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Mortal Coil
June 20th, 2012, 08:18 PM
People joking about my ED on facebook.

Noirtier
June 21st, 2012, 08:12 AM
Came out to my best friend and he attacked me and shoved me back in...

Princess Ariel
June 21st, 2012, 08:29 AM
That would be everything.

KewlKat
June 21st, 2012, 01:47 PM
Too....HOT!!!

Alexithymia
June 21st, 2012, 03:29 PM
Everything. >>

Mortal Coil
June 21st, 2012, 10:21 PM
My family, as always.

Princess Ariel
June 22nd, 2012, 08:22 AM
Packing for the hospital and i'll be on my period there.... (yes, you had to know that. Now hush)
Just fucking lovely -_-

Lyra Heartstrings
June 22nd, 2012, 09:41 AM
Well, I didn't sleep last night. Guilt killed me.

Stronger
June 22nd, 2012, 01:27 PM
Everything.

Mortal Coil
June 22nd, 2012, 01:42 PM
My ugliness and fatness.

Cognizant
June 22nd, 2012, 03:19 PM
My herpes. I'm getting another outbreak
I want to go to the Pride Parade, but I can't because that requires explanation to my parents... an explanation I don't want to give.
:|

PoseidonX43
June 22nd, 2012, 09:54 PM
the urges i have. i wish i wasnt so fat. i hate the sounds my thighs make when im walking... :(

Lyra Heartstrings
June 22nd, 2012, 10:25 PM
..well, my mom just told me she doesn't care I've had little to no sleep. She ruins my day.

Mortal Coil
June 22nd, 2012, 10:34 PM
I'm so fat. I was standing there, greeting the guests, and all I could feel was the flab of my thighs pressing together.

KewlKat
June 22nd, 2012, 11:13 PM
my butts falling asleep for sitting on it for 6 hours straight....

Fiction
June 23rd, 2012, 07:15 AM
It's my Birthday tomorrow.

Last Birthday I ended up getting very drunk and overdosing. Then I promised myself being 16 would be better than being 15.

The first 6 months of being 16 where the worst months of my life.

Princess Ariel
June 23rd, 2012, 07:41 AM
What day it is and what I am obliged to do.

Noirtier
June 23rd, 2012, 08:21 PM
Another best friend abandoning me... Why do I always have to be hurt...

Mortal Coil
June 23rd, 2012, 11:29 PM
My fucking family.

PoseidonX43
June 24th, 2012, 01:58 AM
Another best friend abandoning me... Why do I always have to be hurt...

you n' me both :/

Electra Heart
June 24th, 2012, 02:19 AM
I feel like I've fucked over everyone I care about... Not that they give a shit anyway.

Princess Ariel
June 24th, 2012, 07:15 AM
Leaving for hospital.

xxx.xxx
June 24th, 2012, 07:27 AM
Lost my voice and i feel so sick.

project_icarus
June 24th, 2012, 09:00 AM
I had to take my gran to the hospital. Although she's a bitch most of the time, I still care about her...
Pretty stupid, but the lack of bass in this song...
Eh, I dunno.
I just can't be honest.
She's ignoring me. Is there a reason for that?

xXoblivionXx
June 24th, 2012, 10:03 PM
I keep thinking of ways to kill myself :/

Error 404
June 24th, 2012, 10:09 PM
Everything, at least today......

Jupiter
June 24th, 2012, 10:10 PM
:/

allegra.

Noirtier
June 24th, 2012, 10:50 PM
My best friend...

Unknown-Data
June 25th, 2012, 12:53 AM
4 close family deaths in the span on 3 weeks, and my grandma Jarvis is very close too.

project_icarus
June 25th, 2012, 05:54 AM
Everything's turned to absolute shiiiit.
I can't tell her.
Right now, WA Police are currently tracking me down because somebody called them because they didn't believe me when I say I'm not going to kill myself. (which is pretty stupid...)

xxx.xxx
June 25th, 2012, 07:04 AM
My eyes are still red and my throat feels raw.
I feel like I need to be sick.
I havnt been feelin right for days dunno if somethins wrong

Princess Ariel
June 25th, 2012, 11:46 AM
Everything.

