Youll be okay, xYz! Its gonna be okay. :hug:

[Desuetude]

"____ says 'We're socializing. You're just cutting your wrists.'" Along with all the emo jokes, it's not fucking funny.
My parents are swapping the weeks they have me, I don't know where the fuck I'm going. Whether to pack or not. So fucking stressful.
They don't understand what I'm trying to tell them.
I'm probably being put in to take Foundation Science, not Higher. Yet another way to make my parents disappointed. I'm going to get screamed at for this certain E on my progress check.
Everything is falling to shit but it seems I have to keep going to other people. Fuck this.

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm on meds, fucking wonderful :(

[Dawn01]

The guy I love told me to give him some time... I should try liking other guys if possible, we just can't be together now, but at least he was VERY gentle to me!

[West Coast Sheriff]

A girl named Morgan.

[xDarkAngelx]

Again, everything is at the moment. Hopefully I'll have suceeded before the year is out...

[MangoLoop]

Jay asked when we could go home.

[Mortal Coil]

I want to get sicker.

[project_icarus]

I'm still physically fucking alive.
And, to add on to that. I made such a huge fucking fuss. I didn't want it to get any further than those few people.

[Dawn01]

I wanted a boyfriend, but I end up having a "flirtationship" (friends who love each other as friends but at the same time as lovers and they both are confused and don't know what to do about it) :(

[xXoblivionXx]

all I close my eyes and sit in the dark, all I can hear is him saying "..maybe it's mental" over and over.

[workingatperfect]

I'm really not even sure.

[West Coast Sheriff]

A girl named Morgan.
It's been 4 weeks today, that I've been depressed over her. How come I just cat seem to get over her? :(

[Mortal Coil]

Everything.

[project_icarus]

It's going to be a long time until Friday.
My mother's stupidity.
I think I'm this close to losing somebody else.

I feel so stupid. I've needed somebody to be here for almost every night for the past... Just over a week.

[Princess Ariel]

everything.
And to add onto that, NYC is tomorrow and I have to bring my Anti-Depressants with me ><

[xXoblivionXx]

I couldn't speak out... there is nothing I can do to change. I just want to die

[workingatperfect]

I ate too much.

[xXoblivionXx]

not even all of the pills in the world could save me

[Dawn01]

The fact that I'm fucking in love with a boy that drives me crazy... I just don't know why I like him so much :confused: I can't deny that I want to kiss him again, but now we are giving each others some time :/


It's been 4 weeks today, that I've been depressed over her. How come I just cat seem to get over her? :(

Oh :( You should try fiding another girl, or maybe just avoid seeing her, you know, just stay with your friends, my friends always help me when I'm sad ^^

[Mortal Coil]

I have to eat dinner with my family tonight. I suppose I can find a way out of it...

[Cognizant]

Me is depressing me.

[xXoblivionXx]

I got an F on my geography honors quiz :(

[Joshh97]

It's not my fault that I do it, I can't stop it. Yet everyone thinks its my fault, how could anyone love me if I can't even love myself?

[xXoblivionXx]

my parents are on to me... I just really want to get help but I can't tell them

[Dawn01]

I fucking saw the guy I love, it was the first time we saw each other since the kiss, that was less than 2 weeks ago. He eyed me in such a way, oh god, if we weren't giving each other time now, I would have jumped on him and we would hug so tight! But we end up only looking at each other :/ But fuck, the way he eyed me... Was somewhat so sad, like expecting me to come and hug him! At least I'm going to see him tomorrow at the course. HE DRIVES ME INSANE BUT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH :(

* We are giving each other time because we are both confused about our feelings and in November 3rd and 4th we are going to do a very important exam, that will decide what college we are going (we are both on the senior year)

[Stephan]

Haven't started my homework..my text document it blank, empty, white, oh did I say blank already?

Hmm..yeah I don't know how or when I should start writing this essay..grrr!

[Mortal Coil]

I'm just so fat :C

[MangoLoop]

Had a seizure today.

[West Coast Sheriff]

What isn't?

[Mortal Coil]

I'm just so hungry :S

[workingatperfect]

Went up 4 pounds from this morning to just now... How the... what..
I'm afraid to go to sleep again. Now the nightmares are turning into subtle reality checks, it's almost worse than the nightmares.

[West Coast Sheriff]

I'm slowly killing myself in the friendzone.

[OldSchool]

I have no more real life friends -_- lol

[Robby C.J. W]

Well every since I was about 5 years of age, I have lived with my grandparents, as of last october my grandparents split up, I now live with my grandmother and her new bf, all I ever here from my grandmother while her bf is at work for the week as a truck driver, all I hear is about what he has done or what he is going to be doing, also if there is some kind of news going on and I tell my grandmother about it, she turns it into how her bf would feel about it, I went from being the one that she likes to talk to and have a good laugh with, to just another person, I almost feel neglected I never leave my room anymore unless its to go out with friends, or to a family members house. I feel there is no point in going out in the living room or family room with them because they keep to them selves most of the time as if I'm not there, there has also been many of times where I have been embarrassed by them by the fact that in their late 50's and they tell stories of the sexual things they do and don't get me wrong I don't care what they do behind closed doors, but when they talk about it in front of family or friends is what embarrasses me. Last weekend I was told by my grandmothers bf that I don't deserve to live because he was mad and it was the only thing stopping him from laying a hand on me. Please someone give me some kind of advice :( :'( I just don't know what to do. Sorry this post is sooo long

