Can't go on like this

[DismaliciouSx]

Ok so I haven't cut in approximately 5 weeks and I keep having these periods where I will have insane withdrawals, I'll start hitting things, throwing things, screaming, crying and in the end of it all I'll end up waking up hardly remembering why. Can someone help me? Or am I just a lost cause?

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[whereismymind]

5 weeks is brilliant keep going :)
When I get really irritated I tend to get angry and react how you described, hitting things randomly and throwing stuff, as well as screaming the house down. It might be because you think you want to cut and then you don't let yourself, might make you a little angry at the time but when its all calm you don't remember the reason why. I get like this on occasions its normal to and your not a lost cause. PM me if you ever need to talk :)

[DismaliciouSx]

Brian I started to cut because of school, family issues, and just over all depression. Thanks for the responses guys, they mean a lot.

[ocdgirl333]

Have you tried the rubber band trick?

[Fiction]

This isn't unusual. I get similar moods if I try and stop cutting. You're not a lost cause I think it's a normal part of stopping cutting and something that goes with time.

5 weeks is really good so keep it up :)