TheSillyLifeWeLive
June 25th, 2012, 11:56 AM
Nothing is making me depressed because Im living. Im putting the ast behind me and looking forward to whats a head in the near future. Live your lives <3

Noirtier
June 25th, 2012, 02:58 PM
Life. My best friend. Everything being confusing. Not knowing what to do

xDarkAngelx
June 25th, 2012, 05:33 PM
Shit day. After today I feel that there is no reason for me to be alive anymore.

Yer_Maw
June 25th, 2012, 05:35 PM
Everything

commikid
June 25th, 2012, 06:33 PM
Being alone :/

Mirage
June 25th, 2012, 08:13 PM
My parents anger me. SOO much.

xXoblivionXx
June 25th, 2012, 09:20 PM
I suck.

OrKing
June 25th, 2012, 09:21 PM
A friend I talked to a lot online, and I mean a lot, like 20 - 40 messages back and fourth a day suddenly disappeared just over a month ago; she hasn't been online since and the disappearance was without any warning at all, which is really, really not like her. She used to say if she would be gone for more than a day or two. I wouldn't say I'm depressed, shit, If I got depressed over something like that with the life I've lead I would have topped myself before my tenth birthday, it's just playing on my mind a lot.

I'm worried, and trust me, I don't worry all that often; it's one of my personality traits I'm actually thankful for. Anyway, sorry about the rant, felt good to get it out though, instead of just having it as a recycling thought in my head.

Another thing that's been playing on my mind is my recently self-discovered opinion that my mum would of almost certainly had a better life if she never met my dad, which is fucked up since I have three siblings that came from the relationship; which is quite commonly used as the one good thing that came out of it... I wouldn't exactly say 'good' is the right word is all.

Anyway, thanks for letting me air that, I actually feel a little better; this shit actually works. xD

project_icarus
June 26th, 2012, 03:20 AM
This situation will not end well. I've been in this mindset for three days. The cops have been called because someone was "concerned" for "my safety", I've been in the psych ward, I've spoke to my psychologist, I've gone through my safety plan, which I've gone through countless times. The only one thing I've not done, was call the number listed. It just screams in my face, HER, it's the whole situation is about her. It's just pushed me that little further, enough to push me over the edge. They now have my address. There's nothing I can do.

Oh, and he just made things harder. He admitted two girls to 4H for Crisis Care, but admitted me for an overnight observation? Great...

Accidentally called 000. Again. This time they called back O.O

My mother.

I've given EVERYBODY- even you- a reason not to trust me.

Rayquaza
June 26th, 2012, 05:04 AM
Though I am about to do loads of major work to my room, I KNOW something will go wrong.

Princess Ariel
June 26th, 2012, 08:54 AM
Everything.. Can you blame me? I've got an hour before I get my surgery.

nobody091
June 26th, 2012, 03:29 PM
I am not depressed now, but i am afraid i will be tomorrow :( Long flight to Canada alone, i wont probably be able resist to my own thoughts :(

VictoriaGotaSecret
June 26th, 2012, 03:57 PM
my moms reaction to finding more cuts and not having a gun to put to my head

Unicornasaurus Rex
June 26th, 2012, 04:24 PM
In year 7 my friend Liam Connely told this girl to suck my dick, Bearing in mind this girl hates me for no reason. She and her friends frame me and reported me to the headteacher and she had a word with me and said either I admit to it or she will call my parents and explain so me not wanting them to know said I said it. Then i got of scotch free but lately she and her friends keep reporting me for staring at her if I look in her direction for 2 seconds and if "i do it" one more time I get expelled from the school.... Help!?!?

xXoblivionXx
June 26th, 2012, 05:27 PM
Fuck, fuck, FUCK! I am going blow, I hate how the only thing I look forward to besides death is getting to the top of my class. I suck, this sucks. I need to get all of this fucking energy out.

project_icarus
June 27th, 2012, 05:47 AM
This situation will not end well. I've been in this mindset for three days. The cops have been called because someone was "concerned" for "my safety", I've been in the psych ward, I've spoke to my psychologist, I've gone through my safety plan, which I've gone through countless times. The only one thing I've not done, was call the number listed. It just screams in my face, HER, it's the whole situation is about her. It's just pushed me that little further, enough to push me over the edge. They now have my address. There's nothing I can do.

Same, still. Make that four, nearly five days now.