Well every since I was about 5 years of age, I have lived with my grandparents, as of last october my grandparents split up, I now live with my grandmother and her new bf, all I ever here from my grandmother while her bf is at work for the week as a truck driver, all I hear is about what he has done or what he is going to be doing, also if there is some kind of news going on and I tell my grandmother about it, she turns it into how her bf would feel about it, I went from being the one that she likes to talk to and have a good laugh with, to just another person, I almost feel neglected I never leave my room anymore unless its to go out with friends, or to a family members house. I feel there is no point in going out in the living room or family room with them because they keep to them selves most of the time as if I'm not there, there has also been many of times where I have been embarrassed by them by the fact that in their late 50's and they tell stories of the sexual things they do and don't get me wrong I don't care what they do behind closed doors, but when they talk about it in front of family or friends is what embarrasses me. Last weekend I was told by my grandmothers bf that I don't deserve to live because he was mad and it was the only thing stopping him from laying a hand on me. Please someone give me some kind of advice :( :'( I just don't know what to do. Sorry this post is sooo long
Worst part is this has been happening for almost a year, and every time I reach out for help, I get rejected it and pushed back to the ground... Maybe he was right, maybe I don't deserve to live, someone please stop this emotional pain before it becomes physical :( :(

Please don't double post, use the edit button instead~Skyfall

[project_icarus]

Where do I start...
Well, there's my eating (and yet stupid me binged).
Then there's all this shit I saw about cutting on Facebook, all over my news feed.
And I have to go see this new psych. I reeeally don't want to, he makes my uncomfortable. I much prefer Trevor (who I'm still seeing, my mum just thinks that it's a good idea to get everyone that she can involved...)
The list does go on. :\

[West Coast Sheriff]

Being Alive.

[The Chameleon]

I had to give my dog up for adoption.

[Dawn01]

I didn't see the guy I'm in love with today!! :(

[Mortal Coil]

I binged
I purged
I ate after purging
My throat hurts from purging
I have to eat dinner tonight
I'm still not sleeping
I'm alive.

[Jaaawsh]

Thinking about school and living in a very conservative area :(

[Reina]

Everything. My depression isn't limited to reasons anymore. I'm just sad all the time.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm feeling so fucking fat and I can't make it go away.

[redtukr]

finding out how my fuckups could hav killed me

[AwkwardTurtle22]

I've been becoming more and more tired

[Washtie]

That schools tomorrow and I don't want to get bullied or bothered in anyway by anyone at school.

[Dawn01]

Giving my love some time :( I feel like I'm going to throw myself in his arms sometimes! But I know we really should be focused on studying because we are going to college next year and now we are doing A LOT of tests to be accepted in the universities!

[Mortal Coil]

300 calories, that's what
also I'm alive after last night's OD.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Not being dead yet.

[OrKing]

I'm jealous of a freaking cuddle toy.

[AwkwardTurtle22]

Knowing that I can't be a burden anymore

[West Coast Sheriff]

Just fucking everything.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm feeling ill, and the knowledge of what I plan to do today.

[Spectro]

Just about everything about me.

[Dawn01]

I miss my love :(

[Mortal Coil]

I ate.

[AwkwardTurtle22]

my insecurities are increasing day by day

[Lyra Heartstrings]

I'm in love with someone I can't be with, and who would only hurt me in the end..

[West Coast Sheriff]

my life

[Armor_King]

I don't have any friends at all, I can't make friends, I can never talk to anyone. I'm such a loser and am not good at anything. There is really nothing good about me.

[Armor_King]

They says suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. But thats not true,I'm a permanent problem. I will always be a loser.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

You dont wanna know...

[OrKing]

I'm skipping college again, too freaking tired to go. I really need to sort this crap out, but screw it, I'd skip a hell of a lot more for last night. :)

[Mortal Coil]

My mother. What else?

[Fractured Silhouette]

So some dude who was barely related to my family has just died in a car accident and I have to feel bad about it because if I don't I'm a horrible person despite only having met him twice.

[AwkwardTurtle22]

People keep telling me that I'm not good enough. I'm starting to believe it

[MangoLoop]

It's raining... It was raining when my mom died.

[AwkwardTurtle22]

My heart is racing, I know tonight is going to be a long night. I just want to get away from all of this but I can't, I have to stay.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Life life life life and life

[Mortal Coil]

Another failed suicide attempt. Also I relapsed. And my mother tried to give me chocolate. Like gee, thanks mom.

[Gazmo]

Im being taken to a psyciatric hospital in 5 days...

[AwkwardTurtle22]

I'm so alone :(

[West Coast Sheriff]

Just I'm feeling empty

[Spectro]

I'm lonely. I'm always lonely. It sucks, really.

