My life = sucks.

[Chris_Dobson]

I'm 14 and I way 170 pounds.

It's hard losing weight; my family has no money to buy food that's good for you, we basically have soup or kraft dinner or eggs every day. (Live on a farm so the eggs are free. -_-)

I'm getting tired of it, moved to 3 different schools, bullied each time; to come on to online school and now: I'm too distracted to be able to complete homework with face book and what-not. I'm scared to go out in public because I think people will laugh at me, I'm scared to go swimming because I'll be exposed.
I have no friends; except my sister's boyfriend who's 19.

And my dad who abused me a year ago came over last week. It went okay; but I'm deadly scared.

My life sucks. Life sucks all together.

Kinda thinking my life took, "Life is never easy" to a WHOLE, new level.

I'm getting scared because I think I'm having suicidal thoughts. (I don't want to kill myself; I like being on Earth and with my family.) But it just keeps popping into my head, and I can't get it out; I tell the thoughts to go away; but they keep just, crawling back in. I don't know what to do.

[Noooooooooo]

I'm getting scared because I think I'm having suicidal thoughts. (I don't want to kill myself; I like being on Earth and with my family.) But it just keeps popping into my head, and I can't get it out; I tell the thoughts to go away; but they keep just, crawling back in. I don't know what to do.

To get those thoughts out of your head I suggest you find a hobby. That worked for me. Find something to keep you busy

[slappy]

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Things will get better buddy trust me I grew up the same way and things have gotten better.

[NateS]

Well, I can't say I'm in your position here. Workout a bit. Don't starve yourself though, it is worse in the long run. Burn some fat and get some muscle. That may stop the bullying.

To solve the homework issue, stop using FB. It caused tons of issues with me at first then I just stopped using it. It is a distracting, nearly useless website to me.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Things will get better buddy trust me I grew up the same way and things have gotten better.

That. I have thoughts of suicide, too. You may not be able to get rid of it, but do something you love to do. I honestly am a nerd and love to take things apart to figure out how they work. It distracted me a lot, until now cause we don't have anything broken to take apart.

[PetaByte]

I gotta say I think you are very brave for admitting you are scared. There are ppl like you out there, many on this forum as well (you see the posts above me, for example) and I've met people who have tried suicide many times and yet don't admit they are scared of their own suicide thoughts even tho I can clearly see they are. Admitting it means you aren't denying it. It means you want to solve the problems, especially since you describe how you have switched schools. I sincerely hope your life gets better as you grow up... hang in there! And btw, you do have friends... us... here... we'll always be here for you :)

[IDon'tLikeUsernames]

I have sort of the same problem (well, the school part). I've moved to a lot of schools and have been bullied before, so I know what it's like. This might sound a little repetitive, but you really should find something you love to do. I found art and music, and it really helped me and kept my mind away from thinking about suicide and self-harm. I wish you well and you're very brave for admitting that there is a problem :).