I'm about to just blow it, and blow up. People are really starting to piss me off, so fucking much. It's not even their fault, it's mine. It's my fault that I feel like this, because most of the shit I go through is, in some form, self-inflicted. For example, I'm the one who keeps giving myself something to loose.

xxx.xxx
June 27th, 2012, 06:30 AM
realised how heartless i am
started being sick again
everythin is to hard to do anymore

Princess Ariel
June 27th, 2012, 06:34 AM
What day is it and what I have to do.
The fact that no matter how much I beg
And plead, I still have to go up to my grandparents till the 5th. Which means listening to nana bitch about turning 69 on July 1st. Fuck.
Still in hospital and they caught me doing the same thing thy got me in this less in the first place.

Noirtier
June 27th, 2012, 07:34 AM
My freaking best friend... Again... Or still...

Magenta
June 27th, 2012, 10:42 PM
I saw Sarah... and I've decided there are things I've needed to move on from.

Bath
June 27th, 2012, 10:59 PM
I'm very lonely and want to bang my head into the wall.

Nothing seems worth it.

nobody091
June 28th, 2012, 02:07 AM
Alone... Again or still shall I say

Fuzzyevil
June 28th, 2012, 03:12 AM
My mom!

project_icarus
June 28th, 2012, 06:05 AM
Mum made me late for my CAMHS appointment, and I only got 20 minutes of an hour...
It's STILL bothering me.
My sister.
My gran isn't getting out of hospital any time soon, and she's actually getting worse.
People were just staring at me on the bus today.
People just don't give a shit enough about me to simply acknowledge me, even when I'm making an effort and actually saying hi or something.
The Bill Bailey show is R18+...
I know what she really thinks - I'm just a dickhead.
My mum... suuuuuch a bitch. Why!? Why does she have to do this to me? My psychologist even said I shouldn't...
My sister is worrying about me. She knows I'm not eating, she knows I'm counting calories.
^Even so, I overheard her last night talking to mum. "He's going fucking insane! I want to get out of the house."
I picked up the wrong map. I can't do the simplest of things right.
I caused the bus driver trouble. I caused everyone on the bus trouble, someone else could've sat where I was and a seat would've been put to good use. But no, I had to be a selfish waste of space.
He ACTUALLY offered me chocolate, thinking it would cheer me up.

Ryhanna
June 28th, 2012, 06:14 AM
That my friends are out seeing Gaga and I'm stuck at home. Jealousy at an all time high right now.

Mortal Coil
June 28th, 2012, 09:12 AM
I'm fucking huge.
We watched a video in class yesterday where one of the characters was raped when she was 15. Trigger much?
Got caught purging.

LiamC
June 28th, 2012, 02:15 PM
A so called 'friend' getting proper jealous because I'm talking a girl he fancies, when she just happens to be a really good friend of mine...

xxx.xxx
June 28th, 2012, 05:30 PM
i always screw things up :'( im sorry

Noirtier
June 28th, 2012, 08:10 PM
Both of my best friends have abandoned me... again... I'm freaking fat ugly and unlovable...

Desuetude
June 29th, 2012, 02:09 AM
My uncle's ex-wife is asking around the family about him. She's the one that had the affair and still she's trying to get full custody of the kids and destroy our family more than it is.

Im ill, which means I have to be at my mums. Because im ill I probably won't be going up to London for my uncle's birthday.

Noirtier
June 29th, 2012, 07:44 AM
Somehow, the same as yesterday... fml...

Darkness.
June 29th, 2012, 10:08 AM
I caught a cold, Ugh.

Princess Ariel
June 29th, 2012, 05:32 PM
Hearing this story of my grandmothers friends sister wanting to kill herself. Then there's me planning my suicide.
I'm worthless.
I'm fat.
I'm ugly.
I'm ew.

tomfromhungary
June 29th, 2012, 06:11 PM
I'm not depressed too much, but I feel sad because I want to go to the gym to work out and gain some weight and muscles but I have nobody to go out with. Wish I had...

Mirage
June 29th, 2012, 07:49 PM
Found out my friend used to cut.

