What's depressing you today?

[project_icarus]

I'm alive. All it takes is this mindset and one little thing to make it easier.
^I had to say goodbye. And I've already said bye.

[xxx.xxx]

Worried alot today

[PoseidonX43]

i regret what i wished for last night... it came true...

[hhhhyi]

Thinking too much. :/

[Princess Ariel]

No one is responding to my calls and texts.
I've got a shit load of work to do and I haven't even started it.. due tomorrow.

[Magenta]

I don't believe I'm a real person.

[Ryhanna]

Being pressured into doing things I don't feel comfortable doing. And dad being home. I liked not having him around.

[hockey man]

:wub:that you are not with me now

[Iron Man]

This fucking headache :/

[Mortal Coil]

My parents are.

[Princess Ariel]

I still have to do that fucking drama thing and it's due today ><

[KewlKat]

got a 68 in math.... PLEASE put up another assignment.... :eek:

[Abyssal Echo]

was listing to some music on you tube when this voice came thru that said hi you you Tuber then it buzzed and blue screened on me new computer have not had it a month wasted....Mom gunna be pissed thats 2 in less than a year.....but what ever no one gives a shit here anyway not even my friend even he was ragging on me man what a fcked up day

[Princess Ariel]

I want to eat.

[Error 404]

Drugs that should help, make me feel worse...ha.No surprise there, not one thing is how it should be...fml.

And some other stuff... >.<

[Iron Man]

I want closure.

[project_icarus]

So trivial and stupid, but just another thing that's bothering me is that I can't access facebook, I'm pretty sure it's down.
Not really sure as to why I feel so crappy.

[Cognizant]

My Computer(s) are acting up :\

[Stronger]

Getting a headache.....and its making me feel sick >__<

[Princess Ariel]

Right now it's my back. I put on tiger balm and nothing.. I now have a heating pad on it and it's only making me overheat ><

[project_icarus]

So fucking stupid, but a license plate. 1CUT-491. Sorry this is so big.
https://mail-attachment.googleusercontent.com/attachment/u/0/?ui=2&ik=3802171cbe&view=att&th=137a6452e972ad30&attid=0.1&disp=inline&safe=1&zw&saduie=AG9B_P9641NS_prApGd_nFXfFrD_&sadet=1338524443385&sads=x_bGPM9OZ1jNnWNj_9d_XkmQ3no&sadssc=1

[Ryhanna]

Too. Much. Pressure.

[Fractured Silhouette]

School. Well not the school itself. Just school in general.

[Mortal Coil]

My fatness.

[Princess Ariel]

It's raining outside and flashbacks ><
Next to no sleep.

[Mortal Coil]

Flashbacks and no computer tomorrow :(

[KewlKat]

damn pms....

[xXoblivionXx]

1. He will never feel the same way about me the way I feel about him. Gosh! I hate this, I hate love.

2. Why can't I have fun? Why am I always wearing a frown?

3. Why am I so fat?? I hate my body...

[Fractured Silhouette]

My parents are back.

[Cognizant]

People.
The fact that my finals are next week.
I want to flee to SF. Just spend the night, enjoy myself.But no, I can't. I have to stay home and study :/

[PoseidonX43]

i feel like im going insane, why dont you take the hint little brother, i dont want you around me because you think its to make me jump out of my skin, you im really starting to hate you.

[xXoblivionXx]

everyone is taking about the dance last night, the dance that I didn't go to :(

[Princess Ariel]

Ditched by my friends. We were supposed to go shopping at noon. I just got a text now saying it was cancelled. I got up at 6 for this shit!! ugh.
I need better friends.

[Fractured Silhouette]

Still unsure what to do about this counsellor guy.

[Mortal Coil]

Just made a video for the video thread and I'm like really fat in it T.T

[Princess Ariel]

I'm sick and coughing so hard my organs feel like they are moving.
Was up all night crying until I cried myself to sleep around 4.
I've still got a shit load of prep to do.
Bringing my really old laptop to school tomorrow for English.
I've got this new ointment thing for my cuts.. They sting like a bitch.
I feel so alone.

[xxx.xxx]

Things arent the same today its like awkward and i dunno why :/

[Fractured Silhouette]

I feel isolated.

I couldn't bring myself to work on my assignment which is due in a couple of days.

I'm fucking tired.

