Learn from my mistakes. I found myself

[Wicked_Syn]

Ok, so before today, I considered myself bi-sexual.
I had the opportunity today though to try some stuff with someone I actually know. I'm not getting into detail about what happened, but stuff happened. I stood my ground and said no butt sex. There was none. Anyway. I felt very awkward, yet he seemed pretty chill. I don't think it helped that we were outside on top of a school roof - well kind of. Anyway, we tried stuff. Including the one thing I really wanted to do.

Now I feel bad about what happened. I feel absolutely guilty and I do not want to pursue and other relation with another male. I feel so strong about it that I just burned my underwear, socks, and shirt that I wore at the time.

While we were on top the roof, I was just not excited really at all. I didn't want to do it. The person I was with even asked if I wanted to follow through. i kept saying how awkward I felt. And he asked if I really wanted to do what we did. And I said yes....I wanted to try out something with him, a particular fantasy I had. That's why I stayed.

Anyway, I no longer want to pursue any sexual relation with a male. Females only.

Let me just say this to some of you out there. If you have the opportunity to try something, but you are even A LITTLE BIT HESITANT. DO NOT follow through. You'll regret it. It's like you give your virginity to a complete stranger. Thankfully we didn't engage in sex, but we did plenty more and he wanted to have sex, but I stood my ground.

Live and learn...

[SimSailorNick]

That sounds like a great realization! Wish that happened to me more often...

[anonymous.john]

Let me just say this to some of you out there. If you have the opportunity to try something, but you are even A LITTLE BIT HESITANT. DO NOT follow through. You'll regret it.

Whoa whoa whoa whoa. That's not necessarily true. Don't start jumping to conclusions saying that any experimenting is bad just because you found something you don't like. You'll learn from this, but everyone has to learn for themselves through experience. Some other person might have found this exilerating.

[Fruit_Tart.]

Well, I'm glad you found out who you are before you did something you regretted. You stood your ground and did what you wanted, now you should be proud of yourself. Good job.

[Fiction]

Let me just say this to some of you out there. If you have the opportunity to try something, but you are even A LITTLE BIT HESITANT. DO NOT follow through. You'll regret it.

I totally agree with this. I guess some people may have good expereiences even though they where hesitant at first but either way, what's the harm in waiting until you're totally ready?