What's depressing you today?

[Princess Ariel]

All of my "friends" are busy, so today will be yet again a day alone watching movies i've seen 100 times.

I'm not going to be able to get a new laptop, so i'm forced with the dinosaur I've got.

[project_icarus]

My mum.

[MaximumR]

These thunderstorms keep putting me in a crap mood

[project_icarus]

I'm 87.3. I've gained 1.3... What the fuck!? As if I wasn't fat enough already.
I'm jealous because of what she just did.
Saying goodbye, possibly for the last time, really brought tears to my eyes.

[workingatperfect]

I feel bad for what we did last night/this morning. I can't believe this is who I've become.
I can't motivate myself to get up and exercise.
I'm starting to resent my brother, who I've always considered one of my best friends, for no reason.

[December]

I really need to start running more but I have about no time at all to do that, and it makes me feel so fat. I miss swimming competitively as well, but thats all over and done for probably the rest of my life. And I can't forget what I allowed to happen the other day. It makes me feel like slime.

[Mortal Coil]

My fatness.

[project_icarus]

Today.
Oh, and I spent the money on me... I'm so fucking selfish and stupid

[Cognizant]

I can't sleep, and I need to be well rested.

[Princess Ariel]

My throat aches.
and everything else.

[project_icarus]

I took things too far, and she pretended that the joke was still funny.

[Noirtier]

Well, he never wants anything to do with me again... He's changed...

[xDarkAngelx]

Being alive at the moment and if I go through with it tonight I won't be here tomorrow.

[Princess Ariel]

I feel bad for her. Even though I really shouldn't. But I do.

[project_icarus]

I know she probably won't say yes.

[Magenta]

It's obvious I'm hated and I just want them to leave me alone.

[Electra Heart]

Is an appropriate response just "I don't know"? I mean... I really don't know why I'm depressed today... I'm depressed most days... For most of them there isn't some concrete reason why.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

extremly worried about the girl i love

[workingatperfect]

I have to suffer through another year here.
I only have 1 year left here.
Yeah, I'm pretty lost right now.

[momo....]

i have to make 100 posts

[project_icarus]

I envy most of Europe. You can travel internationally throughout the EU for about $30 Australian, but when I want to take a one-way trip domestically through Australia, it costs me $665. Not fucking happy. Oh, and I'm yet to find out how I'm going to come up with the extra $605 of expenses.

[Darkness.]

Whenever I try to help someone at anything I'm always too late.

[FullyAlive]

Can't drink tomorrow at end of school without being in pain from tonsils, eurgh why couldn't this happen last week instead

[Desuetude]

My favourite teacher has been diagnosed with gender dysphoria. It's horrible thinking about her coming back after the summer to taunts and snide comments, she doesn't deserve it at all after all that she's been through. The school is going over board on letting people know holding assemblies and giving out letters, bringing visitors in, setting up counselling sessions. I don't know if this can be considered a good thing educating people or a bad almost patronising way of going about it. I do hope she'll be happier though.

[Princess Ariel]

Seeing my old geography teacher, only to ask me if I'm "still depressed and bullshit"

[project_icarus]

I need to talk to someone. However, my phone might as well not exist. "the SingTel Mobile customer, is not available, please try again later." "The mobile number you have called is currently unavailble. Please call again later." "رقم الهاتف المحمول لديك ودعا هو خارج. يرجى الاتصال مرة أخرى لاحقا."

[Danny016]

my bike has a flat tire and I cant get it fixed till next week

[project_icarus]

Lack of contact.

[Mortal Coil]

I miss them ;-;

[Princess Ariel]

Just another day i'm ditched by my friends.

[workingatperfect]

My birthday is tomorrow and I have to spend it with my dad.

[PoseidonX43]

i guess i'm all alone now.

[December]

I keep having the worst dreams, so I guess there is likely no sleep for me in the foreseeable future.

[West Coast Sheriff]

the aroura shooting:cool:

[project_icarus]

Nothing that you want to hear about.

[Iron Man]

My mom always gets the shit end of the stick. I swear, if I am rich someday, she is moving to Vegas and the only finger that has to be lifted is her index finger to push the button on the slot machine. Fuck working, she worked her entire life.

[Mortal Coil]

So tired... of everything...

