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April 11th, 2011, 01:06 AM
Alright, here are the girls in my life. Ready?
There's girl 1, who has been my best friend for a year in a half who is constantly rejecting me yet still talking to me and still acting as if she hasn't rejected me several times before. Still takes my compliments, asks for advice, and chats everyday. Friend zone if I've ever seen one. (Totally perfect girl in every way, btw)
There's girl 2 who is slightly older than me, my sisters friend and my friend since I was a baby. She is really cool to hang out with, we have a lot in common and she's offered to help me with some issues that I have (that she has had in the past). I'm kind of -ish, but it's still totally never going to happen ever.
Girl 3 who is an old pal (again since I was a baby, waaaay to many girls for friend, n'est-ce pas?) not really THAT into, but have been talking to a lil more than usual lately.
And the kicker, girl number 4. Met threw a friend of a friend, lives half way across the country and had a crazy affair via text. We got to talking, connected, she started to get serious about us being a "thing." Then the sexting started. Then the "I love you"s. And it was actually pretty fucking awesome. Until, one day, it seemed as if she wanted nothing to do with me. I tried to fix it, but things just got worse and it got heated. Sufficed to say I removed her on facebook and deleted her from my phonebook. Also, after we broke up, she immediately started dating her ex (who is actually really cool and I still talk to) and blew him (and swallowed, so I'm told. The lucky sonofagun!).
The underline theme: I can't get shit right. AT ALL. Just need someone to tell me what it is that's making me fuck up so badly.
There's girl 1, who has been my best friend for a year in a half who is constantly rejecting me yet still talking to me and still acting as if she hasn't rejected me several times before. Still takes my compliments, asks for advice, and chats everyday. Friend zone if I've ever seen one. (Totally perfect girl in every way, btw)
There's girl 2 who is slightly older than me, my sisters friend and my friend since I was a baby. She is really cool to hang out with, we have a lot in common and she's offered to help me with some issues that I have (that she has had in the past). I'm kind of -ish, but it's still totally never going to happen ever.
Girl 3 who is an old pal (again since I was a baby, waaaay to many girls for friend, n'est-ce pas?) not really THAT into, but have been talking to a lil more than usual lately.
And the kicker, girl number 4. Met threw a friend of a friend, lives half way across the country and had a crazy affair via text. We got to talking, connected, she started to get serious about us being a "thing." Then the sexting started. Then the "I love you"s. And it was actually pretty fucking awesome. Until, one day, it seemed as if she wanted nothing to do with me. I tried to fix it, but things just got worse and it got heated. Sufficed to say I removed her on facebook and deleted her from my phonebook. Also, after we broke up, she immediately started dating her ex (who is actually really cool and I still talk to) and blew him (and swallowed, so I'm told. The lucky sonofagun!).
The underline theme: I can't get shit right. AT ALL. Just need someone to tell me what it is that's making me fuck up so badly.