[Mortal Coil]

Tomorrow I'm going shopping, and 3/4 of the stuff I'm going to buy is to cover up my cuts.
And I'm fucking ugly. That too. I mean, even if I was in the least physically attractive, there are girls in my grade on fucking magazine covers. I can't fucking compete with that. These are the girls I sit next to on the late bus, or in history class. Not far-off celebrities who happen to be my age. I could drop names, but all I can do is think how horribly unfair it is that I have nothing. No good looks, no brain, no sense of humor... nothing.

[Princess Ariel]

My own fucking self.
I can't get the courage to start the conversation.

[Noirtier]

People who hurt me. The fact that I'm a senior now and the class that has become my family only has one year left together. And the 2012 graduating class thats always been there is never coming back

[Error 404]

Seems that my friend is actually dead, just when i thought there was nothing that could make things worse.
I can't understand myself or better said, my mind.
Fact that i can't cut.

[Princess Ariel]

It just hit me.. Hard that it's my dad's birth month..

I miss him so fucking much.

[PoseidonX43]

i fucked up, im sorry... just people..

[CharmOfTheSOuth]

Nobody to talk to....

[Mortal Coil]

The looming reality that I will never purge again.

[xXoblivionXx]

Graduation is today, last time I'm going to see my friends :(

[Jerald]

Exam Stress :(
Now i need something to do...

[Rayquaza]

Being accused for something I didn't do.

[Princess Ariel]

Woke up covered in my own puke.
2 language classes.
I'm stupid.

[project_icarus]

No one here trusts me - at all
Stupid fucking telcos.
I've had so many chances... but no, I'm too gutless.
He doesn't give the slightest shit about me enough to even text me. Brilliant, once again, ditched by another "friend".
I don't really know what I'm going to do tonight. Not yet. One thing I do know, it will result in an ambulance/the Police being called out to this address tonight.
I've been crying myself to sleep for two weeks tomorrow. Every night.

[Mortal Coil]

My mother. I'm going to lose it. I can feel my patience wearing thin, thinner than I ever imagined it could be, and eventually it's just going to snap.

[KewlKat]

big project due Thursday... haven't started it yet...

[Error 404]

My mind, like every damn day.Lobotomy is for me i tell ya.

[Noirtier]

My best friend and I had a "spat" and now he refuses to talk to me for a week...

[Princess Ariel]

Nauseous throughout the whole damn day.
Migraine for my afternoon classes.
I still have so much shit to do and i'm kinda using that as my excuse to ditch my psych appointment.
I'm scared to go to the hospital.
I'm stupid, alone, fucked up and I should've killed myself when I left school early. Partially since I wanted to go home but also since I wanted to get a drink.
I lost my voice and sounded really fucked up the whole day.
Fucking stomach flu.

[Stronger]

This day, period.

[Erasmus]

Everything.

[Cognizant]

Finals, finals, and more finals.

[December]

I didnt run today and i feel like i ate so much. And i just feel so low. I just want to keep sinking way far down to where no one will see me. And i wish that i could sleep...

[Ryhanna]

I'm getting sicker, have a bunch of rehearsals today, nearly threw up during the last one. And I'm running on less than an hours sleep.

[Mortal Coil]

Everything. I'm sore, I'm tired, I'm craving what I can't have.... just ugh.

[Princess Ariel]

Everything..

[Smeagol]

School today. It's a freaking field trip! I don't want to go because it isn't educational, just a bunch of rides...

[Mortal Coil]

I was so close to binging...

[Noirtier]

I've cut recently for the first time in my life. I've been so depressed about everything lately and my best friend isn't there to help me. I scare everyone off and am hopeless making friends period.

[therunaway]

My hair didn't turn out right and there are patches of brown in the green, & I have to bleach it back out & dye it again. :(

[KewlKat]

i think that that email address was old and they wont write back....

[Rayquaza]

My hotmail account being blocked and having to spend about 2 hours recovering it, over being, apparently, hacked.

[Princess Ariel]

every single fucking thing.
Been in a pissed mood all day and when I got home it changed to extremely suicidal.. Now i'm a mix of both.. meh.

[Trendea]

The fact that i have forgotten what its like to win

[Cognizant]

Someone died.

[Princess Ariel]

Woke up covered in puke.
Awake since 2 and I've got a late start.'
Coughing up a storm.

[KewlKat]

have to go up in front of people tomorrow....

