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whereismymind
April 24th, 2011, 10:28 AM
Yesterday I cut for the 1st time in a few months. I'm not mad or worried either and I don't feel guilty about it at all. I know a few friends are doing it and I've known for a while, but I found out the friend I promised I'd stop to has been cutting so its ok for me to cut now. I know I shouldn't but it feels nice, that's all. Life's good at the moment no family problems my mum's given birth and she's fine so I can't say there's a reason apart from me wanting to. I'm not posting this cause I'm mad or worried or anything like that just I've usually posted about me cutting in the past so I thought I'd be honest. Sorry for the pointless post.

Indecision
April 24th, 2011, 10:48 AM
It's not pointless; if you're ever worried, sad, happy, angry, whatever. You should always post to us. Sure, we're just a few words on a screen. But behind it all, we mean what we say.

Not cutting for months? Thats pretty good! I wish I could last that long but;
You really should stop. Cutting leaves scars. State the obvious, I know. But I have blatant scars all over my arm. I hate it how they just won't go away.~
Just because a friend's starting cutting again is no reason for it to be ok; you should help each other stop.

It's hard, I know. It's been three days since I last cut. Last night I REALLY wanted to, for no reason. So I spoke to a couple of people on here, and I never really picked up my knifee.

whereismymind
April 24th, 2011, 11:01 AM
I'm not worried or anything like that I just wanted to be honest with people. I know I should stop, and it wasn't for any real reason I just wanted to. I know I should stop but I'm cutting where no one's gonna notice, my friends all think I've stopped so I can't say, and my friend who I usually go to has enough shit to deal with so I can't go to them really. But thank you for the reply and the advice :)

Fiction
April 25th, 2011, 07:08 PM
You did so well not cutting for all that time. You really did. Why ruin it now because you want to? You know it's addictive and do you really want to end up back in that cycle? You know it won't get any better, only worse. You'll start going deeper, leaving more scars. Meaning your whole future is affected, just because you wanted to cut.

Think about it.

Love.Hate
April 25th, 2011, 07:26 PM
I know wanting too is hard. But you have been doing so well, try to fight this urge best you can. your strong and you are better than this.

Think about it, next time. You dont need this. Liam you are strong, the scars are not worth it.

Nevermore
April 26th, 2011, 09:45 AM
What's done is done, you can't change the past only move forward. Try not giving into your urges, easier said then done yes, but it doesn't help in the end. I know I"m such a massive hypocrite for saying that, but it's not worth the anxiety. It's amazing you haven't cut in months! Keep pushing it! It'll get easier the longer you go without it. Can you imagine a future cut free? You can get there. All it takes is some motivation! <3 You are so strong and CAN keep it up! Talk to me anytime you need to. <33333333

whereismymind
May 31st, 2011, 04:45 PM
Just looked back on this and yeah it was stupid and hippocritical. I haven't done it since, sorry to everyone. (and appologies for bumping the thread please lock it or whatever its called).

georgiamay
May 31st, 2011, 05:28 PM
Just looked back on this and yeah it was stupid and hippocritical. I haven't done it since, sorry to everyone. (and appologies for bumping the thread please lock it or whatever its called).

1) You don't need to apologise to everyone.

2) Well done for not doing it since! :)

3) OP requested, so :locked: