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Old January 23rd, 2011, 01:56 PM   #1
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Tonight, is the night, he's letting me kill myself. He proved to me last night, o one cares, no one comes, and I dint deserve it, cos I'm scum. But thats ok, cos I get to die in like 4 hours or something gonna be great

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Old January 23rd, 2011, 01:58 PM   #2
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Matt, please don't. D: Do you know how devastated those of us here would be? You've helped me so much and I enjoy talking to you. Please don't do this.
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:01 PM   #3
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I can't not. This might be the only chance he gives me, I have to take it.
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:05 PM   #4
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So is this his decision or yours? Just because he says that you can kill yourself, doesn't mean you should. You are loved by many here and probably more people in your life than you realize. You had been taking medication and it was working. It's not worth ending your life. If you really wanted to die so badly, you would have died much earlier than now no matter what he said. I know what it's like to want to die. I don't think this is really your choice right now.
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:08 PM   #5
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Please talk to someone...call a hotline, stay with us please...You may be finding a way to end your pain, but so many others will suffer the loss of you forever...coming from a family that has had this happen, it hurts everyone around you forever...don't do it!! Stay with us and talk through this!
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:21 PM   #6
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No Matt,
He is lying to you, you dont need to kill yourself!
We would all miss you so much, we all care.
Please dont do this.


Don't let anybody ever bring you down.
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:21 PM   #7
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You dont have to take the chance.
Your a vauled member of this site, and you've helped so many people, you'd be missed by alot more people than you realise.
Please dont do this Matt
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:23 PM   #8
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I am going to sit here and stare at this thread until I am satisfied that you are safe. I don't care what you want, I am not logging off this site until I'm convinced I will not lose you.

*makes self comfortable*
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:25 PM   #9
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I am going to sit here and stare at this thread until I am satisfied that you are safe. I don't care what you want, I am not logging off this site until I'm convinced I will not lose you.

*makes self comfortable*
Yeah, let's all help Matt get through this...none of us want to lose you!!
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:34 PM   #10
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Woah Matt take a step back.
Whoever it is that is letting you commit suicide, they are making a bad decision. This is your life, not his. Your choices not his. You can control your life, dont let other people try and live it for you, your strong. Committing suicide isnt the answer buddy, its the total wrong thing hun. Your never alone, people on VT love you and we all want you to be safe. So think about what your doing, it isnt the right way.
I hope this meant something

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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:35 PM   #11
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If I don't take it, he'll be so mad, Il be better off dead. I want to anyway.
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:39 PM   #12
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Matthew, don't you dare. I don't care how much you hate your life, I am not losing you. Who cares if he is mad? You don't even want to know how mad I would be if you actually went through with it. You'd be surprised how frightening that can be. You've done so much to get through life so far. Why throw that all away now?
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:40 PM   #13
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Why are you still listening to him? He's letting you alone tonight, take advantage of that and treat yourself kindly hun. You've got to get through this.


And I'm sorry I didn't build your walls. And I'm sorry I had to go and fall.
And I'm sorry I had the whole thing wrong. Well, I guess I'm the sorriest of all.
And I'm sorry that you are feeling small. And I'm sorry that I'm not used to crawling.
And I'm sorry the writing's on the wall. Well, I guess I'm the sorriest of all.
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:40 PM   #14
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No, think about what you are doing. Make your desicion for you, nobody else. Dont kill yourself because he told you too, its your life you can do what you like. The shit might be hitting the fan now, but things can only get better. If you are strong enough to beat this, the temptation and the commant to do it, you can beat anything. Your a strong guy.
VT know you can do it.

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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:43 PM   #15
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He'll come back tomorrow. And he'll be so pissed. He'll say I gave you the opportunity to die, the o e you begged for, and you threw it cos of these people who couldn't care less about you, they're laughing at you right now. Then it'd be punishment time.
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:45 PM   #16
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Dont let him over power you, your better than him.
Lots better. Sometimes life is shit, and we want to let go. But grip onto something, please.

FREEZE mother fucker..
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:47 PM   #17
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Matt... Suddenly started writing and this came out:

Panic rising, there are tears I’m crying
How can you even think of dying?
You’re my friend, a new one too,
There’s so much I don’t know about you.

Don’t take this chance away from me.
Just stick around and help me see.
I want to help but do not know
How to keep you from wanting to go.

Matthew, please don’t go away
Just give me this one moment to say:
This isn’t the end, if you try,
It’s just the beginning and you can reach the sky.

I’ll miss you if you leave,
I’ll be sad and I will grieve.
So please don’t cause me that pain.
Please give life a chance again.


*clings to you*
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:48 PM   #18
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I don't think I could possibly care more Matt, and the same for everyone else here who is taking the time to respond and help you out. We care for you, more than he cares for you obviously. You can choose between listening to him, who hasn't done you any good, or us, who will always be there for you.


And I'm sorry I didn't build your walls. And I'm sorry I had to go and fall.
And I'm sorry I had the whole thing wrong. Well, I guess I'm the sorriest of all.
And I'm sorry that you are feeling small. And I'm sorry that I'm not used to crawling.
And I'm sorry the writing's on the wall. Well, I guess I'm the sorriest of all.
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:49 PM   #19
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I turn 18 in 5 weeks. I've given life plenty of chances, and he always wins. Time to leave.
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Old January 23rd, 2011, 02:49 PM   #20
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Originally Posted by Limmenel View Post
Matt... Suddenly started writing and this came out:

Panic rising, there are tears I’m crying
How can you even think of dying?
You’re my friend, a new one too,
There’s so much I don’t know about you.

Don’t take this chance away from me.
Just stick around and help me see.
I want to help but do not know
How to keep you from wanting to go.

Matthew, please don’t go away
Just give me this one moment to say:
This isn’t the end, if you try,
It’s just the beginning and you can reach the sky.

I’ll miss you if you leave,
I’ll be sad and I will grieve.
So please don’t cause me that pain.
Please give life a chance again.


*clings to you*
Matt, people love you. Please dont do this.
Dont let him take control of you, your STRONGER THAN HIM.

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I turn 18 in 5 weeks. I've given life plenty of chances, and he always wins. Time to leave.
No! You still have your whole life ahead of you.
You can make it through this shit time, I know you can!

FREEZE mother fucker..
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