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PlayOn94
April 15th, 2011, 10:03 PM
Ugh i wanna cut my wrist and just bleed to death.
i have no one! no family, no friends. My "best friend" & i had plans this weekend, But she now shes got plans with her boyfriend So she canceled our plans. Im so upset about it. im always the friend that no one hangs out with, People only talk to me when they have nothing to do.
I find myself pretty much begging and asking for people to show me love...
I guess its just a joke to everyone,I dont understand...is it too much to ask for? I honestly have nothing to live for.
Where the fuck am I supposed to go on days I feel sad or stressed? Who am I supposed to talk to?
Theres millions of people in this world... and all I need is one..and I cant even get that.

anonymous53
April 15th, 2011, 10:42 PM
Take a deep breath and relax. Count the good things in your life. Find better friends, these ones don't treat you well.

PlayOn94
April 15th, 2011, 11:10 PM
i dont have anything good in my life. im a loser!

passport
April 15th, 2011, 11:20 PM
you have us

Fiction
April 16th, 2011, 07:29 PM
you have us

This.

And you have a future. At the age you are now, things have to change. You'll move out, you'll go to university or start work, you'll meet new people. You're life will change and this could be for the better. If you kill yourself now you ruin all chance of ever being happy. You have to find something, a thought, a person, an event, that keeps you going. You have to fight this feeling and beleive me, I know it's hard, but what will giving up achieve?

tpzy94
April 16th, 2011, 08:19 PM
its not all bad...i mean if your ancestors said what your saying then we wouldnt be anywhere you cant give up seriously its not all bad look at the good things for a change dude

MattVon
April 16th, 2011, 10:13 PM
I found the female version of my life, SCORE. I know exactly how you feel, excluding the bleeding to death bit.. I don't think like that, but I know exactly how it feels to have no one and only have people talk to you when they want something, etc. As Fiction said, there's a future. One that no one can draw for us and only ourselves will discover that future on our own if we don't destroy our own lives.

I recommend that you occupy yourself, you can't deny this one little bit, there IS something you enjoy doing or something that takes things of your mind. I know for myself, I tend to just mope about and listen to my music and do what ever I can on my computer to occupy myself or play games online.

Like you said, there's million.. Billions actually, in the world and you have an internet connection. Problem solved.

I'm always here to talk to, wouldn't mind someone like me to talk to.