I slipped up.

[schrei jess]

After like two months of no cutting or even urges, I slipped up. I let my progress go for a few cuts on my leg, which is even worse because I have never cut my leg before. My cutting has stayed on my left arm, or left shoulder the entire time, maybe one cut or two on my hips. And now I did it on my leg. There were maybe two cuts but they bled a lot, and it felt so nice. I know Ill do it again, and again. What the hell is wrong with me? I cant even function without fucking hurting my self. I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT!!! I dont know how to stop this!

[thesphinx]

Well its great you havent cut in two months!!!!
just remind yourself that you make mistakes your only human you slipped this time but thats ok,
i cant axactly relate because i dont cut and have no idea how bad it must be to feel the urge to cut, so all i can offer is comfort, pm me if you wanna talk :)
P.S: i believe in you:)

[mRojas2000]

You can't let this happen to you Jess :(

You have been doing great!! 2 months is alot! YOU CAN DO IT!!

Think about our babies!! :rolleyes :)

[schrei jess]

Lol thanks guys, but that was ten days ago - since those cuts on my leg I havent done it again, so Im trying to go for another two months.

Wish me luck!

[mRojas2000]

Good luck!! :)

[DIESEL]

Try and go like...the rest of your life without cutting.

[schrei jess]

I rotfled at that. An impossible thought for me at this point. Do you get the concept of cutting? Because if you did, you'd know that someone who cuts themself has a hard time even going as long as two months without doing it.

Thanks for the encouragement ;)

[DIESEL]

I rotfled at that. An impossible thought for me at this point. Do you get the concept of cutting? Because if you did, you'd know that someone who cuts themself has a hard time even going as long as two months without doing it.

Thanks for the encouragement ;)

Not aye problem.

[Sapphire]

You can do it! Two months is a heck of a long time! Good luck with it :)