What's depressing you today?

[Princess Ariel]

I have a feeling my cat is depressed.
and my very existence.

[Cognizant]

I'm poor... it's stupid, I know.

[garrettu]

I'm expected to be straight, but I'm not and I can't tell my family because they will reject me.

[OrKing]

I can't sleep... Thinking about someone.

[Stronger]

People.

[Dake]

my dad....

[December]

College stuff. And a general wave of depression that I can't tell anyone about.

[workingatperfect]

I'm not enough for him, and I never will be.
I had a dream about my brother wanting to kill himself.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Just wanting to cut soo bad! >: ( And I saw something that just ehh its emotional.

[bigfoot]

empathy.thats what is depressing me everyday.

[Princess Ariel]

2 more days :/

[project_icarus]

Even these "professionals" are starting to just give up.

[workingatperfect]

I can't even walk to the fucking store without being reminded of a billion things I don't want to remember. It's driving me insane.

[Mortal Coil]

Flashbacks, feeling fat, parents, seeing everyone at school.

[Ddare28]

I lost a really close friend. I lied to him about something and then I decided to tell him the truth because I thought he should know and now he wants nothing to do with me. I've tried to fix things but he won't even talk to me. So yeah, not having him to talk to anymore is really depressing.

[Stronger]

Throwing out some of my nan's old stuff. :\

[Rebeccauk]

The weather. We had drizzle all day :(

[workingatperfect]

Saturday is 5 years since my grandma died and I've gotten carnations for her grave every single year, but I can't afford them this year. I can't even afford 6 flowers. This is pathetic.

[December]

College, working all the time, eating way to much, not going for a run like I should have. And basically most everything else..

[Cognizant]

Seeing my friend (who I somewhat like) go through so much pain >,<

[Mortal Coil]

My parents, my dad walked into my bathroom and almost saw my blade... things are going badly today.

[project_icarus]

It's already three in the afternoon.

[workingatperfect]

Reading through old messages from my best friend. I miss her so much </3

[Rebeccauk]

The fact there are only 3 days left of the Olympics :)

[Rebeccauk]

Reading through old messages from my best friend. I miss her so much </3


Big hug

[Princess Ariel]

Just everything. Every part of the day.
Tomorrow. :/

[project_icarus]

I do jack shit to actually help anybody
My psychologist is still away for another month
I still haven't gotten a call from Child Protection
I still haven't gotten a call from Child Advocacy
I still don't know who it was
I feel like I'm losing interest... Shit
I don't have a life

[Princess Ariel]

everything.
But mainly that today is what day it is. :/

[Stephan]

Computer Virus problems..meh it's really dragging me down and making me feel paranoid.

[Mortal Coil]

Zits,
Casey's getting locked up. D:

[project_icarus]

uh.
I'm just retarded.
I don't know why I'm so fucking stupid.

[workingatperfect]

"I hope you're doing better. I really do." What a fucking lie. He doesn't care.

[Desuetude]

I've eaten way too much today. As I will be for the next week since I'm practically going to be supervised 24/7.
Food is constantly on my mind, it shouldn't be, but, fuck, I don't know. It probably isn't that much of a deal. Oh well.

[Mirage]

This is the last time I'm going to see one of my best friends...

[Princess Ariel]

Casey's getting locked up. D:.

<3

But yeah, where I am right now is depressing enough . Flashbacks ><

[December]

I went for a run today and everything but I still feel like I ate way too much and I could do better. And everyone is expecting a ton from me lately and I feel like I am spread way too thin. And time is always running out. Always.

[project_icarus]

I'm so outrageously unfit.
More than half the day is gone.
My mum.
Right now I have nobody.

[Magenta]

I'm alive. I have no friends. My family hates me. I'm useless and pathetic.

[Cognizant]

My neck is prohibiting me from doing anything, really

[workingatperfect]

My grandma died 5 years ago today. I still miss her like freaking crazy after all this time.

[Cognizant]

I went back. It still hurts that they all threw me out like a piece of paper. I'm still hurt. :\

[project_icarus]

I've got two infected cuts, both of them were deep to the fat.
This will never happen, because I'm just a failure.
I can't go through this whole process of being hurt again, it won't happen, because I won't be there for it to happen.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm so ugly. And fat.

[project_icarus]

Oh god I'm so stupid.

[Princess Ariel]

My ugliness.
My fatness.
This week.
I'm in hell.

[project_icarus]

I'm too fucking insecure.

