What's depressing you today?

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Thinking about the past, now and future with out them...

[December]

I miss my family already :( And also not being at home, a little bit. And I acted like a total manic spaz all night, I think.

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that I can't eat, and I'm scared about this evening because I'll have to be weighed.

[Chaotic Trickster]

My disability.

[Friday-Lover]

tuition :(

[TripleNipple]

My guinea pig died :'(

[workingatperfect]

Another fight with my mom.
I have no future, thank you Ms. Schlatt for reminding me.
I hate this place.
I have to see my dad this weekend, doubt I can get out of it again.
I almost burned myself again. Not sure if I'm more bothered that I wanted to or that I didn't. I miss it.
I ate too much this morning.

[Gandalf]

The weather this damn cold and the need to go shopping tomorrow :/

[Desuetude]

Thinking about everything. I hate it, it's one of my worst traits. Always fucking thinking.
The fucking mother, I just want to hurt her so badly. One fucking punch? a kick? ugh
I'm so fed up, irritated and frustrated with everything right now, even the people I love and care about. I'm finding it hard to care any more.

[Mortal Coil]

Keema for dinner tonight :/
Flashbacks, the fact that some of my scars are fading.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Freaking fainted at the docs cause I dont eat nearly enough. -_-

[CyanideGoodnight]

I'm not anything enough.
Not good enough, not skinny enough, not smart enough, don't work hard enough... the list goes on and on...

[Chaotic Trickster]

My negative traits.

[Princess Ariel]

I can tell today's going to be a bad day.
I'm in pain.
My whole body hurts.
I'm hungry.
I feel sicK to my stomach.
I'm being forced to do something I don't wanna do.

Just... Everything.

[Lyra Heartstrings]

Making decisions. I hate it.

[xDarkAngelx]

My weight and being fat. That and I struggle to purge.

[Mortal Coil]

It's not even 11am and I've managed to consume 350 calories or so...

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I dont know... Everything... Nothing... Something! I DONT KNOW!

[Princess Ariel]

Flashbacks.

[workingatperfect]

Being at my dad's house and the fact I always, without fail, eat so unhealthy when I'm here.

[Mortal Coil]

Flashbacks. Flashbacks. Flashbacks.

[Chaotic Trickster]

The fact that it is school tomorrow again.

[MaliciousBunface]

The fact that my best friend is on the other side of the world.
And I have a crush on a teacher.

[Princess Ariel]

It's the last Sunday before school starts again.
I might have to go out some place.
I'm just feeling overal icky.

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm sick and can barely breathe *coughing* :(

[xXl0sth0peXx]

I'm so fucking fat and ugly.

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm so fucking fat and ugly.

You know what you are? You are beautiful and nothing less :)

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything right now and hating myself so much.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Having to go to school on Tuesday

[Darkness.]

Hmmm.

I'm up at like 2am on a school night.
I have an assignment due today (which isn't finished).
Life in general.

[workingatperfect]

Still nothing, it's been exactly 3 weeks and he hasn't said a fucking word.

[Princess Ariel]

I'm fat.
I'm ugly.
Flashbacks.
Triggering day.
My friends have ignored me all day, I was even anticipating to go out with a friend today. Did she text me once to say she couldn't make it? Nope.
I'm alone.
I'm worthless.
Everything and more..

[Mickystyle]

I broke a 6 inch heel.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Knowing the girl I love doesn't like me

[December]

Last day of summer vacation :/

[Mortal Coil]

... it's kind of sad to know that within 24 hours I will probably never have a green face again.

Triggering day
Feeling fat
Want to recover from my ED but... I feel so fat... >.<

[Desuetude]

... it's kind of sad to know that within 24 hours I will probably never have a green face again.
If a diary gets deleted then you might?
___
Every fucking thing. Feel like absolute shit, worrying about school and whatever. Can't even think.

[orchid98]

First day of grade nine tomorow. That doesnt exactly worry me that much, but im freaked out of being known as the freaky loser who reads depressing literature and has no friends. They think im lesbian too which sucks. in case you're wondering, "They" are pretty much my entire grade. No exaggerations. i guess its fun making fun of the girl who has a stutter and still talks too much. in geography class, this stupid boy threw a ball at my head and like the little baby i am, i cried. it was humiliating. since then, its pretty hard to feel safe anywhere anymore.

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything, thinking about another attempt sometime and also my weight.

[dustypin]

That summer is OVER!!!!!

[Nathan Numberless]

Stuck between living the next 4 years with my abusive, bipolar father or living half way across the earth with my prostitute mother, and possibly failing high school. Why is my life so fucked up!?! Why does it have to be like this?!

[Princess Ariel]

everything.

[Stronger]

School, 'nuff said.

[Princess Ariel]

everything.

[Mortal Coil]

weeeelllllll
I'm breaking out. Again
I haven't slept AT ALL, literally didn't get a wink last night
I'm huge and bloated and disgusting. I feel like Harry Potter's Aunt from the third book.
I'm falling behind in schoolwork and it's only been a month
I have constant thoughts of suicide
my flashbacks are getting worse...
etc. etc.

[ECSTASY]

caught cold + a terrible headache and i had to move to another city due to some works at 9 a.m. :|

[Carlsen]

.
Orkar inte bry mig om något just nu. :mad:


,

[Hunter Lily]

i have an eating disorder, and a girl - knowing this, called me fat.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Everything going on... I cant freaking stand it!!

[Princess Ariel]

It's a day one, i hate my day on's.
I feel like crap.

[Mortal Coil]

Everything. Every fucking little thing. I even got angry because of the events in some episodes of Buffy.

[West Coast Sheriff]

The girl I love hates me:(

[Noirtier]

Loneliness, I'm so fucking fat, I hate myself, the usual..

[xDarkAngelx]

The usual and so fat. Annoying that no matter how many times I try and purge nothing happens, but it's not going to stop me from trying to do it.

[Mortal Coil]

Feeling fat
Got IN TROUBLE for not running 10k this morning (my reason for this was because I have a fever and haven't slept properly in weeks)

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Just remembering the past and just... That and worrying...

[project_icarus]

My mother. My fucking mother. She always is, but more so now. If she really does do what she said she was going to do, then tonight is not going to end well.

[Princess Ariel]

I want to cut so bad.

[Mortal Coil]

It's Suicide Awareness Day... and all the happy-go-lucky kids are just.... ugh >.< They don't get it, so they shouldn't criticize depressed/suicidal people.

[Gandalf]

People laughing at me, I'm right there in the room and heard them. As if I wasn't there. They should grow up.
Also.
I left my locker key at home. Great.
I'm just need to check that I have a study period tomorrow to get my geography work done. otherwise I shall need to spend my lunch break doing it.

Grrrrr :/
This is probably trivial compared to the other posts here but those stupid people just made me feel so bad about myself.

[painful paradice]

well my grandmother was a total bitch. I slept till ten and missed five hours of being awake. I quit burning so don't even talk to me right now because god I will run you over. my scars ache. I have to face my therapist some time this week. I had no sleep tonight and I have to go through the day and get home go to the library check out like fifty books, which thanks to my latest unintelligence curve I probably won't read half of them bye the time they're due when I could have read them all in a single glance. I'm falling behind in school already and god I just want to burn myself but I just quit and I need to stop or it's going to kill me and my friends and...

(See the end of this list in the center of the earth.)

[Mortal Coil]

I'm just waiting until they realize that eating lunch with me is both social suicide and really fucking unpleasant.

That and, when I eat lunch with them, I have to eat.

[Princess Ariel]

It's suicide awareness and as much as j want to wear yellow, I don't think I'll have it in me to do it.
I've got improv today with.. Her...
I known for a fact i'm going k get yelled at by my teacher.
NYC trip is coming up next month and I'm scared to tell the teachers about some things.
Flashbacks.

[Loreley]

Tomorrow is my first day in high school. I feel confused.

[project_icarus]

My. Fucking. Mother. Again, as always, but more so now that any time in the past... two weeks.

[jdps]

A girl

Oh yeah.. A girl!! :|:yawn:

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Cant fucking cope... Freaking out... D: AHH!!

[CyanideGoodnight]

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck can't do this can't handle all of this I need to get out...

[Mortal Coil]

I'm SICK
I'm TIRED
and FATfatfatfatfat... I can feel my thighs touching together :S
and hungry...

[Cognizant]

Bleeeeeeh, I want more friends...and a partner

[Gandalf]

The fact I make the sensible mature decision to goto bed earlier yet I am woken up by noise at 12am. subsequently panic abot being late for school and then don't even get an apology the next morning.

Enough ranting. Day gonna be good now. Hopefully. Maybe. lets just see. :P

[Mortal Coil]

My own weakness. He told me everything, all his deepest secrets. His past with drugs, his father... and I can't bring myself to reciprocate it at all. I still feel like I have to keep up this charade even though he has dropped his.

[NotAvailable]

today i'm not depressed , for the last few weeks i wasn't me , i was depressed and sad and confused, today , i'm not .

[Princess Ariel]

The day it is and the huge impact it has on me.
Flashbacks.
Urges.

EVERY LITTLE THING!

[West Coast Sheriff]

Being rejected by the girl I love

[workingatperfect]

I currently have 0's in 3 classes, but I can't really be fucked with the make up work.

I think I'm getting sick.

I don't want to go to sleep, these freaking dreams are starting again.

[Mortal Coil]

The amount I've eaten today

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Freaking out... No therapist till next week! :(

[CyanideGoodnight]

Fuck. People.

[Mirage]

School. ;(

[Iron Man]

Nothing. Nothing is going to depress me, anymore. Not her, nobody, nothing.

[xDarkAngelx]

The fact that I haven't lost much weight given the amount of walking I've done today. Fat.

[Lyra Heartstrings]

Fucking every little thing is depressing me.

[CyanideGoodnight]

I think he may break up with me. Oh god...

[Mortal Coil]

I'm so fucking fat. I'm just pathetic. Where's my self control? I don't deserve recovery.

[Desuetude]

I got called fat for the first time today, I knew I was getting bigger.
The topic of the assembly this morning was "failure"
My friend trying to understand when she really doesn't. Saying "Is there anything I can do to help?" and putting a lot of patronising sad faces and ellipsis after everything does not help.
Edit:
Me: How serious is serious? I just want to be sure?
Friend: i dont know really when you start haveing suicidal thoughts and are really serious, im sorry im not really sure, just a lot to take in. would you mind if i spoke to someone that doesnt know you to get it off my chest??
So, basically, she'd tell someone if I was having thoughts about suicide, which I've been having for about 4 months. I don't know what the fuck she'd do if she knew I attempted only a few days ago. Great, I even depress my best friend.

[workingatperfect]

I haven't gone to school the last two days.
These cuts are hideous.
My mom is barely talking to me because I'm such a disappointment.
I have to go back to school, and I'd really rather not ever go back there.
I'm having "nightmares" again.
I'm hungry, but I shouldn't be.

[XxfakexX]

Eaten to much, constant need to hurt myself and i''m so angry and i don't know why. Plus, just to top it off, my parents have forgotten to pick me up for my last two counselling sessions and i haven't been in three weeks when i'm getting desperate to talk to someone.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I keep losing weight and Im not even trying to... This is bad and other stuff. :( Im not even sure... I dont know why it even bugs me!

[ECSTASY]

political problems and bad news again and again :/

[CyanideGoodnight]

I hate myself. i hate my brain. People are weird.

[Cognizant]

Nothing in particular...

[Mortal Coil]

Just a couple of idiots... God I hate school.
I have a headache
The sheer amount of crap I ate today.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Not being together with the woman I love. I have been so sad for days ever her telling me no. It hurts so much and I can't do anything to make the pain go away. Well ican but only for a couple of hours which I hate doing. I was even crying in art class in front of everyone today. This week has just sucked so much.

[NotAvailable]

my only depression today that i see other people depressed, i hope if i can help them all , making them feel better , at lest for one day.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Everything... :(

[CyanideGoodnight]

After everything that bastard has put me through this week, now he's canceling our datenight we had scheduled for tonight.

Also, I ate too much today. I feel like a bloated fat pig ready for slaughter.

[AppealToReason]

My lack of control.
Actually, myself in general.

[Stronger]

Everything atm....

[West Coast Sheriff]

Not being together with the woman I love. I have been so sad for days ever her telling me no. It hurts so much and I can't do anything to make the pain go away. Well ican but only for a couple of hours which I hate doing. I was even crying in art class in front of everyone today. This week has just sucked so much.

Still that, just so sad

[Emiil]

I've been eating so much lately and now I just feel fat.
Also behind in school and I still don't study..

[Mortal Coil]

My taekwondo coach is pressuring some kids to lose weight (pressuring is a light way to put it...) and all it does is aggravate my eating disorder, which I'm trying to fucking recover from.
My brother tried to tell my parents about my purging. They believed him too. I managed to pull them back over to my side, but just barely.

[xDarkAngelx]

My weight, being so alone and hating myself so much.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Everything... I dont even know...

[Professional Russian]

I found out my cousin has to put his dog down today. Im gonna go say good bye to him tomorrow. I fucking loved that dog. THat dog followed me every where i went when i was at his house. its gonna be hard to get use to him not being there.

[CyanideGoodnight]

it looks like my body hates me as much as I hate it :/

[donk]

I guess its the fact I've had a rotten deal in life so far. My eldest Brother died when I was three. My youngest brother died when I was six from Whooping Cough. My Mother died from Abdominal Carcinoma when I was thirteen. My Father died from Loblar Pneumonia when I was fourteen. My twin Brother died on active service in the army when I was 18. And I am recovering from 1st. 2nd and 3rd degree burns to my right hand in a kitchen fire - want any other reason to be depressed? If it ain't the pain of my hand recovering from the skin grafts and scraped bones of charring, its the new skin tightening up underneath the Jobst glove I have to wear all of the time until it heals up! I cry a lot...:confused:

[Gandalf]

Last night I suddenly started feeling like shit; I need a change but it so darn difficult to make.
This.morning I was reminded of my inadequacies again. Certain people just make me feel like shit.

Well fucking done Ben.

I feel alone and iceolated. Yet to quote Lynyrd Skynyrd again "I just want to be; left alone"

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that I have been lying to people..

[Matt_2012]

the rain and thunder.

[maramara]

The fact that I still want him to say it was a mistake and he really loves me.
The fact that I can hate him so much and miss him so badly it hurts.
The fact the I'm not eating again.

[donk]

If I've been a D*ck to anyone on here - I am SORRY! I will try better from now on. Its not easy to see that you aren't the ONLY one who has problems, troubles or coming to terms with what Life throws at you. Silver Surfer showed me where I went wrong - I will do better... Jamie1515 is my first and only friend on here - maybe I will atttract more (male or female) but I have to show that I mean to be a friend to any and all of you - not just one - even if you don't want to, the offer is open. Once again, if I seemed sarcastic, too verbose in my descriptive narrative, or upset any one here, I'm sorry and I will try to do better here. Conall (donk).

[xXoblivionXx]

4 people tried to help but only my blade succeeded :(

[NotAvailable]

she didn't ask about me, she didn't wonder where am i !!!

[Matt_2012]

Not sure all of a sudden i just started to feel down.. so odd.

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that my mother managed to start a fight with me
in front of a total stranger
where she very loudly talked about my cutting
threatened to throw me back in the loony bin
and told me what a burden my mental illness and I am

all before 8am.

[NotAvailable]

Sorry .. Today i'm not depressed,

[CyanideGoodnight]

I feel like a stupid fool whose about to get everything I deserve.

Why did I bring this on myself, again...?

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything.

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that I'm currently running on, I believe, two hours of sleep. If not less. And zero food.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Mommy..

[Matt_2012]

Not depressed today yewwww

[Darkness.]

The fact that I keep remembering things that I wish I could just forget about and move on from.

[Mortal Coil]

It was a religious fast day in the Jewish tradition. I'm not even truly faithful to that - I don't believe in it - but I still fasted.
So fucking much for recovery.

[project_icarus]

Flashbacks.
My gran bought KFC for dinner, I promised myself that there's no way in hell I'd eat that. Little over three hours later, I binged on the leftovers. Fuck me.

[maramara]

The fact that my friends don't give a shit about me.

[Lyra Heartstrings]

almost lost my boyfriend and almost lost my best friend.
this is just awesome.

[Mortal Coil]

I ate breakfast. I mean, I was hungry but now I just feel disgusting.

[project_icarus]

I was listening to WCTR (a fictional radio station, in a game). Part of one of the shows was just triggering.
Phone's fucking up.
So I got a fucking nice welcome in to two towns across, Midland, when I got off the train and as I was about to walk through the faregates, this neatly dressed guy power walked straight through me. He didn't acknowledge me, at all. I wasn't even really there, I swear. Hell, nobody acknowledged me (which is normal), but people could just not power walk in to me, y'know.

