What's depressing you today?

[Jupiter]

my adoption.

[Stronger]

I have a headacke, and I can't take anything for it. :(

[xXoblivionXx]

I feel so fat, I gained a few pounds. My dad is pissed off at my mom for some reason, I'm off the track team, I have 15 days to get my grades up, i have finals, and I can't cut...

[Princess Ariel]

I have terrible urges to cut and purge, but mum's home..
I also have French today and I know I failed that damn test...
I can't move.. I've yet to get out of bed since 4am... I should be leaving around this time.

[XxAssasiNxX]

Well i stayed home from skool...problem saw da most dissgusting picure on my cousins facebook and my dads being an asshole...

[Fractured Silhouette]

I just had an anxiety attack where I thought I was going to literally drop dead on the spot if I moved. That shit's fucked. Now I'm too frightened to go to bed in-case I don't wake up.

[project_icarus]

My "friend" who I invited over (I have no one else, and I was bored as fuck) is avoiding me, and won't even come near me... in my own fucking house.
I can't control myself.
My hand is absolutely stinging from earlier, yet the only bad thing about it I see, is that someone will see sooner or later.
I realised how well I know the hospital, I've been there that many fucking times, and I had to go around to seven different departments today. As new as I am, I've been around it that many times that I knew where EVERYTHING is. (outpatients, ENT, PICU, psychiatry, neurology, cardiology, A&E)
I'm so fucking geeky.
^I know the arrival codes of every fucking hospital in the metro area here.
^I know the ICAO codes of every capital city airport in Australia, and some regional airports. YPPH, YPAD, YCBR, YSSY, YBBN, YMML, YDWN, YGEL, YHOB, YPEA, YKBR, the list goes on. My nerdieness.
Binged infront of a few people. My mum, my sister and my (previously mentioned) 'friend'.
I'm being genuine, when I say, One Direction has actually been depressing me.
I got a text. "Fuck u and ur bullshit. i and everyone hates u. go die"
I got another text. "I couldn't find her. Fucking bitch, I hate you."
He probably won't keep his word.
When I check my credit, it says I have $253.99. Yet when I try and call someone, it says "Optus wishes to advise that you have insufficient credit to make a call".

[Fariko Draw]

The weather, 1 day of sun in the UK, rest of the times its raining >.<

[Stronger]

Feel like shit this morning :|

[kenoloor]

My family, their food, only burning 160 calories while working out.

[Desuetude]

Cause I fucking ate after trying so hard, I wasn't even bloody hungry ffs.
Really wasn't worth it, tasted of nothing and I feel sick. I'm weak, what else is new.

[LucasRobert0897]

Girl In my class cutting more today. REALLY eating into my mind here.

[PoseidonX43]

going to the physc... :(

[Love.Hate]

Feeling unloved :/

[xDarkAngelx]

Everything really, taken some pills and now drinking alcohol. Probably nothing will happen.

[Iris]

I hate myself so much.

[Princess Ariel]

I have horrible urges. I can visualize me in my bedroom, but I can't find anything... I've had a rubber band on my wrist all day, but... it only made matters worse.

[Magenta]

I'm a fucking emotional wreck, now sobbing and I just want to die. I'm sick of this. I'm sick of being a fuck up.
There may be another suicide attempt coming up soon.

[Princess Ariel]

Myself.

[Mortal Coil]

Being such a ginormous fatass.
The knowledge that they're suffering.

[project_icarus]

Was that close and I can't really trust myself.
Being such a ginormous fatass.

No, Alex. You're not at all fat.

[XxAssasiNxX]

Homework....:'(

[muffin with a knife]

my uselessness

[Hypers]

Kept awake by a mosquito I failed to kill two times.

[Danny016]

the guy I like said he likes me but he wants us just to be friends

[LucasRobert0897]

Having the fear I forgot about which is of my parents seeing my cuts. Again. I really, don't want to upset them

[Greg1994]

Just finished my last day of high school...

[therunaway]

Finding out my best friend's mom had passed away, nearly a week ago.

[xXoblivionXx]

Nothing, today I was FINALY able to just shrug things off :)

[Fractured Silhouette]

The day started out so well. Why can't I stop hurting my family?

[Princess Ariel]

Since someone is out of my drama group as of yesterday and the teacher called our parents.
I'm sure i'm going to get yelled at.

[Hypers]

Monthly exams.

[kenoloor]

Almost 200 calories and it's only 09.45

[project_icarus]

I can be pretty fucking selfish.