[Cognizant]

All I can seem to do is offend people without trying to

[Noirtier]

I'm a fucking idiot
I just can't have friends, can I?

[kenshin]

i depressed because at this point in my life im living the good life i have houses,cars,boats i go on vacations all the time but i am getting older and starting to realize that i wont have this life much longer i will get old and i might not be able to maintain this lifestyle. so i am just down on that.

[workingatperfect]

It just now hit me that I'm moving. I'm not not moving that far, and I'm not switching school, but I won't be in this town anymore. I guess in some strange way, I'm going to miss the constant reminders of the old me.

[project_icarus]

Today, I want to go out, take the train in to the city, with friends.
That just can't happen - I don't have friends.
My mum isn't letting me go to Cadets, because I didn't go to basketball.
Really stupid shit.
I think that one of my friends is experiencing the onsets of depression.

[Mortal Coil]

My fatness. Fatfatfatfatfat.

[Princess Ariel]

My fatness.
My ugliness.
I have to talk today.
I'm scared.

[xDarkAngelx]

I'm so alone, worthless. I really should be dead now and I hope I am by the end of this year at least.

[workingatperfect]

It's been 5 months since I've seen my best friend, practically my sister.

[Clum]

my two best friends having six packs and me rockin' the moobs , wooop

[Emiil]

What happened to me?
I'm the most pathetic person ever.

[myllc]

I'm depressed from my boyfriend and my hectic schedule in school plus OJT.

[December]

There is suddenly so much to do and so little time to do it in. Everything is just stressing me out.

[workingatperfect]

My mom asked me if I'm ok.
School starts in 2 weeks.

[Cognizant]

the extra attention i'm getting over something that isn't worth comforting me about...

[Princess Ariel]

I'm still in here.

[December]

I caught a cold this weekend, probably because I have been running myself into the ground. Also I am still having trouble staying in touch with reality, which is always both odd and disheartening.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm feeling fatter than ever, and I think my new history teacher knows how fucked up I am.

[project_icarus]

Apart from these fucking retards in the public mental health services, I don't even know.

[Mortal Coil]

This 9th grader was being a huge trigger.

[Smeagol]

I can't even explain what's going on in my head. It makes sense... but it doesn't...

[project_icarus]

I have to keep this a secret from my mum. It's going to be hard...

[Princess Ariel]

Everything.

[project_icarus]

My mum comes home and everything turns to shit.
My mum insists on going to my appointment tomorrow to speak to the woman I'm speaking to.
My mum.
My mum.
My fucking mother.
My fucking family.
HATE.
and I don't know how much longer I can fight through this shit. I'll probably end up in hospital later tonight anyway.

[OregonStateDude]

When I found out it's going to be hot by the end of the week. C'mon weather people, I don't live in freaking Dubai !!

[root]

well,
my pet snake died
and i really liked him...

im jst kiddin, i dont have a legitimate reason...

[SaxyHaloBeast]

Work sucks. Family problems. Friends are being drama queens.

But school starts soon so things will get better.

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything...

Kill me.

[December]

My mom has been depressed for months about finding a job after almost 18 years of staying at home and saying "no one will hire her" "no one wants her" etc. She finally got a job today, and now she is really nervous and doesn't seem to really want it. I love her a lot, but its depressing seeing her this way, especially when I'm stressing out about a load of other stuff. Not to be insensitive, I do really care about what she is going through but its got me down.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm ugly, I didn't burn as much as I could have, rape jokes (flashbacks), I'm fat, I'm hungry... so, basically, everything.

[CyanideGoodnight]

I feel... trapped. I need an escape, any escape, but none is to be found.

[workingatperfect]

My best friend called me, I haven't heard in voice in at least 2 months, if not longer, and I fucking missed it because I was sleeping. Now she's working, so I can't call her back.

[December]

My mom has been really down and stressed out and I feel like theres nothing I can do (also given that I am down and stressed out). And I keep seeing him around and it makes me uncomfortable still.

[project_icarus]

I had a really fucking bad dream last night.
I didn't get much sleep.
My. Fucking. Mum. AGH.

[Mortal Coil]

Had 30 cals and it's not even 5pm.
I'm hungryyyyy
I swear I'm fatter than I was yesterday
Permanently about to collapse from lack of food or something
Triggery shit.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Im extremely worried about my girlfriend... shes going for a MRI and EEG... and shes having migraines with arua and Im so worried theres gonna be something seriously or just something wrong! :( Im kinda freaking out, I really dont want there to be something wrong. I love her to much! Were gonna find out soon from the MRI and EEG if there is anything... I hope more than anything right now there isnt! :(

[project_icarus]

This dream. It seemed so real.
Flashbacks. Fucking flashbacks.
My mum will be home soon.

