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Old April 21st, 2015, 04:18 PM   #1
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Default Suicide note…check. [TRIGGER WARNING]

I spent the whole day writing my suicide note. I have so much to say to people and there's not the proper words to express the cacophonous commotion going on within my head. I tried to commit suicide by overdose in december, my boyfriend called the police after I did it and clearly I was unsuccessful. This time it's going to work and this time I have a note to go with it. I wrote one in general, one for my little sister, and two, one for each of them for my brothers, and one to my boyfriend. I feel like they aren't enough, but then again, are there words that will ever be appropriate enough as our last to the people we love? Whatever i'm done. The notes are written. They make me cry when I read them. I can feel them losing me. I was walking down the hallway thinking of all these people and how i would never walk the halls with them again and i started to cry. Not out of sadness because I was doing this, but sadness at the feeling of losing somebody. My sister died so I know the feeling of death. I was cry because of the guilt I have of making them go through that.
I guess I just needed a place to put this. I can't wait for relief.
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Old April 22nd, 2015, 11:12 AM   #2
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Oh oh please... Be okay, please! I hope i'm on time and you still can read this!
You know why these notes make you cry, right? For guilt, because you are guilty for something you are about to do. That's what you said. So, are you feeling bad for something that is optional to happen? You can choose to not to do it! You are not forced to end your life, nobody is forcing you! I know you are missing them although you are still alive –i HOPE you're still alive– so please stop, do not do it, it's the worst option, take a break and go hug them and tell them, i'm sure that they will understand, and they won't judge you! Why would they do it? I know things are though now, but please, do anything than ending your life...
I'm not going to say something like "oh but they are going to miss you" because i know you already know and you are tired of hearing this, like me, but please go and tell them how you feel, tell anyone, i'm sure it helps, and your loved ones are going to help you.
I love you! Stay safe! Please, send me a message or something, feel free to talk, i will listen!
(Sorry for my bad English, it's not my main language)
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Old April 22nd, 2015, 05:43 PM   #3
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I apologise, but suicide notes are not allowed here on Virtual Teen. This is because it can be potentially very triggering to some of the members here, which is something we try our hardest to avoid.


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