[Mortal Coil]

My mother, my ugliness, shit like that.

[Necachi]

There was this girl I fell in love with but I was so depressed because I thought I never could have her. But things started to look up and as of monday I was extremely happy. Tuesday, 2 pm, my dog got hit by a truck. The woman driving it had a dog in her truck and my dog chased after it. The lady was too busy talking with her friends in the truck that she didn't notice a dog chasing and barking after her--nor did she notice her own dog barking like crazy. My dog went under the truck and now has a broken hip. It is going to cost $1600 to fix a broken femur and put pins in her hips. Tell me in what world that this is right? If someone has the ability to make something right with their abilities then why charge people so that they have nothing but dirt left? It just doesn't make sense how people can do something like this. The surgery shouldn't cost more than a simple hundred, if that, to cover medicine. The labor is worth more than a friends life? And yes, my dog is my friend. The only one that comes to see me whenever I come home, the one that sleeps with me when I am or she is scared. This is why life is so fucking hard, people. People make it so difficult to live in this world happily. So we have to pay $500 dollars now and $200 dollars a week until its paid for. Even the payment plan is a rip off because if we don't have the $1600 now there is no way we will have enough to pay it each week. Each month would work but that would be too nice for someone to allow to happen. But that really isn't depressing me so much. What's depressing me is that I can't cry over it. Last night I cried and then it suddenly stopped and it won't come out anymore. It's my puppy that is dying right now and I can't shed a fucking tear. What is the point of crying? Is it going to help anything? No, it's not. But if I can't shed a tear for a friend that has been with me for several years then what does that make me? Last night was the first time I cried in years, so how does it easily turn off right after?

[Princess Ariel]

My own fucking self and how useless it is.

[Stronger]

My mom has cancer again....

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Pain attack. and it's never been this bad.. literally covered with ice from head to toe. never felt so awful in my life.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm hungry, but too fat to eat.
I can't make the stupid computers work.
My opinion of someone would crush them if they knew.

[Fractured Silhouette]

These panic attacks. I think they're getting more frequent.
This cold that I have.

[Princess Ariel]

My tummy is killing me ><
Gym culminating is due on the 11th and I haven't even started!!

[Schnope]

Knowing that your so called best mate doesn't care for you. After everything, all these months talking to him, disregards your feelings. I want to die.

[KewlKat]

Im so damn picky with food that im losing weight :(

[Mortal Coil]

I'm so fat fat fat fat fat.
Have to go to school tomorrow.

[xXoblivionXx]

Why did I give in? I ate so much... I'm so weak, so fat.
The urges are coming back and this time I don't think that they are going to leave :(

[Princess Ariel]

overwhelmed with work
I've got a test that I a) am not prepared for and b)might be missing if i'm feeling this crappy tomorrow morning.
I've run out of chocolate :(

[Magenta]

Panic attacks thinking about tomorrow and thinking that no one cares if I recover or not.

[therunaway]

Panic attack, after panic attack. >.< FUCK ME.

[PoseidonX43]

feeling of worthlessness, wanting to cut.. why cant i ever be not sad..

[project_icarus]

I haven't earned a profit in... Ages. It's been more than a few months. And the fact I still work here -_- (even though a lot of the work I do is volunteering for non-profit shit, I'm still meant to be earning a minimum)
People, including staff and students, at this College, are absolute fucktards.
I've no personal or business phone yet, except the office land-line, but still, if I need to receive a call, I haven't got call forwarding on on this new mobile I've got.
A bunch of other things.
Oh, and I ate a few cookies, not to mention I had a chicken parma for lunch. How stupid can I be?
I spent a few nights in jail earlier this week.
I can't make that call.

[Princess Ariel]

It's going to be hot outside today and my light sweaters/ jackets are in the laundry. Going to school... and tutoring bearing in short sleeves..eep.
Woke up without a voice
No choice to go to school since I have a stupid french culminating to prep for and science review for the exam.

[Mortal Coil]

I didn't cheer her up.
I'm so fat... I don't know if I still want to recover.
My parents -.-"

[Hypers]

Dad screamed at me today.

[KewlKat]

idk if my friends coming over :( she might not

[Princess Ariel]

one week till my dad's birthday.
I'm eating... mcdonalds of all things.
I've wanted to crawl in a hole and die all day. Even though I appeared as if nothing was wrong. Nothing was ever right today.
Didn't study for the photography test and almost had a panic attack till I said fuck it and walked around the dark room for a bit to clear my head.
My toe is gushing out blood since I only had tights on and I wore boots today...