[Loreley]

Everything.
It was a really bad day. I want to cry.

[December]

Everywhere I look there are reminders of the past. And he wants to see me again. I'm so low I don't even care right now. And I'm in a panic about leaving for school :/

[West Coast Sheriff]

i started school 2day

[Mortal Coil]

Even English class was triggering... on the one day that I didn't bring rubber bands.

[project_icarus]

I was doing okay. Then I was kind of great. Then it just turned to shit.

[Gandalf]

My mother :/ I said I'll tidy up but I can't, hearing her bluddy music is putting me to sleep, fine Nat King Cole was a great artist and singer but please, I need you to go away and let me get on with tidying up

[workingatperfect]

I feel fat and I promised my brother I'd get him ice cream today, which means I'm going to have some too... Ugh.

[Love.Hate]

Stomach cramps and water infection

[Princess Ariel]

Everything.

[Loreley]

hm..today things go better..almost nothing until now.

[FullyAlive]

A levels, uni, life

[December]

I had a flashback at work that turned into a panic attack when I was on chair lifeguarding. Thank god no one drowned while I was up there, that's not safe for anyone :(

[project_icarus]

My mum.
Me. And I'm being pretty selfish - I just don't care.
What I just ate.

[Mortal Coil]

Despite my weight loss, I still feel and look fat.

[LatinaVivit]

Having a crush on one of my close friends....and if I told him we could never be friends after:(

[Mortal Coil]

500 calories and it's not even 10:30 am...

Edit: Make that 600 :'(

[Princess Ariel]

Flashbacks.

[Stronger]

Everything.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Same as Stronger... everything... and his profile pic looks like Kumar from Herold and Kumar. xD Sorry I had to say that.

[NotAvailable]

things between me and my GF is going weird lately , I start to feel that the end between us is coming soon , we are just ignoring this fact and acting like it's ok , hoping to gain sometime .....

[ECSTASY]

politic...bad news... just like everyday...

[Desuetude]

My Mum being the patronising fucker she is sending me some shit about "Good mood foods" to go in her book that she wants me to "edit" for her website. Really, it's just so she can get me to read it and try and eat more. Twat.
Oh yeah, I'm back at hers for a few weeks. That's depressing enough.

[Love.Hate]

He has only just told me he is having a major operation :(

[Mortal Coil]

I'm sitting down and can feel my flab everywhere
I'm so tired
I saturated the plaster (and bled through) last night.

[December]

I missed a call from my best friend who is in rehab. I haven't talked to him in ages and its hard to receive calls for him so I just have to wait now I guess. Going to college in a week, I don't know if I am ready.
Also he said that he never stopped loving me and I don't know how to tell him that I don't exactly feel the same.
My head is a mess right now.

[project_icarus]

I swear people just want to make me feel like shit.
And try to avoid me.

I'm jealous and I can't help it.
I'm insecure and I can't help it.
I'm stupid and I can't help it.
I'm fat and I can't help it.

[Hypers]

2nd day in a row I cried while eating dinner.

[AppealToReason]

Went to the doctors and had to get a physical. Fucking uncomfortable as hell being naked around strangers. Plus, found out I only lost 2 pounds. Fucking hell.

[Efflorescence]

My health is deteriorating.

[December]

I spent time with him today which was probably a mistake. We're both going away, but it just makes me sad because he reminds me of too much.

And work is stressful. And I feel like I'm a stranger in my own life. I wish I could just feel like myself again.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

So much... the past basically. What I cant deal with now.

[Mortal Coil]

I just feel so... out of it.

[project_icarus]

I'm so fucking huge, and I haven't properly exercised in... Over a week, I think.
My mum.
My chances of being emancipated.

[workingatperfect]

Dreams about my dad's house
There chances of getting the loan for the house are looking good.
He still won't talk to me.
School, seeing all those people.

[Mortal Coil]

I have my audition tomorrow... and I know it's hopeless...

[AppealToReason]

I can't even remember the last time I didn't purge at a meal.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Same crap as yesterday -_-

[jojorob]

Strongholds

[Mortal Coil]

I'm so hungry T.T

[December]

I need to run more. And my mom and sister were fighting again. And I've been dissociating/depersonalizing again too, when I thought that had passed for now.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

What I did in the past... stupid fucking me!