[Danny016]

I have a broken heart on my birthday

[Desuetude]

My Mum, hearing my sister and her friend laughing, knowing that because I ate a piece of cake for lunch I can't have dinner even though Mum's going to force me >.<, School.

[Mortal Coil]

Being fucking ginormous...

[dreamer18xx]

Myself.

[Fariko Draw]

Nothing good in the fridge

[project_icarus]

I have a fucking huge pimple right in the middle of my face, on my nose. Trivial, I know.
My sister has taken my laptop, so no keeping in contact with those who matter to me, whatsoever.

[Mortal Coil]

Flashback dream last night, and
the weight of how impossible it all is...

[project_icarus]

I really need to talk, but I'd feel bad calling her back... for the billionth time tonight.

[swimgurl97]

I thought today was Friday but I now realized it is Thursday. I was so looking forward to the weekend.

[Mortal Coil]

I couldn't purge...

[dreamer18xx]

I have a history test today and I'm feeling just stressed out today.

[Stronger]

I failed at making eggs. :cry:

[DaylightDusk]

Hmm I'm not sure. It's one of those days were you have everything you need but something keeps holding you back from happiness. It's so depressing :/

[TheGuyNextDoor]

3 tests in one day :(
And I've probably failed one.

[dreamer18xx]

I have no clue but I just want to curl up in a ball and die. I'm sadly being serious too *curls into a ball*

[project_icarus]

Even after a week since my last serious attempt (and about a three weeks before that) I'm still getting the consistant "is he dead yet?" checks from my grandmother, who keeps making a big deal, and critisising me for my cutting. "You're stupid for what you do!"; "it's ridiculous".

[Mortal Coil]

Couldn't purge yesterday, and can't do it effectively today... :(

[Golden Terror]

the seniors from my high school left yesterday cuz i was their last day

[Mortal Coil]

I give them a heads-up and they try to talk me out of it... I'm doing you a favor, be a little more appreciative please...

[maramara]

Not being able to open myself up to a relationship. My intimacy problems are killing me.

[KewlKat]

i'm going to have to wait 3 weeks for a stupid video game to get here from amazon

[Elenin]

Caught the flu. I'll probably have to skip my race tomorrow :(.

[Jupiter]

my own self.

[Carlyle]

How weak I am. Fuck trying to be dedicated to losing weighr, I'm taking the fast way out.

[Quercus]

My... Gf may be pregnant... Fuck

[Princess Ariel]

They played Last Resort by Papa Roach and I couldn't handle it. Too much of a trigger.
I'm also supposed to be doing my gym culminating, but my teacher wants me to do it on depression and the different types of diagnosis... and personal shit.


I can't even type it without clinching my heart from the pain of being alive.

[Fractured Silhouette]

I'm so confused about everything...

[Mortal Coil]

My parents are making me study for an exam that I won't even be alive to take.

[Stronger]

I detest the part of weddings after the church part, the partying part, w/e.

[Princess Ariel]

The pills last night didn't work.

[Desuetude]

I feel absolutely disgusting. The full 1500 calories today and i'm fucking ashamed of myself. I can't wait for monday when I won't be force fed and watched over all day.

[kenoloor]

Can't pretend to be sick forever. Was forced to eat 750 in one meal. I hate myself.

[xxx.xxx]

People ignoring me :(

[Danny016]

its a long weekend and all my friends went out of town

[xDarkAngelx]

Realising that I have no friends... I am so alone.

[dreamer18xx]

I'm just a disguisting person and I can't stand myself.

[Magenta]

I can't seem to get drunk no matter how much I'm drinking. I think I'm also a depressive drinker. I'm scared.

[Carlyle]

I tried to commit suicide today. The depressing part? I'm still here.

[Princess Ariel]

Mum insisted on going for a walk and when I came out with jeans on she made me change into shorts. I went through half a bottle of foundation to cover all of my cuts.

[xXoblivionXx]

Me. I HATE myself! The way that I eat and eat. The way that I cut, the way that I fail at life...

[Magenta]

I don't seem to lose any memory of being drunk. Fuck.

[Mortal Coil]

My fat ass is what's depressing.

[project_icarus]

She saw me today, but didn't even try to say hi.
I'm rather self conscious. However, righteously so; I was sweating a fuckton at the RAAF base earlier today.

[therunaway]

I'm home from my favorite place; Ohio. :|

[Princess Ariel]

I'm going over to my grandfathers with a friend for a sleepover... I'm getting worse by the second. And I'm also tempted to take my stuff and leave, but mum will know where I am.