[workingatperfect]

I'm sick, my mom is pissed at me for being sick, this school situation with my dad.

[Mortal Coil]

My fucking mother has just RUINED everything. She had no right to do what she did, or to throw that stuff out when I TOLD HER I NEEDED IT FOR TOMORROW.
What the fuck. Way to fucking go, mother. I hope you're happy now.

[project_icarus]

My fucking "family." But right now, Nicole in particular.s

[xXoblivionXx]

I woke up and read a suicide note :(

[maramara]

I'm always getting left behind and it validates my worthlessness.

[project_icarus]

Flashbacks are getting worse...
Got in to a huge fight with Nicole.
Binged again. A fucking gain. Oh, and the fact that not purging is making me more disgusting.

I'm reducing to nothing but this, where I am. Such a fucking lowlife.

[Desuetude]

Seeing my ex-best friends bullying others.
Dad being homophobic and judgemental.
Boys at school being racist towards me.
Going back to mums tomorrow.
*a load of other shit here*
She's not happy and it hurts.

[Terrell613091]

My friend cuts herself and she want to commit suicide :(

[xXoblivionXx]

I couldn't save him, and now he's dead... :(

[Breakeven]

The fact that I keep remembering things that I wish I could just forget about and move on from.

^^^ same here!

[West Coast Sheriff]

Living

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that I'm alive...

[project_icarus]

I'm such a retarded cunt. I make everybody uncomfortable when I talk to them, hell, just being around people. I legit scared somebody off, today.
Legitimately cannot find one good reason why I need to live. Maybe I'm not looking hard enough. I really don't know.

[Incompris]

I made a friend of mine think I was dead or dieing for a day :(

[Mortal Coil]

This low-carb thing is really getting me down. I can't take it much loooonnngggeeerrrrrrr. It's easier to fast than to eat healthily, low-carb.

[Stephan]

Really hate my classes, teachers, classmates in one my classes. So unbelievably stupid.

We spent 45min coloring a diagram, while I finished it in 2min, I can't comprehend why it takes so long for everybody else to color a 8.5x11 sheet of paper that isn't even completely full of images to color.

[xDarkAngelx]

I'm tired of everything. Worthless, ugly and forever alone.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Morgan. And I ran out of pills today at school and couldn't do anything to feel better.

[Desuetude]

Thinking about all the genetic shit my mum has that I have probably inherited.
This shaking doesn't stop, I can hardly do my art work.
Feeling worse again, suicidal thoughts back, self hating thoughts stronger, this all so stupid.

[workingatperfect]

My family hates me, I'm a disappointment.

[Mortal Coil]

I ate a fucking cookie. Shit.

[project_icarus]

Major breach of trust, much? One of them fucking gave her my number... Oh how I like reasons not to trust people.

[Princess Ariel]

I sound like Miley Cyrus.
I'm sick.
I have to be a bunny tomorrow and everyone I invited can't even reply to say if they are coming or not.

[project_icarus]

I don't recognise myself.
I have a knack for making people uncomfortable.

[The Mockingjay]

How I'm nowhere near good enough for him.

[Lyra Heartstrings]

I get to know that someone I dislike might commit suicide..because of me.

[Mortal Coil]

I have zero idea what to do...

[Love.Hate]

Yet another long day at work

[Matt_2012]

Feel lonely... and yes ive tried alot of things.

[Mortal Coil]

The knowledge that I will be fasting tomorrow... completely of my own free will. Hello, relapse.

[project_icarus]

My mother, everything she does and says... It triggers every kind of negative emotion that I'm capable of experiencing.

[Stronger]

Just feel like blah, not too sure why.

[xXoblivionXx]

Can't sleep because of these dreams that I keep having, can't stay awake because of the reality that is slapping me in the face.

[Matt_2012]

NOTHING! wooohoo

[project_icarus]

I'm so clingy and ehh, but I miss her.
Flashbacks.
My "family"
Telstra is being shitty, and won't let me call Kids Help.

[Princess Ariel]

Everything.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Everything, the usual

[project_icarus]

It's not easy to keep up like this when your grandmother asks you to make her lunch.