[Incompris]

He is comming

[Mortal Coil]

I haven't seen Casey in a long time... I hope she's okay. Did something bad happen to her? I'm so scared.

[Dawn01]

I miss my love, and hate to be giving him time... I want some answers, and I do want to be with him :(

[xDarkAngelx]

I'm getting so tired of everything and struggling to find a reason to go on.

[Mortal Coil]

I ate *feels like a failure*

[project_icarus]

Got called a "fat cunt" (amongst other things) countless times today. Self esteem is only increasing, 'cause y'know, I don't see why it wouldn't.

[West Coast Sheriff]

I just woke up, so nothing yet. But I'm already in a bad mood.

[Matt_2012]

Feel so angry and aggressive for no reason. da fuck is up with me

[project_icarus]

My mum was on the phone. She was talking about something really triggering...

[West Coast Sheriff]

Just the feeling I had. It's just so empty.

[AwkwardTurtle22]

he keeps bullying me, I'm so close to pushing him in the face and walking out of the classroom >.<

[Princess Ariel]

All of second class and lunch.
Bra shopping with mum.
Nausea all day.
Migraine all afternoon.
It's 11pm on a Friday and I'm watching 1 girl 5 gays.

[Mortal Coil]

I binged and relapsed on smoking.

[Dawn01]

I WANT TO SEE MY LOVE! :( I'm not feeling well so I stayed home, I was supposed to see him at the course! I MISS HIM SO MUCH AND I HATE SO MUCH BE GIVING HIM TIME!! :/

[ILoveSoccer]

I'm not with the girl who I love more than anything...

[workingatperfect]

My dad being so selfish and my brother being so oblivious.

[AwkwardTurtle22]

getting pinned again the wall

[Castle of Glass]

everything. everything is depressing me today and yesterday and ever since my grandmother dead about three weeks ago. i look fine on the outside but i am really just low. very low

[Mortal Coil]

These thoughts are killing me.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Everything :(

[ILoveSoccer]

Everything :(

Totally agree, but the sun is shining, it's a beautiful day :)

[AwkwardTurtle22]

I hurt him, another guy hurt by me :(

[Mortal Coil]

I am FAT. I'm lazy. My cut opened up. My mother is a drunken idiot. I am a sober idiot.

[Gazmo]

I cant do this anymore..

[AwkwardTurtle22]

He's not coming back online. I'm an idiot, a FUCKING IDIOT!

[West Coast Sheriff]

Morgan :(

[Castle of Glass]

knowing that my depression is not helping me :(

[Mortal Coil]

I ate. I'm so horrible.

[ILoveSoccer]

I'm switching schools and leaving the my guy friend who I have a massive crush on....

[Gazmo]

i feel like ending it all and even though my therapist and parents know, no ones taking me seriously

[Princess Ariel]

My thoughts.
My head.
My actions.
My body.
I've done a lot of damage and I want to make more.
Even though I told talk to him anymore, seeing him post what he's posting makes me feel upset.
Triggered by everything.


Just... Everything about this day,

[West Coast Sheriff]

Just all of everything. Plus my mom was a total bitch the other night. She turned off wi-fi at my house so I couldn't get on VT.

[Castle of Glass]

some idiot who said i was fat and i should kill myself :( but he is an idiot.

[Mortal Coil]

Some things that people have posted...

[Abyssal Echo]

bf not answering my IM's or texts, and the usual everyday B S

[Gazmo]

My ex boyfriend started talking to me again :S

[Castle of Glass]

the fact that i nearly beat up a girl for annoying the shit out of me. apparently all my other friends are scared of her, but i nearly beat the shit out of her. was about to set up a full force head throw to a choke(wrestling). after that the bell rang but i had a mental break down because of it.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Morgan as usual :(

[workingatperfect]

My grandmother may have dementia, she's not the same person anymore and I didn't get the chance to spend enough time with her.

[Desuetude]

Hearing my dad say "All I wanted was for us to be happy, as a family" when talking about his ex.
Hearing the things she said/did to him.
Feeling all over the place.

[Castle of Glass]

every fucking thing. except VT

[West Coast Sheriff]

The usual but not that much as most days.

[workingatperfect]

My sleep pattern getting in the way of things.
I'm not doing very well in English. Not only am I falling more behind, but I'm not even getting good grades really.
I'm hungry.
Have to go to my dad's this weekend and eat shitty food which will probably screw up the weight I've lost this week.

[Mortal Coil]

I ate... I'm so fat...

[kye.]

What's depressing me today? That I can't comfort my friend and he keeps cutting :(

[Princess Ariel]

Ive got improv testing.

[Mortal Coil]

My brother called me a fatso.

[xDarkAngelx]

Everythimg is at the moment. Just sit and think about everything recently and there really isn't a reaso for me to stay anymore.

[Dawn01]

I want my love, I want to be near him, but we are so unstable now, I don't know what could happen :( I don't wanna lose him!

[Mortal Coil]

Racist costumes, racist costumes everywhere...

[Avenida105]

Didn't make it to top 7 JV, by one spot and by 5 seconds in XC.

[Cognizant]

Me...I'm...I'm...I'm too shy and nervous. I can't get the one thing that I really want because of that.