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Old July 6th, 2009, 01:04 AM   #1
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GUESS WHERE I AM!!!

i am in this nice little room in the hospital...

ON SUICIDE WATCH!!!!!!!!!

BUT I DIDN'T TRY TO KILL MYSELF!!!

and the frickin people at the inpatient treatment centre don't believe me!!!
i have been in this room for 2 days now!!!!
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Old July 6th, 2009, 02:43 AM   #2
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You don't have to try to kill yourself to be put on suicide watch. They're obviously concerned for some reason or another that you will try though, it is for your own good.


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Old July 6th, 2009, 02:59 AM   #3
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they think i tried to kill myself though!!
but i didn't!!
i swear to god i didn't.

things just happened....
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Old July 6th, 2009, 03:17 AM   #4
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what happened? If you don't mind my asking.
Are you okay?

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Old July 6th, 2009, 03:26 AM   #5
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okayy..
well it was night time.
and i was in my room.
and i hadn't throw up at all, for a really long time, since i have been here.

that day they had made me eat over 2100 calories!!
it was disgusting!

so that night i was in the bathroom, and i was looking at myself in the mirror, DISGUSTED!!!
and i lost it, i started crying and i threw something at the mirror. and the glass smashed every where!!
i went to clean it up, but i slipped on the glass, and a big chunk of glass went into my arm.
like near my wrist..
so i pulled it out.

and i made myself throw up... blood every where. it was disgusting.
and that't when i though.
what the eff am i doing.
pull yourself together.
so i was gonna go to bed.
but i find it hard to sleep.

so i stood up and i got some sleeping tablets that i had hidden.
i took a few. but then i passed out.
dropping the pills every where.
and passing out all over the glass.

and when i woke up i was in here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i told them what i just wrote. and they don't believe me.
i must admit. bit of a weird thing that happened.
BUT THAT IS THE HONEST TRUTH!!!
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Old July 6th, 2009, 03:54 AM   #6
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You didn't try to kill yourself but you could have with those pills.

You are in there because they are concerned about your life. You will probably be in there a couple more days. Just try to hold out






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Old July 6th, 2009, 03:54 AM   #7
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You can see why they would have thought you'd tried though. To find someone passed out with blood, vomit, sleeping tablets and broken mirror all around them often points towards an attempt.

Just keep your head down and show them that you aren't going to do something like that again.


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Old July 6th, 2009, 07:34 AM   #8
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Hun relax.
That situation does look a lot like a suicide. I'm sorry, but if anyone here had walked in on that, we would probably've assumed you tried to kill yourself.

2100 kcal is a lot... especailly for you. But it's not disgusting -- the eating disorder really messes with your mind

You're only in there for two days. Just try to relax. ok hun?

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Old July 6th, 2009, 03:48 PM   #9
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Dont worry hunn you'll be out of there before you know it,, put yourself in there position though, if you walked in someones home to find glass smashed everywhere with blood all down your arm, sick all over the bathroom and pills dropped everywhere what would you think? and would you believe the victim (you)?? i know your tellin the truth but they'v added 2 and 2 together and made 5. dont worry there just concerned for you,
as i said you'l be out of there before you know it..

were here for you babe xx
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Old July 6th, 2009, 03:57 PM   #10
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okayy..
well it was night time.
and i was in my room.
and i hadn't throw up at all, for a really long time, since i have been here.

that day they had made me eat over 2100 calories!!
it was disgusting!

so that night i was in the bathroom, and i was looking at myself in the mirror, DISGUSTED!!!
and i lost it, i started crying and i threw something at the mirror. and the glass smashed every where!!
i went to clean it up, but i slipped on the glass, and a big chunk of glass went into my arm.
like near my wrist..
so i pulled it out.

and i made myself throw up... blood every where. it was disgusting.
and that't when i though.
what the eff am i doing.
pull yourself together.
so i was gonna go to bed.
but i find it hard to sleep.

so i stood up and i got some sleeping tablets that i had hidden.
i took a few. but then i passed out.
dropping the pills every where.
and passing out all over the glass.

and when i woke up i was in here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i told them what i just wrote. and they don't believe me.
i must admit. bit of a weird thing that happened.
BUT THAT IS THE HONEST TRUTH!!!
2100 calories, isnt that bad, I mean its not nearly enough for me. Your not disgusting, by the looks of it your a very beautiful girl. So don't worry youll get out of there and you can continue living.

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Old July 6th, 2009, 09:31 PM   #11
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but this isn't fair!!!!

I'M NOT A DANGER TO MYSELF!!!!!!

i am not going to kill myself.

i just want to get out of here...
and they wont let me!!!

what happened was an accident.
it wont happen again.
i was just upset!!!
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Old July 6th, 2009, 09:59 PM   #12
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Hun what might be worried about is what if next time you are upset. You are not so lucky, and do die, EVEN if it is accidental.

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Old July 6th, 2009, 10:07 PM   #13
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Sienna your so prrretty don't kill yourself!
There's obviously a reason why you are on suicide watch, They must have thought you were going too. Just act good and they will let you go . do you remember what happened that made them think you were going to kill yourself?

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Old July 6th, 2009, 11:08 PM   #14
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so what!
because you think i'm pretty that is why i shouldn't kill myself??
what if you thought i was ugly??

i just want to go home!!
ii hate this place.
and i don't need to put on suicide watch.

i can look after myself!!
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Old July 7th, 2009, 12:17 AM   #15
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i can look after myself!!
If you could look after yourself, this would have never happened.

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Old July 7th, 2009, 12:32 AM   #16
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so what!
because you think i'm pretty that is why i shouldn't kill myself??
what if you thought i was ugly??

i just want to go home!!
ii hate this place.
and i don't need to put on suicide watch.

i can look after myself!!
No thats not what I meant .
Even if you were ugly I still wouldn't want you to kill yourself.
I think your pretty and even if you have problems you can talk about them and you said you were not going to kill yourself but suicide isn't and answer and I hope you get home soon

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Old July 7th, 2009, 01:15 AM   #17
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i can look after myself.
i have so far.
and look i'm not dead!!!!!!

i don't want to die!
i am not going to kill myself.
but no one will listen to me!!!!!!

i am no risk to myself at all!!!!!!
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Old July 7th, 2009, 01:16 AM   #18
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Thats not what they thought. But wait what happened for you to get in there?

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Old July 7th, 2009, 01:48 AM   #19
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well maybe if you read the forum you will find out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Old July 7th, 2009, 01:50 AM   #20
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so what!
because you think i'm pretty that is why i shouldn't kill myself??
what if you thought i was ugly??
No girl is ugly.

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i can look after myself.
i have so far.
and look i'm not dead!!!!!!

i don't want to die!
i am not going to kill myself.
but no one will listen to me!!!!!!

i am no risk to myself at all!!!!!!
If you can look after yourself, and you're not a risk, why did you make yourself puke, bleed, and take sleeping pills all at once. Im amazed you didn't die, if i bleed too much i pretty much i can barely move. You can look after yourself, but not just yet.
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