[Rayquaza]

The fact that I keep getting distracted from Revising.

[LyaJen]

I'm alright today. My depression isn't bad today. But today was our last full day of school, and Tuesday is our last day. I'm switching schools.... AND IM GOING TO MISS MY FRANDS SO MUCH. D: some of them I have known since preschool :(

[xXoblivionXx]

Me, I hate myself, I am so fat, no one likes me, I'm not unique. I purged and now all I want is to cut

[Error 404]

Me myself.Nothing new there.
Fact that i didn't get all the bandages or stitches off.
Some other stuff.........
...i wish i had a gun....

[xXoblivionXx]

I am so embarrassing, that's all I do, embarrass myself. Right now I'm sick and can barely breathe. All I want is to stop breathing.

[Mortal Coil]

My therapist either thinks I'm a liar or is really fucking thick. Either way, I'm not getting the help that I quite frankly need.

[Princess Ariel]

I felt so scared for my life and I cared about it.
I almost got raped....
I keep picturing him and what he was forcing me to do.

[Mortal Coil]

Their pain.

[project_icarus]

I physically cannot cut and I'm fucking desperate.
Many other things I'm not even going to attempt to rant on about.

[FullyAlive]

Feeling lonely.

[therunaway]

Someone was laughing at my mom & I wanted to confront them about it but my mom wouldn't let me out of the truck, God dammit. v-v

[Veon]

I was reminded of how lonely I am, how stupid I am, and how addictive I am.

I ate too much.

[Mortal Coil]

I already ate over 200 cals, but I'm still hungry :'(

[xXoblivionXx]

I always screw up...

[Mortal Coil]

I know they're suffering, and I can't do anything about it. All I want is to see you guys happy...

[Magenta]

My scars, my life, my face, my feelings, everything.

[Mortal Coil]

Somehow, even an R.E.M. song is triggering...

[project_icarus]

My mum has the audacity to be a bitch after what she's done.

[Mortal Coil]

...well, I did set something on fire today...

[Hypers]

Major argument again.

[Princess Ariel]

Everything. My weight. My ugliness. My loneliness.
and 5 more days :/

[Erasmus]

Fucking theory...

[Alexithymia]

The need for cutting. It may sound strange, but I'm becoming more depressed because I haven't cut. Or maybe that's just what I think. I don't know anymore, I just know I want more scars.

[Note: I put this in here because this is what's depressing me, as backwards as it sounds. It's not a rant for SH.]

[Cognizant]

My allergies, it being summer and not going out and doing stuff.

[Mortal Coil]

Got blood on my shirt.

[Maiden]

Waking upp and just wanting to die

[Hypers]

Only got B for PE

[Joshh97]

Didn't go and do my exam today nor school, its been 7 weeks now and I can't picture myself going back no more. :/

[Princess Ariel]

I came home at lunch because I kept on breaking down in history and drama
I have to memorize a speech for first class tomorrow and I haven't even looked at it.
My stomach hurts sooo much
I've also had a migraine ever since I left for school.

[cutter2369]

Life. I just don't want to be here anymore. My parents hate each other, and I do everything and I relapsed really badly yesterday.

[Magenta]

My friends forgot about my birthday.

[KewlKat]

its...too....HOT!!!

[Cognizant]

I didn't really do anything today- I didn't chat with my friends, I didn't go outside; I kind of just sat inside on my computer all day and I don't feel really good about that!

[Mortal Coil]

It's too hot to be wearing long sleeves :(

[Princess Ariel]

3 more days.
What day it is.
French presentation that i'm no where near ready for.
I'm an ugly chick and I don't deserve anybody's love and affection.

[Mortal Coil]

My fatness. I can't stand it.
Oh, and also my weakness.
Did I mention how fat I am?

[Princess Ariel]

My ugliness. My weight. My legs. Everything.
I just want to break down. Skipping my psych appointment since I don't want to know what is going to happen afterwards.

[Alexithymia]

The same reason as before. The same reason as always.

[Magenta]

I'm fat. I'll always be fay but I need to lose more fatness.

[Stronger]

Life, it just sucks.

[Darkness.]

The fact that I had to go to school today. School sucks.

[Cognizant]

I....cant....sleep...