[Princess Ariel]

It's day 17, I don't deserve it.

[Love.Hate]

my stupid father deciding he doesnt want me anymore, also being ill and not having slept

[Cognizant]

I went to www.forums.govteen.com
I feel sick now.

[Mirage]

That I woke up late and now my whole day is gone.

[Mortal Coil]

Knowing that I'm never the one who cheers anyone else up, despite trying to help people so much.
Feeling fat.
Have to go to Taekwondo today... and I don't want to, at all. I don't feel up to it.
Parents are essentially grounding me and not letting me have any allowance, indefinitely, thanks to my little running-away attempt.

[Desuetude]

My best friend. It's been her a lot lately :/

[xDarkAngelx]

I'm so tired. There is no reason for me to be alive, no future, nothing. Happy fucking birthday

[Efflorescence]

My life. My clinical depression. The whole fucked up world.

[project_icarus]

My sister.
School tomorrow.
An old "friend".
School tomorrow.
Nicole. And she now knows exactly what I'm planning to do.

[IcarusLives]

The break up with my girlfriend, although it's actually a lot easier then I thought it would be. Doesn't mean it doesn't hurt, but I'm not completely broken at least.

[Dwl4]

i cant sleep and it sucks and i dont have the guts to tell a girl i like her

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

im realy worried about what my dad might be doing to mom right now.
im upset and angry that the cops didnt do anything about my dad

[project_icarus]

My sister knows... FUCK.

[Morganamy2000]

A number of things mainly it is because people keep on telling me that my boyfriend is cheating on me with this really skanky girl in another class, I am getting harassed by other students and am going through periods, crying spells and sickness, it's not fun :( :(

[Mortal Coil]

Found out that my mother has been stealing from me.
I miss them.
Being triggered by everything.

[Princess Ariel]

I'm awake, but I feel dead inside.

I'm thirsty, but that has calories.

[Mortal Coil]

Remembering how disgustingly unfit and hopeless I am.

[DELETEACCOUNT]

Antics at work the usual bitching and ignorance!

[Shark98]

The feeling of uselessness

[Magenta]

Being harassed and bullied.

[ImCoolBeans]

lol life

[LatinaVivit]

Still being in the closet:(

[December]

Mom is in a bad mood today, I feel like I am never home, and mostly, I am just so so tired. I feel empty inside, but at the same time, theres just so much on my mind right now its overwhelming

[project_icarus]

I just read a really depressing and, to me, triggering poem (https://www.facebook.com/kirkejohnson/posts/251943018256103)... It makes me want to die - young. More than I already want it.
My sister.
I'm fucked when my mum comes home. I'm seriously in deep shit.
My gran.
Nothing really out of the ordinary, except for the poem.
Saying goodbye. Even when I know I'll speak again in... What, a few hours? It's still hard to say bye.
All my dreams lately. Such as my last one where I was in a department store, which happened to be the target of a terrorist attack. And the one before that, where I was raped, again.
Flashbacks.
"Professionals" keep minimising my problems. I was reading over my clinical reviews and shit from all my admissions to (psych ward) 4H and assessments in A&E, people keep underestimating what's actually going on.
I'm sick.
I still need another $115 now that my sister knows... Fuck.

[Princess Ariel]

Everything. Not to mention I have to go out with "friends" today.

[LiamC]

My friend's best friend has gone missing, feared dead :( I didn't actually know him but I'm so sad for my friend and can't imagine what he's going through!

[workingatperfect]

My brother and I are fighting.

I saw of a picture of him and his girlfriend last night and they looked so fucking happy. He still doesn't know that I know and I'm so lost, I don't know what to do.

[Princess Ariel]

Relapsed on my purging. Considering the amount of junk i've eaten today. This was the worst ever.

[project_icarus]

I don't know what to do.
I'm pointless. This is pointless.

[December]

I don't understand why when I am trying to just be friends, he has to go and tell me he likes me. All I wanted was a friendship and it could have been fine and well except now I had to hurt his feelings and so everything is all out the window on this one. It makes me sad to have hurt him, but he makes me rather uncomfortable.

