Hunter Lily
April 24th, 2011, 07:33 AM
I'm in 8th grade now. I'm depressed, self-harm and cut and have just about the lowest confidence of anyone you've ever met. This is all started in 4th grade, when I was rollerblading in the park by my house. A group of 8th grade boys started yelling things at me so I tried to ignore them and just rollerbladed away. They started following me and I got really scared, so i went full speed. Then they started running. I looked back and fell over. They got to me, surrounded me (it was a group of about 8) and started insulting me; calling me ugly, worthless, fat, that i should just go die because nobody cared anyway. I had no idea what to do, they started kicking at me and stepping on me. One guy kicked me in the head, giving me a concussion while another guy stomped on my hand, breaking it. Till this day my left hand still cracks when i turn it. I was bruised and aching all over. I was screaming for help but no one came. Eventually they got bored and decided to leave. I don't remember how I got home but I did. I never told my parents what happened, I simply told them I fell really hard when I was trying a jump. But still now I feel ugly, fat and worthless (it's been enhanced by recent events). I just needed to let this out, I haven't told anyone.