Roses_Are_Yellow
April 27th, 2011, 01:30 AM
Yeah, this is going to sound really stupid.... just confused about what i'm feeling...
I started having a crush on one of my guy friends in the beggining of the school year.. (okay...so it started about 4 months before when we had to work on a project together) everytime im around him, I start to feel really ..awkward, and shy (might be due to the fact that I confessed that I like him) and I feel sort of...nauseas. he's a really nice guy though. I mean, he politely told me he didn't feel the same way, by telling me he liked this other girl. Sure, I was a little crushed, but now i'm not really. He then started dating one of my friends, which made it really awkward for me. Im not jealous of them at all, because they both seem really happy. But, I feel guilty. It feels wrong that I feel butterflies everytime we text or talk on facebook when his girlfriend is one of my friends.. I can't even be around him for more then five minutes without trying to breath normally...
Is there a way, I can not feel this way? I've even tried/trying to like new guys, but its hard because I end up thinking about my guy friend...
I started having a crush on one of my guy friends in the beggining of the school year.. (okay...so it started about 4 months before when we had to work on a project together) everytime im around him, I start to feel really ..awkward, and shy (might be due to the fact that I confessed that I like him) and I feel sort of...nauseas. he's a really nice guy though. I mean, he politely told me he didn't feel the same way, by telling me he liked this other girl. Sure, I was a little crushed, but now i'm not really. He then started dating one of my friends, which made it really awkward for me. Im not jealous of them at all, because they both seem really happy. But, I feel guilty. It feels wrong that I feel butterflies everytime we text or talk on facebook when his girlfriend is one of my friends.. I can't even be around him for more then five minutes without trying to breath normally...
Is there a way, I can not feel this way? I've even tried/trying to like new guys, but its hard because I end up thinking about my guy friend...