Princess Ariel
June 30th, 2012, 08:47 AM
I'm still stuck in this he'll hole for 5 more days.
I'm still alive.
It's hot outside which means I have to go outside and go to the beach.
I'm an idiot for multiple reasons.
I've gained 3 pounds in the past week or so.
Report cards were mailed yesterday.

project_icarus
June 30th, 2012, 09:51 AM
My dad. Here's what he said on facebook, to me.
"You need to stop saying that you want to kill yourself because we both know that's a load of bollocks.
You're just causing a lot of stress for people around you.
Seems like you have a hard time answering the difficult questions hey.
Not really the behaviour I would expect from someone who considers themselves to be intellectually 'superior'. Maybe there are some holes in your theory dude.
And, not surprisingly, you have bailed out once again."

Oh, and this amazing chain of comments on my status.

I'm in agony. Physically and mentally.

Cognizant
June 30th, 2012, 10:06 AM
I'm in love with someone 3,000 miles away.

And my sunburns won't go awayyyy :(

VictoriaGotaSecret
June 30th, 2012, 12:11 PM
need to stop eating again because IM FAT and IM UGLY. cant cut because my mom took the blade.

project_icarus
June 30th, 2012, 01:49 PM
I feel so... violated...

nobody091
June 30th, 2012, 08:26 PM
Stupid people are doing great job to get me depressed -_-. Very depressed today :(

VictoriaGotaSecret
June 30th, 2012, 11:24 PM
this beer im using to help the pills tastes discugting.

project_icarus
June 30th, 2012, 11:44 PM
So trivial, but my fucking phone >:\

Princess Ariel
July 1st, 2012, 07:38 AM
I'm hungry but if I eat, I'll get fat.
I'm still stuck in this hell up here.
I can't seem to follow through in my plan to lie on the highway.
My eyes are burning.
It's nana's 69th birthday so that means I have to listen to her bitch about it.

And also, it's Canada day. Me and a friend always go out together and ride the rides. It has been tradition for a while, including the fireworks.
I'm letting her down since this is the first year we haven't done it.

Mortal Coil
July 1st, 2012, 04:25 PM
I relapsed on smoking and got caught self-harming and am a forever alone.

VictoriaGotaSecret
July 1st, 2012, 10:11 PM
im sick, because i havent eaten much for the last few days

Princess Ariel
July 2nd, 2012, 10:06 AM
I'm still stuck in this hell hole for a few more days. 2 or 3 more days.
I feel so.. Annoyed and pissed off.
I ran out of pills and now I can't move without breaking down in tears.
I still can't follow through with my plan of laying on the highway.
I want to die so much it's killing me.

LucasRobert0897
July 2nd, 2012, 03:14 PM
Being helpless to my bestfriend. I wish she could tell me everything, just like she used to.

Charleigh
July 3rd, 2012, 08:36 AM
I'm in a children's care home, no family, apart from my daddy 'Scarface' ronnie ;;)
And, my boyfriend is a fucking arsehole. And I have no cigarettes.

project_icarus
July 3rd, 2012, 09:34 AM
My mum.
Something is going to happen tonight. I swear. I'm just going to run away, I dunno...
I'm breaking down.
My breath smells of booze.

OrKing
July 3rd, 2012, 09:56 AM
I stumped my fucking toe on the way up the stairs... Ow, ow, ow! And today was going so well too, I had a cup of tea in one hand, an M&S extra chocolate chip cookie in the other and than this shit happens!? FML. And my cookie.

xxx.xxx
July 3rd, 2012, 10:36 AM
Me da

whiteyrhys
July 3rd, 2012, 11:48 AM
Giving people the wrong impressions of myself and pissing them off when I don't mean to :)

Stronger
July 3rd, 2012, 06:34 PM
Lack of a life, but meh...

and just thinking about my nan. :\

Princess Ariel
July 3rd, 2012, 08:02 PM
Draw something.
I can't move my lower body without having the feeling of being shot.
I can't go on.. Not anymore.
I'm still up here for one more day!

nobody091
July 3rd, 2012, 08:22 PM
I feel so worthless. Maybe I just need someone to talk to but there is noone who gives a shit about me.

project_icarus
July 4th, 2012, 06:06 AM
My sister. FUCK.

xXJust Jump ItXx
July 4th, 2012, 07:32 AM
Many things haha, depression is kicking in BIG time and cutting ...

project_icarus
July 4th, 2012, 08:17 AM
My dad and his persistant attempts to contact me.

Princess Ariel
July 4th, 2012, 08:30 AM
Everything.


