I broke soberiety!

[JackShephard]

Well, as some of you may have known from previous posts before, I used to have a pill problem. I was sober for the longest time... and then two days ago, I took some. Not going to say what it was (i wouldn't want to promote or anything) but it's addictive. I haven't used since October! :( I'm really pissed at myself and I want to do it again (go figure >_>)

I need a support system. I need something to do to keep my mind off of drugs. But if I don't use, I want to cut (yeah, I do that too :( )

Ideas?

[anonymous53]

Well, I haven't ever had a problem with drugs, but they ways I keep myself from cutting are snapping rubber bands if it's really bad. Burning incense and listening to music. You can do it though, one slipup doesn't mean you'll keep doing it :) You're strong.

[JackShephard]

I just feel like im going to keep slipping up. :(

[anonymous53]

You won't :) Everyone slips up every once in a while, just pick yourself back up and go for it again :)

[staying_alive]

I don't know what kind of physical shape you're in, but working out will probably help a lot. It clears your head and gives you the determination to strongly refuse the pills that you want. You must distract yourself by doing something else. If you're bored, you'll want the pills (I guess that somewhat depends on what kind of pills you're talking about).

I know it's a tough road, but the fact that you want to stop trying them says a lot about your situation. You're not controlled by the pills and that's obvious to me because you admit that you LIKE them, not that you NEED them.

Good luck, stay strong.

[Rayquaza]

Ive never. My family and friends have steered me completely away from medication and drugs. I thank them

[JackShephard]

Let me just say, drugs are a horrible mess. I've had my bit with them and I think I can refuse. But I need some kind of promise or something to keep me straight. Like a pact.