3 months

[Mannequin]

Things have not been great these past few months.
I met my best online friend ever. That was good. I have a lot going for me as far as life, academics goes. I'm still lonely though. I'm really depressed all the time. I feel like no matter how hard i try, i will always be alone and i will never be loved.
I'm not cutting, i never did that often anyways. I think i should begin though. not deep cuts, im not addicted. but i have no outlet for my sorrow. its just me and my labtop. i want to go out and do something with my life. but i cant pull out of this. i feel like im in a glob of jello and im just here. I can't be austin ever again. I'm really sad. :(

[TheWizard]

First of all a cure for your depression is only a pill away. There is no reason you have to suffer depression.

Second, if you continue to do the samethings you are doing now you can only expect the same results in the future. So you must change to become happy again.

Try deciding what you want to be and then go live that life. You have nothing to loose.

Hope this helps some.

[schrei jess]

Dont start cutting, it may feel good for the time being - but you'll hate yourself for it later. And the more you do it, the more you become addicted to it and the more you'll convince yourself that you need it. Cutting will only make matters worse, please find something else to be an outlet for your pain.

[Activate]

Lets get this straight.
Cutting is bad. Don't start.