Cried myself to sleep for the 10th night in a row
My throat is aching.
Last night and all the questions I was asked, only to be put on a waste of a pill.
I'm still here for another day and a bit.

project_icarus
July 4th, 2012, 09:26 AM
I only have 52c on my phone. (Trivial, I know)
I'm about to lose internet access, my phone and laptop.
I probably will run away tonight, for the hell of it.

Stronger
July 4th, 2012, 10:17 AM
Have no friends to hang out with. :P

Princess Ariel
July 5th, 2012, 05:26 AM
I didn't fall through with my plan.
3+ hour bus ride. On bus that's notorious for being late and having noisy kids and grumpy seniors.
Didnt get any sleep and I'm so tired.

VictoriaGotaSecret
July 5th, 2012, 06:16 AM
empty stomach is painful

Noirtier
July 5th, 2012, 03:46 PM
I lost my best friend, another friend abandoned me and called me a "jerk" at which I blew up, Another friend wont talk to me and probably never will again... I cant be with someone I love... I am forever alone... FML

Mortal Coil
July 5th, 2012, 07:18 PM
Some guy who keeps trying to stop my smoking
and I haven't contacted Matt in sooooo long...

tmak621
July 5th, 2012, 08:51 PM
A bunch of crap.

Stress. Confusion. Work. Lack of sleep. Lack of help. No one to vent to and help me at the same time. Lost.

project_icarus
July 6th, 2012, 12:59 AM
Nobody even noticed me.
Eh, a whole lot of things.
...and I haven't contacted Matt in sooooo long...

VictoriaGotaSecret
July 6th, 2012, 01:15 AM
the razor didnt go through my skin

project_icarus
July 6th, 2012, 01:20 AM
I'm desperate. Fucking desperate.

Princess Ariel
July 6th, 2012, 06:59 AM
Even though i'm home and have the choice to sleep in, I find myself awake early.

nobody091
July 6th, 2012, 06:36 PM
Alone...

Noirtier
July 6th, 2012, 08:04 PM
I find myself missing someone I love... Yet cant be with... And I'm so alone...

project_icarus
July 6th, 2012, 10:35 PM
24/12/2008. Stupidest thing I've ever done.
Really stupid of me, but I haven't got a CAMHS appointment until this Tuesday.
Flashbacks.

PoseidonX43
July 7th, 2012, 12:19 AM
does it even matter anymore.

Caver
July 7th, 2012, 03:00 AM
A bit of a tooth ache :(

xXl0sth0peXx
July 7th, 2012, 03:26 AM
Life, my mistakes, me, everything?

LiamC
July 7th, 2012, 06:21 AM
My foster brother being a dick to us all, and yet still getting his ass licked, me being perfectly normal and not doing anything wrong and yet constantly being put down etc. with stupid little hints.

OrKing
July 7th, 2012, 07:00 AM
It's Saturday and I can't get a hold of any of my mates; this is bullshit, youths need to stop getting so smashed on Fridays.

Princess Ariel
July 7th, 2012, 07:37 AM
Woke up to my nose bleeding.
I've yet to unpack.

project_icarus
July 7th, 2012, 09:03 PM
These holidays are going to be nothing but me lazing around, being fucked up.

tmak621
July 8th, 2012, 12:26 AM
Work. Life. Stress. Everything. Lost. Questions that can't be answered but want them to be answered.

Princess Ariel
July 8th, 2012, 08:09 AM
I'm being forced to go out with my grandfather.
I'm feeling nauseous.

Texas warrior
July 8th, 2012, 10:30 AM
My granddad dieing.

xXoblivionXx
July 8th, 2012, 11:20 AM
I'm so fat. :( I have to stop eating...

tmak621
July 8th, 2012, 01:50 PM
Lately it's been work and life. Today it's work and life. again..

Martianus
July 8th, 2012, 02:04 PM
Ex-girlfriend issues honestly.

Mortal Coil
July 8th, 2012, 04:11 PM
I started smoking again, and everyone else is being all couply around me while I'm just a fucking forever alone.

nobody091
July 8th, 2012, 06:15 PM
I am just too fucked up, not even bothering explaining.

Noirtier
July 8th, 2012, 06:43 PM
Everything I do somehow gets fucked up... Nothing goes right, I'm hot, fat, tired, sick... And have no friends. Yay life...