[project_icarus]

I'm going to hurt her. Intentionally or not.
I'm so fucking huge.
My mum.
I was forced to use a chunk of my credit on calls to my GP and vet, for my sister and gran.
I woke up from a bad dream. Now, I can't sleep. I'm here, bored as hell and just getting myself down, there's nothing else I can do short of killing myself. People say I'm strong. I disagree.
A Kids Help phone counsellor hung up on me, my phone's mic is working infrequently.
I've got nobody to turn to now.

[workingatperfect]

I want him to love me so bad, and it's tearing me apart inside.

[Mortal Coil]

The events of last night
Something someone said to me

[Efflorescence]

Apathy
ANGER
Hopelessness
Fatigue

[project_icarus]

my mum just got home. Fuck.

[Mortal Coil]

I found out that some people who I trusted, betrayed me.

[Princess Ariel]

Every fucking thing.

[WearAngels]

This is the day i could ever close my gate way for a course which i do not love ever since the first day i enter and finalized to have my education in college . How i wish i could go back in time where i could have alter those things that has been happen. I could have chose a better selection for my future profession.

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything seems to be at the moment. I'm so tempted to go through with it tonight. 3rd time lucky maybe?

[workingatperfect]

I'm starting to realize more and more that he doesn't actually care about me.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

mom took my knife and lighter. she needs to realize i cut more when she takes them.

the person i love is sick and i cant help her.

[CyanideGoodnight]

It's that time of YEAR again. Joy...

[RyanEdwards]

My grandfather died.

[MaximumR]

Sorry to hear that Ryan :( I'm so. Damn. Exhausted.

[Princess Ariel]

I woke up at 2, from unbearable pain.
I feel so sick to my stomach right now..

[Magenta]

I feel vile and disgusting.

[Mortal Coil]

Wanted to buy some clothes, but I was too FAT to fit into them.

[workingatperfect]

He was with his girlfriend tonight..

[Mortal Coil]

Gained weight,
saw someone today who said a ton of people thought I would get expelled, and acted all flippant about my depression.
flashbacks like you wouldn't believe
psych keeps bringing up the topic of sexuality.

[project_icarus]

My fucking mother.
I'm just persistant, selfish, and fucked up.
I have no blade.
My life is meaningless - for the last week I've been doing absolutely nothing but lying in bed almost 24/7. I've been going for walks more, I went to basketball training for the first time in about three months, and I even had a CAMHS appointment (which usually helps, but only for the time I'm there mostly). But none of that made a difference. I'm a loner, nothing can change that. I'm back exactly where I was six months ago, practically back to a video game addiction aswell.
I have no real friends. Everyone in my phone's contacts aren't even in the state of Western Australia, unless the number for a hospital's psychiatry department counts.
So much shit.

[scarletgirl]

I feel so depressed when i received the news about my application abroad...i feel the world has stop for a while, but then i realized that maybe its not my time...I still have hope maybe next time.

[project_icarus]

Basketball. Tomorrow (well, today seen as it's past midnight).
My mum. Urrrgh, my fucking mum.

[OregonStateDude]

The weather. When it's 63F in summer, that's messed up. And I have no boyfriend to cuddle with. :(

[Immortal Love]

The fact that I just keep smiling and acting like everything is peachy perfect. I'm too good at acting so no one realizes how hurt I really am. The pains you do to keep everyone else, but you Happy..

[Desuetude]

Finding this (http://a5.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/484445_476539665692238_239375237_n.jpg) on one of the idiot bullies facebook walls. Ugghhh if you're posting it on facebook then yes, it is for attention. It makes me feel so exposed. Let alone a few weeks ago when someone wrote a speech on self harm.

Also, a 5 hour car journey. There isn't enough room in the car so it's going to be packed to the brim. I'm going to get so travel sick.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm too weak to even run a single mile.
My weight gain is still bothering me.

[Ambrosia]

I didn't want this. That's what.

[RJFH1997]

My girlfriend and I broke up on Tuesday and she said she stopped liking me while we were dating. I couldn't stop crying for 4 days. My friends were there to support me and then I was talking to her again and we got back together for 2 days so she kept me from killing myself and I still Love her and nobody believes me that I do, and I lost my friends because of our getting back together because my friend's girlfriend broke up with him because she didn't trust that he was with me and now he won't talk to me or my other ex who was one of my best friends. And she said if my newest ex broke up we could date again. She was stringing me along like my current ex. And i just want to kill myself but I can't! And I'm a band guy so its hard for me to date anyone else! And I feel even if I could I'd be overprotective because I wouldn't want to lose her. Seriously I hate my life!