[Princess Ariel]

Everything just really fucking sucks and i'm tired of trying.
Drama performance today of me in a dress.. i'm so fucking worried. My legs are atrocious.

[project_icarus]

I wanna make that phone call :@
I'm still not even close to happy.
School.
No CAMHS until Friday. I really want to talk to my psychologist! (As if once a week appointments aren't regular enough...)
I dunno.
I'm becoming everything I've worked against for so long, I'm letting myself down, along with quite a few others.
I'm huge.
Gaaahh she won't pick up, she hasn't all day.
Gaaahh my sister.
I can see a bright future ahead of me - thing is, it's not mine.

[KewlKat]

i know she hates me.... i ruined her life...

[xXoblivionXx]

I starve myself but I end up gaining two pounds :(

[Princess Ariel]

everything..

[User Deleted]

I lost a friend...

[Cognizant]

My mom and her bitchiness....

[Princess Ariel]

What day it is.
What day tomorrow will be.
I'm being used to finish someone's work.
I've got nothing to do in classes and I have to choice but to go.
and just... everything.

[Laquifa]

I got a 32 on a final exam ... It tempts me to want to cut myself because I'm a failure , I shouldn't be here .

[project_icarus]

School tomorrow, again, as usual. I hate this.
I dunno.
I'm becoming everything I've worked against for so long, I'm letting not only myself, but a few other people down.
I'm huge.
Gaaahh she won't pick up, she hasn't all day.
Gaaahh my sister.
I can see a bright future ahead of me - thing is, it's not mine.

^Same, this, again, still.
Flashbacks.
^I can't get something that a cop said to me, as they let me go, she was all like "now take care and don't let the next time I see you be as bad as this time" and shook my hand. I don't know what she meant, or if it was a bad thing or not...
So many things.

[Hypers]

Suddenly realizing that I will never see a few of my friends again.

[Erasmus]

Poetry...

[Magenta]

Probably just going to start using again tomorrow and I can't even bother not to. If I'm going to be dragged to a party I don't want to go to, I'm not gonna be sober... meh.

[Yer_Maw]

my parents and their rants on how i should be doing better in school

[Princess Ariel]

It's my dad's birthday : /

[Rayquaza]

The chemistry exam went really badly, and I mean, really badly.

[XxAssasiNxX]

pulling an allnighter off with my freind....till six

[Desuetude]

This morning, knowing that i had French today.
Right now, begging myself not to get worked up when I know that as soon as I walk out the door or into her house I'm going to break down with no idea why, as always. Also, packing/unpacking.

[Rayquaza]

To make my day worse, I just realised that a lot of my books fell out of my bag on the way back from school. One of them is a physics book, which I need for the physics exam on wednesday.

[buzzzz]

Me, why can't I just be skinny?!?

[Iris]

I'm so angry when i dont have the right to be

[Erasmus]

the recital...

[project_icarus]

I'm so fucking insecure.
^And the reason I'm insecure.
Extra homework, which won't be done.
Now, I really have no one to talk to or turn to.
Timezones.

[KewlKat]

i got all dirty from planting stuff with my mom... i NEED a shower..

[Mortal Coil]

I hate my family.
I'm fat.

[Alexithymia]

Fat, ugly, gross, mean, selfish.

These adjectives describe ME.

[project_icarus]

I'm not even crying myself to sleep, I'm just pathetically bawling my eyes out. I'm meant to be stronger than this...

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm not taking any honors classes next year, I'm going to be average :(

Plus, I gained a pound, I'm so fat.

[project_icarus]

I still haven't purged. FUCK.

[Smeagol]

I wasted my morning reading when I should have been WRITING. And now I have a stomachache.... :(

[Princess Ariel]

My stomach is KILLING me. *flops over*

I've lost my phone somewhere in my home.

My throat itches.

I feel sick to my stomach and no matter how much pepto bismol I take.. it doesn't help. ><

[Alexithymia]

I'm fat. Fat, fat, fat, fat. FAT.

[Alexwellace]

A bird flew into my window, and it fell there just out of reach. i couldn't help it. All i could do was watch it die in the rain and the wind until it was blown off the roof onto the patio down stairs. Then i disposed of it propperly.

It sounds really sissy but it really got me thinking, and that thinking got me more depressed until i sat down, watched some cartoons with a tub of B&J.