OrKing
July 8th, 2012, 06:49 PM
It's nearly 1:00am and I'm still not one bit tired; in other words, my sleeping time is fucked, once again. Although, admittedly, I am pretty grateful that something so minor is the most troublesome thing on my mind at the moment.

Fractured Silhouette
July 9th, 2012, 01:30 AM
My dad belittling me and making it seem like I'm just being an idiot.

project_icarus
July 9th, 2012, 03:16 AM
My sister.
My mother.
Fuck it, my whole immediate family and stepmum.
Lack of contact.

Short Circuit
July 9th, 2012, 11:39 AM
Everything and everyone

Desuetude
July 9th, 2012, 11:42 AM
Being laughed at by random strangers walking home, amoungst other things. Just because it happens often, doesn't mean that it stops hurting.

tmak621
July 9th, 2012, 11:58 AM
Friend issues. I might be losing his friendship. :(

adamchubby
July 9th, 2012, 12:09 PM
Horrible weather and lots of tourists in london

LiamC
July 9th, 2012, 01:14 PM
My foster brother simply walking two minutes to the shop and being treated like Jesus, while I do loads of things to help out today and get nothing.

tmak621
July 9th, 2012, 09:06 PM
I try to make things better when really it doesn't even work AT ALL. No one appreciates the work I do.. FML seriously.

Princess Ariel
July 10th, 2012, 06:14 AM
My cat just threw up.
Going out with friends today.
I haven't had a proper sleep in 22 days.

Mortal Coil
July 10th, 2012, 04:25 PM
Binging, sans purging.

tmak621
July 10th, 2012, 10:37 PM
The feeling when I know I've messed EVERYTHING up and I know that I did it.

Darkness.
July 10th, 2012, 11:09 PM
I can't use Linux because accessibility is very limited.

Maiden
July 10th, 2012, 11:29 PM
I feel like shit
But i still must go to work

Caver
July 11th, 2012, 02:40 AM
the rain. ;_;

Darknova8
July 11th, 2012, 03:46 AM
Honestly nothing I'm having a great day meeting new people on the site.

xDarkAngelx
July 11th, 2012, 04:44 AM
I'm still alive after last nights suicide attempt.

Princess Ariel
July 11th, 2012, 06:13 AM
I'm tired. My throat is dry. Feeling like utter shit.

Noirtier
July 11th, 2012, 06:45 AM
I am an utter failure... I simply want one, just one, person who would be a friend to me, and I can't even fucking manage that...

Oh and you know those moments when even your silver tongue can't make something better, can't cheer someone up? Yeah, that's now. People suck

Princess Ariel
July 11th, 2012, 07:54 PM
Earlier today when I got out of camp, I saw someone get raped.
Flashbacks overwhelming me.
But also, since I was a selfish bitch and didn't stop him.

Mortal Coil
July 11th, 2012, 08:27 PM
I'm starting to hate her...

I managed to get myself fucking kicked out of the camp. And now my parents want to lock me up for real.

xXJust Jump ItXx
July 11th, 2012, 10:39 PM
This sounds so bad... coming here. Its not all rainbows and unicorns but still i can see some stuff here that just set me off... but other things dont bother me at all so.

Cognizant
July 12th, 2012, 12:16 AM
My parent's likliness of getting a divorce is: 99%

Magenta
July 12th, 2012, 12:37 AM
My ex-best friend who hates me said she loved "me"... except I was an anonymous on Tumblr. Wouldn't have been true if she'd really known who was there cheering her up.

Princess Ariel
July 12th, 2012, 01:55 AM
Everything.
My life.
My throat.
My flashbacks.
Every damn thing.

Fractured Silhouette
July 12th, 2012, 04:03 AM
Being me, I feel like a spider stuck in it's own web.

Noirtier
July 12th, 2012, 06:55 AM
Loneliness... The fact that I'm a fucking failure and that's all I will ever be... Life really sucks sometimes... Except for me it's all the time

Mortal Coil
July 12th, 2012, 09:32 AM
Everything. My weight, losing them, flashbacks, my mother... my cowardice.

tmak621
July 12th, 2012, 10:06 AM
Every damn thing.