[xxx.xxx]

Nothings going right

[Love.Hate]

Bruises I acquired from last night:( painful

[Danny016]

another day with no friends around

[dreamer18xx]

I'm feeling suicidal again except this time hopefully I don't end up in a psych ward but dead.

[Fractured Silhouette]

My laptop broke. A sadface doesn't even describe it... Nooooooooo! Why?!

Might be able to get it fixed. But i'm probably going to lose all my stuff. Like most of my music...

[xXoblivionXx]

I fucking relapsed last night and attempted suicide but didn't take enough pills, I'm still alive. God school is going to be like fucking hell. My consoler is going to find out then tell my parents. Then I get to be hospitalized and evaluated. Shit can I just kill myself now? My life is going to end today anyway. Should I just save everyone the trouble and do it myself?

[Princess Ariel]

I have really bad and strong urges to cut.. I've got nothing,
I just remembered it's the long weekend.
I want to die --- no. I have too.
I'm hungry.. but'll gain more weight.

[Mortal Coil]

I broke my fast. And I didn't even want to...

[project_icarus]

I know I'm just getting myself in for shit.
I don't know how I'll handle tomorrow.
I feel so fucking stupid; I've called the same number 283 times in a row in the last hour.
^I probably won't get to talk to her anyway. My time on my laptop is limited.
Even the psych ward won't accept me.
^My mother took me to hospital after I attempted killing myself. And her. Twice. In total, I tried to kill two people four times today.
I'm a fucking homicidal, suicidal maniac, I can't trust myself. Nothing I can do will result in me being admitted to 4H again, not even after today. Not after being bought in by a fucking ambulance, TWICE.
So many fucking things.

[Ryhanna]

I'm being pressured into going back to school when my anxiety is at an all time high. People who lack understanding and assume I'm just being lazy make me feel so much worse about myself. It's not like it's a problem I have any control over.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm killing them.

[KewlKat]

the fact that i will never see them in concert...

[Princess Ariel]

My grandfather yelled at me for no apparent reason.

[therunaway]

This makes me happy & depressed, school is almost over for summer, the reason i'm depressed by it; so many bad things will come by this summer.

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm so stubborn :(

[Mortal Coil]

I. Can't. Sleep.

[Smeagol]

Wanting tomorrow to come so badly but I have 12 hours of insomnia first...

[Magenta]

The number of anxiety attacks I'm having.

[Mortal Coil]

That song was almost enough to make me stop.
Almost.
And that's depressing me.

[Stronger]

Back to school today......

[Fractured Silhouette]

Still computer-less. :(

[Princess Ariel]

My throat is so sore ;_;

[Ryhanna]

My grandmother's having an emergency operation. I'm not sure what it's for.

[Mortal Coil]

This time tomorrow, I could be dead.

[project_icarus]

I've received multiple death threats tonight. I'm not sure if I need to take them seriously or not...
^Nicole (sister) found out and said it was my fault. And she keeps going on and on about it.
^Police will probably become involved.
^I'm taking it very seriously; however, doing jack shit about it.
^I don't know whether to stay home from school tomorrow or go and face the shit I've gotten myself in to.

[KewlKat]

failed a math quiz... :(

[Desuetude]

I need to eat if I don't want to pass out at Badminton, urghhh.

[Princess Ariel]

I asked out the person I liked and she said " I think it would be better to give up on me"
My eyes are red from all the crying. My teacher asked me if I was eye the white in my eye was so red...
I just want to kill myself.

[dgski]

Its raining out and really foggy. Just depressing.

[prob1996]

worried about my relationship w/ my bf

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm not good enough :(

[Mortal Coil]

Having to say my goodbyes in a subtle way.

[therunaway]

I just watched the "Buckley's Angel" episode of King of The Hill. In the morning, and it was so upsetting.

[Princess Ariel]

myself and everything I am.

[Ryhanna]

I miss the people I used to love spending time with. :(

[KewlKat]

might fail....sigh...

[maramara]

Having to take a drug test.
My entire life and my attitude.
My constant feelings of isolation.
My promiscuity.
Everything I am.

[xDarkAngelx]

I'm Alive. I'm tired of living so much now *Sigh*

[Aceso]

The fact that I'll never be good enough for anyone and I'm a complete failure. Ugh.

[therunaway]

I shut my locker for the last time today; as much as I hate the school I'm at, it was still sad to shut it for the last time. :/

[xXoblivionXx]

my friends were trying to make me go to see my counselor because I relapsed. If I go my parents will find out about my SH :(

[xDarkAngelx]

Also I hate myself a lot.