[CyanideGoodnight]

He didn't take the letter.

[project_icarus]

Flashbacks.
My mother.
I'm lonely at the moment. The thing is, I do have friends, or, acquaintances, that are in Perth, but they just don't know me and they don't seem to want to know me.

[ECSTASY]

nothing :D was just having party and dancing untill 2 am :D lol

[Mortal Coil]

The amount that I just ate, and the fact that I cannot fast tomorrow even though I'm not going to be eating dinner with the family.

[project_icarus]

I'm just so against the norm.

[AppealToReason]

Just ate a bacon burger and feel like shit.Not going to purge though, so I feel even shittier.
Never mind. Screwed this one up earlier.

[Stronger]

One of my best friends went to college.

[Princess Ariel]

I feel like utter shit and the people around me just make it worse.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

i fucked up big time.. i hope i fucking die.

and i'm fat fat fat fat fucking ugly.

[FallenAngel158]

Well a lot of things. My mother told me that when her boyfriend moves in all the pictures of my late step dad and pictures of my father come down. It may not seem like a big deal to her but to me those are the only memories that I have left that are good. She also wants to move into a new house so SHE can make new memories with this guy. Where I live now I have so many happy times with my brother and my step dad and I dont want to lose them, I lost enough already. She made me so mad when she said all this that I ran out of my house and started crying on my way to the bus.

[December]

The small pool I worked at closed for the summer, so I have to work at the big pool now, and a lot of the people that go there are really rude and it stresses me out. And I didn't run far enough today and I feel gross, consequently. Among other things that will remain unmentioned...

[Princess Ariel]

700 calories and it's not even 10 yet.

[Mortal Coil]

The number on that fucking scale.
How weak I am.

[Electra Heart]

Oh so many things, high school, I ate today, my mother, those tall buildings in NYC look quite nice right now.

[FullyAlive]

I'm consistently sad again for no reason, I have all these urges and so little willpower. I miss my friends, I miss before, I miss having stuff to do. I hate myself. And I know how difficult it is to fix it and I just can't be bothered. Just going to let everything go.

[Princess Ariel]

Urges.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Ending up cutting...

[Mortal Coil]

My shitty, shitty work ethic. And the knowledge of what I am going to do tonight.

[Lyra Heartstrings]

incredibly tired and frustrated with everything right now. my dad's fucking crazy.

[Mortal Coil]

Binged and can't purge D:

[Fiction]

I cut after 59 days without, and now i'm thinking about it all and how my scars won't ever completely fade and that cutting will always be there in my mind to some extent.

I also miss my boyfriend.

Oh and my personality. That depresses me.

[xDarkAngelx]

My worthlessness, loneliness and just other things in general.

Also having more suicidal thoughts.

[Mortal Coil]

After all that I've eaten today, I'm still hungry.

Everything. I haven't talked to Maeve in ages, and I miss her. I've been a dick to everyone. I'm just a horrible person.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

After all that I've eaten today, I'm still hungry.

Everything. I haven't talked to Maeve in ages, and I miss her. I've been a dick to everyone. I'm just a horrible person.

Alex, your not a dick to everyone! Youre not a horrible person either, I dont think you are!

[workingatperfect]

My grandma is getting worse.
School is starting.
Dreams.

[CyanideGoodnight]

I'm so fucking pissed off right now... and my parental units, and this entire situation... ugh.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I smell like vinegar...

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

Everything..I'm feeling really anxious right now. :/

[Cognizant]

It hurt to be the 'single' of the group when I went to the mall...
(As in, all my friends were with their boyfriend/girlfriend, and I don't have one to be with too)

[Elysium]

Being unsatisfied with my appearance. The feeling caught me off guard while in a conversation with a good friend, and I then felt guilty about venting to her for such a trivial thing that I've complained about repetitively and without accepting comfort.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I cant talk to her :/ I dont really know whats up... Hating myself so much, I want to cut so bad... and we know where thats going.

[CyanideGoodnight]

He's blaming it all on me... like it's my fault my phone fucked up

[Mortal Coil]

I have to cook. Kill me T.T

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

She got her tests back... she has a cyst on her pineal gland... its very tiny but still :(

[Darkness.]

My loneliness, and the fact that I lose motivation for just about everything I do/want to do.

[Princess Ariel]

I just feel like utter shit. Both mentally and psychically.

[Mortal Coil]

Someone who I know was really emotionally invested in the a capella choir didn't get in... and I did... I feel terrible for him. Like maybe if I wasn't in it, he would have gotten the space.