Mortal Coil
July 12th, 2012, 04:43 PM
I miss them. I miss them so much that it makes my limbs weak and my fingers shake. I don't know how I'm going to survive...

tmak621
July 12th, 2012, 09:06 PM
I've had this headache all freaking day. I have one more day off from work. I feel really lonely.

Noirtier
July 12th, 2012, 10:58 PM
Too much crap and loneliness

Magenta
July 13th, 2012, 10:37 AM
Spending the weekend with the evil step-bitch.

project_icarus
July 13th, 2012, 10:59 AM
"the SingTel mobile customer is not available. Please try sgain later."
"the mobile number you have called is currently unavailable."
"the number you called could not be reached. Please try again in a few minutes. If, after a number of attempts, you are still unsuccessful, please call -number- for assistance."
There's little I can do.
There's one reason I'm alive tonight. It's getting harder and harder to hold on to.
I couldnt face him tonight. It wa too hard.

Love.Hate
July 13th, 2012, 11:10 AM
My weight :/

Its really getting to me again.. this isnt good

project_icarus
July 13th, 2012, 11:38 AM
It's just past midnight.
I've got blood on my hands.
I looked at my phone, I haven't used it since tuesday. There's blood on the zero (from calling 000).
The ignorance of everyone.
Sooo many things I'm not going to list.

Noirtier
July 13th, 2012, 04:15 PM
Every damn thing.

Pretty much this

Mortal Coil
July 13th, 2012, 04:31 PM
My weight- it's going up again :/
The thought that I wasn't going to go through with it
The realization of what will happen when I do go through with it
Knowing that I've failed the people who need me.

Princess Ariel
July 13th, 2012, 06:01 PM
The fact that I didn't win "best photo" at my camp ---- Let me explain this so it doesn't sound selfish.
I was getting compliments from ALL the students and 2/3 instructors. They said that 2/3 photo's were my best. and the best all together. So, saying that got my confidence up that I won.. Yeah, I didn't. Because the one that chose the "best photo" hates my guts. Why? because I already knew what was being taught on 2/3 days AND because I was wearing long sleeves.
I came home late and mum was on the phone with emila (who hated my guts) and it was on speaker so I heard what was said. "Casey is a magnificent photographer. She should do it for a career"
My question is... If she thinks I should do photography as a career.. why was I not given best photo...

Also, I have to ditch a friend's photo shoot since I feel so horrible.

Anyone51
July 13th, 2012, 06:03 PM
I had sex with someone I shouldn't have and I thought it would be ok and fun and I'm on the pill so why not but now he keeps coming back for more so clearly doesn't feel the same way

It was the first time for both of us and it was mostly great at the time

I just think now we should have left it at other stuff and not all the way

I've talked to a few girls here who did the same thing and love it even though they have to keep it secret from everybody pretty much

Princess Ariel
July 14th, 2012, 07:18 AM
I've got a stomach flu so I can't do the homestuck shoot and my friends shoot.

When I cough, it feels like my organs are fighting

I'm tired.

Also, i have a cold sore in the corner of my mouth..

project_icarus
July 14th, 2012, 08:35 AM
I slept most of today and woke up to a sore throat, and I was scared as hell because of my sister.

Stronger
July 14th, 2012, 09:44 AM
Disembarking today......*sigh*

Noirtier
July 14th, 2012, 09:56 AM
People suck...

project_icarus
July 14th, 2012, 11:03 AM
23.57 hours of fucked up bullshit I need to survive. But will I?

IcarusLives
July 15th, 2012, 02:58 AM
Everything.

The world isn't a fair place. Am I supposed to just accept that?

Fuck no. But if I don't accept it, then what...

Then I'm just mad an depressed.

There's no way out of this shit-hole we've made for ourselves called life.

project_icarus
July 15th, 2012, 06:45 AM
Flashbacks. Fucking flashbacks.

Princess Ariel
July 15th, 2012, 08:40 AM
My jaw won't move and it hurts to cough.
My cough is worse..much worse.
I feel... Dead.

Chaotic Trickster
July 15th, 2012, 08:45 AM
The fact that I am so useless.