[Smeagol]

The fact that I was being cooperative because of the promise of nonexistent ice cream. :(

[Mortal Coil]

It's almost 3:20 and I still haven't purged lunch.
Also, I can't cut or anything in here.

[Fractured Silhouette]

I have to re-download ALL of my music. They couldn't save my hard drive.

RIP hard drive.

[Ryhanna]

I realised how little value I'm worth. Thanks, team.

[Smeagol]

I have to go to school today. And it is the end of year science fair thingy and my exhibit, while having really cool stuff, won't be attractive to the little kids because they like the ones that hand out toys and then they win. :(

[Princess Ariel]

I have strep throat and coughing is a bitch.
Watching a movie in English that is very loud!

[Smeagol]

A bad hair day. And the fact that I don't have any liquid eyeliner.

[Mortal Coil]

Robby says he's leaving.

[KewlKat]

i feel so weak...

[hhhhyi]

The school day seemed especially long today . . . :/

[dreamer18xx]

just feeling depressed It sucks to feel like I'm living in a dark hole.

[xXoblivionXx]

I just won two awards yet I feel like shit, why can't I be happy?? Why am I like this???

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

My friends invaded my personal property and looked through my things, I got embarrassed by one teacher, scolded by another one, and then my parents are annoyed with me. To top it off, The Ice Queen is back from her vacation.

Over all, great day! *sarcasm* :/ I had maybe three hours where I felt happy...

[Princess Ariel]

I've got class with the three people who knew about last night and two people who told my gym teacher and my guidance counsellor.
And I 've got gym.
and I've got tutoring.

[Ryhanna]

I'm not actually sure, right now. There's something nagging at me furiously, but I'm not sure what.

[Mortal Coil]

I was supposed to get discharged today, but wasn't.

[maramara]

Feeling like I can't talk to anyone about how sad I am.

[project_icarus]

I've been in the psych ward for three days, for such a stupid reason.
^Why do the nurses have to know about calling overseas...
^One of the girls there, Storme, was so fucking rude. She constantly told me to shut the fuck up, right in front of the nurses. The nurses won't let me wear short sleeves, or even mention something about cutting, yet the girl can tell me to stfu.
This bitch on facebook. Two of them. Argh. (Death threats and a bunch of other shit.)

[KewlKat]

I dunno if i'll pass math

[sadgirl]

Everything today am not having agood time at all waiting for new tablets to kick in

[Green Arrow]

Exams!!! :(

[therunaway]

My "father".

[xXoblivionXx]

I failed the first half of my Algebra I final :(

[PoseidonX43]

the darkness is coming. its been coming, i put a fake smile on my face just to impress people, i seem like a happy fun person to be around but im not.

[Mortal Coil]

My dad insists on calling me even though I have no desire to speak with him.

[project_icarus]

I really hate some people. And they insist on making my life hell. And she even call the Police on me for god's sakes.

[Tobias]

Boredom... Noone talking to me and i have nofthing to do without a computer...

[hhhhyi]

My mother. :/

[CryWolf]

After a brief time of freedom the headaches have started again. I've been through it enough times to know what's coming next.

[xxx.xxx]

I think im a horrible person and im scared of whatll happen

[Magenta]

I'm not at home, I'm scared and no one is replying to my messages and I need to cut. I can't even go home for another hour and a half.

[BrassMonkey]

Drama involving me, my friend, and her boyfriend.

[Fractured Silhouette]

The fact i'm a very sad sad human being...

[Princess Ariel]

I need to die. I need to cut, but I have nothing. I'm super tired..
I tried calling a friend since I need help, but she didn't pick up..
I saw two movies and mum force fed me popcorn, nibs, and two medium drinks.. I can't purge them since she's home..
But mainly I need to die.

[Fruity Drink]

Reading through threads of people cutting, and almost breaking down in tears because I know how hard it is to get through that.

[project_icarus]

I don't even know why I still refer to her as my "friend", but my "friend" called the cops on me because she thinks that I'm mentally insane, and about to go on a killing spree.

[Princess Ariel]

I have a migraine,
I fell like shit
I'm alive.

[project_icarus]

My taste in most things is so fucking demeaning.
My dog, Barra, keeps running away from me.
I mightn't be ready.

[Maiden]

my mom saw the scars on one of my ankles, i've been able to walk barefoot for a whole week without anyone noticing. now i must put on socks before she sees i got scars on the other one aswell. wont be so easy to explain if she sees the other ankle

[project_icarus]

I'm desperate and I keep turning back to him. I hate myself for it, too. It'll end up badly, I know that.
EDIT: He's being a dick towards me. Again.

