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genjutsumaster
January 9th, 2007, 09:16 PM
I honestly don't know if this should be under the label of "Schizophrenia," but I don't know where else to put this.

Problem 1: Lately I've been waking up at the same exact time every night, 4:38am. Honestly it feels like I should be doing something, like fulfilling some kind of duty, but I can't figure it out. Some nights it takes me forever to fall back asleep, and others I can easily.
Also, the dreams I've been having are very disturbing and very dark. They take past horrid experiences of mine and shove them in my face. Also, the boy I am in love with left me about five months ago. I keep having dreams where he comes back to me, in some disturbing and horrible manner, and then I wake up and he's not here. I have anxiety disorder, could the dreams be from that, or something different? Waking up at the same time every night has been puzzling me as well.
This has been going on for well over a month now.
Any suggestions/ideas?

Problem 2: I've noticed throughout my life I've had an increased sense of feel. I can sense when people are behind me, I can sense when certain people are around, and I can sense high amounts of tension. Yet sometimes I feel someone will be walking behind me, not meaning to cause harm, but just walking there. I turn around, and nobody is there. You may brush this off as paranoia, but honestly the feeling is too strong for that. It's not a particularly scary feeling - but what could it be? It seems relatively common in a paranoid sense, but I feel this is something different. It's the same feeling I get when someone is actually behind me.
Any ideas on this?

thesphinx
January 11th, 2007, 01:33 PM
Well im not very familiar with schizophrenia So i dont know how much help i will be,
as for waking up in the middle of the night at the same time.
Do you have a specific dream that happens every night?
Because your dreams may be telling you something.
What are some of your most common dreams?
because if you can figure out what your dreams are telling you then you can work on it,
ive worked on some problems through dreams and it helps a lot.
BUT i dont know what this is about cause ive never been in this situation so maybe if someone else whose had this beefore can help you more.
Hope i helped a little bit :)

Bobby
January 11th, 2007, 03:28 PM
I feel the same way as your problem 2. It's just a presence.

genjutsumaster
January 11th, 2007, 07:27 PM
I can never remember my dreams in detail. I remember one part that always hits me hard, though: my ex-boyfriend walking away from me. That was probably the hardest moment of my entire life. Strangely enough, though, that part never has anything to do with the rest of the dream. The rest of the dream is dark and disturbing...just plain horrid. I don't think I have the same dream every night, though. I wish I could remember something.

DIESEL
January 14th, 2007, 07:03 PM
I get this ringing sound in my ears when people are around me and sometimes its ringing I look back and nothings there.....do you get a ringing in your ear or somthing else?