[Mortal Coil]

My mother interrupted me when I was trying to fucking relax.

And the tattoo parlor I was going to go to doesn't cater to minors, despite the fact that it is perfectly legal for someone my age to get a tattoo.

[xDarkAngelx]

I'm not really sure just very down today and still contemplating a third attempt.

[workingatperfect]

I can't make myself go out. My friends keep asking me to do things with them and without even thinking, I make up excuses. It's become like my natural response when someone whats to hang out, to find a way out.

[Cognizant]

My paranoia episode I had a few hours ago, and the fact that I might have gotten pink eye

[FullyAlive]

I don't even know, drank too much and now i'm just crying

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Alive. Gained a pound over vacation. My parents. Being home. Everything.

[TheGuyNextDoor]

Got some really bad headaches recently and they're making me really short tempered.

[Princess Ariel]

Migraine all day and night.
I'm fat.
Every part of my body hurts.
My toes are infected.

[project_icarus]

I have to sit here at my mum's workplace for the next few hours.

[Mortal Coil]

My eyebrows. They're so ugly.

[December]

I just feel so tired. I don't feel like myself at all.

[AnnaAbbey]

I like her :S

[Princess Ariel]

She doesn't understand how much she means to me.
My fatness.
Walking with a limb.
Flashbacks.

[workingatperfect]

I miss my best friend/sister. I feel so bad for her. She needs me to help her through this and since she moved I can't be there for her. It breaks my heart.

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything right now, I really do not know how much longer I can go on for *sigh*

[Magenta]

Suddenly just got hit by a wave of urges, none of them good. I want to cry, I feel sick and most of all I just want to bleed out in my bed.

[LouBerry]

I want to see my boyfriend. He makes me feel like I'm not a loser and that I'm beautiful and that I'm worth while. I miss him really really bad and I'm kinda homesick. But I'm just a wimp.

[Princess Ariel]

The urges are unberable.
My fatness.
My ugliness,

[Mortal Coil]

I'm just so tired.

[project_icarus]

I don't know what to do.
I feel so stupid, I keep fucking things up because I get so fucking stupid and hyper.
So much shit.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm being a total bitch. And I know it. And I want to stop. But I can't.

[December]

My little sister has been angry with me lately because I think she is really upset that I am leaving for college soon and have basically had to work the whole summer and have not seen her very much. Which reminds me, summer is almost gone. Its all just got me down. I'll miss her too, but I wish she wasn't displaying her sadness as anger, it makes it so hard to get through to her and it hurts even though I know she doesn't mean most of what she says.

[that-god-chick]

f**king life is depressing me today :( im over eveything!!!

[project_icarus]

My mum.
And I don't have enough courage to go to school... It's just too fucking hard.
This guy, Jason, from my school, jumped in front of a train today.

[Mortal Coil]

My mother.

[project_icarus]

Bill Bailey.
And my laugh is so fucking stupid :P
EDIT! Oh shit, wrong thread...
Urm, bleh.
Just bullshit.

[Stronger]

My dreams aren't real.

[Caver]

Just everything. Most of it is boredem and loneliness.

[Noirtier]

I'm fat, a horrible person, and my life is meaningless... I'm useless...

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything is right now and I'm feeling so alone and worthless. There really is no reason for me to carry on, I'm just so tired and I feel it's just a matter of time now.

[Shark98]

I acted like an asshole to a guy

[LouBerry]

I'm just depressed. No reason. alkhgd.

[MaximumR]

Thunderstorms. Suck. Ass.

[War-Is-Real]

Everything D:

[project_icarus]

My psychologist is back to CAMHS in Northeast England until September... I fucking need him.
And I had an appointment with my bitchy psychiatrist who does fuck all but make things worse at CAMHS today. She recommended, to my mother, that I have no internet or phone access.This all makes no sense to me.

[Princess Ariel]

I'm going swimming today and I don't have any foundation.

[Quercus]

Having to be with my dad all day...

[Mortal Coil]

My mother is drunk. Enough said.

