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Old June 13th, 2009, 11:59 PM   #1
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Default inpatient treatment centre. :(

well...
that night where i pretty much lost all conrol, and i locked Coop out of the bathroom and i made myself throw up again and again and again til there was blood everywhere and i passed out....
Seth knocked down the door, picked me up, put me in bed. stayed with me for a while then took off.

the next day he wasn't answering my calls i couldn't find him any where.
i was freaking out.
that night i got a text from him saying he is coming home but we need to talk.

i was so scared, that i threw up, but i didn't force it. i was just sick with nervs.

i was sitting on our bedroom floor, and i was kinda crying.
and Coop walked into the room.
and he picked me up, and just hugged me and held me.
and i just bawled me eyes out, i have no idea why.
and he told me that he was really sorry for leaving when he did.
he just needed to clear his head.

then we were together...

after that he said now we need to talk.
he said that what i did to myself the other night, tore him apart.
and he said the fact that i locked him out of the room, so he could just hear me throwing up and in pain and he couldn't do anything about it really hurt him.

so he said, he had no choice but to kick down the door, then once i was in bed, and he made sure i was asleep, then he just had to go and clear his head.
so he went to a bar, and did some thinking.

then he said all day yesterday he was with my doctor.
and they were speaking to people all day.
and they have organized for me to go into an inpatient treatment centre on friday!!!!!!!

Coop said that he can't just sit by and watch me do the things i am doing any more. because it is killing him.

i don't want to go.
but i know i have to...


so i am here to say thank you to everyone who has given me great advice. i know i was very stubborne and didn't take it most times. but i am really greatful.

and i am here to say sorry. sorry that i didn't listen to you guys. because you really know better then me about getting better, and i guess i just didn't want to see it.

so i am very sorry but truely greatful to everyone who helped me.
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Old June 15th, 2009, 01:45 PM   #2
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Aww good luck hun
Hopefully this center will help you






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Old June 15th, 2009, 01:54 PM   #3
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I'm hoping all the best for you hun!
You'll see, you'll be fine in no time.

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Old June 15th, 2009, 03:06 PM   #4
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that's great news sienna lets hope that this centre can give you the help you need

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Old June 16th, 2009, 01:16 AM   #5
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welll...
i am not sure that i am going to go any moree...

and i was kinda getting use to the idea of going too.
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Old June 16th, 2009, 02:17 AM   #6
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!!! how come!?

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Old June 16th, 2009, 03:23 AM   #7
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because my mum pays for my health insurance...
we don't talk or see eachother, but she has always said she will pay for my health insurance.

but she recently found out about the things i got up to when i went off the rails.

and today she randomly came by and said that she wont pay for me any more..
because as far as she is concerned she no longer has a daughter.
all i am is a wreckless slut who has disgraced the family name.
and that i don't deserve to get better.
i believe they were her exact words.

Coop said he will pay for it.
but i wont let him.
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Old June 16th, 2009, 03:24 AM   #8
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you said you dont want coop in that pain...of having to see you like that...

im sure having that pain taken away, will surely make any payment worthwhile, please let him pay...

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Old June 16th, 2009, 03:29 AM   #9
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i can't let him pay.
that is wayy to much.

i cannot do that to him.
i am afraid that it wont work again, and he will have wasted his money.
and it's a lot of money.
i can't do that too him.

i can't.
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Old June 16th, 2009, 05:41 AM   #10
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you have to
he WANTS to help you.. if you work with them they'll help you

you know you need help and want help

go. get help

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Old June 17th, 2009, 12:08 AM   #11
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i know i need help.
but it is just way too much money for him to pay.

i know i shopuld go.
but i can't do that to him.

if it was my mother paying i would go.
but i can't if he pays.
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Old June 17th, 2009, 11:28 AM   #12
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He wants to do this, obviouslly.
This guy loves you, not like your ex

i know you're scared as fuck.. but go. please

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Old June 17th, 2009, 11:44 AM   #13
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I agree Sienna... you should let him do it.
we all got faith in you,
and it will be worth every cent.

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Old June 17th, 2009, 11:46 AM   #14
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hes willling to pay because he actually wants tio help you because he loves you
let him help you and let him pay
hell be so much happier to see you better than to see the money

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Old June 17th, 2009, 11:58 AM   #15
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Oh how beautifully tragic that your mum won't pay for the inpatient treatment centre but didn't seem to care about the hospital...


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Old June 18th, 2009, 04:50 AM   #16
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i went off the rails at one point...
drugs, drinking, partying and sleeeping around.

but my mum never knew about that.

and my sister told my mum about it all the otehr day, and now she hates me..
and she is refusing to pay for it because according to her by doing all those things i have thrown my life away any ways.


i don't want to dissapoint Coop.
i am soo scared of dissapointing him.
if my mother paid, if i fail i wont feel as bad.
but if i fail with Coop paying, i know i will just be a dissapointment, you know.
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Old June 18th, 2009, 08:12 AM   #17
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Still...how beautifully tragic your story is...


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Old June 18th, 2009, 09:33 AM   #18
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... Beautifully tragic? Please say that wasn't intended in a harsh way.

And Sienna? Coop'll be more annoyed if you don't let him pay. He has faith in you to get better, he just needs you to let him do it.... Please?

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Old June 18th, 2009, 09:46 AM   #19
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Why do I have to say anything about my intentions


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Old June 18th, 2009, 10:22 AM   #20
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That is unnecessary... Keep your opinion to yourself Carole.

SIENNA.. please let Coop pay.
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