[therunaway]

My alarm clock for today; my "father" yelling at me, twice.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm fucking fat D: I was weighed today and I gained weight since I entered the hospital.

[project_icarus]

My dad. I'm really pathetic with how I am towards my dad, too. But I mean, him going off at me tonight just made me feel worse and I feel like attempting again, tonight, I feel that way.

[Mortal Coil]

Realizing the repercussions of what I'm going to do.

[Stronger]

Certain people. :rolleyes:

[xXl0sth0peXx]

This weekend. :/

[xxx.xxx]

I did somethin stupid again today and im afraid what theyll think

[Princess Ariel]

I need to talk to a friend, but as I scroll through my contact list.. I find that I'm alone.

[Erasmus]

Her...

Missed opportunities.

[Iron Man]

Still hard to bury the past.

[xXoblivionXx]

I am so lost...

[xxx.xxx]

I worry him and scare him :'( nd im so so sorry

[PoseidonX43]

Another lonely night, alone..

[December]

I wish i could scream out loud and tell everyone exactly what you did. It just makes me feel so sick inside

[project_icarus]

Nothing that can be pin pointed. My pointlessness is one thing.
I've blown through $40 worth of credit in less than four days... And I haven't even made an international call (that was answered)

[Cognizant]

My unhealthy lifestyle has suddenly hit me.
I'm such a lazy, fat, boring, lozer.

[Mortal Coil]

I'm never there for my friends. I'm a horrible, horrible girl.

[Princess Ariel]

Mum made me a lunch.
Waking up to a good morning text from the girl who ripped my heart out of my chest and threw it on the ground.
I've got french and today all teachers that didn't get the note before get one today explaining everything and yes, my french teacher is one of them.
I'm invited to a byob party but I don't know anyone of age to get me some..

[Ryhanna]

Something about going to the dentist has got me down today. Not sure why, I don't mind going to the dentist.

[xxx.xxx]

Everything is getting harder toget through,
I cut myself again today and im hurting my boyfriend by doing it.

[Maiden]

i just passed the hardest math course you can take on my school, i told my mom and she seemed disappointed that i didn't pass with a higher grade.

im never good enough

[Princess Ariel]

Agonizing pain ><
Took some medication and kicked in about 10 minutes before science ended. Ended up taking two..
But I can still feel it... A LOT.

[Iron Man]

It feels like she is dead, even though she is alive and well, probably more alive than I am right now.

[xDarkAngelx]

I'm tired of everything right now, don't know how much longer can go on now. Should of finished taking those pills the other day, the only thing stopping me from suicide now is being scared of death and i'm not sure if that will be enough...

Also I hate myself so much right now.

[hhhhyi]

My friends are growing apart again.

[xXoblivionXx]

Me, myself, and I...

It's all my fault :(

[Ryhanna]

The most exciting thing about my day will be logging into VT.

[Princess Ariel]

Every part of my body is in pain. I can't move.. at all.

[Mortal Coil]

Let's see...
fresh cuts bled onto my sheets, now I have some explaining to do
purged again
I'm a total fatass
my problems are totally miniscule compared to those of others, and I'm still whining about them like they matter.

[xxx.xxx]

i dont know if its the same still

[Desuetude]

For the past 2 hours I've been absent mindedly dragging my blade across my calf. I'm a @#!*% idiot.
My friend can come on holiday with us. Her being ecstatic and me feeling nothing makes me feel... well, nothing. So I guess that depresses me?
Knowing that while i'm apparently "valued", I wouldn't be missed. Second best is all I'll ever be.

[Stronger]

Mom went for her check-up at the cancer hospital, and they found something on the left side, so they have to run more tests......

[Princess Ariel]

everything.

[project_icarus]

I don't know if they won't let me, or they were being honest about why not...
Oh and the reason I'm not at school. (Bullying + death threats)

[therunaway]

I found out my favorite teacher ever passed away, it's hard to believe I left that class eight years ago...

[Dwl4]

Well my friend in school was recently killed by a drunk driver and ive been feeling so upset, i want to kill the person who hit him. i also have been wanting to tell my friend that i liked her vfor 5 years but i dont want to ruin our friendship, were also growing apart and i have like no friends in school, im also failing beceause of all this

[Mortal Coil]

I'm still here. In the motherfucking hospital.
And I binged today.

[Princess Ariel]

French class today, but I'm in the library... Still it's French
I have horrible urges to get high.
I have a horrible pain going on.
I'm a week early for something.
I don't want lunch to come..

[Hypers]

Got caught by the school director for spreading rumors...