[project_icarus]

Fuck. I'm going soon. FUuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

[Mortal Coil]

all my flab. All I see on me is fat fat fat fat fat.

[Smeagol]

I can't see my friends.

[Loreley]

Nothing. It was a really good day. :)

[Biscuithead13]

Everything i'm ugly, skinny, worthless, and I dont even know who I am anymore :(

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything, so tempted to try again right now. Just so tired *sigh*

[December]

I feel so fat and so tired and so stupid. Everything is depressing me, and I don't know why. I just want to crawl in a hole.

[project_icarus]

Actually, nothing! I'm actually pretty good right now.
EXCEPT. I'm still sick.

[CyanideGoodnight]

What tomorrow is, the fact I can't eat without being called fat, the fact I can't see him...

[FullyAlive]

I got up early on request only to be told I don't need to we aren't doing anything until afternoon/evening.

[Carlyle]

My dream. I've had it before so its nothing new, but I wish it could really happen..

[project_icarus]

My mother.
What just happened two hours ago.

[Princess Ariel]

I have to go to my mum's friend house just to take photos of the damn bunny. This chick lives FAR.
8 days :/

[project_icarus]

I'm... pretty stupid.

[Noirtier]

I really want someone..... But I know I can't have anyone for a long time... :/

[Mortal Coil]

Having to walk right past the red-light district and seeing all the whores, who are a million times skinnier and prettier than I can ever hope to be...

Eating.

Flashbacks.

[Princess Ariel]

The amount of pain I'm in and the pills have not kicked in after 3 hours. ><

[Loreley]

Almost everything. I was feeling lonely and bored all day.

[BrittneyB]

Rabbits sick.
No friends around to hang out with.
No future/talents to work toward.
Lost my favorite razor.
Psych keeps bringing up cutting.
Called emo at school/facebook. :yes:
And a sh*t load of other stuff

[Princess Ariel]

Flashbacks.
A fight broke out on the train I was on and not only was it triggering as he'll. I was frightened. The transit police had to separate them and it's the first time I've ever seen them and i've been taking the train since I was 6 months visiting my godparents ><
I'm too tired to sleep.
I have to go out tomorrow even though I really don't want to.
I'm fat.
Day zero sounds so inviting..

[workingatperfect]

I had to go to my old house today and it was depressing as fuck. Every where I looked was just another reminder of something/one I miss or just want to forget. And the flashbacks from being in that bathroom... horrible... Had a mini panic attack. And I have to go back tomorrow and saturday.

[Mortal Coil]

The psychiatrist used the word "blimp" to describe my body. Gee, thanks...

[EpicXSuprize20]

its not really depressing as much as its is concusing when i have two insanely beautiful girls Teiler Jade Lewis and Savannah Jo Cordle that love me and want to be with me and i love them both back but dont want to lose either? what should i do

[Shark98]

Realizing I may have hurt a few people I care about more than I had thought

[Mortal Coil]

People are complaining about "problems," which I would choose over my own in a heartbeat. "Oh, I'm too skinny," "Oh, I have three guys fighting over me," "Oh, I'm depressed because I haven't had sex with anyone yet..."

[Chaos42]

Grandpa's sick.

[project_icarus]

Flashbacks.
My mother.
Basketball. Tomorrow. Gr.
Either the phone fucked up or I'm in shit.

[Efflorescence]

I don't know what to do anymore.
Hyper-sensitivity is killing me.........feeling overwhelmed by emotions that are not my own ...............psychiatrist is not available till the 21st Fml

Edit: I wish my mother would just get the fuck out of our lives.

[project_icarus]

Why the fuck do I find this triggering?

[Princess Ariel]

I get up not 10 minutes ago and I'm being ordered to do shit.
7 more days :/
Spending the afternoon out with mum and her friend. Awkward conversations in my very near future ><
everything feels wrong.

[Loreley]

I think that my best friend doesn't care about me.

[project_icarus]

This seems so trivial and stupid. But I'm trying to update my Facebook profile picture. I just can't seem to find any pictures of me, any decent pictures of me.

[December]

My best friend relapsed on heroin again. It just terrifies me to think that something will happen to him. I want to crawl in a dark hole and never come out.

