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Old May 11th, 2009, 12:47 PM   #1
girlygirl
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Join Date: January 3, 2007
Location: on this thing we call earth and on that eath a place called England
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i didnt knw who to turn to, or who to just spill everything im feeling too, so i thought manybe i'd just come and let it all out here..

im not even sure what im feeling tho.. im completly fucked... well i cut last night for the first time in over 5 months, i had this promise with my friends that i wouldnt cut anymore. and now that i have broken their promise they are mad at me.. everything is just falling apart. i havnt been able to sleep lately, and i keep haveing halucinations.. and i just feel constantly shit.. also, its a year and a half since my best friend passed away, and its just pulling me deeper.. i cant deal with it, but no one seems to understand.. im in so much pain i would do anything for it to go away.. i feel like just sitting in a corner, and just being able to die... i cant concentrate, and i have exams coming up at the end of this week... im so stressed out.. and have no clue how to pick my self up off the floor.. this is the lowest i've felt in a long time.. i really am clueless on what to do.. in one sense i want the people around me to see that im hurt, so someone can help me.. cause god do i need help.. but then i dont want anyone to knw, because i guess im ashamed of myself, or something, and i dont want to be a burden to anyone.. grr.. i dont knw what to do.. or how to sort my mess out....


sorry.. im just ranting.. ty x

if i have troubles my superhero defies them with his kiss.....
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