Noirtier
July 15th, 2012, 10:28 AM
I'm so fucking worthless, broken, and in pain. No one fucking loves me, not even one fucking person. I see no reason to go on anymore... All I do is get hurt, all I do is annoy. Fuck.

workingatperfect
July 15th, 2012, 03:30 PM
I've been messing around with a guy, and he's been talking like he wants to be in a relationship with me. He's the first guy I've felt like I could fully trust for quite some time. I found out a few days ago that he has a girlfriend.

LatinaVivit
July 15th, 2012, 03:57 PM
Being in the closet:(

Mortal Coil
July 15th, 2012, 03:59 PM
I failed last night.

Pedro Fernandes
July 15th, 2012, 08:01 PM
What's depressing me? I have no friends, my grandpa died about 2 months ago, i dont know the meaning of happiness.

Princess Ariel
July 15th, 2012, 09:08 PM
I feel.... Dead... Alone..
Incredibly FUCKED up

Mortal Coil
July 15th, 2012, 09:13 PM
Listening to this "doctor" rambling on about bulimia... I want to be like
http://data.whicdn.com/images/12391096/tumblr_lotanqVB8f1qc3reoo1_500_thumb.gif

Noirtier
July 15th, 2012, 09:29 PM
Fucking everything. There is no hope.

Chaotic Trickster
July 15th, 2012, 11:01 PM
The next 40 years of my life. Every fuc#ing year will be hell. It is going to be a long four decades.

Inventor2
July 15th, 2012, 11:36 PM
Nothing

Stronger
July 16th, 2012, 12:22 AM
Never got to talk to you.....

IcarusLives
July 16th, 2012, 12:46 AM
Nothing. I leave my heart on the top cupboard every morning anyway.

project_icarus
July 16th, 2012, 12:56 AM
I'm 86 kilos (189 pounds)... Fuck.

Cognizant
July 16th, 2012, 04:27 AM
SF sucked :(

Princess Ariel
July 16th, 2012, 07:30 AM
Yet another day when I'm subjected to stay at home.
Although I can sleep in, I found myself awake at 8.

Noirtier
July 16th, 2012, 09:12 AM
He still hasn't talked to me...

project_icarus
July 16th, 2012, 09:20 AM
It's Tuesday tomorrow. FUCK.

Desuetude
July 16th, 2012, 10:15 AM
During our long registration my tutor put on a video and made us fill out sheets about self image/confidence. The video was about eating disorders, on the video someone was explaining their experiances with anorexia and the boy next to me went "she should just kill herself", I wish I punched him. What a way to make people feel fucking self concious.

runnerz
July 16th, 2012, 02:46 PM
My friend of 6 months (we each considered each other best friends) said that I annoyed him out of the blue after ignoring me for 2 weeks. He just told me he "was done." I asked him if he was done with the friendship and he said "sort of." :(

He even referenced a text that i sent him when he was feeling sad about something else where I said "You seemed kinda sad, I'm here for you if you need to talk."
He told me that text irritated him for some reason when I was just trying to be there for him :(

xDarkAngelx
July 16th, 2012, 03:36 PM
I'm alive, but hopefully not for much longer...

workingatperfect
July 16th, 2012, 03:59 PM
My "best friend/sister" is in town for the week, I haven't seen her since the beginning of March and she can't find 5 minutes of her time to just stop in and say hey.

Mortal Coil
July 16th, 2012, 05:18 PM
I didn't finish my workout...

December
July 16th, 2012, 09:51 PM
I am being constantly reminded of that which I would rather not remember.

Magenta
July 16th, 2012, 10:15 PM
I should just cease to exist.

I'd make my step-mum's life better.

Noirtier
July 16th, 2012, 10:18 PM
I think my best friend is being influenced by... evil things... And I cant help...

OrKing
July 16th, 2012, 10:32 PM
It's 4:30am, I'm wide awake and I have an English exam in four and a half hours that my chosen courses in college kind of depend on me passing. Pfft, shit sucks.

workingatperfect
July 16th, 2012, 10:44 PM
He told me he'd be here when he got off work. It's going on 7 hours since his shift ended. Haven't heard from him.

ThePacifist
July 17th, 2012, 04:26 AM
Myself, just like most days

Chaotic Trickster
July 17th, 2012, 06:04 AM
I was given negative recognition on this site for something I dare not speak about :rolleyes:. Whoever you are{ you have a rep power of 8 or 9}, you have just made me more depressed and angry. Accusing me of acting like an idiot, who do you think you are?