Miss my beautiful angel

[moon_lit_angel]

I miss my beautiful angel, who was taking from me on the 9th of august 2008,
four months into my pregnancy with him/her..

I was ra*ed so it was a pregnancy from that, people say to me why didnt you get the morning after pill, or have an abortion, frankly because my angel was my angel, a baby deserves to live just like anyone else, whether its from a rape or not,

but i lost her 4 months later and miss her loads. its just over 3 years since i was attacked,

i wrote this poem for her/him



I cried a tear for you today
but it did not wash away the pain.
I'll never hold you...kiss your face
or be able to fill this empty space.
My heart's in pieces on the floor.
If only I had just one moment more.

One moment more to be thankful and glad
One moment more never to be had.

I cried a tear for you today,
because you have, somehow, slipped away
Left an emptiness in me
that no one else can feel...or see.
In a fleeting moment you touched my core.
Had I known I'd have prayed for one moment more.

One moment more to hold on tight.
One moment more to sing you good-night.

I love you, baby

[Spook]

I'm so sorry for your loss. :(

[justmehere]

i'm very sorry for your loss.
*hugz*

[moon_lit_angel]

I'm so sorry for your loss. :(


thank you x


i'm very sorry for your loss.
*hugz*


thanks x
*hugs back*

[parisoni]

when i found out i was pregant with my little angel
i was so happy i didnt think i would feel this way again but i was so scared i didnt tell many people i was pregant with me being onlu 8-9 weeks gone i wanted to wait till 3 month,,
i started to bleed on the 6th of feb it was jst like spotting so i wasnt worried to much on the 7th of feb thats when i lost my baby,, i had very bad pains in my belly and 2 large clots came away from me,, ( i duno if i was having twinies) i went to the hospital and took the clots with me the midewife said to on the phone the lady didnt even look at the clots she said they were to small to be a baby!! and put them in the bin ( the genral hosp) i went to the RVI on the thrusday and i was ment to be geting a scan a vaiganal scan i said no because the nurse telt me they might not be able to see the baby bcoz i wasnt far on enough,, so i didnt get it they took my bloods instead the next day i rang up and got told i did have a miscarriage i was furrious that the nurse at the genral telt me i never!!! when indeed i did,, i miss my little angel or angels alot,, i no your big brother mckenzie will whact over you untill mummy comes to live with you i love you always little one/ones sleep tight

[moon_lit_angel]

when i found out i was pregant with my little angel
i was so happy i didnt think i would feel this way again but i was so scared i didnt tell many people i was pregant with me being onlu 8-9 weeks gone i wanted to wait till 3 month,,
i started to bleed on the 6th of feb it was jst like spotting so i wasnt worried to much on the 7th of feb thats when i lost my baby,, i had very bad pains in my belly and 2 large clots came away from me,, ( i duno if i was having twinies) i went to the hospital and took the clots with me the midewife said to on the phone the lady didnt even look at the clots she said they were to small to be a baby!! and put them in the bin ( the genral hosp) i went to the RVI on the thrusday and i was ment to be geting a scan a vaiganal scan i said no because the nurse telt me they might not be able to see the baby bcoz i wasnt far on enough,, so i didnt get it they took my bloods instead the next day i rang up and got told i did have a miscarriage i was furrious that the nurse at the genral telt me i never!!! when indeed i did,, i miss my little angel or angels alot,, i no your big brother mckenzie will whact over you untill mummy comes to live with you i love you always little one/ones sleep tight

sorry you lost a baby aswell but that doesnt go here

[Nevermore]

Perhaps its a good idea to talk to someone. Sounds like you are going through a lot from what happened. Talking to someone and getting help will help you believe it or not. You are 19, so parents don't need to consent, and no one will no but your therapist or counsler, and they can help you better cope with your pain. I'm terribly sorry for your loss.

[moon_lit_angel]

Perhaps its a good idea to talk to someone. Sounds like you are going through a lot from what happened. Talking to someone and getting help will help you believe it or not. You are 19, so parents don't need to consent, and no one will no but your therapist or counsler, and they can help you better cope with your pain. I'm terribly sorry for your loss.


yea i know i can talk to someone without my parents consent, its just how to get there without them knowing :(

[HellHound]

You would have made a great mother :),you should be given an example to many others.

[moon_lit_angel]

You would have made a great mother :),you should be given an example to many others.

thanks hun. i dunno about that tho :/

[HellHound]

Not many would feel like that about a child that came from such a sad event.Trust me,i'm right.

[moon_lit_angel]

Not many would feel like that about a child that came from such a sad event.Trust me,i'm right.

thanks hun

[moon_lit_angel]

thanks i think

[swindy43]

I'm so sorry for your loss

[moon_lit_angel]

thank you :)