[CryWolf]

I'm damaged goods

[Mortal Coil]

Sat next to a girl during rehearsals, with scars on her wrists that kind of triggered the fuck out of me.

[Chaotic Trickster]

The fact that I am a loser.

[Desuetude]

I was too hasty to put in the 3mm stretcher, got an infection.
My mother.
Been zoning out a lot lately.
Life in general, just everything that's been going on.

[Abyssal Echo]

I'm damaged goods

yup me too :( cried for soo long over it dunno if I'm able to anymore

same ole shit ......life in general.....

[Sinusitis]

I feel sad,disappointed today. My life life turn upside down and I hate this so much. I want to give up,I want to escape from current life :(

[Mortal Coil]

I feel like a total pig.

[xXoblivionXx]

I keep having horrible nightmares about rape and now I think I'm going to tell someone :(

[xXoblivionXx]

I couldn't do it... I had a panic attack and then just left :(

[Cognizant]

I'm worried about one friend, miss another, and I miss my drama teacher (long story).

[project_icarus]

I'm so selfish. I didn't call the Police to save myself the embarrassment.

[Mortal Coil]

How triggering everything is. Everything.

[maramara]

That I have to constantly convince myself not to end it all.
That my parents treat me like an infant.
That I can't be happy.

[maramara]

That I have to constantly convince myself not to end it all.
That my parents treat me like an infant.
That I can't be happy.

[Mortal Coil]

My flashbacks ;~; they're so bad today...

[pullingmussels]

The fact that I wish my suicide attempt had been successful.

[Greg1994]

Todays just a bad day overall, I don't find that there's many people that care to talk to me anywhere, plus I've got way too much on my plate right now and I'm completely stressed beyond all belief.

[xXoblivionXx]

my brother keeps yelling at me because I'm "procrastinating" on my homework. you know what I'm doing right now? I'm revising a paper so I can bring the grade up from a B to an A, it's not even obligatory. So please piss off.

[Mortal Coil]

It's Thursday and I still haven't mailed that thing... in fact, I haven't even made it.

[RelicHunter97]

Someone in my school that I didn't even know committed suicide and I feel so fucking sick and terrible, not to mention it caused a flood of unwanted memories to rush back, and I just want to go away

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Its that week... :'(

[xXoblivionXx]

Its that week... :'(

:hug3:

[CyanideGoodnight]

I can't do this anymore. I want nothing more than to disappear completely and never be found.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I can't do this anymore. I want nothing more than to disappear completely and never be found.

Aww Ashley, dont say that!! :(

[Cognizant]

It's killing me to see a good friend suffer.

[maramara]

The sad truth that I am a fucking failure and I will never amount to shit. I really just need to be gone.

[Desuetude]

My mother.
The cold and all the other enhanced factors I get from being anaemic.
The tics are getting so much worse.
Edit: Need new blades, I'm going to find them hard to acquire.

[xXoblivionXx]

I couldn't tell him, I couldn't get help. I'm a complete fucking moron. I fucking hate myself, I can't do anything right, I want to kill myself, I'm going to die sooner or later and I rather do it when no one really know the true me

[West Coast Sheriff]

The fact that I am a loser.

You aren't a a loser.

Morgan still. I had some magic powder spice in my back pack. Wanted to take some so badly. But I had to fight the temptation. My day was just boring and sad.

[xXoblivionXx]

Spanish test today, plus I didn't finish my homework due today

[Chaotic Trickster]

You aren't a a loser.

I disagree. These are only you're thoughts that is backed up without any real evidence.


Anyhow, the fact that I am beginning to get suicidal thoughts.

[Mortal Coil]

For school I had to take a survey that determined my "positivity ratio." If your ratio is lower than one, you're "mentally unstable." Mine was 0.1. Like I'm not depressed enough already...

[workingatperfect]

My mother hates me and wants nothing to do with me anymore.
She's right, it is my fault. Everything is.
I can't even sleep for 30 minutes without another nightmare.
I feel sick still, there has to be something wrong.
I have to go my dad's, he going to try to talk me out of the school thing.
My brother doesn't like me anymore either.
Getting yelled at for things like texting at 6:30am
I didn't do my physics project and don't plan to.
I'm a failure.