cod64
April 14th, 2011, 06:46 PM
This has just recently started, and I'm very worried about what's happening.
Here are some of my symptoms:
1. I have an overall lack of energy. I laugh a lot and hang out with my friends, but when I'm not doing that, I feel sluggish and really bored and tired.
2. I catch myself completely spacing out at random times (doing homework, in class, and even in conversations with other people.) I'm usually not very socially awkward, but recently I've been getting a kind of brain fog where I can't think of anything nice/funny/good to say, and the situation quickly turns awkward. I also have some "blackouts" during conversations where I find myself asking "What just happened the last 5 mins? What did they just say?" I don't usually have such bad focus; I have fairly good grades (A- and As.)
Its hard to force myself to do work, though once I start it I usually flow well and do it easily. Then, I'd go look something up on the computer, and get distracted VERY easily -- and I catch myself reading something on some website that I dont care about and I dont know whats going on with me. Its as if I go into some kind of "autopilot" mode, and then take back control.
And another thing:
I dont find females very attractive any more. At all, actually. And on the rare chance that I do, I simply don't have enough energy to give it a shot and start a conversation. I also have low self esteem. Not REALLY low, but its pretty bad...
So, does anyone know what this might be?
I'm 15 years old by the way.
Here are some of my symptoms:
1. I have an overall lack of energy. I laugh a lot and hang out with my friends, but when I'm not doing that, I feel sluggish and really bored and tired.
2. I catch myself completely spacing out at random times (doing homework, in class, and even in conversations with other people.) I'm usually not very socially awkward, but recently I've been getting a kind of brain fog where I can't think of anything nice/funny/good to say, and the situation quickly turns awkward. I also have some "blackouts" during conversations where I find myself asking "What just happened the last 5 mins? What did they just say?" I don't usually have such bad focus; I have fairly good grades (A- and As.)
Its hard to force myself to do work, though once I start it I usually flow well and do it easily. Then, I'd go look something up on the computer, and get distracted VERY easily -- and I catch myself reading something on some website that I dont care about and I dont know whats going on with me. Its as if I go into some kind of "autopilot" mode, and then take back control.
And another thing:
I dont find females very attractive any more. At all, actually. And on the rare chance that I do, I simply don't have enough energy to give it a shot and start a conversation. I also have low self esteem. Not REALLY low, but its pretty bad...
So, does anyone know what this might be?
I'm 15 years old by the way.