fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

[MadManWithaBox]

im losing my fucking ming again martin came back he got married now theres two of them his wife is called sally and she's nicer than him but he's still in control i havent done what he said yet we dont have any bleach and im still sore everywhere but i cant resist him much longer even with her she's trying to get him to be nice but he isnt listening and i have glass and razors and if he gets bleach like buys it im screwed he was laughing before they left he said they'l be back later with bleach shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit im fucking screwed he's going to make me mess myself up again my blood is gonna end up all over my house again with salt and he'll be right to do it he's always right but i dont know but he'll be there fuck fuck fuck fuck fucking

[Dimitri]

dude, do you need to talk about this with someone........this sounds really scary and like the police need to be called

[MadManWithaBox]

no no no i cant i hang on till morning then il figure something out not sure how

[Dimitri]

But hey, please remember that if you need to talk to someone please feel free to e-mail me, please....

[Fiction]

Matt, you need to call an ambulance. You've been in this situation before and you can't handle it alone. It's ok to ask for help. You have ways of getting him away as well don't you? Ways of controlling him. Playing pokemon i think it was? Do everything you can to keep him away but if it's getting too much please don't be afraid to ask for help.
:hug:

[MadManWithaBox]

i cant either of those things its just me

[Dimitri]

Matt, you need to call an ambulance. You've been in this situation before and you can't handle it alone. It's ok to ask for help. You have ways of getting him away as well don't you? Ways of controlling him. Playing pokemon i think it was? Do everything you can to keep him away but if it's getting too much please don't be afraid to ask for help.
:hug:
After reading this I am sorry Matt but I about to BECOME VERY CROSS again with you and you know I only do it because I care..................
You need to call(pending the age of this person and whatevery you call it in Europe) adult/ child protective services. YOu need to call the ambulance or something like noted above. Please don't think of this as a hinderance towards him but a way to help. :confused:

[MadManWithaBox]

im going to try to go to sleep my mum has sleeping pills thank you guys

[MadManWithaBox]

see still here

[Nevermore]

Matt (breathe) sit down and think things over. If you can't control your situation call an ambulance. I really don't want anything to happen to you. If you think sleeping will help, sleep. Do anything non harmful that will help you get rid of them. I'm here for you Matt please PM, email, anything I"m here for you. <3333333 Stay strong.

[Nevermore]

tha boss- That is the worst thing you could possibly ever say to anyone.. Mods please get on this. :(

[MadManWithaBox]

i didnt sleep cos he was right there all night and i can still hear him now he's going to get me

[Nevermore]

Aww Matt I'm sorry. He's not going to get you. I promise. Is there anything I can do? I want to help you. I wish I could give you a huge right now. If you don't feel safe please call someone. Anyone, even if ti's a friend.

[MadManWithaBox]

but what if he does or both of them she looks nice but i know she's horrible she's worse than him theyl both get me

[Nevermore]

Try calling for help. Get a friend over, let someone stay with you. Make sure your not alone with them. Try ignoring them.

[MadManWithaBox]

there's only me here if he comes back

[Nevermore]

Can you call someone? Have a friend over? Get your parents? I'm sorry if they aren't options, I"m just trying to help. <3 Is there anything I can do?

[MadManWithaBox]

im just trying to be calm if he see's me like this he'll punish me even worse thank you for the support

[Nevermore]

Okay stay safe Matt I'm here for you. <3 Things get out of hand please call someone.

[MadManWithaBox]

but i dont know who i could call all my family is in liverpool until friday

[Love.Hate]

Matt please, you have got to get help. Tell your family, even if they are in Liverpool. He can't control you, don't let him. As for her don't get sucked into thinking she is nice, you can make them go away.
Please Matt think this through, talk to someone that can help you. Please.

[MadManWithaBox]

i dont know who to ask theyre not back till friday

[Sith Lord 13]

Can you get out to Liverpool?

[MadManWithaBox]

Not really. I'd need to book it online, and my mum has all my cards. I'm feeling a bit more stable, just trying to stay calm, so when he comes I dont lose and do what he says.

[Sith Lord 13]

Matt, if you ever want to talk, my MSN is on my profile.

[MadManWithaBox]

Thank you so much Alex. It was a pretty bad night. Well it was fucking terrible. But I didn't crack. And my mums back today.

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

Wow matt you stayed strong i'm proud of you sorry i didnt see this thread sooner
The nights are so much harder than the days arnt they

[MadManWithaBox]

Yes they are. Definitely as a matter of fact.