[Mortal Coil]

I am so FAT it makes me want to cry.

[Princess Ariel]

It's fathers day.... I don't have a father : /
My throat is so dry I want to rip it out.
My stomach is still killing me from yesterday.
The MMVA'S are happening tonight, so that means the streetcar I have to take tonight is going to divert and go the long way.
I still cant wrap my head around WHY I have a friend.

[Alexithymia]

I'm ugly, fat, mean, shitty, and just bad.

[Fuzzyevil]

It's fathers day.... I don't have a father : /


He is still alive in your memories and in your heart! :yes:

[Mortal Coil]

Was invited to a facebook event called "MY ASS RAPE PARTY"
Gee, thanks guys. It's not like I've ever been ass-raped or anything.

[Princess Ariel]

My fucking cramps.. Ugh.
I'm getting my leg worked on earlier than I expected.

[project_icarus]

I'm so fucking fat, and tonight will not go well. I'm so stupid for what I'm about to do.
EDIT: And how I'm about to do it.

[Princess Ariel]

I'm so fucking fat.
I deserve to die.
I'm never good enough for anyone.
No one can be bothered to reply to any of my phone calls, texts and messages on facebook.

[Fuzzyevil]

@I watched a film today! It was a beautiful film it made my cry at the 10 part but at 11 part i was smiling as her story became famous worldwide! ;)

[braydon123]

My best friends birthday (he got hit by a car and died 18 months ago) and the girl I like was asked out by someone else today and she said yes.

[Cognizant]

I'm tireddddd

[Mortal Coil]

i have no reason to live other than to please others
I'm fucking FAT.

[Noirtier]

I'm fat and ugly and a horrible boyfriend. I'm afraid I ruined everything with my best friend because I'm a freaking idiot, and I'm too needy... And on top of all that I cut and binged today... Idiot...

[Princess Ariel]

I'm so fucking fat.
6+ hate messages on tumblr from anons. Sad thing is it's all true.
Science exam and no matter how much I studied for it, it's not going to pay off. I always tense up during test's and exams.
My stomach is hurting to the point that I can't move.
I feel so alone...

[project_icarus]

I walked to a "friend's" house after school today. He wouldn't talk to me after a while and he was in a Skype call, him and his real friend, Kevin, couldn't wait 'till I left. As I walked out the door he sighed heavily and said "thank God, he's gone."
So many things.

[Rayquaza]

Physics exam tommorow, and I'm screwed

[project_icarus]

I'm so fucking stupid.
I don't have long :\ My mother is such a dick.
I'm falling so far behind, with everything, from my school to my friendships and social life (which is pretty much dead anyway).
I can't concentrate for shit. Everything is getting to much. Stress is getting to me in the stupidest ways, fucking up the stupidest things. For example, when I had to demonstrate the recovery position today in a first-aid course, I forgot half of it and the guy yelled at me after a while of me trying to get it right.
Gah, fuck. I don't really know other than this much.

[xXoblivionXx]

My mom told me that she is pregnant. Now I am going to have a total of 4 siblings :( I hate having a big family.

[Mortal Coil]

I went to tha doctor, got weighed, and weigh 125 pounds. I've been GAINING WEIGHT. God, I'm fucking disgusting.

[Alexithymia]

I weigh too much. I'm too ugly for anything. Bad, bad, bad.

[Noirtier]

I'm still fat and ugly and I probably fucked up the best friendship I ever had because I'm a fucking idiot... No one likes me and they never will I'm such a fucking idiot. I'm an awful person and don't see why I deserve to live.

[PoseidonX43]

i hate crying.. -sigh-

[project_icarus]

I fell asleep during the middle of it. I later woke up at 3am, and had to clean shit up before my mum left for work at 4.
I'll be asking for it, literally, later. I'm just so fucking desperate.
Everything about where I am, physically and emotionally.

[Cognizant]

My stupidity.

[Mortal Coil]

I have a cold
and am still fat.

[Princess Ariel]

Fat. fat. fat.
Throat is killing me.
Up at 9, when I have the day off.
Spending my day cleaning walls,doing laundry, doing dishes, drying and putting them away.
and much more.

[project_icarus]

I'm not even going to try.

[Mortal Coil]

I didn't finish my workout, binged, and didn't purge successfully.

[Cognizant]

I screwed up biiiiiiiiiiiiiiggggggggg time because I said too much.