please..no.

[justmehere]

i just got back from the hospital. my granddaddy died..no. no this can't be happening. he passed out in the bathroom. the pastor and the doctor walked in the room and closed the door. my aunt broke down. then the doctor said that he was sorry and my gramma broke down. he had cancer. two different kinds. no one told me. now he's gone. this has to be a bad dream. i can't stop crying or shaking. i don't understand...i just want my granddaddy back. please. i'm an emotional train wreck right now.

[Spook]

I'm so sorry you are going through this. When my great grandfather died I was young and didn't understand much, so it seems like this loss would be harder for you.
Think about the happy times you had with your granddad, and know that he is watching over you and wants you to be happy for him that he has reached the light at the end of the sky. One day you'll see him there.

I normally don't go into deepness for anything...but I want you to know something. Earth is our temporary home. When we pass on, we go to our everlasting place in the sky, where light shines and we see the ones we love, watch over them, and help pour raindrops down and comfort those in need. I want you to know that your grandfather is watching over you right now.

The next time it rains, look up in the sky and know it's him. :)

I wish you the best, hun. PM me if you ever need to talk.

[JoshPagan]

I am so sorry for your loss. Try to relax, your grandfather is with you and always will be. He wouldn't want you to dwell over him dying, more he would want you to move on with your wonderful life. He will be there with you always. Try to relax, take deep breaths when you start feeling anxious.

Blessings and I hope you get through this soon.

[music is my soul]

there's a song i think you should listen to. its temporary home by carrie underwood. i cant believe wat its like with your grandpa gone. i know i wouldnt be able to live without my grandpa. he's one of the few people that keep me going each day (besides you guys). anyway just remember im here for you and im praying for you.

[justmehere]

i've finally gotten myself together,i think. i dunno. i'll never forget him.
the doctor or the pastor either. they walked in together. the doctor said "well we did our best. they inserted a tube down his throat but he died. we're very sorry. we'll pray for your family"
those words "he died" tore me apart.
my uncle was the one who found him. hes blaming himself. and my gramma she just kept repeating through her tears "i dont understand. how did this happen" my aunt almost hit the floor when the doctor and the pastor walked in...and my dad he just cried. i've never seen my dad or my uncle cry.
Today didn't go the way it was supposed to..at all.
but he's in a better place now. R.I.P grandaddy.
thank you guys!

[moon_lit_angel]

Hey hun, i've been here myself before,

My granddad died when i was 8.. i had just turned 8.. he took a heart attack, my dad found him

i'm here if you want to talk x

[Fiction]

I was lied to for years about my dad having a heart problem, so I know how it feels to be lied to and you probably feel really betrayed and horrible right now, but believe me being angry and falling out with your parents will not make things better, although I know it can be tempting ><

I'm sorry for your loss.

:hug:

[justmehere]

I was lied to for years about my dad having a heart problem, so I know how it feels to be lied to and you probably feel really betrayed and horrible right now, but believe me being angry and falling out with your parents will not make things better, although I know it can be tempting ><

I'm sorry for your loss.

:hug:

they didn't even tell my parents. infact it wasn't them that told me he had cancer. it was the doctor when he was explaining he passed.
everything just feels different now. like i don't even know how to explain it y'know?
thank ya though. i feel abit better now :)
*hugz*