[workingatperfect]

My dreams are getting weirder and more depressing and it's interfering with my sleep. And the less sleep I get the worse I feel which affects my dreams, and so on and so forth.

[SilentCutter]

Being ugly...Being stupid...Being fat...Being lonely...Being me...

[project_icarus]

I'll never make it to where I want to be.

[Princess Ariel]

It didn't work.
I feel sick to my stomach.
Every damn thing..

[Desuetude]

People believing the lies I tell them.
Fuck.. so much. It hurts to even think about it.

[project_icarus]

Things just keep getting worse and worse.
The course of my afternoon.
I feel like utter shit, as per usual. I cut.
I call 1 friend. Friend is too busy.
I speak to another friend 2. I find friend 2 is suicidal.
I do absolutely nothing to help suicidal friend 2 because I just fail at helping people.
Another friend 3 comes online on Skype.
Friend 3 leaves me after about five minutes.
Friend 3 comes back.
I swear, the next time someone asks me how I am...

I am now arguing with friend 3.
And now friend 1 came online on Facebook. And told me that she doesn't have any time.

This. Is. Shit.

Oh, and it's Sunday.

[Emiil]

Feeling so alone :( Can't take it anymore.

[chiliguy]

I'm really depressed today.. My day started calmly, i went to the beach with 2 friends and had fun... Then, when i got home, a friend told me that she is going on vacation to Lebanon for 25 days. We hanged out for the last time this summer, and then i realised that i'm really empty.. My friends are all going to vacation, and i'm staying in Athens for the whole summer... I also saw some people i hate while we were hanging out, and my day was destroyed... Now i'm sad, listening to the fray, lifehouse, james blunt and daniel powter. Well, puberty. I'll be ok by tomorrow...

[project_icarus]

It's 4 PM on a Sunday. Fuck.
My back is in pain.
My mum won't stop bugging me.
My dad's girlfriend. I fucking hate her.

[workingatperfect]

All my friends are leaving for band camp in a few hours and this will be the first time I won't be with them. I kind of wish I'd stayed in band.

[Mortal Coil]

650 calories, that's what.

[project_icarus]

My mum.
URGH.

[Princess Ariel]

I can't move, too much pain >.<
5 more days :/

[workingatperfect]

I'm still at my dad's house.

[TheGangstaSheep]

I still sit here alone not knowing whether I tell myself that I'm happy to be alone because I'm too scared to talk to people or I actually am happy to be alone. So once again I sit here alone doing absolutely nothing other than contemplating.

[MacMilker]

the fact that every time I feel like I get close with someone
"romantically"
something seems to turn them off and make them leave :/

[LitBlackRose]

Forgetting to do my summer he cramming all in today since we start school tomorrow been up since 7:30 am writing non stop til 6 pm...my hand hurts and haven't had anything to eat but I feel like I completed something

[OregonStateDude]

The news of another mass shooting in the USA. I just know my mom is going to over-react..................again.

[Mortal Coil]

Hunger hurts.

[Princess Ariel]

I found out the truth. She never truly cared for me. Not only am I last to know. She's using me, Facebook and tumblr prove it..
Binged and Purged.

[December]

Everything feels like it's spiraling out of control now... I keep forgetting where I am too, I don't feel like I'm at all apart of the world around me, it is all just out of my reach. And I would give just about anything to sleep...

[Perfectly Flawed]

Having to work on all my summer projects before school starts... Half of them are so trivial it's not even funny.

[HEN_iP]

Tired.Stressed.Lonely. Everyone who I cared about don't even bother anymore.

[LikeAJay]

The usual

[Cognizant]

My parents are breaking me into shattered pieces

[Love.Hate]

the stupid scales :(

[Princess Ariel]

The scale.
My mother.
4 more days :/

[Loreley]

That cry.

[Mortal Coil]

Food, and hunger.

[Conner Davies]

My fucking mum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[tmak621]

my existence.

[workingatperfect]

It's about time to go shopping for school and I didn't lose nearly as much weight this summer as I had intended.

[December]

My cat is sick :(

And I am in a panic about leaving for college. I want to stay home and keep things as they are, right now. I don't want to leave, its terrifying

[xDarkAngelx]

I'm worthless. I'm alone. I'm alive are the main things.