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Old May 17th, 2015, 07:47 PM   #1
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This is just going to be a short (or long) rant. Don't know yet, I'm just getting started.

I have two extremes. Either I'm on Cloud 9 and happy as can be or facedown in the dirt filled with anger, self hate and disgust. I have no middle ground.

Life for me lately has beeenn alittle. . .up and down.

I've found a job and I'm pretty happy with that but I find it kind of hard fitting into the in crowd. Everyone else there has been there so long i just feel kind of out of place sometimes. The Anti-Socialist in my makes it hard for me to open up and make new friends but I try. . .

Graduation is in a week. Not for me, but for the a BUNCH of my friend. My whole entire class is graduating this year and I'm stuck one year behind them. It should have been me but. . .whatever.

I look around me very often and feel sort of without. I lack something everyone else seems to have. I know no one has it all together but I'm the most "non-having-it-together" person I know and it makes me feel kinda hopeless.

I don't have many friends. Well, I DO but once again, that anti-socialist won't allow me to get close to anyone to have a substantial solid friendship. It's like I don't see myself worthy of it so I don't try.

I'm hungry.

Haha, sorry. Off track. I often wonder what is wrong with me. I wonder this often. I've considered seeking help but I dunno. .

I pray over the Summer I can manage to do some serious soul searching and help myself but I find that this that has been going on for months is far past the stage of Self Help. .
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Old May 17th, 2015, 08:01 PM   #2
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TWPR Mental Crisis Forum

This will get more traffic here and it belongs in this section.

Anyways, getting help is always a good thing. Therapy is usually a good idea. I'm not sure that you've provided enough details as to what has caused these problems you are having.
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Old May 17th, 2015, 08:10 PM   #3
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TWPR Mental Crisis Forum

This will get more traffic here and it belongs in this section.

Anyways, getting help is always a good thing. Therapy is usually a good idea. I'm not sure that you've provided enough details as to what has caused these problems you are having.
It was meant to be just a little rant to let off some steam buut sorta manifested into a Mental Crisis ish post. Oh well.
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Old May 22nd, 2015, 06:56 AM   #4
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It was meant to be just a little rant to let off some steam buut sorta manifested into a Mental Crisis ish post. Oh well.
Sorry about that. It was a little modding mistake on my part. I'm kind of new to this mod thing xP

Won't happen again though but for now I'll just leave this post here.
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