[Efflorescence]

I feel like shit.

[Lyra Heartstrings]

Dealing with people, and the fact that my boyfriend is very distant..sigh..

[Emiil]

I just don't know what to do anymore.
I've stopped going out and I never hang out with my friends anymore, and I know I'm going to do really bad in school this year.
Just waiting for someone to notice how I feel. I don't really know if that would make things better but...

[Spectro]

I'm not looking forward to Wednesday and being introduced as that.

[Mortal Coil]

it is 3am... and I haven't gotten a wink of sleep. And I still haven't finished my homework either.

[December]

Only 3 days left until I move away to college :(

I'm excited I guess but I keep panicking and depersonalizing as a result of stressing about it so much. Also summer is over, and I didn't run or swim enough or do all of what I intended to do

[project_icarus]

I was in the psych ward for four days and nobody noticed. Nobody on here noticed that I was gone, especially nobody in real life noticed (except for my sister and the people at the hospital) that I was away. I haven't been to school in well over two months and nobody has noticed.
This timing is just so fucked.
I think I may have met someone - to be a really close friend, I met them in real life! Thing is, they live 108 kilometers away in the next city, Bunbury (I'm in Perth). I met her in the psych ward. I promised her that I'd visit her once I was discharged (she was in for a long-term admission), but I don't think that they'll let me.

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything at the moment, stressed.

Kill me.

[Princess Ariel]

my stomach is killing me.
I'm hungry, but I cannot eat.
Today's the audition and i'm fucking nervous.
it's raining which not only fucks up my hair, but flashbacks.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm in too fucking deep. I was just as dumb as everyone else... I thought I was in control.
Nope.

[xDarkAngelx]

Tried so many times to purge last night, nothing happened. Fucking worthless.

[workingatperfect]

He sat next to me, I can not take another year of this shit, it's confusing, especially now.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Stupid doctors -_-

[Gazmo]

SH. i did it alot, started dancing and laughing to myself.. im scaring myself now...

[lumos]

My mum not being a proper mum

[AwkwardTurtle22]

not being as fit as I use to be :(

[Mortal Coil]

Got in trouble for a dress code violation...

[December]

Only one more day at home. Only one more day and then everything changes forever. I shouldn't be this insanely scared and depressed about leaving, but I am. My god, but I am.

[Mortal Coil]

As shallow and vain as it sounds, I have a fucking zit. Whatever God exists obviously forgot that I'm already hideous...

[project_icarus]

Everything that I ate today. And I still haven't purged.

[Nathan Numberless]

Haven't seen a girl in 2 entire months... :eek:
I can't wait for school next week.
I can't wait to fall asleep.
I can't wait to wake up.
I can't wait to.... finish... this post...?

[workingatperfect]

I gained a 1.5 pounds back... That shouldn't even bother me as much as it is, it's barely anything, but still.

[lumos]

The fact that it's raining and I have to go out in a minute

[Mortal Coil]

Soooo many calories :/

[West Coast Sheriff]

Knowing the girl I love doesn't love me back and doesn't want to be friends anymore

[FullyAlive]

Got paid yesterday and spent half of it already. Oh.

[Mystique]

Low T-Cells

[OregonStateDude]

Someone pushed one of my buttons today. God I hate rude people. I was so tempted to say, "I'm gay, are you going to hate me for that too?", but luckily I caught myself before I did something stupid.

[Mortal Coil]

It isn't even 11:30 and I have 200 calories either in me or in front of me...

[AppealToReason]

Didn't count how many I took today. Probably really close to OD range.

[Chaotic Trickster]

The fact that I have no future.

[Princess Ariel]

I've had so much calories it's disgusting.
I've felt like utter shit all day.
All I can think about is my dad and how dissapointed he'd be in me
Oh, and diagnosed with PTSD.
This has been a joyful day /end sarcasm.

[Mortal Coil]

I have had way too many calories today, and they weren't even healthy calories.

[workingatperfect]

Woke up feeling like shit.
Got in a fight with my mom.
I've already started fucking this year up.
I have to go to my dad's house for the weekend.

[AwkwardTurtle22]

I don't know what's wrong with me

[Mortal Coil]

The fact that Matty is happy about not eating...

[freshkid18]

the fact i havent kissed a girl yet

[xXl0sth0peXx]

my birthday and my life.

[Princess Ariel]

everything!
every damn thing because i'm a fuck up and doesn't deserve love