Suicide post thing, not urgent

[SosbanFach]

Ok, don't know how to start this, so I'll just go. occaisionly, I feel as though I want to commit suicide. It's not this I'm worried about, as I doubt I will; I couldn't put my parents through that, I am very close to them. I just want to know why I get these urges-is it normal? I have no huge problems, no financial problems that I know of, nice school, not bullied. Reading these forums makes me feel guilty, because some people here have bad lives, have been/are abused etc., but why do I feel guilty, it's not my fault I get these urges. I remember telling my dad once, when I was very young, that I wanted to die. Predictably he got very upset, apologised to me (should have been other way) and told me not to say things like that. Since then I've thought about it, and kept quiet. Hasn't happened for a while, but I still seek answers. Please reply.

[Fiction]

I'm exactly the same really. My life hasn't been perfect but whose has? It hasn't been nearly as bad as some peoples, yet i've attempted suicide, ending up in hospital and I self harm. Why? I have no idea.

I've thought about this a lot and I think there are to types of upset. Internal and external. External being caused my external things obviously, internal being caused by your thoughts, they way you react to things, when you think of yourself. Both can become as serious as each other.

There are also certain things that can be genetic, such as depression which are a chemical imbalance in the brain, and not triggered by any outside influence.

I think that most people have slight suicidal thoughts at some point. But they're are usually mild, and if you have any plans of doing it, or you are thinking about it a lot you should get help. Also if you think they are going to get worse you should get help before you end up doing something you will regret.

[Iam.]

^^^ she explained it well. Like i have the thoughts, they pass through my head, i think about them. idk honestly, this is hard to put into words for me. sorry.

[Zazanama]

I feel like doing suicide from bad progress report grades. Im in this program where they give you 4 hours of hw on average and its called WAVE. Its not possible to not feel like doing suicide in this situation.

[SosbanFach]

Thanks for all the answers. Lifes quite easy right now. I'm relaxed. Only 5 weeks to the summer holidays :D

[MarkB99]

I have had thoughts, I planned my funeral, I had planned to have no one there, I thought no one would come. There was twice during bad days where, I have...attempted....but failed...what gets me is my phone, one of my few friends always texts me...he or she (depending on who it is) aactuallly makes me think, and smile....I do have depression and I have a theripist now, im ok...and you will be too. I

[MarkB99]

...would highly reccomend just sitting down and talking to someone